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AYN RAND
THE FOUNTAINHEAD
To Frank O'Connor
Copyright (c) 1943 The Bobbs-Merrill Company
Copyright (c) renewed 1971 by Ayn Rand.
All rights reserved. For information address The Bobbs-Merrill Company, a division of
Macmillan, Inc., 866 Third Avenue, New York, New York 1 0022.
Introduction to the Twenty-fifth Anniversary Edition
Many people have asked me how I feel about the fact that The Fountainhead has been in print
for twenty-five years. I cannot say that I feel anything in particular, except a kind of quiet
satisfaction. In this respect, my attitude toward my writing is best expressed by a statement of
Victor Hugo: "If a writer wrote merely for his time, I would have to break my pen and throw it
away."
Certain writers, of whom I am one, do not live, think or write on the range of the moment.
Novels, in the proper sense of the word, are not written to vanish in a month or a year. That
most of them do, today, that they are written and published as if they were magazines, to fade
as rapidly, is one of the sorriest aspects of today's literature, and one of the clearest
indictments of its dominant esthetic philosophy: concrete-bound, journalistic Naturalism which
has now reached its dead end in the inarticulate sounds of panic.
Longevity-predominantly, though not exclusively-is the prerogative of a literary school which is
virtually non-existent today: Romanticism. This is not the place for a dissertation on the nature
of Romantic fiction, so let me state-for the record and for the benefit of those college students
who have never been allowed to discover it-only that Romanticism is the conceptual school of
art. It deals, not with the random trivia of the day, but with the timeless, fundamental, universal
problems and values of human existence. It does not record or photograph; it creates and
projects. It is concerned-in the words of Aristotle-not with things as they are, but with things
as they might be and ought to be.
And for the benefit of those who consider relevance to one's own time as of crucial
importance, I will add, in regard to our age, that never has there been a time when men have
so desperately needed a projection of things as they ought to be.
I do not mean to imply that I knew, when I wrote it, that The Fountainhead would remain in
print for twenty-five years. I did not think of any specific time period. I knew only that it was a
book that ought to live. It did.
But that I knew it over twenty-five years ago-that I knew it while The Fountainhead was being
rejected by twelve publishers, some of whom declared that it was "too intellectual,"
"too controversial" and would not sell because no audience existed for it-that was the difficult
part of its history; difficult for me to bear. I mention it here for the sake of any other writer of
my kind who might have to face the same battle-as a reminder of the fact that it can be done.
It would be impossible for me to discuss The Fountainhead or any part of its history without
mentioning the man who made it possible for me to write it: my husband, Frank O'Connor.
In a play I wrote in my early thirties, Ideal, the heroine, a screen star, speaks for me when she
says: "I want to see, real, living, and in the hours of my own days, that glory I create as an
illusion. I want it real. I want to know that there is someone, somewhere, who wants it, too. Or
else what is the use of seeing it, and working, and burning oneself for an impossible vision? A
spirit, too, needs fuel. It can run dry."
Frank was the fuel. He gave me, in the hours of my own days, the reality of that sense of life,
which created The Fountainhead--and he helped me to maintain it over a long span of years
when there was nothing around us but a gray desert of people and events that evoked nothing
but contempt and revulsion. The essence of the bond between us is the fact that neither of us
has ever wanted or been tempted to settle for anything less than the world presented in The
Fountainhead. We never will.
If there is in me any touch of the Naturalistic writer who records "real-life" dialogue for use in a
novel, it has been exercised only in regard to Frank. For instance, one of the most effective
lines in The Fountainhead comes at the end of Part II, when, in reply to Toohey's question:
"Why don't you tell me what you think of me?" Roark answers: "But I don't think of you." That
line was Frank's answer to a different type of person, in a somewhat similar context. "You're
casting pearls without getting even a pork chop in return," was said by Frank to me, in regard
to my professional position. I gave that line to Dominique at Roark's trial.
I did not feel discouragement very often, and when I did, it did not last longer than overnight.
But there was one evening, during the writing of The Fountainhead, when I felt so profound an
indignation at the state of "things as they are" that it seemed as if I would never regain the
energy to move one step farther toward "things as they ought to be." Frank talked to me for
hours, that night. He convinced me of why one cannot give up the world to those one
despises. By the time he finished, my discouragement was gone; it never came back in so
intense a form.
I had been opposed to the practice of dedicating books; I had held that a book is addressed to
any reader who proves worthy of it. But, that night, I told Frank that I would dedicate The
Fountainhead to him because he had saved it. And one of my happiest moments, about two
years later, was given to me by the look on his face when he came home, one day, and saw
the page-proofs of the book, headed by the page that stated in cold, clear, objective print: To
Frank O'Connor.
I have been asked whether I have changed in these past twenty-five years. No, I am the
same-only more so. Have my ideas changed? No, my fundamental convictions, my view of
life and of man, have never changed, from as far back as I can remember, but my knowledge
of their applications has grown, in scope and in precision. What is my present evaluation of
The Fountainhead? I am as proud of it as I was on the day when I finished writing it.
Was The Fountainhead written for the purpose of presenting my philosophy? Here, I shall
quote from The Goal of My Writing, an address I gave at Lewis and Clark College, on October
1 , 1 963: "This is the motive and purpose of my writing; the projection of an ideal man. The
portrayal of a moral ideal, as my ultimate literary goal, as an end in itself-to which any
didactic, intellectual or philosophical values contained in a novel are only the means.
"Let me stress this: my purpose is not the philosophical enlightenment of my readers. ..My
purpose, first cause and prime mover is the portrayal of Howard Roark [or the heroes of Atlas
Shrugged} as an end in himself...
"I write-and read-for the sake of the story.. .My basic test for any story is: ’Would I want to
meet these characters and observe these events in real life? Is this story an experience worth
living through for its own sake? Is the pleasure of contemplating these characters an end in
itself?'...
"Since my purpose is the presentation of an ideal man, I had to define and present the
conditions which make him possible and which his existence requires. Since man’s character
is the product of his premises, I had to define and present the kinds of premises and values
that create the character of an ideal man and motivate his actions; which means that I had to
define and present a rational code of ethics. Since man acts among and deals with other men,
I had to present the kind of social system that makes it possible for ideal men to exist and to
function-a free, productive, rational system which demands and rewards the best in every
man, and which is, obviously, laissez-faire capitalism.
"But neither politics nor ethics nor philosophy is an end in itself, neither in life nor in literature.
Only Man is an end in himself."
Are there any substantial changes I would want to make in The Fountainhead? No-and,
therefore, I have left its text untouched. I want it to stand as it was written. But there is one
minor error and one possibly misleading sentence which I should like to clarify, so I shall
mention them here.
The error is semantic: the use of the word "egotist" in Roark's courtroom speech, while
actually the word should have been "egoist." The error was caused by my reliance on a
dictionary which gave such misleading definitions of these two words that "egotist" seemed
closer to the meaning I intended (Webster's Daily Use Dictionary, 1933). (Modern
philosophers, however, are guiltier than lexicographers in regard to these two terms.)
The possibly misleading sentence is in Roark's speech: "From this simplest necessity to the
highest religious abstraction, from the wheel to the skyscraper, everything we are and
everything we have comes from a single attribute of man-the function of his reasoning mind."
This could be misinterpreted to mean an endorsement of religion or religious ideas. I
remember hesitating over that sentence, when I wrote it, and deciding that Roark's and my
atheism, as well as the overall spirit of the book, were so clearly established that no one would
misunderstand it, particularly since I said that religious abstractions are the product of man's
mind, not of supernatural revelation.
But an issue of this sort should not be left to implications. What I was referring to was not
religion as such, but a special category of abstractions, the most exalted one, which, for
centuries, had been the near-monopoly of religion: ethics-not the particular content of
religious ethics, but the abstraction "ethics," the realm of values, man's code of good and evil,
with the emotional connotations of height, uplift, nobility, reverence, grandeur, which pertain to
the realm of man’s values, but which religion has arrogated to itself.
The same meaning and considerations were intended and are applicable to another passage
of the book, a brief dialogue between Roark and Hopton Stoddard, which may be
misunderstood if taken out of context:
’"You’re a profoundly religious man, Mr. Roark-in your own way. I can see that in your
buildings.'
'"That's true,' said Roark."
In the context of that scene, however, the meaning is clear: it is Roark's profound dedication
to values, to the highest and best, to the ideal, that Stoddard is referring to (see his
explanation of the nature of the proposed temple). The erection of the Stoddard Temple and
the subsequent trial state the issue explicitly.
This leads me to a wider issue which is involved in every line of The Fountainhead and which
has to be understood if one wants to understand the causes of its lasting appeal.
Religion's monopoly in the field of ethics has made it extremely difficult to communicate the
emotional meaning and connotations of a rational view of life. Just as religion has preempted
the field of ethics, turning morality against man, so it has usurped the highest moral concepts
of our language, placing them outside this earth and beyond man's reach. "Exaltation" is
usually taken to mean an emotional state evoked by contemplating the supernatural.
"Worship" means the emotional experience of loyalty and dedication to something higher than
man. "Reverence" means the emotion of a sacred respect, to be experienced on one's knees.
"Sacred" means superior to and not-to-be-touched-by any concerns of man or of this earth.
Etc.
But such concepts do name actual emotions, even though no supernatural dimension exists;
and these emotions are experienced as uplifting or ennobling, without the self-abasement
required by religious definitions. What, then, is their source or referent in reality? It is the entire
emotional realm of man's dedication to a moral ideal. Yet apart from the man-degrading
aspects introduced by religion, that emotional realm is left unidentified, without concepts,
words or recognition.
It is this highest level of man's emotions that has to be redeemed from the murk of mysticism
and redirected at its proper object: man.
It is in this sense, with this meaning and intention, that I would identify the sense of life
dramatized in The Fountainhead as man-worship.
It is an emotion that a few-a very few-men experience consistently; some men experience it
in rare, single sparks that flash and die without consequences; some do not know what I am
talking about; some do and spend their lives as frantically virulent spark-extinguishers.
Do not confuse "man-worship" with the many attempts, not to emancipate morality from
religion and bring it into the realm of reason, but to substitute a secular meaning for the worst,
the most profoundly irrational elements of religion. For instance, there are all the variants of
modern collectivism (communist, fascist, Nazi, etc.), which preserve the religious-altruist
ethics in full and merely substitute "society" for God as the beneficiary of man's self-
immolation. There are the various schools of modern philosophy which, rejecting the law of
identity, proclaim that reality is an indeterminate flux ruled by miracles and shaped by whims-
not God's whims, but man's or "society's." These neo-mystics are not man-worshipers; they
are merely the secularizers of as profound a hatred for man as that of their avowedly mystic
predecessors.
A cruder variant of the same hatred is represented by those concrete-bound, "statistical"
mentalities who-unable to grasp the meaning of man's volition-declare that man cannot be
an object of worship, since they have never encountered any specimens of humanity who
deserved it.
The man-worshipers, in my sense of the term, are those who see man's highest potential and
strive to actualize it. The man-haters are those who regard man as a helpless, depraved,
contemptible creature-and struggle never to let him discover otherwise. It is important here to
remember that the only direct, introspective knowledge of man anyone possesses is of
himself.
More specifically, the essential division between these two camps is: those dedicated to the
exaltation of man's self-esteem and the sacredness of his happiness on earth-and those
determined not to allow either to become possible. The majority of mankind spend their lives
and psychological energy in the middle, swinging between these two, struggling not to allow
the issue to be named. This does not change the nature of the issue.
Perhaps the best way to communicate The Fountainhead's sense of life is by means of the
quotation which had stood at the head of my manuscript, but which I removed from the final,
published book. With this opportunity to explain it, I am glad to bring it back.
I removed it, because of my profound disagreement with the philosophy of its author, Friedrich
Nietzsche. Philosophically, Nietzsche is a mystic and an irrationalist. His metaphysics consists
of a somewhat "Byronic" and mystically "malevolent" universe; his epistemology subordinates
reason to "will," or feeling or instinct or blood or innate virtues of character. But, as a poet, he
projects at times (not consistently) a magnificent feeling for man's greatness, expressed in
emotional, not intellectual terms.
This is especially true of the quotation I had chosen. I could not endorse its literal meaning: it
proclaims an indefensible tenet-psychological determinism. But if one takes it as a poetic
projection of an emotional experience (and if, intellectually, one substitutes the concept of an
acquired "basic premise" for the concept of an innate "fundamental certainty"), then that
quotation communicates the inner state of an exalted self-esteem-and sums up the emotional
consequences for which The Fountainhead provides the rational, philosophical base:
"It is not the works, but the belief which is here decisive and determines the order of rank-to
employ once more an old religious formula with a new and deeper meaning, -it is some
fundamental certainty which a noble soul has about itself, something which is not to be
sought, is not to be found, and perhaps, also, is not to be lost.--The noble soul has reverence
for itself.-" (Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil.)
This view of man has rarely been expressed in human history. Today, it is virtually non-
existent. Yet this is the view with which-in various degrees of longing, wistfulness, passion
and agonized confusion-the best of mankind's youth start out in life. It is not even a view, for
most of them, but a foggy, groping, undefined sense made of raw pain and incommunicable
happiness. It is a sense of enormous expectation, the sense that one's life is important, that
great achievements are within one's capacity, and that great things lie ahead.
It is not in the nature of man-nor of any living entity-to start out by giving up, by spitting in
one's own face and damning existence; that requires a process of corruption whose rapidity
differs from man to man. Some give up at the first touch of pressure; some sell out; some run
down by imperceptible degrees and lose their fire, never knowing when or how they lost it.
Then all of these vanish in the vast swamp of their elders who tell them persistently that
maturity consists of abandoning one's mind; security, of abandoning one's values; practicality,
of losing self-esteem. Yet a few hold on and move on, knowing that that fire is not to be
betrayed, learning how to give it shape, purpose and reality. But whatever their future, at the
dawn of their lives, men seek a noble vision of man's nature and of life's potential.
There are very few guideposts to find. The Fountainhead is one of them.
This is one of the cardinal reasons of The Fountainhead's lasting appeal: it is a confirmation of
the spirit of youth, proclaiming man's glory, showing how much is possible.
It does not matter that only a few in each generation will grasp and achieve the full reality of
man's proper stature-and that the rest will betray it. It is those few that move the world and
give life its meaning-and it is those few that I have always sought to address. The rest are no
concern of mine; it is not me or The Fountainhead that they will betray: it is their own souls.
AYN RAND New York, May 1968
CONTENTS
PART ONE
Peter Keating
PART TWO
Ellsworth M. Toohey
PART THREE
Gail Wynand
PART FOUR
Howard Roark
I offer my profound gratitude to the great profession of architecture and its heroes who have
given us some of the highest expressions of man's genius, yet have remained unknown,
undiscovered by the majority of men. And to the architects who gave me their generous
assistance in the technical matters of this book.
No person or event in this story is intended as a reference to any real person or event. The
titles of the newspaper columns were invented and used by me in the first draft of this novel
five years ago. They were not taken from and have no reference to any actual newspaper
columns or features.
-AYN RAND March 10, 1943
Part One: PETER KEATING
1.
HOWARD ROARK laughed.
He stood naked at the edge of a cliff. The lake lay far below him. A frozen explosion of granite
burst in flight to the sky over motionless water. The water seemed immovable, the stone-
flowing. The stone had the stillness of one brief moment in battle when thrust meets thrust
and the currents are held in a pause more dynamic than motion. The stone glowed, wet with
sunrays.
The lake below was only a thin steel ring that cut the rocks in half. The rocks went on into the
depth, unchanged. They began and ended in the sky. So that the world seemed suspended in
space, an island floating on nothing, anchored to the feet of the man on the cliff.
His body leaned back against the sky. It was a body of long straight lines and angles, each
curve broken into planes. He stood, rigid, his hands hanging at his sides, palms out. He felt
his shoulder blades drawn tight together, the curve of his neck, and the weight of the blood in
his hands. He felt the wind behind him, in the hollow of his spine. The wind waved his hair
against the sky. His hair was neither blond nor red, but the exact color of ripe orange rind.
He laughed at the thing which had happened to him that morning and at the things which now
lay ahead.
He knew that the days ahead would be difficult. There were questions to be faced and a plan
of action to be prepared. He knew that he should think about it. He knew also that he would
not think, because everything was clear to him already, because the plan had been set long
ago, and because he wanted to laugh.
He tried to consider it. But he forgot. He was looking at the granite.
He did not laugh as his eyes stopped in awareness of the earth around him. His face was like
a law of nature-a thing one could not question, alter or implore. It had high cheekbones
over gaunt, hollow cheeks; gray eyes, cold and steady; a contemptuous mouth, shut tight, the
mouth of an executioner or a saint.
He looked at the granite. To be cut, he thought, and made into walls. He looked at a tree. To
be split and made into rafters. He looked at a streak of rust on the stone and thought of iron
ore under the ground. To be melted and to emerge as girders against the sky.
These rocks, he thought, are here for me; waiting for the drill, the dynamite and my voice;
waiting to be split, ripped, pounded, reborn; waiting for the shape my hands will give them.
Then he shook his head, because he remembered that morning and that there were many
things to be done. He stepped to the edge, raised his arms, and dived down into the sky
below.
He cut straight across the lake to the shore ahead. He reached the rocks where he had left his
clothes. He looked regretfully about him. For three years, ever since he had lived in Stanton,
he had come here for his only relaxation, to swim, to rest, to think, to be alone and alive,
whenever he could find one hour to spare, which had not been often. In his new freedom the
first thing he had wanted to do was to come here, because he knew that he was coming for
the last time. That morning he had been expelled from the Architectural School of the Stanton
Institute of Technology. He pulled his clothes on: old denim trousers, sandals, a shirt with
short sleeves and most of its buttons missing. He swung down a narrow trail among the
boulders, to a path running through a green slope, to the road below.
He walked swiftly, with a loose, lazy expertness of motion. He walked down the long road, in
the sun. Far ahead Stanton lay sprawled on the coast of Massachusetts, a little town as a
setting for the gem of its existence--the great institute rising on a hill beyond.
The township of Stanton began with a dump. A gray mound of refuse rose in the grass. It
smoked faintly. Tin cans glittered in the sun. The road led past the first houses to a church.
The church was a Gothic monument of shingles painted pigeon blue. It had stout wooden
buttresses supporting nothing. It had stained-glass windows with heavy traceries of imitation
stone. It opened the way into long streets edged by tight, exhibitionist lawns. Behind the lawns
stood wooden piles tortured out of all shape: twisted into gables, turrets, dormers; bulging with
porches; crushed under huge, sloping roofs. White curtains floated at the windows. A garbage
can stood at a side door, flowing over. An old Pekinese sat upon a cushion on a door step, its
mouth drooling. A line of diapers fluttered in the wind between the columns of a porch.
People turned to look at Howard Roark as he passed. Some remained staring after him with
sudden resentment. They could give no reason for it: it was an instinct his presence
awakened in most people. Howard Roark saw no one. For him, the streets were empty. He
could have walked there naked without concern. He crossed the heart of Stanton, a broad
green edged by shop windows. The windows displayed new placards announcing:
WELCOME TO THE CLASS OF '22! GOOD LUCK, CLASS OF '22! The Class of '22 of the
Stanton Institute of Technology was holding its commencement exercises that afternoon.
Roark swung into a side street, where at the end of a long row, on a knoll over a green ravine,
stood the house of Mrs. Keating. He had boarded at that house for three years.
Mrs. Keating was out on the porch. She was feeding a couple of canaries in a cage
suspended over the railing. Her pudgy little hand stopped in mid-air when she saw him. She
watched him with curiosity. She tried to pull her mouth into a proper expression of sympathy;
she succeeded only in betraying that the process was an effort.
He was crossing the porch without noticing her. She stopped him.
"Mr. Roark!"
"Yes?"
"Mr. Roark, I’m so sorry about-" she hesitated demurely, "-about what happened this
morning."
"What?" he asked.
"Your being expelled from the Institute. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I only want you to know
that I feel for you."
He stood looking at her. She knew that he did not see her. No, she thought, it was not that
exactly. He always looked straight at people and his damnable eyes never missed a thing, it
was only that he made people feel as if they did not exist. He just stood looking. He would not
answer.
"But what I say," she continued, "is that if one suffers in this world, it's on account of error. Of
course, you'll have to give up the architect profession now, won't you? But then a young man
can always earn a decent living clerking or selling or something."
He turned to go.
"Oh, Mr. Roark!" she called.
"Yes?"
"The Dean phoned for you while you were out."
For once, she expected some emotion from him; and an emotion would be the equivalent of
seeing him broken. She did not know what it was about him that had always made her want to
see him broken.
"Yes?" he asked.
"The Dean," she repeated uncertainly, trying to recapture her effect. "The Dean himself
through his secretary."
"Well?"
"She said to tell you that the Dean wanted to see you immediately the moment you got back."
"Thank you."
"What do you suppose he can want now?"
"I don't know."
He had said: "I don't know." She had heard distinctly: "I don't give a damn." She stared at him
incredulously.
"By the way," she said, "Petey is graduating today." She said it without apparent relevance.
"Today? Oh, yes."
"It's a great day for me. When I think of how I skimped and slaved to put my boy through
school. Not that I'm complaining. I'm not one to complain. Petey's a brilliant boy."
She stood drawn up. Her stout little body was corseted so tightly under the starched folds of
her cotton dress that it seemed to squeeze the fat out to her wrists and ankles.
"But of course," she went on rapidly, with the eagerness of her favorite subject, "I'm not one to
boast. Some mothers are lucky and others just aren't. We're all in our rightful place. You just
watch Petey from now on. I'm not one to want my boy to kill himself with work and I'll thank the
Lord for any small success that comes his way. But if that boy isn't the greatest architect of
this U.S.A., his mother will want to know the reason why!"
He moved to go.
"But what am I doing, gabbing with you like that!" she said brightly. "You've got to hurry and
change and run along. The Dean's waiting for you."
She stood looking after him through the screen door, watching his gaunt figure move across
the rigid neatness of her parlor. He always made her uncomfortable in the house, with a
vague feeling of apprehension, as if she were waiting to see him swing out suddenly and
smash her coffee tables, her Chinese vases, her framed photographs. He had never shown
any inclination to do so. She kept expecting it, without knowing why.
Roark went up the stairs to his room. It was a large, bare room, made luminous by the clean
glow of whitewash. Mrs. Keating had never had the feeling that Roark really lived there. He
had not added a single object to the bare necessities of furniture which she had provided; no
pictures, no pennants, no cheering human touch. He had brought nothing to the room but his
clothes and his drawings; there were few clothes and too many drawings; they were stacked
high in one comer; sometimes she thought that the drawings lived there, not the man.
Roark walked now to these drawings; they were the first things to be packed. He lifted one of
them, then the next, then another. He stood looking at the broad sheets.
They were sketches of buildings such as had never stood on the face of the earth. They were
as the first houses built by the first man born, who had never heard of others building before
him. There was nothing to be said of them, except that each structure was inevitably what it
had to be. It was not as if the draftsman had sat over them, pondering laboriously, piecing
together doors, windows and columns, as his whim dictated and as the books prescribed. It
was as if the buildings had sprung from the earth and from some living force, complete,
unalterably right. The hand that had made the sharp pencil lines still had much to learn. But
not a line seemed superfluous, not a needed plane was missing. The structures were austere
and simple, until one looked at them and realized what work, what complexity of method, what
tension of thought had achieved the simplicity. No laws had dictated a single detail. The
buildings were not Classical, they were not Gothic, they were not Renaissance. They were
only Howard Roark.
He stopped, looking at a sketch. It was one that had never satisfied him. He had designed it
as an exercise he had given himself, apart from his schoolwork; he did that often when he
found some particular site and stopped before it to think of what building it should bear. He
had spent nights staring at this sketch, wondering what he had missed. Glancing at it now,
unprepared, he saw the mistake he had made.
He flung the sketch down on the table, he bent over it, he slashed lines straight through his
neat drawing. He stopped once in a while and stood looking at it, his fingertips pressed to the
paper; as if his hands held the building. His hands had long fingers, hard veins, prominent
joints and wristbones.
An hour later he heard a knock at his door.
"Come in!" he snapped, without stopping.
"Mr. Roark!" gasped Mrs. Keating, staring at him from the threshold. "What on earth are you
doing?"
He turned and looked at her, trying to remember who she was.
"How about the Dean?" she moaned. "The Dean that's waiting for you?"
"Oh," said Roark. "Oh, yes. I forgot."
"You. ..forgot?"
"Yes." There was a note of wonder in his voice, astonished by her astonishment.
"Well, all I can say," she choked, "is that it serves you right! It just serves you right. And with
the commencement beginning at four-thirty, how do you expect him to have time to see you?"
"I'll go at once, Mrs. Keating."
It was not her curiosity alone that prompted her to action; it was a secret fear that the
sentence of the Board might be revoked. He went to the bathroom at the end of the hall; she
watched him washing his hands, throwing his loose, straight hair back into a semblance of
order. He came out again, he was on his way to the stairs before she realized that he was
leaving.
"Mr. Roark!" she gasped, pointing at his clothes. "You're not going like this?"
"Why not?"
"But it's your Dean!"
"Not any more, Mrs. Keating."
She thought, aghast, that he said it as if he were actually happy.
The Stanton Institute of Technology stood on a hill, its crenelated walls raised as a crown over
the city stretched below. It looked like a medieval fortress, with a Gothic cathedral grafted to
its belly. The fortress was eminently suited to its purpose, with stout, brick walls, a few slits
wide enough for sentries, ramparts behind which defending archers could hide, and corner
turrets from which boiling oil could be poured upon the attacker-should such an emergency
arise in an institute of learning. The cathedral rose over it in lace splendor, a fragile defense
against two great enemies: light and air.
The Dean's office looked like a chapel, a pool of dreamy twilight fed by one tall window of
stained glass. The twilight flowed in through the garments of stiff saints, their arms contorted
at the elbows. A red spot of light and a purple one rested respectively upon two genuine
gargoyles squatting at the corners of a fireplace that had never been used. A green spot stood
in the center of a picture of the Parthenon, suspended over the fireplace.
When Roark entered the office, the outlines of the Dean's figure swam dimly behind his desk,
which was carved like a confessional. He was a short, plumpish gentleman whose spreading
flesh was held in check by an indomitable dignity.
"Ah, yes, Roark," he smiled. "Do sit down, please."
Roark sat down. The Dean entwined his fingers on his stomach and waited for the plea he
expected. No plea came. The Dean cleared his throat.
"It will be unnecessary for me to express my regret at the unfortunate event of this morning,"
he began, "since I take it for granted that you have always known my sincere interest in your
welfare."
"Quite unnecessary," said Roark.
The Dean looked at him dubiously, but continued:
"Needless to say, I did not vote against you. I abstained entirely. But you may be glad to know
that you had quite a determined little group of defenders at the meeting. Small, but
determined. Your professor of structural engineering acted quite the crusader on your behalf.
So did your professor of mathematics. Unfortunately, those who felt it their duty to vote for
your expulsion quite outnumbered the others. Professor Peterkin, your critic of design, made
an issue of the matter. He went so far as to threaten us with his resignation unless you were
expelled. You must realize that you have given Professor Peterkin great provocation."
"I do," said Roark.
"That, you see, was the trouble. I am speaking of your attitude towards the subject of
architectural design. You have never given it the attention it deserves. And yet, you have been
excellent in all the engineering sciences. Of course, no one denies the importance of
structural engineering to a future architect, but why go to extremes? Why neglect what may be
termed the artistic and inspirational side of your profession and concentrate on all those dry,
technical, mathematical subjects? You intended to become an architect, not a civil engineer."
"Isn't this superfluous?" Roark asked. "It's past. There's no point in discussing my choice of
subjects now."
"I am endeavoring to be helpful, Roark. You must be fair about this. You cannot say that you
were not given many warnings before this happened."
"I was."
The Dean moved in his chair. Roark made him uncomfortable. Roark's eyes were fixed on
him politely. The Dean thought, there's nothing wrong with the way he's looking at me, in fact
it's quite correct, most properly attentive; only, it's as if I were not here.
"Every problem you were given," the Dean went on, "every project you had to design-what did
you do with it? Every one of them done in that-well, I cannot call it a style-in that incredible
manner of yours. It is contrary to every principle we have tried to teach you, contrary to all
established precedents and traditions of Art. You may think you are what is called a
modernist, but it isn't even that. It is. ..it is sheer insanity, if you don't mind."
I don't mind.
"When you were given projects that left the choice of style up to you and you turned in one of
your wild stunts-well, frankly, your teachers passed you because they did not know what to
make of it. But, when you were given an exercise in the historical styles, a Tudor chapel or a
French opera house to design-and you turned in something that looked like a lot of boxes
piled together without rhyme or reason-would you say it was an answer to an assignment or
plain insubordination?"
"It was insubordination," said Roark.
"We wanted to give you a chance-in view of your brilliant record in all other subjects. But
when you turn in this-" the Dean slammed his fist down on a sheet spread before him-"this
as a Renaissance villa for your final project of the year-really, my boy, it was too much!"
The sheet bore a drawing-a house of glass and concrete. In the comer there was a sharp,
angular signature: Howard Roark.
"How do you expect us to pass you after this?"
"I don't."
"You left us no choice in the matter. Naturally, you would feel bitterness toward us at this
moment, but..."
"I feel nothing of the kind," said Roark quietly. "I owe you an apology. I don't usually let things
happen to me. I made a mistake this time. I shouldn't have waited for you to throw me out. I
should have left long ago."
"Now, now, don't get discouraged. This is not the right attitude to take. Particularly in view of
what I am going to tell you."
The Dean smiled and leaned forward confidentially, enjoying the overture to a good deed.
"Here is the real purpose of our interview. I was anxious to let you know as soon as possible. I
did not wish to leave you disheartened. Oh, I did, personally, take a chance with the
President's temper when I mentioned this to him, but.. .Mind you, he did not commit himself,
but. ..Here is how things stand: now that you realize how serious it is, if you take a year off, to
rest, to think it over-shall we say to grow up?-there might be a chance of our taking you
back. Mind you, I cannot promise anything-this is strictly unofficial— it would be most unusual,
but in view of the circumstances and of your brilliant record, there might be a very good
chance."
Roark smiled. It was not a happy smile, it was not a grateful one. It was a simple, easy smile
and it was amused.
"I don't think you understood me," said Roark. "What made you suppose that I want to come
back?"
"Eh?"
"I won't be back. I have nothing further to learn here."
"I don't understand you," said the Dean stiffly.
"Is there any point in explaining? It's of no interest to you any longer."
"You will kindly explain yourself."
"If you wish. I want to be an architect, not an archeologist. I see no purpose in doing
Renaissance villas. Why learn to design them, when I'll never build them?"
"My dear boy, the great style of the Renaissance is far from dead. Houses of that style are
being erected every day."
"They are. And they will be. But not by me."
"Come, come, now, this is childish."
"I came here to learn about building. When I was given a project, its only value to me was to
learn to solve it as I would solve I a real one in the future. I did them the way I'll build them.
I've | learned all I could learn here--in the structural sciences of which you don't approve.
One more year of drawing Italian post cards would give me nothing."
An hour ago the Dean had wished that this interview would proceed as calmly as possible.
Now he wished that Roark would display some emotion; it seemed unnatural for him to be so
quietly natural in the circumstances.
"Do you mean to tell me that you're thinking seriously of building that way, when and if you are
an architect?"
"Yes."
"My dear fellow, who will let you?"
"That's not the point. The point is, who will stop me?"
"Look here, this is serious. I am sorry that I haven't had a long, earnest talk with you much
earlier. ..I know, I know, I know, don't interrupt me, you've seen a modernistic building or two,
and it gave you ideas. But do you realize what a passing fancy that whole so-called modern
movement is? You must learn to understand-and it has been proved by all authorities-that
everything beautiful in architecture has been done already. There is a treasure mine in every
style of the past. We can only choose from the great masters. Who are we to improve upon
them? We can only attempt, respectfully, to repeat."
"Why?" asked Howard Roark.
No, thought the Dean, no, he hasn't said anything else; it's a perfectly innocent word; he's not
threatening me.
"But it's self-evident!" said the Dean.
"Look," said Roark evenly, and pointed at the window. "Can you see the campus and the
town? Do you see how many men are walking and living down there? Well, I don't give a
damn what any or all of them think about architecture-or about anything else, for that matter.
Why should I consider what their grandfathers thought of it?"
"That is our sacred tradition."
"Why?"
"For heaven's sake, can't you stop being so naive about it?"
"But I don’t understand. Why do you want me to think that this is great architecture?" He
pointed to the picture of the Parthenon.
"That," said the Dean, "is the Parthenon."
"So it is."
"I haven't the time to waste on silly questions."
"All right, then." Roark got up, he took a long ruler from the desk, he walked to the picture.
"Shall I tell you what's rotten about it?"
"It's the Parthenon!" said the Dean.
'Yes, God damn it, the Parthenon!
The ruler struck the glass over the picture.
"Look," said Roark. "The famous flutings on the famous columns-what are they there for? To
hide the joints in wood-when columns were made of wood, only these aren't, they're marble.
The triglyphs, what are they? Wood. Wooden beams, the way they had to be laid when people
began to build wooden shacks. Your Greeks took marble and they made copies of their
wooden structures out of it, because others had done it that way. Then your masters of the
Renaissance came along and made copies in plaster of copies in marble of copies in wood.
Now here we are, making copies in steel and concrete of copies in plaster of copies in marble
of copies in wood. Why?"
The Dean sat watching him curiously. Something puzzled him, not in the words, but in Roark's
manner of saying them.
"Rules?" said Roark. "Here are my rules: what can be done with one substance must never be
done with another. No two materials are alike. No two sites on earth are alike. No two
buildings have the same purpose. The purpose, the site, the material determine the shape.
Nothing can be reasonable or beautiful unless it's made by one central idea, and the idea sets
every detail. A building is alive, like a man. Its integrity is to follow its own truth, its one single
theme, and to serve its own single purpose. A man doesn't borrow pieces of his body. A
building doesn't borrow hunks of its soul. Its maker gives it the soul and every wall, window
and stairway to express it."
"But all the proper forms of expression have been discovered long ago."
"Expression-of what? The Parthenon did not serve the same purpose as its wooden
ancestor. An airline terminal does not serve the same purpose as the Parthenon. Every form
has its own meaning. Every man creates his meaning and form and goal. Why is it so
important--what others have done? Why does it become sacred by the mere fact of not being
your own? Why is anyone and everyone right-so long as it's not yourself? Why does the
number of those others take the place of truth? Why is truth made a mere matter of
arithmetic--and only of addition at that? Why is everything twisted out of all sense to fit
everything else? There must be some reason. I don't know. I've never known it. I'd like to
understand."
"For heaven's sake," said the Dean. "Sit down. ...That's better.. ..Would you mind very much
putting that ruler down?. ..Thank you. ...Now listen to me. No one has ever denied the
importance of modern technique to an architect. We must learn to adapt the beauty of the
past to the needs of the present. The voice of the past is the voice of the people. Nothing has
ever been invented by one man in architecture. The proper creative process is a slow,
gradual, anonymous, collective one, in which each man collaborates with all the others and
subordinates himself to the standards of the majority."
"But you see," said Roark quietly, "I have, let's say, sixty years to live. Most of that time will be
spent working. I've chosen the work I want to do. If I find no joy in it, then I'm only condemning
myself to sixty years of torture. And I can find the joy only if I do my work in the best way
possible to me. But the best is a matter of standards--and I set my own standards. I inherit
nothing. I stand at the end of no tradition. I may, perhaps, stand at the beginning of one."
"How old are you?" asked the Dean.
"Twenty-two," said Roark.
"Quite excusable," said the Dean; he seemed relieved. "You'll outgrow all that." He smiled.
"The old standards have lived for thousands of years and nobody has been able to improve
upon them. What are your modernists? A transient mode, exhibitionists trying to attract
attention. Have you observed the course of their careers? Can you name one who has
achieved any permanent distinction? Look at Henry Cameron. A great man, a leading
architect twenty years ago. What is he today? Lucky if he gets-once a year-a garage to
remodel. A bum and a drunkard, who..."
"We won't discuss Henry Cameron."
"Oh? Is he a friend of yours?"
"No. But I've seen his buildings."
"And you found them..."
"I said we won't discuss Henry Cameron."
"Very well. You must realize that I am allowing you a great deal of. ..shall we say, latitude? I am
not accustomed to hold a discussion with a student who behaves in your manner. However, I
am anxious to forestall, if possible, what appears to be a tragedy, the spectacle of a young
man of your obvious mental gifts setting out deliberately to make a mess of his life."
The Dean wondered why he had promised the professor of mathematics to do all he could for
this boy. Merely because the professor had said: "This," and pointed to Roark's project, "is a
great man." A great man, thought the Dean, or a criminal. The Dean winced. He did not
approve of either.
He thought of what he had heard about Roark's past. Roark's father had been a steel puddler
somewhere in Ohio and had died long ago. The boy's entrance papers showed no record of
nearest relatives. When asked about it, Roark had said indifferently: "I don't think I have any
relatives. I may have. I don't know." He had seemed astonished that he should be expected to
have any interest in the matter. He had not made or sought a single friend on the campus. He
had refused to join a fraternity. He had worked his way through high school and through the
three years here at the Institute. He had worked as a common laborer in the building trades
since childhood. He had done plastering, plumbing, steel work, anything he could get, going
from one small town to another, working his way east, to the great cities. The Dean had seen
him, last summer, on his vacation, catching rivets on a skyscraper in construction in Boston;
his long body relaxed under greasy overalls, only his eyes intent, and his right arm swinging
forward, once in a while, expertly, without effort, to catch the flying ball of fire at the last
moment, when it seemed that the hot rivet would miss the bucket and strike him in the face.
"Look here, Roark," said the Dean gently. "You have worked hard for your education. You had
only one year left to go. There is something important to consider, particularly for a boy in your
position. There's the practical side of an architect's career to think about. An architect is not an
end in himself. He is only a small part of a great social whole. Co-operation is the key word to
our modern world and to the profession of architecture in particular. Have you thought of your
potential clients?"
"Yes," said Roark.
"The Client," said the Dean. "The Client. Think of that above all. He's the one to live in the
house you build. Your only purpose is to serve him. You must aspire to give the proper artistic
expression to his wishes. Isn't that all one can say on the subject?"
"Well, I could say that I must aspire to build for my client the most comfortable, the most
logical, the most beautiful house that can be built. I could say that I must try to sell him the
best I have and also teach him to know the best. I could say it, but I won't. Because I don't
intend to build in order to serve or help anyone. I don't intend to build in order to have clients. I
intend to have clients in order to build."
"How do you propose to force your ideas on them?"
"I don't propose to force or be forced. Those who want me will come to me."
Then the Dean understood what had puzzled him in Roark's manner.
"You know," he said, "you would sound much more convincing if you spoke as if you cared
whether I agreed with you or not."
'That's true," said Roark. "I don't care whether you agree with me or not." He said it so simply
that it did not sound offensive, it sounded like the statement of a fact which he noticed,
puzzled, for the first time.
"You don't care what others think-which might be understandable. But you don't care even to
make them think as you do?"
"No."
"But that's. ..that's monstrous."
"Is it? Probably. I couldn't say."
"I'm glad of this interview," said the Dean, suddenly, too loudly. "It has relieved my conscience.
I believe, as others stated at the meeting, that the profession of architecture is not for you. I
have tried to help you. Now I agree with the Board. You are a man not to be encouraged. You
are dangerous."
"To whom?" asked Roark.
But the Dean rose, indicating that the interview was over.
Roark left the room. He walked slowly through the long halls, down the stairs, out to the lawn
below. He had met many men such as the Dean; he had never understood them. He knew
only that there was some important difference between his actions and theirs. It had ceased to
disturb him long ago. But he always looked for a central theme in buildings and he looked for
a central impulse in men. He knew the source of his actions; he could not discover theirs. He
did not care. He had never learned the process of thinking about other people. But he
wondered, at times, what made them such as they were. He wondered again, thinking of the
Dean. There was an important secret involved somewhere in that question, he thought. There
was a principle which he must discover.
But he stopped. He saw the sunlight of late afternoon, held still in the moment before it was to
fade, on the gray limestone of a stringcourse running along the brick wall of the Institute
building. He forgot men, the Dean and the principle behind the Dean, which he wanted to
discover. He thought only of how lovely the stone looked in the fragile light and of what he
could have done with that stone.
He thought of a broad sheet of paper, and he saw, rising on the paper, bare walls of gray
limestone with long bands of glass, admitting the glow of the sky into the classrooms. In the
comer of the sheet stood a sharp, angular signature--HOWARD ROARK.
2 .
"...ARCHITECTURE, my friends, is a great Art based on two cosmic principles: Beauty and
Utility. In a broader sense, these are but part of the three eternal entities: Truth, Love and
Beauty. Truth-to the traditions of our Art, Love-for our fellow men whom we are to serve,
Beauty--ah, Beauty is a compelling goddess to all artists, be it in the shape of a lovely woman
or a building. ...Hm.... Yes.. ..In conclusion, I should like to say to you, who are about to embark
upon your careers in architecture, that you are now the custodians of a sacred
heritage.. ..Hm... .Yes. ...So, go forth into the world, armed with the three eternal entities-armed
with courage and vision, loyal to the standards this great school has represented for many
years. May you all serve faithfully, neither as slaves to the past nor as those parvenus who
preach originality for its own sake, which attitude is only ignorant vanity. May you all have
many rich, active years before you and leave, as you depart from this world, your mark on the
sands of time!"
Guy Francon ended with a flourish, raising his right arm in a sweeping salute; informal, but
with an air, that gay, swaggering air which Guy Francon could always permit himself. The
huge hall before him came to life in applause and approval.
A sea of faces, young, perspiring and eager, had been raised solemnly-for forty-five minutes-
to the platform where Guy Francon had held forth as the speaker at the commencement
exercises of the Stanton Institute of Technology, Guy Francon who had brought his own
person from New York for the occasion; Guy Francon, of the illustrious firm of Francon &
Heyer, vice-president of the Architects' Guild of America, member of the American Academy
of Arts and Letters, member of the National Fine Arts Commission, Secretary of the Arts and
Crafts League of New York, chairman of the Society for Architectural Enlightenment of the
U.S.A.; Guy Francon, knight of the Legion of Honor of France, decorated by the governments
of Great Britain, Belgium, Monaco and Siam; Guy Francon, Stanton's greatest alumnus, who
had designed the famous Frink National Bank Building of New York City, on the top of which,
twenty-five floors above the pavements, there burned in a miniature replica of the Hadrian
Mausoleum a wind-blown torch made of glass and the best General Electric bulbs.
Guy Francon descended from the platform, fully conscious of his timing and movements. He
was of medium height and not too heavy, with just an unfortunate tendency to stoutness.
Nobody, he knew, would give him his real age, which was fifty-one. His face bore not a wrinkle
nor a single straight line; it was an artful composition in globes, circles, arcs and ellipses, with
bright little eyes twinkling wittily. His clothes displayed an artist's infinite attention to details. He
wished, as he descended the steps, that this were a co-educational school.
The hall before him, he thought, was a splendid specimen of architecture, made a bit stuffy
today by the crowd and by the neglected problem of ventilation. But it boasted green marble
dadoes, Corinthian columns of cast iron painted gold, and garlands of gilded fruit on the walls;
the pineapples particularly, thought Guy Francon, had stood the test of years very well. It is,
thought Guy Francon, touching; it was I who built this annex and this very hall, twenty years
ago; and here I am.
The hall was packed with bodies and faces, so tightly that one could not distinguish at a
glance which faces belonged to which bodies. It was like a soft, shivering aspic made of
mixed arms, shoulders, chests and stomachs. One of the heads, pale, dark haired and
beautiful, belonged to Peter Keating.
He sat, well in front, trying to keep his eyes on the platform, because he knew that many
people were looking at him and would look at him later. He did not glance back, but the
consciousness of those centered glances never left him. His eyes were dark, alert, intelligent.
His mouth, a small upturned crescent faultlessly traced, was gentle and generous, and warm
with the faint promise of a smile. His head had a certain classical perfection in the shape of
the skull, in the natural wave of black ringlets about finely hollowed temples. He held his head
in the manner of one who takes his beauty for granted, but knows that others do not. He was
Peter Keating, star student of Stanton, president of the student body, captain of the track
team, member of the most important fraternity, voted the most popular man on the campus.
The crowd was there, thought Peter Keating, to see him graduate, and he tried to estimate the
capacity of the hall. They knew of his scholastic record and no one would beat his record
today. Oh, well, there was Shlinker. Shlinker had given him stiff competition, but he had
beaten Shlinker this last year. He had worked like a dog, because he had wanted to beat
Shlinker. He had no rivals today. ...Then he felt suddenly as if something had fallen down,
inside his throat, to his stomach, something cold and empty, a blank hole rolling down and
leaving that feeling on its way: not a thought, just the hint of a question asking him whether he
was really as great as this day would proclaim him to be. He looked for Shlinker in the crowd;
he saw his yellow face and gold-rimmed glasses. He stared at Shlinker warmly, in relief, in
reassurance, in gratitude. It was obvious that Shlinker could never hope to equal his own
appearance or ability; he had nothing to doubt; he would always beat Shlinker and all the
Shlinkers of the world; he would let no one achieve what he could not achieve. Let them all
watch him. He would give them good reason to stare. He felt the hot breaths about him and
the expectation, like a tonic. It was wonderful, thought Peter Keating, to be alive.
His head was beginning to reel a little. It was a pleasant feeling. The feeling carried him,
unresisting and unremembering, to the platform in front of all those faces. He stood-slender,
trim, athletic-and let the deluge break upon his head. He gathered from its roar that he had
graduated with honors, that the Architects' Guild of America had presented him with a gold
medal and that he had been awarded the Prix de Paris by the Society for Architectural
Enlightenment of the U.S.A.-a four-year scholarship at the Ecole des Beaux Arts in Paris.
Then he was shaking hands, scratching the perspiration off his face with the end of a rolled
parchment, nodding, smiling, suffocating in his black gown and hoping that people would not
notice his mother sobbing with her arms about him. The President of the Institute shook his
hand, booming: "Stanton will be proud of you, my boy." The Dean shook his hand, repeating:
"...a glorious future. ..a glorious future. ..a glorious future..." Professor Peterkin shook his hand,
and patted his shoulder, saying: "...and you'll find it absolutely essential; for example, I had the
experience when I built the Peabody Post Office..." Keating did not listen to the rest, because
he had heard the story of the Peabody Post Office many times. It was the only structure
anyone had ever known Professor Peterkin to have erected, before he sacrificed his practice
to the responsibilities of teaching. A great deal was said about Keating's final project--a Palace
of Fine Arts. For the life of him, Keating could not remember at the moment what that project
was.
Through all this, his eyes held the vision of Guy Francon shaking his hand, and his ears held
the sounds of Francon's mellow voice: "...as I have told you, it is still open, my boy. Of course,
now that you have this scholarship. ..you will have to decide. ..a Beaux-Arts diploma is very
important to a young man. ..but I should be delighted to have you in our office...."
The banquet of the Class of '22 was long and solemn. Keating listened to the speeches with
interest; when he heard the endless sentences about "young men as the hope of American
Architecture" and "the future opening its golden gates," he knew that he was the hope and his
was the future, and it was pleasant to hear this confirmation from so many eminent lips. He
looked at the gray-haired orators and thought of how much younger he would be when he
reached their positions, theirs and beyond them.
Then he thought suddenly of Howard Roark. He was surprised to find that the flash of that
name in his memory gave him a sharp little twinge of pleasure, before he could know why.
Then he remembered: Howard Roark had been expelled this morning. He reproached himself
silently; he made a determined effort to feel sorry. But the secret glow came back, whenever
he thought of that expulsion. The event proved conclusively that he had been a fool to imagine
Roark a dangerous rival; at one time, he had worried about Roark more than about Shlinker,
even though Roark was two years younger and one class below him. If he had ever
entertained any doubts on their respective gifts, hadn't this day settled it all? And, he
remembered, Roark had been very nice to him, helping him whenever he was stuck on a
problem. ..not stuck, really, just did not have the time to think it out, a plan or something.
Christ! how Roark could untangle a plan, like pulling a string and it was open. ..well, what if he
could? What did it get him? He was done for now. And knowing this, Peter Keating
experienced at last a satisfying pang of sympathy for Howard Roark.
When Keating was called upon to speak, he rose confidently. He could not show that he was
terrified. He had nothing to say about architecture. But he spoke, his head high, as an equal
among equals, just subtly diffident, so that no great name present could take offense. He
remembered saying: "Architecture is a great art.. .with our eyes to the future and the reverence
of the past in our hearts. ..of all the crafts, the most important one sociologically. ..and, as the
man who is an inspiration to us all has said today, the three eternal entities are: Truth, Love
and Beauty...."
Then, in the corridors outside, in the noisy confusion of leave-taking, a boy had thrown an arm
about Keating's shoulders and whispered: "Run on home and get out of the soup-and-fish,
Pete, and it's Boston for us tonight, just our own gang; I'll pick you up in an hour." Ted Shlinker
had urged: "Of course you're coming, Pete. No fun without you. And, by the way,
congratulations and all that sort of thing. No hard feelings. May the best man win." Keating
had thrown his arm about Shlinker's shoulders; Keating's eyes had glowed with an insistent
kind of warmth, as if Shlinker were his most precious friend; Keating's eyes glowed like that on
everybody. He had said: "Thanks, Ted, old man. I really do feel awful about the A.G.A.
medal-1 think you were the one for it, but you never can tell what possesses those old
fogies." And now Keating was on his way home through the soft darkness, wondering how to
get away from his mother for the night.
His mother, he thought, had done a great deal for him. As she pointed out frequently, she was
a lady and had graduated from high school; yet she had worked hard, had taken boarders into
their home, a concession unprecedented in her family.
His father had owned a stationery store in Stanton. Changing times had ended the business
and a hernia had ended Peter Keating, Sr., twelve years ago. Louisa Keating had been left
with the home that stood at the end of a respectable street, an annuity from an insurance kept
up accurately--she had seen to that--and her son. The annuity was a modest one, but with the
help of the boarders and of a tenacious purpose Mrs. Keating had managed. In the summers
her son helped, clerking in hotels or posing for hat advertisements. Her son, Mrs. Keating had
decided, would assume his rightful place in the world, and she had clung to this as softly, as
inexorably as a leech. ...It's funny, Keating remembered, at one time he had wanted to be an
artist. It was his mother who had chosen a better field in which to exercise his talent for
drawing. "Architecture," she had said, "is such a respectable profession. Besides, you meet
the best people in it." She had pushed him into his career, he had never known when or how.
It's funny, thought Keating, he had not remembered that youthful ambition of his for years. It's
funny that it should hurt him now-to remember. Well, this was the night to remember it-and
to forget it forever.
Architects, he thought, always made brilliant careers. And once on top, did they ever fail?
Suddenly, he recalled Henry Cameron; builder of skyscrapers twenty years ago; old drunkard
with offices on some waterfront today. Keating shuddered and walked faster.
He wondered, as he walked, whether people were looking at him. He watched the rectangles
of lighted windows; when a curtain fluttered and a head leaned out, he tried to guess whether
it had leaned to watch his passing; if it hadn't, some day it would; some day, they all would.
Howard Roark was sitting on the porch steps when Keating approached the house. He was
leaning back against the steps, propped up on his elbows, his long legs stretched out. A
morning-glory climbed over the porch pillars, as a curtain between the house and the light of a
lamppost on the corner.
It was strange to see an electric globe in the air of a spring night. It made the street darker and
softer; it hung alone, like a gap, and left nothing to be seen but a few branches heavy with
leaves, standing still at the gap’s edges. The small hint became immense, as if the darkness
held nothing but a flood of leaves. The mechanical ball of glass made the leaves seem more
living; it took away their color and gave the promise that in daylight they would be a brighter
green than had ever existed; it took away one’s sight and left a new sense instead, neither
smell nor touch, yet both, a sense of spring and space.
Keating stopped when he recognized the preposterous orange hair in the darkness of the
porch. It was the one person whom he had wanted to see tonight. He was glad to find Roark
alone, and a little afraid of it.
"Congratulations, Peter," said Roark.
"Oh. ..Oh, thanks...." Keating was surprised to find that he felt more pleasure than from any
other compliment he had received today. He was timidly glad that Roark approved, and he
called himself inwardly a fool for it. "...I mean. ..do you know or..." He added sharply: "Has
mother been telling you?"
"She has."
"She shouldn't have!"
"Why not?"
"Look, Howard, you know that I'm terribly sorry about your being..."
Roark threw his head back and looked up at him.
"Forget it," said Roark.
"I... there's something I want to speak to you about, Howard, to ask your advice. Mind if I sit
down?"
'What is it?’
Keating sat down on the steps beside him. There was no part that he could ever play in
Roark's presence. Besides, he did not feel like playing a part now. He heard a leaf rustling in
its fall to the earth; it was a thin, glassy, spring sound.
He knew, for the moment, that he felt affection for Roark; an affection that held pain,
astonishment and helplessness.
"You won't think," said Keating gently, in complete sincerity, "that it's awful of me to be asking
about my business, when you've just been...?"
"I said forget about that. What is it?"
"You know," said Keating honestly and unexpectedly even to himself, "I've often thought that
you're crazy. But I know that you know many things about it-architecture, I mean-which those
fools never knew. And I know that you love it as they never will."
"Well?"
"Well, I don't know why I should come to you, but-Howard, I've never said it before, but you
see, I'd rather have your opinion on things than the Dean's--I'd probably follow the Dean's, but
it's just that yours means more to me myself, I don't know why. I don't know why I'm saying
this, either."
Roark turned over on his side, looked at him, and laughed. It was a young, kind, friendly
laughter, a thing so rare to hear from Roark that Keating felt as if someone had taken his hand
in reassurance; and he forgot that he had a party in Boston waiting for him.
"Come on," said Roark, "you're not being afraid of me, are you? What do you want to ask
about?"
"It's about my scholarship. The Paris prize I got."
"Yes?"
"It's for four years. But, on the other hand, Guy Francon offered me a job with him some time
ago. Today he said it's still open. And I don't know which to take."
Roark looked at him; Roark's fingers moved in slow rotation, beating against the steps.
"If you want my advice, Peter," he said at last, "you've made a mistake already. By asking me.
By asking anyone. Never ask people. Not about your work. Don't you know what you want?
How can you stand it, not to know?"
"You see, that's what I admire about you, Howard. You always know."
"Drop the compliments."
"But I mean it. How do you always manage to decide?"
"How can you let others decide for you?"
"But you see, I'm not sure, Howard. I'm never sure of myself. I don't know whether I'm as good
as they all tell me I am. I wouldn't admit that to anyone but you. I think it’s because you're
always so sure that I...”
"Petey!" Mrs. Keating's voice exploded behind them. "Petey, sweetheart! What are you doing
there?"
She stood in the doorway, in her best dress of burgundy taffeta, happy and angry.
"And here I've been sitting all alone, waiting for you! What on earth are you doing on those
filthy steps in your dress suit? Get up this minute! Come on in the house, boys. I’ve got hot
chocolate and cookies ready for you.
"But, Mother. I wanted to speak to Howard about something important," said Keating. But he
rose to his feet.
She seemed not to have heard. She walked into the house. Keating followed.
Roark looked after them, shrugged, rose and went in also.
Mrs. Keating settled down in an armchair, her stiff skirt crackling.
"Well?" she asked. "What were you two discussing out there?"
Keating fingered an ash tray, picked up a matchbox and dropped it, then, ignoring her, turned
to Roark.
"Look, Howard, drop the pose," he said, his voice high. "Shall I junk the scholarship and go to
work, or let Francon wait and grab the Beaux-Arts to impress the yokels? What do you think?"
Something was gone. The one moment was lost.
"Now, Petey, let me get this straight..." began Mrs. Keating.
"Oh, wait a minute, Mother!. ..Howard, I've got to weigh it carefully. It isn't everyone who can
get a scholarship like that. You're pretty good when you rate that. A course at the Beaux-Arts-
you know how important that is."
"I don't," said Roark.
"Oh, hell, I know your crazy ideas, but I'm speaking practically, for a man in my position. Ideals
aside for a moment, it certainly is..."
"You don't want my advice," said Roark.
"Of course I do! I'm asking you!"
But Keating could never be the same when he had an audience, any audience. Something
was gone. He did not know it, but he felt that Roark knew; Roark's eyes made him
uncomfortable and that made him angry.
"I want to practice architecture," snapped Keating, "not talk about it! Gives you a great
prestige-the old Ecole. Puts you above the rank and file of the ex-plumbers who think they
can build. On the other hand, an opening with Francon-Guy Francon himself offering it!"
Roark turned away.
"How many boys will match that?" Keating went on blindly. "A year from now they'll be
boasting they're working for Smith or Jones if they find work at all. While I'll be with Francon &
Heyer!"
"You're quite right, Peter," said Mrs. Keating, rising. "On a question like that you don't want to
consult your mother. It's too important. I'll leave you to settle it with Mr. Roark."
He looked at his mother. He did not want to hear what she thought of this; he knew that his
only chance to decide was to make the decision before he heard her; she had stopped,
looking at him, ready to turn and leave the room; he knew it was not a pose-she would leave
if he wished it; he wanted her to go; he wanted it desperately. He said:
"Why, Mother, how can you say that? Of course I want your opinion. What. ..what do you
think?"
She ignored the raw irritation in his voice. She smiled.
"Petey, I never think anything. It's up to you. It's always been up to you."
"Well..." he began hesitantly, watching her, "if I go to the Beaux-Arts..."
"Fine," said Mrs. Keating, "go to the Beaux-Arts. It's a grand place. A whole ocean away from
your home. Of course, if you go, Mr. Francon will take somebody else. People will talk about
that. Everybody knows that Mr. Francon picks out the best boy from Stanton every year for his
office. I wonder how it'll look if some other boy gets the job? But I guess that doesn't matter."
"What. ..what will people say?"
"Nothing much, I guess. Only that the other boy was the best man of his class. I guess he'll
take Shlinker."
"No!" he gulped furiously. "Not Shlinker!"
"Yes," she said sweetly. "Shlinker."
"But..."
"But why should you care what people will say? All you have to do is please yourself."
"And you think that Francon..."
"Why should I think of Mr. Francon? It's nothing to me."
"Mother, you want me to take the job with Francon?"
"I don't want anything, Petey. You're the boss."
He wondered whether he really liked his mother. But she was his mother and this fact was
recognized by everybody as meaning automatically that he loved her, and so he took for
granted mat whatever he felt for her was love. He did not know whether there was any reason
why he should respect her judgment. She was his mother; this was supposed to take the
place of reasons.
"Yes, of course, Mother. ...But.. .Yes, I know, but.. Howard?"
It was a plea for help. Roark was there, on a davenport in the corner, half lying, sprawled
limply like a kitten. It had often astonished Keating; he had seen Roark moving with the
soundless tension, the control, the precision of a cat; he had seen him relaxed, like a cat, in
shapeless ease, as if his body held no single solid bone. Roark glanced up at him. He said:
"Peter, you know how I feel about either one of your opportunities. Take your choice of the
lesser evil. What will you learn at the Beaux-Arts? Only more Renaissance palaces and
operetta settings. They'll kill everything you might have in you. You do good work, once in a
while, when somebody lets you. If you really want to learn, go to work. Francon is a bastard
and a fool, but you will be building. It will prepare you for going on your own that much
sooner."
"Even Mr. Roark can talk sense sometimes," said Mrs. Keating, "even if he does talk like a
truck driver."
"Do you really think that I do good work?" Keating looked at him, as if his eyes still held the
reflection of that one sentence-and nothing else mattered.
"Occasionally," said Roark. "Not often."
"Now that it's all settled..." began Mrs. Keating.
"L.l'll have to think it over, Mother."
"Now that it's all settled, how about the hot chocolate? I'll have it out to you in a jiffy!"
She smiled at her son, an innocent smile that declared her obedience and gratitude, and she
rustled out of the room.
Keating paced nervously, stopped, lighted a cigarette, stood spitting the smoke out in short
jerks, then looked at Roark.
"What are you going to do now, Howard?"
"I?"
"Very thoughtless of me, I know, going on like that about myself. Mother means well, but she
drives me crazy.. ..Well, to hell with that. What are you going to do?"
"I'm going to New York."
"Oh, swell. To get a job?"
"To get a job."
"In. ..in architecture?"
"In architecture, Peter."
"That's grand. I'm glad. Got any definite prospects?
"I'm going to work for Henry Cameron."
"Oh, no, Howard!"
Roark smiled slowly, the corners of his mouth sharp, and said nothing.
"Oh, no, Howard!"
"Yes "
"But he's nothing, nobody any more! Oh, I know he has a name but he's done for! He never
gets any important buildings, hasn't had any for years! They say he’s got a dump for an office.
What kind of future will you get out of him? What will you learn?"
"Not much. Only how to build."
"For God's sake, you can't go on like that, deliberately ruining yourself! I thought.. .well, yes, I
thought you'd learned something today!"
"I have."
"Look, Howard, if it's because you think that no one else will have you now, no one better,
why, I'll help you. I'll work old Francon and I'll get connections and..."
"Thank you, Peter. But it won't be necessary. It's settled.
"What did he say?"
"Who?"
"Cameron."
"I've never met him."
Then a horn screamed outside. Keating remembered, started off to change his clothes,
collided with his mother at the door and knocked a cup off her loaded tray.
Petey!
"Never mind, Mother!" He seized her elbows. "I'm in a hurry, sweetheart. A little party with the
boys-now, now, don't say anything--! won't be late and-look! We'll celebrate my going with
Francon & Heyer!"
He kissed her impulsively, with the gay exuberance that made him irresistible at times, and
flew out of the room, up the stairs. Mrs. Keating shook her head, flustered, reproving and
happy.
In his room, while flinging his clothes in all directions, Keating thought suddenly of a wire he
would send to New York. That particular subject had not been in his mind all day, but it came
to him with a sense of desperate urgency; he wanted to send that wire now, at once. He
scribbled it down on a piece of paper:
"Katie dearest coming New York job Francon love ever
"Peter"
That night Keating raced toward Boston, wedged in between two boys, the wind and the road
whistling past him. And he thought that the world was opening to him now, like the darkness
fleeing before the bobbing headlights. He was free. He was ready. In a few years-so very
soon, for time did not exist in the speed of that car-his name would ring like a horn, ripping
people out of sleep. He was ready to do great things, magnificent things, things unsurpassed
in. ..in.. .oh, hell. ..in architecture.
3 .
PETER KEATING looked at the streets of New York. The people, he observed, were
extremely well dressed.
He had stopped for a moment before the building on Fifth Avenue, where the office of
Francon & Heyer and his first day of work awaited him. He looked at the men who hurried
past. Smart, he thought, smart as hell. He glanced regretfully at his own clothes. He had a
great deal to learn in New York.
When he could delay it no longer, he turned to the door. It was a miniature Doric portico, every
inch of it scaled down to the exact proportions decreed by the artists who had worn flowing
Grecian tunics; between the marble perfection of the columns a revolving door sparkled with
nickel plate, reflecting the streaks of automobiles flying past. Keating walked through the
revolving door, through the lustrous marble lobby, to an elevator of gilt and red lacquer that
brought him, thirty floors later, to a mahogany door. He saw a slender brass plate with delicate
letters:
FRANCON & HEYER, ARCHITECTS.
The reception room of the office of Francon & Heyer, Architects, looked like a cool, intimate
ballroom in a Colonial mansion. The silver white walls were paneled with flat pilasters; the
pilasters were fluted and curved into Ionic snails; they supported little pediments broken in the
middle to make room for half a Grecian urn plastered against the wall. Etchings of Greek
temples adorned the panels, too small to be distinguished, but presenting the unmistakable
columns, pediments and crumbling stone.
Quite incongruously, Keating felt as if a conveyor belt was under his feet, from the moment he
crossed the threshold. It carried him to the reception clerk who sat at a telephone switchboard
behind the white balustrade of a Florentine balcony. It transferred him to the threshold of a
huge drafting room. He saw long, flat tables, a forest of twisted rods descending from the
ceiling to end in green-shaded lamps, enormous blueprint files, towers of yellow drawers,
papers, tin boxes, sample bricks, pots of glue and calendars from construction companies,
most of them bearing pictures of naked women. The chief draftsman snapped at Keating,
without quite seeing him. He was bored and crackling with purpose simultaneously. He jerked
his thumb in the direction of a locker room, thrust his chin out toward the door of a locker, and
stood, rocking from heels to toes, while Keating pulled a pearl-gray smock over his stiff,
uncertain body. Francon had insisted on that smock. The conveyor belt stopped at a table in a
corner of the drafting room, where Keating found himself with a set of plans to expand, the
scaggy back of the chief draftsman retreating from him in the unmistakable manner of having
forgotten his existence.
Keating bent over his task at once, his eyes fixed, his throat rigid. He saw nothing but the
pearly shimmer of the paper before him. The steady lines he drew surprised him, for he felt
certain that his hand was jerking an inch back and forth across the sheet. He followed the
lines, not knowing where they led or why. He knew only that the plan was someone's
tremendous achievement which he could neither question nor equal. He wondered why he
had ever thought of himself as a potential architect.
Much later, he noticed the wrinkles of a gray smock sticking to a pair of shoulder blades over
the next table. He glanced about him, cautiously at first, then with curiosity, then with pleasure,
then with contempt. When he reached this last, Peter Keating became himself again and felt
love for mankind. He noticed sallow cheeks, a funny nose, a wart on a receding chin, a
stomach squashed against the edge of a table. He loved these sights. What these could do,
he could do better. He smiled. Peter Keating needed his fellow men.
When he glanced at his plans again, he noticed the flaws glaring at him from the masterpiece.
It was the floor of a private residence, and he noted the twisted hallways that sliced great
hunks of space for no apparent reason, the long, rectangular sausages of rooms doomed to
darkness. Jesus, he thought, they'd have flunked me for this in the first term. After which, he
proceeded with his work swiftly, easily, expertly-and happily.
Before lunchtime. Keating had made friends in the room, not any definite friends, but a vague
soil spread and ready from which friendship would spring. He had smiled at his neighbors and
winked in understanding over nothing at all. He had used each trip to the water cooler to
caress those he passed with the soft, cheering glow of his eyes, the brilliant eyes that seemed
to pick each man in turn out of the room, out of the universe, as the most important specimen
of humanity and as Keating's dearest friend. There goes-there seemed to be left in his wake-
a smart boy and a hell of a good fellow.
Keating noticed that a tall blond youth at the next table was doing the elevation of an office
building. Keating leaned with chummy respect against the boy’s shoulder and looked at the
laurel garlands entwined about fluted columns three floors high.
"Pretty good for the old man," said Keating with admiration.
"Who?" asked the boy.
"Why, Francon," said Keating.
"Francon hell," said the boy placidly. "He hasn't designed a doghouse in eight years." He
jerked his thumb over his shoulder, at a glass door behind them. "Him."
"What?" asked Keating, turning.
"Him," said the boy. "Stengel. He does all these things."
Behind the glass door Keating saw a pair of bony shoulders above the edge of a desk, a
small, triangular head bent intently, and two blank pools of light in the round frames of
glasses.
It was late in the afternoon when a presence seemed to have passed beyond the closed door,
and Keating learned from the rustle of whispers around him that Guy Francon had arrived and
had risen to his office on the floor above. Half an hour later the glass door opened and
Stengel came out, a huge piece of cardboard dangling between his fingers.
"Hey, you," he said, his glasses stopping on Keating's face. "You doing the plans for this?" He
swung the cardboard forward. "Take this up to the boss for the okay. Try to listen to what he'll
say and try to look intelligent. Neither of which matters anyway.
He was short and his arms seemed to hang down to his ankles; arms swinging like ropes in
the long sleeves, with big, efficient hands. Keating's eyes froze, darkening, for one-tenth of a
second, gathered in a tight stare at the blank lenses. Then Keating smiled and said pleasantly:
"Yes, sir."
He carried the cardboard on the tips of his ten fingers, up the crimson-plushed stairway to Guy
Francon's office. The cardboard displayed a water-color perspective of a gray granite mansion
with three tiers of dormers, five balconies, four bays, twelve columns, one flagpole and two
lions at the entrance. In the corner, neatly printed by hand, stood: "Residence of Mr. and Mrs.
James S. Whattles. Francon & Heyer, Architects." Keating whistled softly: James S. Whattles
was the multimillionaire manufacturer of shaving lotions.
Guy Francon's office was polished. No, thought Keating, not polished, but shellacked; no, not
shellacked, but liquid with mirrors melted and poured over every object. He saw splinters of
his own reflection let loose like a swarm of butterflies, following him across the room, on the
Chippendale cabinets, on the Jacobean chairs, on the Louis XV mantelpiece. He had time to
note a genuine Roman statue in a corner, sepia photographs of the Parthenon, of Rheims
Cathedral, of Versailles and of the Frink National Bank Building with the eternal torch.
He saw his own legs approaching him in the side of the massive mahogany desk. Guy
Francon sat behind the desk. Guy Francon's face was yellow and his cheeks sagged. He
looked at Keating for an instant as if he had never seen him before, then remembered and
smiled expansively.
"Well, well, well, Kittredge, my boy, here we are, all set and at home! So glad to see you. Sit
down, boy, sit down, what have you got there? Well, there's no hurry, no hurry at all. Sit down.
How do you like it here?"
"I'm afraid, sir, that I'm a little too happy," said Keating, with an expression of frank, boyish
helplessness. "I thought I could be businesslike on my first job, but starting in a place like
this...l guess it knocked me out a little. ...I'll get over it, sir," he promised.
"Of course," said Guy Francon. "It might be a bit overwhelming for a boy, just a bit. But don't
you worry. I’m sure you'll make good."
"I'll do my best, sir."
"Of course you will. What's this they sent me?" Francon extended his hand to the drawing, but
his fingers came to rest limply on his forehead instead. "It's so annoying, this headache.. ..No,
no, nothing serious-" he smiled at Keating's prompt concern-"just a little mal de tete. One
works so hard."
"Is there anything I can get for you, sir?"
"No, no, thank you. It's not anything you can get for me, it's if only you could take something
away from me." He winked. "The champagne. Entre nous, that champagne of theirs wasn't
worth a damn last night. I've never cared for champagne anyway. Let me tell you, Kittredge,
it’s very important to know about wines, for instance when you'll take a client out to dinner and
will want to be sure of the proper thing to order. Now I'll tell you a professional secret. Take
quail, for instance. Now most people would order Burgundy with it. What do you do? You call
for Clos Vougeot 1904. See? Adds that certain touch. Correct, but original. One must always
be original.. ..Who sent you up, by the way?"
"Mr. Stengel, sir."
"Oh, Stengel." The tone in which he pronounced the name clicked like a shutter in Keating's
mind: it was a permission to be stored away for future use. "Too grand to bring his own stuff
up, eh? Mind you, he's a great designer, the best designer in New York City, but he's just
getting to be a bit too grand lately. He thinks he's the only one doing any work around here,
just because he smudges at a board all day long. You'll learn, my boy, when you've been in
the business longer, that the real work of an office is done beyond its walls. Take last night, for
instance. Banquet of the Clarion Real Estate Association. Two hundred guests--dinner and
champagne-oh, yes, champagne!" He wrinkled his nose fastidiously, in self-mockery. "A few
words to say informally in a little after-dinner speech-you know, nothing blatant, no vulgar
sales talk-only a few well-chosen thoughts on the responsibility of realtors to society, on the
importance of selecting architects who are competent, respected and well established. You
know, a few bright little slogans that will stick in the mind."
"Yes, sir, like 'Choose the builder of your home as carefully as you choose the bride to inhabit
it.'"
"Not bad. Not bad at all, Kittredge. Mind if I jot it down?"
"My name is Keating, sir," said Keating firmly. "You are very welcome to the idea. I'm happy if
it appeals to you."
"Keating, of course! Why, of course, Keating," said Francon with a disarming smile. "Dear me,
one meets so many people. How did you say it? Choose the builder. ..it was very well put."
He made Keating repeat it and wrote it down on a pad, picking a pencil from an array before
him, new, many-colored pencils, sharpened to a professional needle point, ready, unused.
Then he pushed he pad aside, sighed, patted the smooth waves of his hair and said wearily:
"Well, all right, I suppose I'll have to look at the thing."
Keating extended the drawing respectfully. Francon leaned back, held the cardboard out at
arm's length and looked at it. He closed his left eye, then his right eye, then moved the
cardboard an inch farther. Keating expected wildly to see him turn the drawing upside down.
But Francon just held it and Keating knew suddenly that he had long since stopped seeing it.
Francon was studying it for his, Keating's, benefit; and then Keating felt light, light as air, and
he saw the road to his future, clear and open.
"Hm...yes," Francon was saying, rubbing his chin with the tips of two soft fingers. "Hm...yes..."
He turned to Keating.
"Not bad," said Francon. "Not bad at all... .Well.. .perhaps. ..it would have been more
distinguished, you know, but.. .well, the drawing is done so neatly.. ..What do you think,
Keating?"
Keating thought that four of the windows faced four mammoth granite columns. But he looked
at Francon's fingers playing with a petunia-mauve necktie, and decided not to mention it. He
said instead:
"If I may make a suggestion, sir, it seems to me that the cartouches between the fourth and
fifth floors are somewhat too modest for so imposing a building. It would appear that an
ornamented stringcourse would be so much more appropriate."
"That's it. I was just going to say it. An ornamented stringcourse.. ..But.. .but look, it would
mean diminishing the fenestration, wouldn't it?"
"Yes," said Keating, a faint coating of diffidence over the tone he had used in discussions with
his classmates, "but windows are less important than the dignity of a building's facade."
"That's right. Dignity. We must give our clients dignity above all. Yes, definitely, an
ornamented stringcourse. ...Only.. .look, I've approved the preliminary drawings, and Stengel
has had this done up so neatly."
"Mr. Stengel will be delighted to change it if you advise him to."
Francon's eyes held Keating's for a moment. Then Francon's lashes dropped and he picked a
piece of lint off his sleeve.
"Of course, of course..." he said vaguely. "But.. .do you think the stringcourse is really
important?"
"I think," said Keating slowly, "it is more important to make changes you find necessary than to
okay every drawing just as Mr. Stengel designed it."
Because Francon said nothing, but only looked straight at him, because Francon's eyes were
focused and his hands limp, Keating knew that he had taken a terrible chance and won; he
became frightened by the chance after he knew he had won.
They looked silently across the desk, and both saw that they were two men who could
understand each other.
"We'll have an ornamented stringcourse," said Francon with calm, genuine authority. "Leave
this here. Tell Stengel that I want to see him."
He had turned to go. Francon stopped him. Francon's voice was gay and warm:
"Oh, Keating, by the way, may I make a suggestion? Just between us, no offense intended,
but a burgundy necktie would be so much better than blue with your gray smock, don't you
think so?"
"Yes, sir," said Keating easily. "Thank you. You'll see it tomorrow."
He walked out and closed the door softly.
On his way back through the reception room, Keating saw a distinguished, gray-haired
gentleman escorting a lady to the door. The gentleman wore no hat and obviously belonged to
the office; the lady wore a mink cape, and was obviously a client.
The gentleman was not bowing to the ground, he was not unrolling a carpet, he was not
waving a fan over her head; he was only holding the door for her. It merely seemed to Keating
that the gentleman was doing all of that.
The Frink National Bank Building rose over Lower Manhattan, and its long shadow moved, as
the sun traveled over the sky, like a huge clock hand across grimy tenements, from the
Aquarium to Manhattan Bridge. When the sun was gone, the torch of Hadrian's Mausoleum
flared up in its stead, and made glowing red smears on the glass of windows for miles around,
on the top stories of buildings high enough to reflect it. The Frink National Bank Building
displayed the entire history of Roman art in well-chosen specimens; for a long time it had
been considered the best building of the city, because no other structure could boast a single
Classical item which it did not possess. It offered so many columns, pediments, friezes,
tripods, gladiators, urns and volutes that it looked as if it had not been built of white marble,
but squeezed out of a pastry tube. It was, however, built of white marble. No one knew that
but the owners who had paid for it. It was now of a streaked, blotched, leprous color, neither
brown nor green but the worst tones of both, the color of slow rot, the color of smoke, gas
fumes and acids eating into a delicate stone intended for clean air and open country. The
Frink National Bank Building, however, was a great success. It had been so great a success
that it was the last structure Guy Francon ever designed; its prestige spared him the bother
from then on.
Three blocks east of the Frink National Bank stood the Dana Building. It was some stories
lower and without any prestige whatever. Its lines were hard and simple, revealing,
emphasizing the harmony of the steel skeleton within, as a body reveals the perfection of its
bones. It had no other ornament to offer. It displayed nothing but the precision of its sharp
angles, the modeling of its planes, the long streaks of its windows like streams of ice running
down from the roof to the pavements. New Yorkers seldom looked at the Dana Building.
Sometimes, a rare country visitor would come upon it unexpectedly in the moonlight and stop
and wonder from what dream that vision had come. But such visitors were rare. The tenants
of the Dana Building said that they would not exchange it for any structure on earth; they
appreciated the light, the air, the beautiful logic of the plan in their halls and offices. But the
tenants of the Dana Building were not numerous; no prominent man wished his business to be
located in a building that looked "like a warehouse."
The Dana Building had been designed by Henry Cameron.
In the eighteen-eighties, the architects of New York fought one another for second place in
their profession. No one aspired to the first. The first was held by Henry Cameron. Henry
Cameron was hard to get in those days. He had a waiting list two years in advance; he
designed personally every structure that left his office. He chose what he wished to build.
When he built, a client kept his mouth shut. He demanded of all people the one thing he had
never granted anybody: obedience. He went through the years of his fame like a projectile
flying to a goal no one could guess. People called him crazy. But they took what he gave
them, whether they understood it or not, because it was a building "by Henry Cameron."
At first, his buildings were merely a little different, not enough to frighten anyone. He made
startling experiments, once in a while, but people expected it and one did not argue with Henry
Cameron. Something was growing in him with each new building, struggling, taking shape,
rising dangerously to an explosion. The explosion came with the birth of the skyscraper. When
structures began to rise not in tier on ponderous tier of masonry, but as arrows of steel
shooting upward without weight or limit, Henry Cameron was among the first to understand
this new miracle and to give it form. He was among the first and the few who accepted the
truth that a tall building must look tall. While architects cursed, wondering how to make a
twenty-story building look like an old brick mansion, while they used every horizontal device
available in order to cheat it of its height, shrink it down to tradition, hide the shame of its steel,
make it small, safe and ancient-Henry Cameron designed skyscrapers in straight, vertical
lines, flaunting their steel and height. While architects drew friezes and pediments, Henry
Cameron decided that the skyscraper must not copy the Greeks. Henry Cameron decided that
no building must copy any other.
He was thirty-nine years old then, short, stocky, unkempt; he worked like a dog, missed his
sleep and meals, drank seldom but then brutally, called his clients unprintable names, laughed
at hatred and fanned it deliberately, behaved like a feudal lord and a longshoreman, and lived
in a passionate tension that stung men in any room he entered, a fire neither they nor he could
endure much longer. It was the year 1892.
The Columbian Exposition of Chicago opened in the year 1893.
The Rome of two thousand years ago rose on the shores of Lake Michigan, a Rome improved
by pieces of France, Spain, Athens and every style that followed it. It was a "Dream City" of
columns, triumphal arches, blue lagoons, crystal fountains and popcorn. Its architects
competed on who could steal best, from the oldest source and from the most sources at once.
It spread before the eyes of a new country every structural crime ever committed in all the old
ones. It was white as a plague, and it spread as such.
People came, looked, were astounded, and carried away with them, to the cities of America,
the seeds of what they had seen. The seeds sprouted into weeds; into shingled post offices
with Doric porticos, brick mansions with iron pediments, lofts made of twelve Parthenons piled
on top of one another. The weeds grew and choked everything else.
Henry Cameron had refused to work for the Columbian Exposition, and had called it names
that were unprintable, but repeatable, though not in mixed company. They were repeated. It
was repeated also that he had thrown an inkstand at the face of a distinguished banker who
had asked him to design a railroad station in the shape of the temple of Diana at Ephesus.
The banker never came back. There were others who never came back.
Just as he reached the goal of long, struggling years, just as he gave shape to the truth he
had sought-the last barrier fell closed before him. A young country had watched him on his
way, had wondered, had begun to accept the new grandeur of his work. A country flung two
thousand years back in an orgy of Classicism could find no place for him and no use.
It was not necessary to design buildings any longer, only to photograph them; the architect
with the best library was the best architect Imitators copied imitations. To sanction it there was
Culture; there were twenty centuries unrolling in moldering ruins; there was the great
Exposition; there was every European post card in every family album.
Henry Cameron had nothing to offer against this; nothing but a faith he held merely because it
was his own. He had nobody to quote and nothing of importance to say. He said only that the
form of a building must follow its function; that the structure of a building is the key to its
beauty; that new methods of construction demand new forms; that he wished to build as he
wished and for that reason only. But people could not listen to him when they were discussing
Vitruvius, Michelangelo and Sir Christopher Wren.
Men hate passion, any great passion. Henry Cameron made a mistake: he loved his work.
That was why he fought. That was why he lost.
People said he never knew that he had lost. If he did, he never let them see it. As his clients
became rarer, his manner to them grew more overbearing. The less the prestige of his name,
the more arrogant the sound of his voice pronouncing it. He had had an astute business
manager, a mild, self-effacing little man of iron who, in the days of his glory, faced quietly the
storms of Cameron's temper and brought him clients; Cameron insulted the clients, but the
little man made them accept it and come back. The little man died.
Cameron had never known how to face people. They did not matter to him, as his own life did
not matter, as nothing mattered but buildings. He had never learned to give explanations, only
orders. He had never been liked. He had been feared. No one feared him any longer.
He was allowed to live. He lived to loathe the streets of the city he had dreamed of rebuilding.
He lived to sit at the desk in his empty office, motionless, idle, waiting. He lived to read in a
well-meaning newspaper account a reference to "the late Henry Cameron." He lived to begin
drinking, quietly, steadily, terribly, for days and nights at a time; and to hear those who had
driven him to it say, when his name was mentioned for a commission: "Cameron? I should say
not. He drinks like a fish. That’s why he never gets any work." He lived to move from the
offices that occupied three floors of a famous building to one floor on a less expensive street,
then to a suite farther downtown, then to three rooms facing an air shaft, near the Battery. He
chose these rooms because, by pressing his face to the window of his office, he could see,
over a brick wall, the top of the Dana Building.
Howard Roark looked at the Dana Building beyond the windows, stopping at each landing, as
he mounted the six flights of stairs to Henry Cameron's office; the elevator was out of order.
The stairs had been painted a dirty file-green a long time ago; a little of the paint remained to
grate under shoe soles in crumbling patches. Roark went up swiftly, as if he had an
appointment, a folder of his drawings under his arm, his eyes on the Dana Building. He
collided once with a man descending the stairs; this had happened to him often in the last two
days; he had walked through the streets of the city, his head thrown back, noticing nothing but
the buildings of New York.
In the dark cubbyhole of Cameron's anteroom stood a desk with a telephone and a typewriter.
A gray-haired skeleton of a man sat at the desk, in his shirt sleeves, with a pair of limp
suspenders over his shoulders. He was typing specifications intently, with two fingers and
incredible speed. The light from a feeble bulb made a pool of yellow on his back, where the
damp shirt stuck to his shoulder blades.
The man raised his head slowly, when Roark entered. He looked at Roark, said nothing and
waited, his old eyes weary, unquestioning, incurious.
"I should like to see Mr. Cameron," said Roark.
"Yeah?" said the man, without challenge, offense or meaning. "About what?"
"About a job."
"What job?"
"Drafting."
The man sat looking at him blankly. It was a request that had not confronted him for a long
time. He rose at last, without a word, shuffled to a door behind him and went in.
He left the door half open. Roark heard him drawling:
"Mr. Cameron, there's a fellow outside says he's looking for a job here."
Then a voice answered, a strong, clear voice that held no tones of age:
"Why, the damn fool! Throw him out.. .Wait! Send him in!"
The old man returned, held the door open and jerked his head at it silently. Roark went in. The
door closed behind him.
Henry Cameron sat at his desk at the end of a long, bare room. He sat bent forward, his
forearms on the desk, his two hands closed before him. His hair and his beard were coal
black, with coarse threads of white. The muscles of his short, thick neck bulged like ropes. He
wore a white shirt with the sleeves rolled above the elbows; the bare arms were hard, heavy
and brown. The flesh of his broad face was rigid, as if it had aged by compression. The eyes
were dark, young, living.
Roark stood on the threshold and they looked at each other across the long room.
The light from the air shaft was gray, and the dust on the drafting table, on the few green files,
looked like fuzzy crystals deposited by the light. But on the wall, between the windows, Roark
saw a picture. It was the only picture in the room. It was the drawing of a skyscraper that had
never been erected.
Roark's eyes moved first and they moved to the drawing. He walked across the office,
stopped before it and stood looking at it. Cameron's eyes followed him, a heavy glance, like a
long, thin needle held fast at one end, describing a slow circle, its point piercing Roark's body,
keeping it pinned firmly. Cameron looked at the orange hair, at the hand hanging by his side,
its palm to the drawing, the fingers bent slightly, forgotten not in a gesture but in the overture
to a gesture of asking or seizing something.
"Well?" said Cameron at last. "Did you come to see me or did you come to look at pictures?"
Roark turned to him.
"Both," said Roark.
He walked to the desk. People had always lost their sense of existence in Roark's presence;
but Cameron felt suddenly that he had never been as real as in the awareness of the eyes
now looking at him.
"What do you want?" snapped Cameron. "I should like to work for you," said Roark quietly.
The voice said: "I should like to work for you." The tone of the voice said: "I'm going to work
for you."
"Are you?" said Cameron, not realizing that he answered the unpronounced sentence. "What's
the matter? None of the bigger and better fellows will have you?"
"I have not applied to anyone else."
"Why not? Do you think this is the easiest place to begin? Think anybody can walk in here
without trouble? Do you know who I am?"
"Yes. That's why I'm here."
"Who sent you?"
"No one."
"Why the hell should you pick me?"
I think you know that.
"What infernal impudence made you presume that I'd want you? Have you decided that I'm so
hard up that I'd throw the gates open for any punk who'd do me the honor? 'Old Cameron,'
you've said to yourself, 'is a has-been, a drunken..." come on, you've said it!. ..'a drunken
failure who can't be particular!’ Is that it?. ..Come on, answer me! Answer me, damn you! What
are you staring at? Is that it? Go on! Deny it!"
"It's not necessary."
"Where have you worked before?"
"I'm just beginning."
"What have you done?"
"I've had three years at Stanton."
"Oh? The gentleman was too lazy to finish?"
"I have been expelled."
"Great!" Cameron slapped the desk with his fist and laughed. "Splendid! You're not good
enough for the lice nest at Stanton, but you'll work for Henry Cameron! You've decided this is
the place for refuse! What did they kick you out for? Drink? Women? What?"
"These," said Roark, and extended his drawings. Cameron looked at the first one, then at the
next, then at every one of them to the bottom. Roark heard the paper rustling as Cameron
slipped one sheet behind another. Then Cameron raised his head. "Sit down."
Roark obeyed. Cameron stared at him, his thick fingers drumming against the pile of
drawings.
"So you think they're good?' said Cameron. "Well, they're awful. It's unspeakable. It's a crime.
Look," he shoved a drawing at Roark's face, "look at that. What in Christ's name was your
idea? What possessed you to indent that plan here? Did you just want to make it pretty,
because you had to patch something together? Who do you think you are? Guy Francon, God
help you?. ..Look at this building, you fool! You get an idea like this and you don't know what to
do with it! You stumble on a magnificent thing and you have to ruin it! Do you know how much
you've got to learn?"
"Yes. That's why I'm here."
"And look at that one! I wish I'd done that at your age! But why did you have to botch it? Do
you know what I’d do with that? Look, to hell with your stairways and to hell with your furnace
room! When you lay the foundations..."
He spoke furiously for a long time. He cursed. He did not find one sketch to satisfy him. But
Roark noticed that he spoke as of buildings that were in construction.
He broke off abruptly, pushed the drawings aside, and put his fist over them. He asked:
"When did you decide to become an architect?"
"When I was ten years old."
"Men don't know what they want so early in life, if ever. You're lying."
"Am I?"
"Don't stare at me like that! Can't you look at something else? Why did you decide to be an
architect?"
I didn't know it then. But it's because I've never believed in God.
"Come on, talk sense."
"Because I love this earth. That's all I love. I don't like the shape of things on this earth. I want
to change them."
"For whom?"
"For myself."
"How old are you?"
"Twenty-two."
"When did you hear all that?"
"I didn't."
"Men don't talk like that at twenty-two. You're abnormal."
"Probably."
"I didn't mean it as a compliment."
"I didn't either."
"Got any family?"
"No."
"Worked through school?"
"Yes."
"At what?"
"In the building trades."
"How much money have you got left?"
"Seventeen dollars and thirty cents."
"When did you come to New York?"
"Yesterday."
Cameron looked at the white pile under his fist.
"God damn you," said Cameron softly.
"God damn you!" roared Cameron suddenly, leaning forward. "I didn't ask you to come here! I
don't need any draftsmen! There's nothing here to draft! I don't have enough work to keep
myself and my men out of the Bowery Mission! I don't want any fool visionaries starving
around here! I don't want the responsibility. I didn't ask for it. I never thought I'd see it again.
I'm through with it. I was through with that many years ago. I'm perfectly happy with the
drooling dolts I've got here, who never had anything and never will have and it makes no
difference what becomes of them. That’s all I want Why did you have to come here? You're
setting out to ruin yourself, you know that, don't you? And I'll help you to do it. I don't want to
see you. I don't like you. I don't like your face. You look like an insufferable egotist. You're
impertinent. You're too sure of yourself. Twenty years ago I'd have punched your face with the
greatest of pleasure. You're coming to work here tomorrow at nine o'clock sharp."
"Yes," said Roark, rising.
"Fifteen dollars a week. That's all I can pay you."
"Yes."
"You're a damn fool. You should have gone to someone else. I'll kill you if you go to anyone
else. What's your name?"
"Howard Roark."
"If you're late, I'll fire you."
"Yes."
Roark extended his hand for the drawings.
"Leave these here!" bellowed Cameron. "Now get out!"
4 .
"TOOHEY," said Guy Francon, "Ellsworth Toohey. Pretty decent of him, don't you think? Read
it, Peter."
Francon leaned jovially across his desk and handed to Keating the August issue of New
Frontiers. New Frontiers had a white cover with a black emblem that combined a palette, a
lyre, a hammer, a screw driver and a rising sun; it had a circulation of thirty thousand and a
following that described itself as the intellectual vanguard of the country; no one had ever
risen to challenge the description. Keating read from an article entitled "Marble and Mortar," by
Ellsworth M. Toohey:
"...And now we come to another notable achievement of the metropolitan skyline. We call the
attention of the discriminating to the new Melton Building by Francon & Heyer. It stands in
white serenity as an eloquent witness to the triumph of Classical purity and common sense.
The discipline of an immortal tradition has served here as a cohesive factor in evolving a
structure whose beauty can reach, simply and lucidly, the heart of every man in the street.
There is no freak exhibitionism here, no perverted striving for novelty, no orgy of unbridled
egotism. Guy Francon, its designer, has known how to subordinate himself to the mandatory
canons which generations of craftsmen behind him have proved inviolate, and at the same
time how to display his own creative originality, not in spite of, but precisely because of the
Classical dogma he has accepted with the humility of a true artist. It may be worth mentioning,
in passing, that dogmatic discipline is the only thing which makes true originality possible....
"More important, however, is the symbolic significance of a building such as this rising in our
imperial city. As one stands before its southern facade, one is stricken with the realization that
the stringcourses, repeated with deliberate and gracious monotony from the third to the
eighteenth story, these long, straight, horizontal lines are the moderating, leveling principle,
the lines of equality. They seem to bring the towering structure down to the humble level of the
observer. They are the lines of the earth, of the people, of the great masses. They seem to tell
us that none may rise too high above the restraint of the common human level, that all is held
and shall be checked, even as this proud edifice, by the stringcourses of men's
brotherhood...."
There was more. Keating read it all, then raised his head. "Gee!" he said, awed.
Francon smiled happily.
"Pretty good, eh? And from Toohey, no less. Not many people might have heard the name,
but they will, mark my word, they will. I know the signs. ...So he doesn't think I'm so bad? And
he's got a tongue like an icepick, when he feels like using it. You should see what he says
about others, more often than not. You know Durkin's latest mousetrap? Well, I was at a party
where Toohey said-" Francon chuckled-"he said: 'If Mr. Durkin suffers under the delusion
that he is an architect, someone should mention to him the broad opportunities offered by the
shortage of skilled plumbers.' That's what he said, imagine, in public!"
"I wonder," said Keating wistfully, "what he'll say about me, when the times comes."
"What on earth does he mean by the symbolic significance stuff and the stringcourses of
men's brotherhood?. ..Oh, well, if that's what he praises us for, we should worry!"
"It's the critic's job to interpret the artist, Mr. Francon, even to the artist himself. Mr. Toohey
has merely stated the hidden significance that was subconsciously in your own mind."
"Oh," said Francon vaguely. "Oh, do you think so?" he added brightly. "Quite possible. ...Yes,
quite possible. ...You're a smart boy, Peter."
"Thank you, Mr. Francon." Keating made a movement to rise.
"Wait. Don't go. One more cigarette and then we'll both return to the drudgery."
Francon was smiling over the article, reading it again. Keating had never seen him so
pleased; no drawing in the office, no work accomplished had ever made him as happy as
these words from another man on a printed page to be read by other eyes.
Keating sat easily in a comfortable chair. His month with the firm had been well spent. He had
said nothing and done nothing, but the impression had spread through the office that Guy
Francon liked to see this particular boy sent to him whenever anyone had to be sent. Hardly a
day passed without the pleasant interlude of sitting across the desk from Guy Francon, in a
respectful, growing intimacy, listening to Francon's sighs about the necessity of being
surrounded by men who understood him.
Keating had learned all he could team about Guy Francon, from his fellow draftsmen. He had
teamed that Guy Francon ate moderately and exquisitely, and prided himself on the title of
gourmet; that he had graduated with distinction from the Ecole des Beaux-Arts; that he had
married a great deal of money and that the marriage had not been a happy one; that he
matched meticulously his socks with his handkerchiefs, but never with his neckties; that he
had a great preference for designing buildings of gray granite; that he owned a quarry of gray
granite in Connecticut, which did a thriving business; that he maintained a magnificent
bachelor apartment done in plum-colored Louis XV; that his wife, of a distinguished old name,
had died, leaving her fortune to their only daughter, that the daughter, now nineteen, was
away at college.
These last facts interested Keating a great deal. He mentioned to Francon, tentatively in
passing, the subject of his daughter. "Oh, yes..." Francon said thinly. "Yes, indeed..." Keating
abandoned all further research into the matter, for the time being; Francon's face had
declared mat the thought of his daughter was painfully annoying to him, for some reason
which Keating could not discover.
Keating had met Lucius N. Heyer, Francon's partner, and had seen him come to the office
twice in three weeks, but had been unable to learn what service Heyer rendered to the firm.
Heyer did not have haemophilia, but looked as though he should have it He was a withered
aristocrat, with a long, thin neck, pate, bulging eyes and a manner of frightened sweetness
toward everyone. He was the relic of an ancient family, and it was suspected mat Francon had
taken him into partnership for the sake of his social connections. People felt sorry for poor
dear Lucius, admired him for the effort of undertaking a professional career, and thought it
would be nice to let him build their homes. Francon built them and required no further service
from Lucius. This satisfied everybody.
The men in the drafting rooms loved Peter Keating. He made them feel as if he had been
there for a long time; he had always known how to become part of any place he entered; he
came soft and bright as a sponge to be filled, unresisting, with the air and the mood of the
place. His warm smile, his gay voice, the easy shrug of his shoulders seemed to say that
nothing weighed too much within his soul and so he was not one to blame, to demand, to
accuse anything.
As he sat now, watching Francon read the article, Francon raised his head to glance at him.
Francon saw two eyes looking at him with immense approval-and two bright little points of
contempt in the corners of Keating's mouth, like two musical notes of laughter visible the
second before they were to be heard. Francon felt a great wave of comfort. The comfort came
from the contempt. The approval, together with that wise half-smile, granted him a grandeur
he did not have to earn; a blind admiration would have been precarious; a deserved
admiration would have been a responsibility; an undeserved admiration was precious.
"When you go, Peter, give this to Miss Jeffers to put in my scrapbook."
On his way down the stairs, Keating flung the magazine high in the air and caught it smartly,
his lips pursed to whistle without sound.
In the drafting room he found Tim Davis, his best friend, slouched despondently over a
drawing. Tim Davis was the tall, blond boy at the next table, whom Keating had noticed long
ago, because he had known, with no tangible evidence, but with certainty, as Keating always
knew such things, that this was the favored draftsman of the office. Keating managed to be
assigned, as frequently as possible, to do parts of the projects on which Davis worked. Soon
they were going out to lunch together, and to a quiet little speak-easy after the day's work, and
Keating was listening with breathless attention to Davis' talk about his love for one Elaine
Duffy, not a word of which Keating ever remembered afterward.
He found Davis now in black gloom, his mouth chewing furiously a cigarette and a pencil at
once. Keating did not have to question him. He merely bent his friendly face over Davis'
shoulder. Davis spit out the cigarette and exploded. He had just been told that he would have
to work overtime tonight, for the third time this week.
"Got to stay late, God knows how late! Gotta finish this damn tripe tonight!" He slammed the
sheets spread before him. "Look at it! Hours and hours and hours to finish it! What am I going
to do?"
"Well, it's because you're the best man here, Tim, and they need you."
"To hell with that! I've got a date with Elaine tonight! How'm I going to break it? Third time!
She won't believe me! She told me so last time! That's the end! I'm going up to Guy the Mighty
and tell him where he can put his plans and his job! I'm through!"
"Wait," said Keating, and leaned closer to him. "Wait! There's another way. I'll finish them for
you."
"Huh?"
"I'll stay. I'll do them. Don't be afraid. No one'll tell the difference."
"Pete! Would you?"
"Sure. I've nothing to do tonight. You just stay till they all go home, then skip."
"Oh, gee, Pete!" Davis sighed, tempted. "But look, if they find out, they'll can me. You're too
new for this kind of job."
"They won't find out."
"I can't lose my job, Pete. You know I can’t. Elaine and I are going to be married soon. If
anything happens..."
"Nothing will happen."
Shortly after six, Davis departed furtively from the empty drafting room, leaving Keating at his
table.
Bending under a solitary green lamp. Keating glanced at the desolate expanse of three long
rooms, oddly silent after the day’s rush, and he felt that he owned them, that he would own
them, as surely as the pencil moved in his hand.
It was half past nine when he finished the plans, stacked them neatly on Davis' table, and left
the office. He walked down the street, glowing with a comfortable, undignified feeling, as
though after a good meal. Then the realization of his loneliness struck him suddenly. He had
to share this with someone tonight. He had no one. For the first time he wished his mother
were in New York. But she had remained in Stanton, awaiting the day when he would be able
to send for her. He had nowhere to go tonight, save to the respectable little boardinghouse on
West Twenty-Eighth Street, where he could climb three flights of stairs to his clean, airless
little room. He had met people in New York, many people, many girls, with one of whom he
remembered spending a pleasant night, though he could not remember her last name; but he
wished to see none of them. And then he thought of Catherine Halsey.
He had sent her a wire on the night of his graduation and forgotten her ever since. Now he
wanted to see her; the desire was intense and immediate with the first sound of her name in
his memory. He leaped into a bus for the long ride to Greenwich Village, climbed to the
deserted top and, sitting alone on the front bench, cursed the traffic lights whenever they
turned to red. It had always been like this where Catherine was concerned; and he wondered
dimly what was the matter with him.
He had met her a year ago in Boston, where she had lived with her widowed mother. He had
found Catherine homely and dull, on that first meeting, with nothing to her credit but her lovely
smile, not a sufficient reason ever to see her again. He had telephoned her the next evening.
Of the countless girls he had known in his student years she was the only one with whom he
had never progressed beyond a few kisses. He could have any girl he met and he knew it; he
knew that he could have Catherine; he wanted her; she loved him and had admitted it simply,
openly, without fear or shyness, asking nothing of him, expecting nothing; somehow, he had
never taken advantage of it. He had felt proud of the girls whom he escorted in those days,
the most beautiful girls, the most popular, the best dressed, and he had delighted in the envy
of his schoolmates. He had been ashamed of Catherine's thoughtless sloppiness and of the
fact that no other boy would look at her twice. But he had never been as happy as when he
took her to fraternity dances. He had had many violent loves, when he swore he could not live
without this girl or that; he forgot Catherine for weeks at a time and she never reminded him.
He had always come back to her, suddenly, inexplicably, as he did tonight.
Her mother, a gentle little schoolteacher, had died last winter. Catherine had gone to live with
an uncle in New York. Keating had answered some of her letters immediately, others-months
later. She had always replied at once, and never written during his long silences, waiting
patiently. He had felt, when he thought of her, that nothing would ever replace her. Then, in
New York, within reach of a bus or a telephone, he had forgotten her again for a month.
He never thought, as he hurried to her now, that he should have announced his visit. He never
wondered whether he would find her at home. He had always come back like this and she had
always been there. She was there again tonight.
She opened the door for him, on the top floor of a shabby, pretentious brownstone house.
"Hello, Peter," she said, as if she had seen him yesterday.
She stood before him, too small, too thin for her clothes. The short black skirt flared out from
the slim band of her waist; the boyish shirt collar hung loosely, pulled to one side, revealing
the knob of a thin collarbone; the sleeves were too long over the fragile hands. She looked at
him, her head bent to one side; her chestnut hair was gathered carelessly at the back of her
neck, but it looked as though it were bobbed, standing, light and fuzzy, as a shapeless halo
about her face. Her eyes were gray, wide and nearsighted; her mouth smiled slowly,
delicately, enchantingly, her lips glistening. "Hello, Katie," he said.
He felt at peace. He felt he had nothing to fear, in this house or anywhere outside. He had
prepared himself to explain how busy he'd been in New York; but explanations seemed
irrelevant now.
"Give me your hat," she said, "be careful of that chair, it's not very steady, we have better ones
in the living room, come in." The living room, he noticed, was modest but somehow
distinguished, and in surprisingly good taste. He noticed the books; cheap shelves rising to the
ceiling, loaded with precious volumes; the volumes stacked carelessly, actually being used.
He noticed, over a neat, shabby desk, a Rembrandt etching, stained and yellow, found,
perhaps, in some junk shop by the eyes of a connoisseur who had never parted with it, though
its price would have obviously been of help to him. He wondered what business her uncle
could be in; he had never asked.
He stood looking vaguely at the room, feeling her presence behind him, enjoying that sense of
certainty which he found so rarely. Then he turned and took her in his arms and kissed her;
her lips met his softly, eagerly; but she was neither frightened nor excited, too happy to accept
this in any way save by taking it for granted.
"God, I've missed you!" he said, and knew that he had, every day since he'd seen her last and
most of all, perhaps, on the days when he had not thought of her.
"You haven't changed much," she said. "You look a little thinner. It's becoming. You'll be very
attractive when you're fifty, Peter."
"That's not very complimentary-by implication."
"Why? Oh, you mean I think you're not attractive now? Oh, but you are."
"You shouldn't say that right out to me like that."
"Why not? You know you are. But I've been thinking of what you’ll look like at fifty. You'll have
gray temples and you'll wear a gray suit--l saw one in a window last week and I thought that
would be the one--and you'll be a very great architect."
"You really think so?"
"Why, yes." She was not flattering him. She did not seem to realize that it could be flattery.
She was merely stating a fact, too certain to need emphasis.
He waited for the inevitable questions. But instead, they were talking suddenly of their old
Stanton days together, and he was laughing, holding her across his knees, her thin shoulders
leaning against the circle of his arm, her eyes soft, contented. He was speaking of their old
bathing suits, of the runs in her stockings, of their favorite ice-cream parlor in Stanton, where
they had spent so many summer evenings together-and he was thinking dimly that it made
no sense at all; he had more pertinent things to tell and to ask her; people did not talk like that
when they hadn't seen each other for months. But it seemed quite normal to her; she did not
appear to know that they had been parted.
He was first to ask finally:
"Did you get my wire?"
"Oh, yes. Thanks."
"Don't you want to know how I’m getting along in the city?"
"Sure. How are you getting along in the city?"
"Look here, you're not terribly interested."
"Oh, but I am! I want to know everything about you."
"Why don't you ask?"
"You'll tell me when you want to."
"It doesn't matter much to you, does it?"
What?'
"What I've been doing."
"Oh. ..Yes, it does, Peter. No, not too much."
"That's sweet of you!"
"But, you see, it's not what you do that matters really. It's only you."
"Me what?"
"Just you here. Or you in the city. Or you somewhere in the world. I don't know. Just that."
"You know, you're a fool, Katie. Your technique is something awful."
"My what?"
"Your technique. You can't tell a man so shamelessly, like that, that you're practically crazy
about him."
"But I am."
"But you can't say so. Men won't care for you."
"But I don’t want men to care for me."
"You want me to, don't you?"
"But you do, don't you?"
"I do," he said, his arms tightening about her. "Damnably. I'm a bigger fool than you are."
"Well, then it's perfectly all right," she said, her fingers in his hair, "isn't it?"
"It's always been perfectly all right, that's the strangest part about it.. ..But look, I want to tell
you about what's happened to me, because it's important."
"I'm really very interested, Peter."
"Well, you know I'm working for Francon & Heyer and. ..Oh, hell, you don't even know what
that means!"
"Yes, I do. I've looked them up in Who's Who in Architecture. It said some very nice things
about them. And I asked Uncle. He said they were tops in the business."
"You bet they are. Francon-he’s the greatest designer in New York, in the whole country, in
the world maybe. He’s put up seventeen skyscrapers, eight cathedrals, six railroad terminals
and God knows what else. ...Of course, you know, he’s an old fool and a pompous fraud who
oils his way into everything and..." He stopped, his mouth open, staring at her. He had not
intended to say that. He had never allowed himself to think that before.
She was looking at him serenely. "Yes?" she asked. "And...?"
"Well. ..and..." he stammered, and he knew that he could not speak differently, not to her, "and
that’s what I really think of him. And I have no respect for him at all. And I’m delighted to be
working for him. See?"
"Sure," she said quietly. "You’re ambitious, Peter."
"Don’t you despise me for it?"
"No. That’s what you wanted."
"Sure, that's what I wanted. Well, actually, it's not as bad as that. It's a tremendous firm, the
best in the city. I'm really doing good work, and Francon is very pleased with me. I'm getting
ahead. I think I can have any job I want in the place eventually.. ..Why, only tonight I took over
a man's work and he doesn't know that he'll be useless soon, because. ..Katie! What am I
saying?"
"It's all right, dear. I understand."
"If you did, you'd call me the names I deserve and make me stop it."
"No, Peter. I don't want to change you. I love you, Peter."
"God help you!"
"I know that."
"You know that? And you say it like this? Like you'd say, 'Hello, it's a beautiful evening'?"
"Well, why not? Why worry about it? I love you."
"No, don't worry about it! Don't ever worry about it!. ..Katie.. ..I'll never love anyone else...."
"I know that too."
He held her close, anxiously, afraid that her weightless little body would vanish. He did not
know why her presence made him confess things unconfessed in his own mind. He did not
know why the victory he came here to share had faded. But it did not matter. He had a
peculiar sense of freedom-her presence always lifted from him a pressure he could not
define-he was alone-he was himself. All that mattered to him now was the feeling of her
coarse cotton blouse against his wrist.
Then he was asking her about her own life in New York and she was speaking happily about
her uncle.
"He’s wonderful, Peter. He’s really wonderful. He’s quite poor, but he took me in and he was
so gracious about it he gave up his study to make a room for me and now he has to work
here, in the living room. You must meet him, Peter. He’s away now, on a lecture tour, but you
must meet him when he comes back."
"Sure, I'd love to."
"You know, I wanted to go to work, and be on my own, but he wouldn't let me. 'My dear child,'
he said, 'not at seventeen. You don't want me to be ashamed of myself, do you? I don't
believe in child labor.’ That was kind of a funny idea, don't you think? He has so many funny
ideas--l don't understand them all, but they say he's a brilliant man. So he made it look as if I
were doing him a favor by letting him keep me, and I think that was really very decent of him."
"What do you do with yourself all day long?"
"Nothing much of anything now. I read books. On architecture. Uncle has tons of books on
architecture. But when he's here I type his lectures for him. I really don't think he likes me to
do it, he prefers the typist he had, but I love it and he lets me. And he pays me her salary. I
didn't want to take it, but he made me."
"What does he do for a living?"
"Oh, so many things, I don't know, I can’t keep track of them. He teaches art history, for one,
he’s a kind of professor."
"And when are you going to college, by the way?"
"Oh. ..Well. ..well, you see, I don't think Uncle approves of the idea. I told him how I'd always
planned to go and that I'd work my own way through, but he seems to think it's not for me. He
doesn't say much, only: ’God made the elephant for toil and the mosquito for flitting about, and
it's not advisable, as a rule, to experiment with the laws of nature, however, if you want to try it,
my dear child...' But he’s not objecting really, it's up to me, only..."
"Well, don't let him stop you."
"Oh, he wouldn't want to stop me. Only, I was thinking, I was never any great shakes in high
school, and, darling, I'm really quite utterly lousy at mathematics, and so I wonder. ..but then,
there's no hurry, I've got plenty of time to decide."
"Listen, Katie, I don't like that. You've always planned on college. If that uncle of yours..."
"You shouldn't say it like this. You don't know him. He's the most amazing man. I've never met
anyone quite like him. He’s so kind, so understanding. And he’s such fun, always joking, he’s
so clever at it, nothing that you thought was serious ever seems to be when he's around, and
yet he's a very serious man. You know, he spends hours talking to me, he's never too tired
and he's not bored with my stupidity, he tells me all about strikes, and conditions in the slums,
and the poor people in the sweatshops, always about others, never about himself. A friend of
his told me that Uncle could be a very rich man if he tried, he's so clever, but he won't, he just
isn't interested in money."
"That's not human."
"Wait till you see him. Oh, he wants to meet you, too. I've told him about you. He calls you 'the
T-square Romeo.'"
"Oh, he does, does he?"
"But you don't understand. He means it kindly. It's the way he says things. You'll have a lot in
common. Maybe he could help you. He knows something about architecture, too. You'll love
Uncle Ellsworth."
"Who?" said Keating.
"My uncle."
"Say," Keating asked, his voice a little husky, "what's your
uncle's name?"
"Ellsworth Toohey. Why?" His hands fell limply. He sat staring at her. "What's the matter,
Peter?"
He swallowed. She saw the jerking motion of his throat. Then he said, his voice hard:
"Listen, Katie, I don't want to meet your uncle."
"But why?"
"I don't want to meet him. Not through you.. ..You see, Katie, you don't know me. I'm the kind
that uses people. I don't want to use you. Ever. Don't let me. Not you."
"Use me how? What’s the matter? Why?"
"It's just this: I'd give my eyeteeth to meet Ellsworth Toohey, that's all." He laughed harshly.
"So he knows something about architecture, does he? You little fool! He's the most important
man in architecture. Not yet, maybe, but that's what he'll be in a couple of years-ask Francon,
that old weasel knows. He's on his way to becoming the Napoleon of all architectural critics,
your Uncle Ellsworth is, just watch him. In the first place, there aren't many to bother writing
about our profession, so he's the smart boy who's going to comer the market. You should see
the big shots in our office lapping up every comma he puts out in print! So you think maybe he
could help me? Well, he could make me, and he will, and I'm going to meet him some day,
when I’m ready for him, as I met Francon, but not here, not through you. Understand? Not
from you!"
But, Peter, why not?'
"Because I don't want it that way! Because it's filthy and I hate it, all of it, ray work and my
profession, and what I'm doing and what I'm going to do! It's something I want to keep you out
of. You're all I really have. Just keep out of it, Katie!"
"Out of what?"
"I don't know!"
She rose and stood in the circle of his arms, his face hidden against her hip; she stroked his
hair, looking down at him.
"All right, Peter. I think I know. You don't have to meet him until you want to. Just tell me when
you want it. You can use me if you have to. It's all right. It won't change anything."
When he raised his head, she was laughing softly.
"You’ve worked too hard, Peter. You're a little unstrung. Suppose I make you some tea?"
"Oh, I'd forgotten all about it, but I've had no dinner today. Had no time."
"Well, of all things! Well, how perfectly disgusting! Come on to the kitchen, this minute, I'll see
what I can fix up for you!"
He left her two hours later, and he walked away feeling light, clean, happy, his fears forgotten,
Toohey and Francon forgotten. He thought only that he had promised to come again tomorrow
and that it was an unbearably long time to wait. She stood at the door, after he had gone, her
hand on the knob he had touched, and she thought that he might come tomorrow-or three
months later.
#
"When you finish tonight," said Henry Cameron, "I want to see you in my office."
"Yes," said Roark.
Cameron veered sharply on his heels and walked out of the drafting room. It had been the
longest sentence he had addressed to Roark in a month.
Roark had come to this room every morning, had done his task, and had heard no word of
comment. Cameron would enter the drafting room and stand behind Roark for a long time,
looking over his shoulder. It was as if his eyes concentrated deliberately on trying to throw the
steady hand off its course on the paper. The two other draftsmen botched their work from the
mere thought of such an apparition standing behind them. Roark did not seem to notice it. He
went on, his hand unhurried, he took his time about discarding a blunted pencil and picking
out another. "Uh-huh," Cameron would grunt suddenly. Roark would turn his head then,
politely attentive. "What is it?" he would ask. Cameron would turn away without a word, his
narrowed eyes underscoring contemptuously the fact that he considered an answer
unnecessary, and would leave the drafting room. Roark would go on with his drawing.
"Looks bad," Loomis, the young draftsman, confided to Simpson, his ancient colleague. "The
old man doesn't like this guy. Can't say that I blame him, either. Here's one that won't last
long."
Simpson was old and helpless; he had survived from Cameron's three-floor office, had stuck
and had never understood it Loomis was young, with the face of a drugstore-corner lout; he
was here because he had been fired from too many other places.
Both men disliked Roark. He was usually disliked, from the first sight of his face, anywhere he
went His face was closed like the door of a safety vault; things locked in safety vaults are
valuable; men did not care to feel that. He was a cold, disquieting presence in the room; his
presence had a strange quality: it made itself felt and yet it made them feel that he was not
there; or perhaps that he was and they weren't.
After work he walked the long distance to his home, a tenement near the East River. He had
chosen that tenement because he had been able to get, for two-fifty a week, its entire top
floor, a huge room that had been used for storage: it had no ceiling and the roof leaked
between its naked beams. But it had a long row of windows, along two of its walls, some
panes filled with glass, others with cardboard, and the windows opened high over the river on
one side and the city on the other.
A week ago Cameron had come into the drafting room and had thrown down on Roark's table
a violent sketch of a country residence. "See if you can make a house out of this!" he had
snapped and gone without further explanation. He had not approached Roark's table during
the days that followed. Roark had finished the drawings last night and left them on Cameron's
desk. This morning, Cameron had come in, thrown some sketches of steel joints to Roark,
ordered him to appear in his office later and had not entered the drafting room again for the
rest of the day. The others were gone. Roark pulled an old piece of oilcloth over his table and
went to Cameron's office. His drawings of the country house were spread on the desk. The
light of the lamp fell on Cameron's cheek, on his beard, the white threads glistening, on his
fist, on a corner of the drawing, its black lines bright and hard as if embossed on the paper.
"You're fired," said Cameron.
Roark stood, halfway across the long room, his weight on one leg, his arms hanging by his
sides, one shoulder raised. "Am I?" he asked quietly, without moving. "Come here," said
Cameron. "Sit down." Roark obeyed.
"You're too good," said Cameron. "You're too good for what you want to do with yourself. It's
no use, Roark. Better now than later."
"What do you mean?'
"It's no use wasting what you've got on an ideal that you'll never reach, that they'll never let
you reach. It's no use, taking that marvelous thing you have and making a torture rack for
yourself out of it. Sell it, Roark. Sell it now. It won't be the same, but you've got enough in you.
You've got what they'll pay you for, and pay plenty, if you use it their way. Accept them, Roark.
Compromise. Compromise now, because you'll have to later, anyway, only then you'll have
gone through things you'll wish you hadn't. You don't know. I do. Save yourself from that.
Leave me. Go to someone else."
"Did you do that?"
"You presumptuous bastard! How good do you think I said you were? Did I tell you to compare
yourself to..." He stopped because he saw that Roark was smiling.
He looked at Roark, and suddenly smiled in answer, and it was the most painful thing that
Roark had ever seen.
"No," said Cameron softly, "that won't work, huh? No, it won't.. .Well, you're right. You're as
good as you think you are. But I want to speak to you. I don't know exactly how to go about it.
I've lost the habit of speaking to men like you. Lost it? Maybe I've never had it. Maybe that's
what frightens me now. Will you try to understand?"
"I understand. I think you're wasting your time."
"Don't be rude. Because I can't be rude to you now. I want you to listen. Will you listen and not
answer me?"
"Yes. I’m sorry. I didn't intend it as rudeness."
"You see, of all men, I'm the last one to whom you should have come. I'll be committing a
crime if I keep you here. Somebody should have warned you against me. I won't help you at
all. I won't discourage you. I won’t teach you any common sense. Instead, I'll push you on. I'll
drive you the way you're going now. I'll beat you into remaining what you are, and I'll make you
worse.. ..Don't you see? In another month I won't be able to let you go. I'm not sure I can now.
So don't argue with me and go. Get out while you can."
"But can I? Don't you think it's too late for both of us? It was too late for me twelve years ago."
"Try it, Roark. Try to be reasonable for once. There's plenty of big fellows who'll take you,
expulsion or no expulsion, if I say so. They may laugh at me in their luncheon speeches, but
they steal from me when it suits them, and they know that I know a good draftsman when I
see one. I'll give you a letter to Guy Francon. He worked for me once, long ago. I think I fired
him, but that wouldn't matter. Go to him. You won't like it at first, but you'll get used to it. And
you'll thank me for it many years from now."
"Why are you saying all this to me? That's not what you want to say. That's not what you did."
"That's why I'm saying it! Because that's not what I did!. ..Look, Roark, there's one thing about
you, the thing I'm afraid of. It's not just the kind of work you do; I wouldn't care, if you were an
exhibitionist who's being different as a stunt, as a lark, just to attract attention to himself. It's a
smart racket, to oppose the crowd and amuse it and collect admission to the side show. If you
did that, I wouldn't worry. But it's not that. You love your work. God help you, you love it! And
that's the curse. That's the brand on your forehead for all of them to see. You love it, and they
know it, and they know they have you. Do you ever look at the people in the street? Aren't you
afraid of them? I am. They move past you and they wear hats and they carry bundles. But
that’s not the substance of them. The substance of them is hatred for any man who loves his
work. That’s the only kind they fear. I don’t know why. You're opening yourself up, Roark, for
each and every one of them."
"But I never notice the people in the streets."
"Do you notice what they've done to me?"
"I notice only that you weren't afraid of them. Why do you ask me to be?"
"That's just why I'm asking it!" He leaned forward, his fists closing on the desk before him.
"Roark, do you want me to say it? You're cruel, aren't you? All right, I'll say it: do you want to
end up like this? Do you want to be what I am?" Roark got up and stood against the edge of
light on the desk. "If," said Roark, "at the end of my life, I'll be what you are today here, in this
office, I shall consider it an honor that I could not have deserved."
"Sit down!" roared Cameron. "I don't like demonstrations!" Roark looked down at himself, at
the desk, astonished to find himself standing. He said: "I'm sorry. I didn't know I got up."
"Well, sit down. Listen. I understand. And it's very nice of you. But you don't know. I thought a
few days here would be enough to take the hero worship out of you. I see it wasn't. Here you
are, saying to yourself how grand old Cameron is, a noble fighter, a martyr to a lost cause,
and you'd just love to die on the barricades with me and to eat in dime lunch-wagons with me
for the rest of your life. I know, it looks pure and beautiful to you now, at your great old age of
twenty-two. But do you know what it means? Thirty years of a lost cause, that sounds
beautiful, doesn't it? But do you know how many days there are in thirty years? Do you know
what happens in those days? Roark! Do you know what happens?"
"You don't want to speak of that."
"No! I don't want to speak of that! But I'm going to. I want you to hear. I want you to know
what's in store for you. There will be days when you'll look at your hands and you'll want to
take something and smash every bone in them, because they'll be taunting you with what they
could do, if you found a chance for them to do it, and you can't find that chance, and you can't
bear your living body because it has failed those hands somewhere. There will be days when
a bus driver will snap at you as you enter a bus, and he'll be only asking for a dime, but that
won't be what you'll hear; you'll hear that you're nothing, that he's laughing at you, that it's
written on your forehead, that thing they hate you for. There will be days when you'll stand in
the corner of a hall and listen to a creature on a platform talking about buildings, about that
work which you love, and the things he'll say will make you wait for somebody to rise and
crack him open between two thumbnails; and then you'll hear the people applauding him, and
you'll want to scream, because you won't know whether they're real or you are, whether you're
in a room full of gored skulls, or whether someone has just emptied your own head, and you'll
say nothing, because the sounds you could make--they're not a language in that room any
longer; but if you'd want to speak, you won't anyway, because you'll be brushed aside, you
who have nothing to tell them about buildings! Is that what you want?"
Roark sat still, the shadows sharp on his face, a black wedge on a sunken cheek, a long
triangle of black cutting across his chin, his eyes on Cameron.
"Not enough?" asked Cameron. "All right. Then, one day, you'll see on a piece of paper before
you a building that will make you want to kneel; you won't believe that you've done it, but you
will have done it; then you'll think that the earth is beautiful and the air smells of spring and
you love your fellow men, because there is no evil in the world. And you'll set out from your
house with this drawing, to have it erected, because you won't have any doubt that it will be
erected by the first man to see it. But you won't get very far from your house. Because you'll
be stopped at the door by the man who's come to turn off the gas. You hadn't had much food,
because you saved money to finish your drawing, but still you had to cook something and you
hadn't paid for it.. ..All right, that's nothing, you can laugh at that. But finally you'll get into a
man's office with your drawing, and you'll curse yourself for taking so much space of his air
with your body, and you'll try to squeeze yourself out of his sight, so that he won't see you, but
only hear your voice begging him, pleading, your voice licking his knees; you'll loathe yourself
for it, but you won't care, if only he'd let you put up that building, you won't care, you'll want to
rip your insides open to show him, because if he saw what's there he'd have to let you put it
up. But he'll say that he's very sorry, only the commission has just been given to Guy Francon.
And you'll go home, and do you know what you'll do there? You'll cry. You'll cry like a woman,
like a drunkard, like an animal. That's your future, Howard Roark. Now, do you want it?"
"Yes," said Roark.
Cameron's eyes dropped; then his head moved down a little, then a little farther; his head
went on dropping slowly, in long, single jerks, then stopped; he sat still, his shoulders
hunched, his arms huddled together in his lap.
"Howard," whispered Cameron, "I've never told it to anyone...."
"Thank you...." said Roark.
After a long time, Cameron raised his head.
"Go home now," said Cameron, his voice flat. "You've worked too much lately. And you have a
hard day ahead." He
pointed to the drawings of the country house. "This is all very well, and I wanted to see what
you'd do, but it's not good enough to build. You'll have to do it over. I'll show you what I want
tomorrow."
5 .
A YEAR with the firm of Francon & Heyer had given Keating the whispered title of crown
prince without portfolio. Still only a draftsman, he was Francon's reigning favorite. Francon
took him out to lunch-an unprecedented honor for an employee. Francon called him to be
present at interviews with clients. The clients seemed to like seeing so decorative a young
man in an architect's office.
Lucius N. Heyer had the annoying habit of asking Francon suddenly: "When did you get the
new man?" and pointing to an employee who had been there for three years. But Heyer
surprised everybody by remembering Keating's name and by greeting him, whenever they
met, with a smile of positive recognition. Keating had had a long conversation with him, one
dreary November afternoon, on the subject of old porcelain. It was Heyer's hobby; he owned a
famous collection, passionately gathered. Keating displayed an earnest knowledge of the
subject, though he had never heard of old porcelain till the night before, which he had spent at
the public library. Heyer was delighted; nobody in the office cared about his hobby, few ever
noticed his presence. Heyer remarked to his partner: "You're certainly good at picking your
men, Guy. There's one boy I wish we wouldn't lose, what's his name?--Keating."
"Yes, indeed," Francon answered, smiling, "yes, indeed."
In the drafting room, Keating concentrated on Tim Davis. Work and drawings were only
unavoidable details on the surface of his days; Tim Davis was the substance and the shape of
the first step in his career.
Davis let him do most of his own work; only night work, at first, then parts of his daily
assignments as well; secretly, at first, then openly. Davis had not wanted it to be known.
Keating made it known, with an air of naive confidence which implied that he was only a tool,
no more than Tim's pencil or T-square, that his help enhanced Tim's importance rather than
diminished it and, therefore, he did not wish to conceal it.
At first, Davis relayed instructions to Keating; then the chief draftsman took the arrangement
for granted and began coming to Keating with orders intended for Davis. Keating was always
there, smiling, saying: "I'll do it; don't bother Tim with those little things, I'll take care of it."
Davis relaxed and let himself be carried along; he smoked a great deal, he lolled about, his
legs twisted loosely over the rungs of a stool, his eyes closed, dreaming of Elaine; he uttered
once in a while: "Is the stuff ready, Pete?"
Davis had married Elaine that spring. He was frequently late for work. He had whispered to
Keating: "You're in with the old man, Pete, slip a good word for me, once in a while, will you?-
so they'll overlook a few things. God, do I hate to have to be working right now!" Keating would
say to Francon: "I'm sorry, Mr. Francon, that the Murray job sub-basement plans were so late,
but Tim Davis had a quarrel with his wife last night, and you know how newlyweds are, you
don't want to be too hard on them," or "It's Tim Davis again, Mr. Francon, do forgive him, he
can't help it, he hasn't got his mind on his work at all!"
When Francon glanced at the list of his employees' salaries, he noticed that his most
expensive draftsman was the man least needed in the office.
When Tim Davis lost his job, no one in the drafting room was surprised but Tim Davis. He
could not understand it. He set his lips defiantly in bitterness against a world he would hate
forever. He felt he had no friend on earth save Peter Keating.
Keating consoled him, cursed Francon, cursed the injustice of humanity, spent six dollars in a
speak-easy, entertaining the secretary of an obscure architect of his acquaintance and
arranged a new job for Tim Davis.
Whenever he thought of Davis afterward, Keating felt a warm pleasure; he had influenced the
course of a human being, had thrown him off one path and pushed him into another; a human
being-it was not Tim Davis to him any longer, it was a living frame and a mind, a conscious
mind-why had he always feared that mysterious entity of consciousness within others?-and
he had twisted that frame and that mind to his own will. By a unanimous decision of Francon,
Heyer and the chief draftsman, Tim's table, position and salary were given to Peter Keating.
But this was only part of his satisfaction; there was another sense of it, warmer and less real-
and more dangerous. He said brightly and often: 'Tim Davis? Oh yes, I got him his present
job."
He wrote to his mother about it. She said to her friends: "Petey is such an unselfish boy."
He wrote to her dutifully each week; his letters were short and respectful; hers, long, detailed
and full of advice which he seldom finished reading.
He saw Catherine Halsey occasionally. He had not gone to her on that following evening, as
he had promised. He had awakened in the morning and remembered the things he had said
to her, and hated her for his having said them. But he had gone to her again, a week later; she
had not reproached him and they had not mentioned her uncle. He saw her after that every
month or two; he was happy when he saw her, but he never spoke to her of his career.
He tried to speak of it to Howard Roark; the attempt failed. He called on Roark twice; he
climbed, indignantly, the five flights of stairs to Roark's room. He greeted Roark eagerly; he
waited for reassurance, not knowing what sort of reassurance he needed nor why it could
come only from Roark. He spoke of his job and he questioned Roark, with sincere concern,
about Cameron's office. Roark listened to him, answered all his questions willingly, but
Keating felt that he was knocking against a sheet of iron in Roark's unmoving eyes, and that
they were not speaking about the same things at all. Before the visit was over, Keating was
taking notice of Roark's frayed cuffs, of his shoes, of the patch on the knee of his trousers,
and he felt satisfied. He went away chuckling, but he went away miserably uneasy, and
wondered why, and swore never to see Roark again, and wondered why he knew that he
would have to see him.
#
"Well," said Keating, "I couldn't quite work it to ask her to lunch, but she's coming to Mawson's
exhibition with me day after tomorrow. Now what?"
He sat on the floor, his head resting against the edge of a couch, his bare feet stretched out, a
pair of Guy Francon's chartreuse pyjamas floating loosely about his limbs.
Through the open door of the bathroom he saw Francon standing at the washstand, his
stomach pressed to its shining edge, brushing his teeth.
"That's splendid," said Francon, munching through a thick foam of toothpaste. "That'll do just
as well. Don't you see?"
"No."
"Lord, Pete, I explained it to you yesterday before we started. Mrs. Dunlop's husband's
planning to build a home for her."
"Oh, yeah," said Keating weakly, brushing the matted black curls off his face. "Oh, yeah. ..I
remember now.. .Jesus, Guy, I got a head on me!..."
He remembered vaguely the party to which Francon had taken him the night before, he
remembered the caviar in a hollow iceberg, the black net evening gown and the pretty face of
Mrs. Dunlop, but he could not remember how he had come to end up in Francon's apartment.
He shrugged; he had attended many parties with Francon in the past year and had often been
brought here like this.
"It's not a very large house," Francon was saying, holding the toothbrush in his mouth; it made
a lump on his cheek and its green handle stuck out. "Fifty thousand or so, I understand.
They're small fry anyway. But Mrs. Dunlop's brother-in-law is Quimby-you know, the big real
estate fellow. Won't hurt to get a little wedge into that family, won't hurt at all. You're to see
where that commission ends up, Pete. Can I count on you, Pete?"
"Sure," said Keating, his head drooping. "You can always count on me, Guy...."
He sat still, watching his bare toes and thinking of Stengel, Francon's designer. He did not
want to think, but his mind leaped to Stengel automatically, as it always did, because Stengel
represented his next step.
Stengel was impregnable to friendship. For two years, Keating's attempts had broken against
the ice of Stengel's glasses. What Stengel thought of him was whispered in the drafting
rooms, but few dared to repeat it save in quotes; Stengel said it aloud, even though he knew
that the corrections his sketches bore, when they returned to him from Francon's office, were
made by Keating's hand. But Stengel had a vulnerable point: he had been planning for some
time to leave Francon and open an office of his own. He had selected a partner, a young
architect of no talent but of great inherited wealth. Stengel was waiting only for a chance.
Keating had thought about this a great deal He could think of nothing else. He thought of it
again, sitting there on the floor of Francon's bedroom.
Two days later, when he escorted Mrs. Dunlop through the gallery exhibiting the paintings of
one Frederic Mawson, his course of action was set. He piloted her through the sparse crowd,
his fingers closing over her elbow once in a while, letting her catch his eyes directed at her
young face more often than at the paintings.
"Yes," he said as she stared obediently at a landscape featuring an auto dump and tried to
compose her face into the look of admiration expected of her; "magnificent work. Note the
colors, Mrs. Dunlop. ...They say this fellow Mawson had a terribly hard time. It's an old story-
trying to get recognition. Old and heartbreaking. It's the same in all the arts. My own
profession included."
"Oh, indeed?" said Mrs. Dunlop, who quite seemed to prefer architecture at the moment.
"Now this," said Keating, stopping before the depiction of an old hag picking at her bare toes
on a street curb, "this is art as a social document. It takes a person of courage to appreciate
this."
"It's simply wonderful," said Mrs. Dunlop.
"Ah, yes, courage. It's a rare quality.. ..They say Mawson was starving in a garret when Mrs.
Stuyvesant discovered him. It's glorious to be able to help young talent on its way."
"It must be wonderful," agreed Mrs. Dunlop.
"If I were rich," said Keating wistfully, "I'd make it my hobby: to arrange an exhibition for a new
artist, to finance the concert of a new pianist, to have a house built by a new architect...."
"Do you know, Mr. Keating?-my husband and I are planning to build a little home on Long
Island."
"Oh, are you? How very charming of you, Mrs. Dunlop, to confess such a thing to me. You're
so young, if you'll forgive my saying this. Don't you know that you run the danger of my
becoming a nuisance and trying to interest you in my firm? Or are you safe and have chosen
an architect already?"
"No, I'm not safe at all," said Mrs. Dunlop prettily, "and I wouldn't mind the danger really. I've
thought a great deal about the firm of Francon & Heyer in these last few days. And I’ve heard
they are so terribly good."
"Why, thank you, Mrs. Dunlop."
"Mr. Francon is a great architect."
"Oh, yes."
"What's the matter?"
"Nothing. Nothing really."
"No, what's the matter?"
"Do you really want me to tell you?"
"Why, certainly."
"Well, you see, Guy Francon-it's only a name. He would have nothing to do with your house.
It's one of those professional secrets that I shouldn't divulge, but I don't know what it is about
you that makes me want to be honest. All the best buildings in our office are designed by Mr.
Stengel."
"Who?"
"Claude Stengel. You've never heard the name, but you will, when someone has the courage
to discover him. You see, he does all the work, he's the real genius behind the scenes, but
Francon puts his signature on it and gets all the credit. That's the way it's done everywhere."
"But why does Mr. Stengel stand for it?"
"What can he do? No one will give him a start. You know how most people are, they stick to
the beaten path, they pay three times the price for the same thing, just to have the trademark.
Courage, Mrs. Dunlop, they lack courage. Stengel is a great artist, but there are so few
discerning people to see it. He's ready to go on his own, if only he could find some outstanding
person like Mrs. Stuyvesant to give him a chance."
"Really?" said Mrs. Dunlop. "How very interesting! Tell me more about it."
He told her a great deal more about it. By the time they had finished the inspection of the
works of Frederic Mawson, Mrs. Dunlop was shaking Keating's hand and saying:
"It's so kind, so very unusually kind of you. Are you sure that it won't embarrass you with your
office if you arrange for me to meet Mr. Stengel? I didn't quite dare to suggest it and it was so
kind of you not to be angry at me. It's so unselfish of you and more than anyone else would
have done in your position."
When Keating approached Stengel with the suggestion of a proposed luncheon, the man
listened to him without a word. Then he jerked his head and snapped:
"What's in it for you?"
Before Keating could answer, Stengel threw his head back suddenly.
"Oh," said Stengel. "Oh, I see."
Then he leaned forward, his mouth drawn thin in contempt:
"Okay. I'll go to that lunch."
When Stengel left the firm of Francon & Heyer to open his own office and proceed with the
construction of the Dunlop house, his first commission, Guy Francon smashed a ruler against
the edge of his desk and roared to Keating:
"The bastard! The abysmal bastard! After all I've done for him."
"What did you expect?" said Keating, sprawled in a low armchair before him. "Such is life."
"But what beats me is how did that little skunk ever hear of it? To snatch it right from under
our nose!"
"Well, I've never trusted him anyway." Keating shrugged. "Human nature..."
The bitterness in his voice was sincere. He had received no gratitude from Stengel. Stengel's
parting remark to him had been only: "You're a worse bastard than I thought you were. Good
luck. You'll be a great architect some day."
Thus Keating achieved the position of chief designer for Francon & Heyer.
Francon celebrated the occasion with a modest little orgy at one of the quieter and costlier
restaurants. "In a coupla years," he kept repeating, "in a coupla years you'll see things
happenin'. Pete. ...You're a good boy and I like you and I'll do things for you.. ..Haven't I done
things for you?. ..You're going places, Pete. ..in a coupla years...."
"Your tie's crooked, Guy," said Keating dryly, "and you're spilling brandy all over your vest...."
Facing his first task of designing, Keating thought of Tim Davis, of Stengel, of many others
who had wanted it, had struggled for it, had tried, had been beaten-by him. It was a
triumphant feeling. It was a tangible affirmation of his greatness. Then he found himself
suddenly in his glass-enclosed office, looking down at a blank sheet of paper-alone.
Something rolled in his throat down to his stomach, cold and empty, his old feeling of the
dropping hole. He leaned against the table, closing his eyes. It had never been quite real to
him before that this was the thing actually expected of him-to fill a sheet of paper, to create
something on a sheet of paper.
It was only a small residence. But instead of seeing it rise before him, he saw it sinking; he
saw its shape as a pit in the ground; and as a pit within him; as emptiness, with only Davis and
Stengel rattling uselessly within it. Francon had said to him about the building: "It must have
dignity, you know, dignity.. .nothing freaky. ..a structure of elegance. ..and stay within the
budget," which was Francon's conception of giving his designer ideas and letting him work
them out. Through a cold stupor, Keating thought of the clients laughing in his face; he heard
the thin, omnipotent voice of Ellsworth Toohey calling his attention to the opportunities open to
him in the field of plumbing. He hated every piece of stone on the face of the earth. He hated
himself for having chosen to be an architect.
When he began to draw, he tried not to think of the job he was doing; he thought only that
Francon had done it, and Stengel, even Heyer, and all the others, and that he could do it, if
they could.
He spent many days on his preliminary sketches. He spent long hours in the library of Francon
& Heyer, selecting from Classic photographs the appearance of his house. He felt the tension
melting in his mind. It was right and it was good, that house growing under his hand, because
men were still worshipping the masters who had done it before him. He did not have to
wonder, to fear or to take chances; it had been done for him.
When the drawings were ready, he stood looking at them uncertainly. Were he to be told that
this was the best or the ugliest house in the world, he would agree with either. He was not
sure. He had to be sure. He thought of Stanton and of what he had relied upon when working
on his assignments there. He telephoned Cameron's office and asked for Howard Roark.
He came to Roark's room, that night, and spread before him the plans, the elevations, the
perspective of his first building. Roark stood over it, his arms spread wide, his hands holding
the edge of the table, and he said nothing for a long time.
Keating waited anxiously; he felt anger growing with his anxiety-because he could see no
reason for being so anxious. When he couldn't stand it, he spoke:
"You know, Howard, everybody says Stengel's the best designer in town, and I don't think he
was really ready to quit, but I made him and I took his place. I had to do some pretty fine
thinking to work that, I..."
He stopped. It did not sound bright and proud, as it would have sounded anywhere else. It
sounded like begging.
Roark turned and looked at him. Roark's eyes were not contemptuous; only a little wider than
usual, attentive and puzzled. He said nothing and turned back to the drawings.
Keating felt naked. Davis, Stengel, Francon meant nothing here. People were his protection
against people. Roark had no sense of people. Others gave Keating a feeling of his own
value. Roark gave him nothing. He thought that he should seize his drawings and run. The
danger was not Roark. The danger was that he, Keating, remained. Roark turned to him.
"Do you enjoy doing this sort of thing, Peter?" he asked. "Oh, I know," said Keating, his voice
shrill, "I know you don't approve of it, but this is business, I just want to know what you think of
this practically, not philosophically, not..."
"No, I'm not going to preach to you. I was only wondering."
"If you could help me, Howard, if you could just help me with it a little. It's my first house, and it
means so much to me at the office, and I'm not sure. What do you think? Will you help me,
Howard?"
"All right."
Roark threw aside the sketch of the graceful facade with the fluted pilasters, the broken
pediments, the Roman fasces over the windows and the two eagles of Empire by the
entrance. He picked up the plans. He took a sheet of tracing paper, threw it over the plan and
began to draw. Keating stood watching the pencil in Roark's hand. He saw his imposing
entrance foyer disappearing, his twisted corridors, his lightless corners; he saw an immense
living room growing in the space he had thought too limited; a wall of giant windows facing the
garden, a spacious kitchen. He watched for a long time. "And the facade?" he asked, when
Roark threw the pencil down. "I can't help you with that. If you must have it Classic, have it
good Classic at least. You don't need three pilasters where one will do. And take those ducks
off the door, it's too much."
Keating smiled at him gratefully, when he was leaving, his drawings under his arm; he
descended the stairs, hurt and angry; he worked for three days making new plans from
Roark's sketches, and a new, simpler elevation; and he presented his house to Francon with a
proud gesture that looked like a flourish. "Well," said Francon, studying it, "well, I
declare!. ..What an imagination you have, Peter. ..I wonder. ..It's a bit daring, but I wonder..." He
coughed and added: "It's just what I had in mind."
"Of course," said Keating. "I studied your buildings, and I tried to think of what you'd do, and if
it's good, it's because I think I know how to catch your ideas."
Francon smiled. And Keating thought suddenly that Francon did not really believe it and knew
that Keating did not believe it, and yet they were both contented, bound tighter together by a
common method and a common guilt.
#
The letter on Cameron's desk informed him regretfully that after earnest consideration, the
board of directors of the Security Trust Company had not been able to accept his plans for the
building to house the new Astoria branch of the Company and that the commission had been
awarded to the firm of Gould & Pettingill. A check was attached to the letter, in payment for his
preliminary drawings, as agreed; the amount was not enough to cover the expense of making
those drawings.
The letter lay spread out on the desk. Cameron sat before it, drawn back, not touching the
desk, his hands gathered in his lap, the back of one in the palm of the other, the fingers tight.
It was only a small piece of paper, but he sat huddled and still, because it seemed to be a
supernatural thing, like radium, sending forth rays that would hurt him if he moved and
exposed his skin to them.
For three months, he had awaited the commission of the Security Trust Company. One after
another, the chances that had loomed before him at rare intervals, in the last two years, had
vanished, looming in vague promises, vanishing in firm refusals. One of his draftsmen had
had to be discharged long ago. The landlord had asked questions, politely at first, then dryly,
then rudely and openly. But no one in the office had minded that nor the usual arrears in
salaries: there had been the commission of the Security Trust Company. The vice-president,
who had asked Cameron to submit drawings, had said: "I know, some of the directors won't
see it as I do. But go ahead, Mr. Cameron. Take the chance with me and I'll fight for you."
Cameron had taken the chance. He and Roark had worked savagely-to have the plans ready
on time, before time, before Gould & Pettingill could submit theirs. Pettingill was a cousin of
the Bank president's wife and a famous authority on the ruins of Pompeii; the Bank president
was an ardent admirer of Julius Caesar and had once, while in Rome, spent an hour and a
quarter in reverent inspection of the Coliseum.
Cameron and Roark and a pot of black coffee had lived in the office from dawn till frozen
dawn for many days, and Cameron had thought involuntarily of the electric bill, but made
himself forget it. The lights still burned in the drafting room in the early hours when he sent
Roark out for sandwiches, and Roark found gray morning in the streets while it was still night
in the office, in the windows facing a high brick wall. On the last day, it was Roark who had
ordered Cameron home after midnight, because Cameron's hands were jerking and his knees
kept seeking the tall drafting stool for support, leaning against it with a slow, cautious,
sickening precision. Roark had taken him down to a taxi and in the light of a street lamp
Cameron had seen Roark's face, drawn, the eyes kept wide artificially, the lips dry. The next
morning Cameron had entered the drafting room, and found the coffee pot on the floor, on its
side over a black puddle, and Roark's hand in the puddle, palm up, fingers half closed,
Roark's body stretched out on the floor, his head thrown back, fast asleep. On the table,
Cameron had found the plans, finished....
He sat looking at the letter on his desk. The degradation was that he could not think of those
nights behind him, he could not think of the building that should have risen in Astoria and of
the building that would now take its place; it was that he thought only of the bill unpaid to the
electric company....
In these last two years Cameron had disappeared from his office for weeks at a time, and
Roark had not found him at home, and had known what was happening, but could only wait,
hoping for Cameron's safe return. Then, Cameron had lost even the shame of his agony, and
had come to his office reeling, recognizing no one, openly drunk and flaunting it before the
walls of the only place on earth he had respected.
Roark learned to face his own landlord with the quiet statement that he could not pay him for
another week; the landlord was afraid of him and did not insist. Peter Keating heard of it
somehow, as he always heard everything he wanted to know. He came to Roark's unheated
room, one evening, and sat down, keeping his overcoat on. He produced a wallet, pulled out
five ten-dollar bills, and handed them to Roark. "You need it, Howard. I know you need it.
Don't start protesting now. You can pay me back any time." Roark looked at him, astonished,
took the money, saying: "Yes, I need it. Thank you, Peter." Then Keating said: "What in hell
are you doing, wasting yourself on old Cameron? What do you want to live like this for? Chuck
it, Howard, and come with us. All I have to do is say so. Francon'II be delighted. We'll start you
at sixty a week." Roark took the money out of his pocket and handed it back to him. "Oh, for
God's sake, Howard! I...I didn't mean to offend you."
"I didn't either."
"But please, Howard, keep it anyway."
"Good night, Peter."
Roark was thinking of that when Cameron entered the drafting room, the letter from the
Security Trust Company in his hand. He gave the letter to Roark, said nothing, turned and
walked back to his office. Roark read the letter and followed him. Whenever they lost another
commission Roark knew that Cameron wanted to see him in the office, but not to speak of it;
just to see him there, to talk of other things, to lean upon the reassurance of his presence.
On Cameron's desk Roark saw a copy of the New York Banner.
It was the leading newspaper of the great Wynand chain. It was a paper he would have
expected to find in a kitchen, in a barbershop, in a third-rate drawing room, in the subway;
anywhere but in Cameron's office. Cameron saw him looking at it and grinned.
"Picked it up this morning, on my way here. Funny, isn't it? I didn't know we'd. ..get that letter
today. And yet it seems appropriate together-this paper and that letter. Don't know what
made me buy it. A sense of symbolism, I suppose. Look at it, Howard. It's interesting."
Roark glanced through the paper. The front page carried the picture of an unwed mother with
thick glistening lips, who had shot her lover; the picture headed the first installment of her
autobiography and a detailed account of her trial. The other pages ran a crusade against utility
companies; a daily horoscope; extracts from church sermons; recipes for young brides;
pictures of girls with beautiful legs; advice on how to hold a husband; a baby contest; a poem
proclaiming that to wash dishes was nobler than to write a symphony; an article proving that a
woman who had borne a child was automatically a saint.
"That's our answer, Howard. That's the answer given to you and to me. This paper. That it
exists and that it's liked. Can you fight that? Have you any words to be heard and understood
by that? They shouldn't have sent us the letter. They should have sent a copy of Wynand’s
Banner. It would be simpler and clearer. Do you know that in a few years that incredible
bastard, Gail Wynand, will rule the world? It will be a beautiful world. And perhaps he’s right."
Cameron held the paper outstretched, weighing it on the palm of his hand.
"To give them what they want, Howard, and to let them worship you for it, for licking their feet-
or...or what? What's the use?. ..Only it doesn't matter, nothing matters, not even that it doesn't
matter to me any more...." Then he looked at Roark. He added:
"If only I could hold on until I've started you on your own, Howard...."
"Don’t speak of that."
"I want to speak of that.... It's funny, Howard, next spring it will be three years that you've been
here. Seems so much longer, doesn't it? Well, have I taught you anything? I'll tell you: I've
taught you a great deal and nothing. No one can teach you anything, not at the core, at the
source of it. What you're doing-it's yours, not mine, I can only teach you to do it better. I can
give you the means, but the aim-the aim's your own. You won't be a little disciple putting up
anemic little things in early Jacobean or late Cameron. What you'll be. ..if only I could live to
see it!"
"You'll live to see it. And you know it now." Cameron stood looking at the bare walls of his
office, at the white piles of bills on his desk, at the sooty rain trickling slowly down the
windowpanes.
"I have no answer to give them, Howard. I'm leaving you to face them. You'll answer them. All
of them, the Wynand papers and what makes the Wynand papers possible and what lies
behind that. It's a strange mission to give you. I don't know what our answer is to be. I know
only that there is an answer and that you're holding it, that you're the answer, Howard, and
some day you'll find the words for it."
6 .
SERMONS IN STONE by Ellsworth M. Toohey was published in January of the year 1925.
It had a fastidious jacket of midnight blue with plain silver letters and a silver pyramid in one
corner. It was subtitled "Architecture for Everybody" and its success was sensational. It
presented the entire history of architecture, from mud hut to skyscraper, in the terms of the
man in the street, but it made these terms appear scientific. Its author stated in his preface
that it was an attempt "to bring architecture where it belongs--to the people." He stated further
that he wished to see the average man "think and speak of architecture as he speaks of
baseball." He did not bore his readers with the technicalities of the Five Orders, the post and
lintel, the flying buttress or reinforced concrete. He filled his pages with homey accounts of the
daily life of the Egyptian housekeeper, the Roman shoe-cobbler, the mistress of Louis XIV,
what they ate, how they washed, where they shopped and what effect their buildings had upon
their existence. But he gave his readers the impression that they were learning all they had to
know about the Five Orders and the reinforced concrete. He gave his readers the impression
that there were no problems, no achievements, no reaches of thought beyond the common
daily routine of people nameless in the past as they were in the present; that science had no
goal and no expression beyond its influence on this routine; that merely by living through their
own obscure days his readers were representing and achieving all the highest objectives of
any civilization. His scientific precision was impeccable and his erudition astounding; no one
could refute him on the cooking utensils of Babylon or the doormats of Byzantium. He wrote
with the flash and the color of a first-hand observer. He did not plod laboriously through the
centuries; he danced, said the critics, down the road of the ages, as a jester, a friend and a
prophet.
He said that architecture was truly the greatest of the arts, because it was anonymous, as all
greatness. He said that the world had many famous buildings, but few renowned builders,
which was as it should be, since no one man had ever created anything of importance in
architecture, or elsewhere, for that matter. The few whose names had lived were really
impostors, expropriating the glory of the people as others expropriated its wealth. "When we
gaze at the magnificence of an ancient monument and ascribe its achievement to one man,
we are guilty of spiritual embezzlement. We forget the army of craftsmen, unknown and
unsung, who preceded him in the darkness of the ages, who toiled humbly-all heroism is
humble-each contributing his small share to the common treasure of his time. A great
building is not the private invention of some genius or other. It is merely a condensation of the
spirit of a people."
He explained that the decadence of architecture had come when private property replaced the
communal spirit of the Middle Ages, and that the selfishness of individual owners-who built
for no purpose save to satisfy their own bad taste, "all claim to an individual taste is bad
taste"-had ruined the planned effect of cities. He demonstrated that there was no such thing
as free will, since men's creative impulses were determined, as all else, by the economic
structure of the epoch in which they lived. He expressed admiration for all the great historical
styles, but admonished against their wanton mixture. He dismissed modern architecture,
stating that: "So far, it has represented nothing but the whim of isolated individuals, has borne
no relation to any great, spontaneous mass movement, and as such is of no consequence."
He predicted a better world to come, where all men would be brothers and their buildings
would become harmonious and all alike, in the great tradition of Greece, "the Mother of
Democracy." When he wrote this, he managed to convey-with no tangible break in the
detached calm of his style-that the words now seen in ordered print had been blurred in
manuscript by a hand unsteady with emotion. He called upon architects to abandon their
selfish quest for individual glory and dedicate themselves to the embodiment of the mood of
their people. "Architects are servants, not leaders. They are not to assert their little egos, but
to express the soul of their country and the rhythm of their time. They are not to follow the
delusions of their personal fancy, but to seek the common denominator, which will bring their
work close to the heart of the masses. Architects-ah, my friends, theirs is not to reason why.
Theirs is not to command, but to be commanded."
The advertisements for Sermons in Stone carried quotations from critics: "Magnificent!"
"A stupendous achievement!"
"Unequaled in all art history!"
"Your chance to get acquainted with a charming man and a profound thinker."
"Mandatory reading for anyone aspiring to the title of intellectual."
There seemed to be a great many aspiring to that title. Readers acquired erudition without
study, authority without cost, judgment without effort. It was pleasant to look at buildings and
criticize them with a professional manner and with the memory of page 439; to hold artistic
discussions and exchange the same sentences from the same paragraphs. In distinguished
drawing rooms one could soon hear it said: "Architecture? Oh, yes, Ellsworth Toohey."
According to his principles, Ellsworth M. Toohey listed no architect by name in the text of his
book-"the myth-building, hero-worshipping method of historical research has always been
obnoxious to me." The names appeared only in footnotes. Several of these referred to Guy
Francon, "who has a tendency to the overornate, but must be commended for his loyalty to
the strict tradition of Classicism." One note referred to Henry Cameron, "prominent once as
one of the fathers of the so-called modern school of architecture and relegated since to a well-
deserved oblivion. Vox populi vox dei."
In February of 1925 Henry Cameron retired from practice.
For a year, he had known that the day would come. He had not spoken of it to Roark, but they
both knew and went on, expecting nothing save to go on as long as it was still possible. A few
commissions had dribbled into their office in the past year, country cottages, garages,
remodeling of old buildings. They took anything. But the drops stopped. The pipes were dry.
The water had been turned off by a society to whom Cameron had never paid his bill.
Simpson and the old man in the reception room had been dismissed long ago. Only Roark
remained, to sit still through the winter evenings and look at Cameron's body slumped over his
desk, arms flung out, head on arms, a bottle glistening under the lamp.
Then, one day in February, when Cameron had touched no alcohol for weeks, he reached for
a book on a shelf and collapsed at Roark's feet, suddenly, simply, finally. Roark took him
home and the doctor stated that an attempt to leave his bed would be all the death sentence
Cameron needed. Cameron knew it. He lay still on his pillow, his hands dropped obediently
one at each side of his body, his eyes unblinking and empty. Then he said:
"You'll close the office for me, Howard, will you?"
"Yes," said Roark.
Cameron closed his eyes, and would say nothing else, and Roark sat all night by his bed, not
knowing whether the old man slept or not.
A sister of Cameron's appeared from somewhere in New Jersey. She was a meek little old
lady with white hair, trembling hands and a face one could never remember, quiet, resigned
and gently hopeless. She had a meager little income and she assumed the responsibility of
taking her brother to her home in New Jersey; she had never been married and had no one
else in the world; she was neither glad nor sorry of the burden; she had lost all capacity for
emotion many years ago.
On the day of his departure Cameron handed to Roark a letter he had written in the night,
written painfully, an old drawing board on his knees, a pillow propping his back. The letter was
addressed to a prominent architect; it was Roark's introduction to a job. Roark read it and,
looking at Cameron, not at his own hands, tore the letter across, folded the pieces and tore it
again. "No," said Roark. "You're not going to ask them for anything. Don't worry about me."
Cameron nodded and kept silent for a long time. Then he said:
"You'll close up the office, Howard. You'll let them keep the furniture for their rent. But you'll
take the drawing that's on the wall in my room there and you'll ship it to me. Only that. You'll
burn everything else. All the papers, the files, the drawings, the contracts, everything."
"Yes," said Roark.
Miss Cameron came with the orderlies and the stretcher, and they rode in an ambulance to
the ferry. At the entrance to the ferry, Cameron said to Roark:
"You're going back now." He added: "You'll come to see me, Howard.. ..Not too often..."
Roark turned and walked away, while they were carrying Cameron to the pier. It was a gray
morning and there was the cold, rotting smell of the sea in the air. A gull dipped low over the
street, gray like a floating piece of newspaper, against a corner of damp, streaked stone.
That evening, Roark went to Cameron's closed office. He did not turn on the lights. He made a
fire in the Franklin heater in Cameron's room, and emptied drawer after drawer into the fire,
not looking down at them. The papers rustled dryly in the silence, a thin odor of mold rose
through the dark room, and the fire hissed, crackling, leaping in bright streaks. At times a
white flake with charred edges would flutter out of the flames. He pushed it back with the end
of a steel ruler.
There were drawings of Cameron's famous buildings and of buildings unbuilt; there were
blueprints with the thin white lines that were girders still standing somewhere; there were
contracts with famous signatures; and at times, from out of the red glow, there flashed a sum
of seven figures written on yellowed paper, flashed and went down, in a thin burst of sparks.
From among the letters in an old folder, a newspaper clipping fluttered to the floor. Roark
picked it up. It was dry, brittle and yellow, and it broke at the folds, in his fingers. It was an
interview given by Henry Cameron, dated May 7, 1892. It said: "Architecture is not a business,
not a career, but a crusade and a consecration to a joy that justifies the existence of the
earth." He dropped the clipping into the fire and reached for another folder.
He gathered every stub of pencil from Cameron's desk and threw them in also.
He stood over the heater. He did not move, he did not look down; he felt the movement of the
glow, a faint shudder at the edge of his vision. He looked at the drawing of the skyscraper that
had never been built, hanging on the wall before him.
#
It was Peter Keating's third year with the firm of Francon & Heyer. He carried his head high,
his body erect with studied uprightness; he looked like the picture of a successful young man
in advertisements for high-priced razors or medium-priced cars.
He dressed well and watched people noticing it. He had an apartment off Park Avenue,
modest but fashionable, and he bought three valuable etchings as well as a first edition of a
classic he had never read nor opened since. Occasionally, he escorted clients to the
Metropolitan Opera. He appeared, once, at a fancy-dress Arts Ball and created a sensation by
his costume of a medieval stonecutter, scarlet velvet and tights; he was mentioned in a
society-page account of the event-the first mention of his name in print-and he saved the
clipping.
He had forgotten his first building, and the fear and doubt of its birth. He had learned that it
was so simple. His clients would accept anything, so long as he gave them an imposing
facade, a majestic entrance and a regal drawing room, with which to astound their guests. It
worked out to everyone's satisfaction: Keating did not care so long as his clients were
impressed, the clients did not care so long as their guests were impressed, and the guests did
not care anyway.
Mrs. Keating rented her house in Stanton and came to live with him in New York. He did not
want her; he could not refuse-because she was his mother and he was not expected to
refuse. He met her with some eagerness; he could at least impress her by his rise in the
world. She was not impressed; she inspected his rooms, his clothes, his bank books and said
only: "It'll do, Petey-for the time being."
She made one visit to his office and departed within a half-hour. That evening he had to sit
still, squeezing and cracking his knuckles, for an hour and a half, while she gave him advice.
"That fellow Whithers had a much more expensive suit than yours, Petey. That won't do.
You've got to watch your prestige before those boys. The little one who brought in those
blueprints--! didn't like the way he spoke to you. ...Oh, nothing, nothing, only I'd keep my eye
on him. ...The one with the long nose is no friend of yours. ...Never mind, I just know.. ..Watch
out for the one they called Bennett. I'd get rid of him if I were you. He's ambitious. I know the
signs...."
Then she asked:
"Guy Francon. ..has he any children?"
"One daughter."
"Oh..." said Mrs. Keating. "What is she like?"
"I've never met her."
"Really, Peter," she said, "it's downright rude to Mr. Francon if you've made no effort to meet
his family."
"She's been away at college, Mother. I'll meet her some day. It's getting late, Mother, and I've
got a lot of work to do tomorrow...."
But he thought of it that night and the following day. He had thought of it before and often. He
knew that Francon’s daughter had graduated from college long ago and was now working on
the Banner, where she wrote a small column on home decoration. He had been able to learn
nothing else about her. No one in the office seemed to know her. Francon never spoke of her.
On that following day, at luncheon, Keating decided to face the subject.
"I hear such nice things about your daughter," he said to
Francon. "Where did you hear nice things about her?" Francon asked ominously.
"Oh, well, you know how it is, one hears things. And she writes brilliantly."
"Yes, she writes brilliantly." Francon's mouth snapped shut.
"Really, Guy, I'd love to meet her."
Francon looked at him and sighed wearily.
"You know she's not living with me," said Francon. "She has an apartment of her own-l'm not
sure that I even remember the address. ...Oh, I suppose you'll meet her some day. You won't
like her, Peter."
"Now, why do you say that?"
"It's one of those things, Peter. As a father I'm afraid I'm a total failure. ...Say, Peter, what did
Mrs. Mannering say about that new stairway arrangement?"
Keating felt angry, disappointed--and relieved. He looked at Francon's squat figure and
wondered what appearance his daughter must have inherited to earn her father's so obvious
disfavor. Rich and ugly as sin-like most of them, he decided. He thought that this need not
stop him-some day. He was glad only that the day was postponed. He thought, with new
eagerness, that he would go to see Catherine tonight.
Mrs. Keating had met Catherine in Stanton. She had hoped that Peter would forget. Now she
knew that he had not forgotten, even though he seldom spoke of Catherine and never brought
her to his home. Mrs. Keating did not mention Catherine by name. But she chatted about
penniless girls who hooked brilliant young men, about promising boys whose careers had
been wrecked by marriage to the wrong woman; and she read to him every newspaper
account of a celebrity divorcing his plebeian wife who could not live up to his eminent position.
Keating thought, as he walked toward Catherine's house that night, of the few times he had
seen her; they had been such unimportant occasions, but they were the only days he
remembered of his whole life in New York.
He found, in the middle of her uncle's living room, when she let him in, a mess of letters
spread all over the carpet, a portable typewriter, newspapers, scissors, boxes and a pot of
glue.
"Oh dear!" said Catherine, flopping limply down on her knees in the midst of the litter. "Oh
dear!"
She looked up at him, smiling disarmingly, her hands raised and spread over the crinkling
white piles. She was almost twenty now and looked no older than she had looked at
seventeen.
"Sit down, Peter. I thought I'd be through before you came, but I guess I'm not. It's Uncle's fan
mail and his press clippings. I've got to sort it out, and answer it and file it and write notes of
thanks and. ..Oh, you should see some of the things people write to him! It’s wonderful. Don't
stand there. Sit down, will you? I'll be through in a minute."
"You're through right now," he said, picking her up in his arms, carrying her to a chair.
He held her and kissed her and she laughed happily, her head buried on his shoulder. He
said:
"Katie, you're an impossible little fool and your hair smells so nice!"
She said: "Don't move, Peter. I'm comfortable."
"Katie, I want to tell you, I had a wonderful time today. They opened the Bordman Building
officially this afternoon. You know, down on Broadway, twenty-two floors and a Gothic spire.
Francon had indigestion, so I went there as his representative. I designed that building anyway
and. ..Oh, well, you know nothing about it."
"But I do, Peter. I've seen all your buildings. I have pictures of them. I cut them out of the
papers. And I'm making a scrap-book, just like Uncle's. Oh, Peter, it's so wonderful!"
"What?"
"Uncle's scrapbooks, and his letters. ..all this..." She stretched her hands out over the papers
on the floor, as if she wanted to embrace them. "Think of it, all these letters coming from all
over the country, perfect strangers and yet he means so much to them. And here I am,
helping him, me, just nobody, and look what a responsibility I have! It's so touching and so big,
what do they matter-all the little things that can happen to us?-when this concerns a whole
nation!"
"Yeah? Did he tell you that?"
"He told me nothing at all. But you can't live with him for years without getting some of
that. ..that wonderful selflessness of his." He wanted to be angry, but he saw her twinkling
smile, her new kind of fire, and he had to smile in answer.
"I'll say this, Katie: it's becoming to you, becoming as hell. You know, you could look stunning
if you learned something about clothes. One of these days, I'll take you bodily and drag you
down to a good dressmaker. I want you to meet Guy Francon some day. You'll like him."
"Oh? I thought you said once that I wouldn't."
"Did I say that? Well, I didn't really know him. He's a grand fellow. I want you to meet them all.
You'd be. ..hey, where are you going?" She had noticed the watch on his wrist and was edging
away from him.
"L.lt's almost nine o'clock, Peter, and I've got to have this finished before Uncle Ellsworth gets
home. He'll be back by eleven, he's making a speech at a labor meeting tonight. I can work
while we're talking, do you mind?"
"I certainly do! To hell with your dear uncle's fans! Let him untangle it all himself. You stay just
where you are."
She sighed, but put her head on his shoulder obediently. "You mustn't talk like that about
Uncle Ellsworth. You don't understand him at all. Have you read his book?"
"Yes! I've read his book and it's grand, it's stupendous, but I've heard nothing but talk of his
damn book everywhere I go, so do you mind if we change the subject?"
"You still don't want to meet Uncle Ellsworth?"
"Why? What makes you say that? I'd love to meet him."
"Oh..."
"What's the matter?"
"You said once that you didn't want to meet him through me."
"Did I? How do you always remember all the nonsense I happen to say?"
"Peter, I don't want you to meet Uncle Ellsworth."
"Why not?"
"I don't know. It's kind of silly of me. But now I just don't
want you to. I don't know why."
"Well, forget it then. I'll meet him when the time comes. Katie, listen, yesterday I was standing
at the window in my room, and I thought of you, and I wanted so much to have you with me, I
almost called you, only it was too late. I get so terribly lonely for you like that, I..."
She listened, her arms about his neck. And then he saw her looking suddenly past him, her
mouth opened in consternation; she jumped up, dashed across the room, and crawled on her
hands and knees to reach a lavender envelope lying under a desk.
"Now what on earth?" he demanded angrily.
"It's a very important letter," she said, still kneeling, the envelope held tightly in her little fist,
"it's a very important letter and there it was, practically in the wastebasket, I might have swept
it out without noticing. It's from a poor widow who has five children and her eldest son wants to
be an architect and Uncle Ellsworth is going to arrange a scholarship for him."
"Well," said Keating, rising, "I've had just about enough of this. Let's get out of here, Katie.
Let's go for a walk. It's beautiful out tonight. You don't seem to belong to yourself in here."
"Oh, fine! Let’s go for a walk."
Outside, there was a mist of snow, a dry, fine, weightless snow that hung still in the air, filling
the narrow tanks of streets. They walked together, Catherine's arm pressed to his, their feet
leaving long brown smears on the white sidewalks.
They sat down on a bench in Washington Square. The snow enclosed the Square, cutting
them off from the houses, from the city beyond. Through the shadow of the arch, little dots of
light rolled past them, steel-white, green and smeared red.
She sat huddled close to him. He looked at the city. He had always been afraid of it and he
was afraid of it now; but he had two fragile protections: the snow and the girl beside him.
"Katie," he whispered, "Katie..."
"I love you, Peter...."
"Katie," he said, without hesitation, without emphasis, because the certainty of his words
allowed no excitement, "we're engaged, aren't we?"
He saw her chin move faintly as it dropped and rose to form one word.
"Yes," she said calmly, so solemnly that the word sounded indifferent.
She had never allowed herself to question the future, for a question would have been an
admission of doubt. But she knew, when she pronounced the "yes," that she had waited for
this and that she would shatter it if she were too happy.
"In a year or two," he said holding her hand tightly, "we'll be married. Just as soon as I'm on
my feet and set with the firm for good. I have mother to take care of, but in another year it will
be all right." He tried to speak as coldly, as practically as he could, not to spoil the wonder of
what he felt. "I'll wait, Peter," she whispered. "We don't have to hurry."
"We won't tell anyone, Katie. ...It's our secret, just ours until..." And suddenly a thought came to
him, and he realized, aghast, that he could not prove it had never occurred to him before; yet
he knew, in complete honesty, even though it did astonish him, that he had never thought of
this before. He pushed her aside. He said angrily: "Katie! You won't think that it's because of
that great, damnable uncle of yours?"
She laughed; the sound was light and unconcerned, and he knew that he was vindicated.
"Lord, no, Peter! He won't like it, of course, but what do we care?"
"He won't like it? Why?"
"Oh, I don't think he approves of marriage. Not that he preaches anything immoral, but he's
always told me marriage is old-fashioned, an economic device to perpetuate the institution of
private property, or something like that or anyway that he doesn't like it."
"Well, that’s wonderful! We’ll show him."
In all sincerity, he was glad of it. It removed, not from his mind which he knew to be innocent,
but from all other minds where it could occur, the suspicion that there had been in his feeling
for her any hint of such considerations as applied to. ..to Francon’s daughter, for instance. He
thought it was strange that this should seem so important; that he should wish so desperately
to keep his feeling for her free from ties to all other people.
He let his head fall back, he felt the bite of snowflakes on his lips. Then he turned and kissed
her. The touch of her mouth was soft and cold with the snow.
Her hat had slipped to one side, her lips were half open, her eyes round, helpless, her lashes
glistening. He held her hand, palm up, and looked at it: she wore a black woolen glove and her
fingers were spread out clumsily like a child's; he saw beads of melted snow in the fuzz of the
glove; they sparkled radiantly once in the light of a car flashing past.
7 .
THE BULLETIN of the Architects' Guild of America carried, in its Miscellaneous Department, a
short item announcing Henry Cameron's retirement. Six lines summarized his achievements
in architecture and misspelled the names of his two best buildings.
Peter Keating walked into Francon's office and interrupted Francon's well-bred bargaining with
an antique dealer over a snuffbox that had belonged to Madame Pompadour. Francon was
precipitated into paying nine dollars and twenty-five cents more than he had intended to pay.
He turned to Keating testily, after the dealer had left, and asked:
"Well, what is it, Peter, what is it?"
Keating threw the bulletin down on Francon's desk, his thumbnail underscoring the paragraph
about Cameron.
"I've got to have that man," said Keating.
"What man?"
"Howard Roark."
"Who the hell," asked Francon, "is Howard Roark?"
"I've told you about him. Cameron's designer."
"Oh. ..oh, yes, I believe you did. Well, go and get him."
"Do you give me a free hand on how I hire him?"
"What the hell? What is there about hiring another draftsman? Incidentally, did you have to
interrupt me for that?"
"He might be difficult. And I want to get him before he decides on anyone else."
"Really? He’s going to be difficult about it, is he? Do you intend to beg him to come here after
Cameron's? Which is not great recommendation for a young man anyway."
Come on, Guy. Isn’t it?’
"Oh well. ..well, speaking structurally, not esthetically, Cameron does give them a thorough
grounding and. ..Of course, Cameron was pretty important in his day. As a matter of fact, I was
one of his best draftsmen myself once, long ago. There's something to be said for old
Cameron when you need that sort of thing. Go ahead. Get your Roark if you think you need
him."
"It's not that I really need him. But he's an old friend of mine, and out of a job, and I thought it
would be a nice thing to do for him."
"Well, do anything you wish. Only don't bother me about it. ...Say, Peter, don't you think this is
as lovely a snuffbox as you've ever seen?"
That evening, Keating climbed, unannounced, to Roark's room and knocked, nervously, and
entered cheerfully. He found Roark sitting on the window sill, smoking.
"Just passing by," said Keating, "with an evening to kill and happened to think that that's
where you live, Howard, and thought I'd drop in to say hello, haven't seen you for such a long
time."
"I know what you want," said Roark. "All right. How much?"
"What do you mean, Howard?"
"You know what I mean."
"Sixty-five a week," Keating blurted out. This was not the elaborate approach he had
prepared, but he had not expected to find that no approach would be necessary. "Sixty-five to
start with. If you think it's not enough, I could maybe..."
"Sixty-five will do."
"You. ..you'll come with us, Howard?"
"When do you want me to start?"
"Why. ..as soon as you can! Monday?"
"ALL right."
"Thanks, Howard!"
"On one condition," said Roark. "I'm not going to do any designing. Not any. No details. No
Louis XV skyscrapers. Just keep me off esthetics if you want to keep me at all. Put me in the
engineering department. Send me on inspections, out in the field. Now, do you still want me?"
"Certainly. Anything you say. You'll like the place, just wait and see. You'll like Francon. He's
one of Cameron's men himself."
"He shouldn't boast about it."
"Well..."
"No. Don't worry. I won't say it to his face. I won't say anything to anyone. Is that what you
wanted to know?"
"Why, no, I wasn't worried, I wasn't even thinking of that."
"Then it's settled. Good night. See you Monday."
"Well, yes. ..but I'm in no special hurry, really I came to see you and..."
"What's the matter, Peter? Something bothering you?"
"You want to know why I'm doing it?" Roark smiled, without resentment or interest. "Is that it?
I'll tell you, if you want to know. I don't give a damn where I work next. There's no architect in
town that I'd want to work for. But I have to work somewhere, so it might as well be your
Francon-if I can get what I want from you. I'm selling myself, and I'll play the game that way-
for the time being."
"Really, Howard, you don't have to look at it like that. There's no limit to how far you can go
with us, once you get used to it. You'll see, for a change, what a real office looks like. After
Cameron's dump..."
"We'll shut up about that, Peter, and we'll do it damn fast."
"I didn't mean to criticize or...l didn't mean anything." He did not know what to say nor what he
should feel. It was a victory, but it seemed hollow. Still, it was a victory and he felt that he
wanted to feel affection for Roark.
"Howard, let's go out and have a drink, just sort of to celebrate the occasion."
"Sorry, Peter. That's not part of the job."
Keating had come here prepared to exercise caution and tact to the limit of his ability; he had
achieved a purpose he had not expected to achieve; he knew he should take no chances, say
nothing else and leave. But something inexplicable, beyond all practical considerations, was
pushing him on. He said unheedingly:
"Can't you be human for once in your life?"
"What?"
"Human! Simple. Natural."
"But I am."
"Can't you ever relax?"
Roark smiled, because he was sitting on the window sill, leaning sloppily against the wall, his
long legs hanging loosely, the cigarette held without pressure between limp fingers.
"That’s not what I mean!" said Keating. "Why can't you go out for a drink with me?"
"What for?"
"Do you always have to have a purpose? Do you always have to be so damn serious? Can't
you ever do things without reason, just like everybody else? You're so serious, so old.
Everything's important with you, everything's great, significant in some way, every minute,
even when you keep still. Can't you ever be comfortable--and unimportant?"
"No."
"Don't you get tired of the heroic?"
"What's heroic about me?"
"Nothing. Everything. I don't know. It's not what you do. It's what you make people feel around
you."
"What?"
"The un-normal. The strain. When I'm with you-it's always like a choice. Between you-and
the rest of the world. I don't want that kind of a choice. I don't want to be an outsider. I want to
belong. There’s so much in the world that’s simple and pleasant. It's not all fighting and
renunciation. It is-with you."
"What have I ever renounced?"
"Oh, you'll never renounce anything! You'd walk over corpses for what you want. But it's what
you've renounced by never wanting it."
"That's because you can't want both."
"Both what?"
"Look, Peter. I've never told you any of those things about me. What makes you see them?
I've never asked you to make a choice between me and anything else. What makes you feel
that there is a choice involved? What makes you uncomfortable when you feel that-since
you're so sure I'm wrong?"
"I...I don't know." He added: "I don't know what you're talking about." And then he asked
suddenly:
"Howard, why do you hate me?"
"I don't hate you."
"Well, that's it! Why don't you hate me at least?"
"Why should I?"
"Just to give me something. I know you can't like me. You can't like anybody. So it would be
kinder to acknowledge people's existence by hating them."
"I'm not kind, Peter."
And as Keating found nothing to say, Roark added:
"Go home, Peter. You got what you wanted. Let it go at that. See you Monday."
#
Roark stood at a table in the drafting room of Francon & Heyer, a pencil in his hand, a strand
of orange hair hanging down over his face, the prescribed pearl-gray smock like a prison
uniform on his body.
He had learned to accept his new job. The lines he drew were to be the clean lines of steel
beams, and he tried not to think of what these beams would carry. It was difficult, at times.
Between him and the plan of the building on which he was working stood the plan of that
building as it should have been. He saw what he could make of it, how to change the lines he
drew, where to lead them in order to achieve a thing of splendor. He had to choke the
knowledge. He had to kill the vision. He had to obey and draw the lines as instructed. It hurt
him so much that he shrugged at himself in cold anger. He thought: difficult? — well, learn it.
But the pain remained-and a helpless wonder. The thing he saw was so much more real than
the reality of paper, office and commission. He could not understand what made others blind
to it, and what made their indifference possible. He looked at the paper before him. He
wondered why ineptitude should exist and have its say. He had never known that. And the
reality which permitted it could never become quite real to him.
But he knew that this would not last-he had to wait-it was his only assignment, to wait-what
he felt didn't matter-it had to be done-he had to wait.
"Mr. Roark, are you ready with the steel cage for the Gothic lantern for the American Radio
Corporation Building?"
He had no friends in the drafting room. He was there like a piece of furniture, as useful, as
impersonal and as silent. Only the chief of the engineering department, to which Roark was
assigned, had said to Keating after the first two weeks: "You've got more sense than I gave
you credit for, Keating. Thanks."
"For what?" asked Keating. "For nothing that was intentional, I'm sure," said the chief.
Once in a while, Keating stopped by Roark's table to say softly: "Will you drop in at my office
when you're through tonight, Howard? Nothing important."
When Roark came, Keating began by saying: "Well, how do you like it here, Howard? If
there's anything you want, just say so and I'll..." Roark interrupted to ask: "Where is it, this
time?" Keating produced sketches from a drawer and said: "I know it's perfectly right, just as it
is, but what do you think of it, generally speaking?" Roark looked at the sketches, and even
though he wanted to throw them at Keating's face and resign, one thought stopped him: the
thought that it was a building and that he had to save it, as others could not pass a drowning
man without leaping in to the rescue.
Then he worked for hours, sometimes all night, while Keating sat and watched. He forgot
Keating's presence. He saw only a building and his chance to shape it. He knew that the
shape would be changed, torn, distorted. Still, some order and reason would remain in its
plan. It would be a better building than it would have been if he refused.
Sometimes, looking at the sketch of a structure simpler, cleaner, more honest than the others,
Roark would say: "That's not so bad, Peter. You're improving." And Keating would feel an odd
little jolt inside, something quiet, private and precious, such as he never felt from the
compliments of Guy Francon, of his clients, of all others. Then he would forget it and feel
much more substantially pleased when a wealthy lady murmured over a teacup: "You're the
coming architect of America, Mr. Keating," though she had never seen his buildings.
He found compensations for his submission to Roark. He would enter the drafting room in the
morning, throw a tracing boy's assignment down on Roark's table and say: "Howard, do this
up for me, will you?-and make it fast." In the middle of the day, he would send a boy to
Roark's table to say loudly: "Mr. Keating wishes to see you in his office at once." He would
come out of the office and walk in Roark's direction and say to the room at large: "Where the
hell are those Twelfth Street plumbing specifications? Oh, Howard, will you look through the
files and dig them up for me?"
At first, he was afraid of Roark's reaction. When he saw no reaction, only a silent obedience,
he could restrain himself no longer. He felt a sensual pleasure in giving orders to Roark; and
he felt also a fury of resentment at Roark's passive compliance. He continued, knowing that
he could continue only so long as Roark exhibited no anger, yet wishing desperately to break
him down to an explosion. No explosion came.
Roark liked the days when he was sent out to inspect buildings in construction. He walked
through the steel hulks of buildings more naturally than on pavements. The workers observed
with curiosity that he walked on narrow planks, on naked beams hanging over empty space,
as easily as the best of them.
It was a day in March, and the sky was a faint green with the first hint of spring. In Central
Park, five hundred feet below, the earth caught the tone of the sky in a shade of brown that
promised to become green, and the lakes lay like splinters of glass under the cobwebs of bare
branches. Roark walked through the shell of what was to be a gigantic apartment hotel, and
stopped before an electrician at work.
The man was toiling assiduously, bending conduits around a beam. It was a task for hours of
strain and patience, in a space overfilled against all calculations. Roark stood, his hands in his
pockets, watching the man's slow, painful progress.
The man raised his head and turned to him abruptly. He had a big head and a face so ugly
that it became fascinating; it was neither old nor flabby, but it was creased in deep gashes and
the powerful jowls drooped like a bulldog's; the eyes were startling-wide, round and china-
blue.
'Well?" the man asked angrily, "what's the matter, Brick-top?’
"You're wasting your time," said Roark.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
"You don't say!"
"It will take you hours to get your pipes around that beam."
"Know a better way to do it?"
"Sure."
"Run along, punk. We don't like college smarties around here."
"Cut a hole in that beam and put your pipes through."
"What?"
"Cut a hole through the beam."
"The hell I will!"
"The hell you won't."
"It ain't done that way."
"I've done it."
"You?"
"It’s done everywhere."
"It ain't gonna be done here. Not by me."
"Then I'll do it for you."
The man roared. "That’s rich! When did office boys learn to do a man’s work?"
"Give me your torch."
"Look out, boy! It'll burn your pretty pink toes!"
Roark took the man's gloves and goggles, took the acetylene torch, knelt, and sent a thin jet
of blue fire at the center of the beam. The man stood watching him. Roark's arm was steady,
holding the tense, hissing streak of flame in leash, shuddering faintly with its violence, but
holding it aimed straight. There was no strain, no effort in the easy posture of his body, only in
his arm. And it seemed as if the blue tension eating slowly through metal came not from the
flame but from the hand holding it.
He finished, put the torch down, and rose.
"Jesus!" said the electrician. "Do you know how to handle a torch!"
"Looks like it, doesn't it?" He removed the gloves, the goggles, and handed them back. "Do it
that way from now on. Tell the foreman I said so."
The electrician was staring reverently at the neat hole cut through the beam. He muttered:
"Where did you learn to handle it like that, Red?"
Roark's slow, amused smile acknowledged this concession of victory. "Oh, I've been an
electrician, and a plumber, and a rivet catcher, and many other things."
"And went to school besides?"
"Well, in a way."
"Gonna be an architect?"
"Yes."
"Well, you'll be the first one that knows something besides pretty pictures and tea parties. You
should see the teacher's pets they send us down from the office."
"If you're apologizing, don't. I don't like them either. Go back to the pipes. So long."
"So long, Red."
The next time Roark appeared on that job, the blue-eyed electrician waved to him from afar,
and called him over, and asked advice about his work which he did not need; he stated that
his name was Mike and that he had missed Roark for several days. On the next visit the day
shift was just leaving, and Mike waited outside for Roark to finish the inspection. "How about a
glass of beer, Red?" he invited, when Roark came out. "Sure," said Roark, "thanks."
They sat together at a table in the corner of a basement speakeasy, and they drank beer, and
Mike related his favorite tale of how he had fallen five stories when a scaffolding gave way
under him, how he had broken three ribs but lived to tell it, and Roark spoke of his days in the
building trades. Mike did have a real name, which was Sean Xavier Donnigan, but everyone
had forgotten it long ago; he owned a set of tools and an ancient Ford, and existed for the sole
purpose of traveling around the country from one big construction job to another. People
meant very little to Mike, but their performance a great deal. He worshipped expertness of any
kind. He loved his work passionately and had no tolerance for anything save for other single-
track devotions. He was a master in his own field and he felt no sympathy except for mastery.
His view of the world was simple: there were the able and there were the incompetent; he was
not concerned with the latter. He loved buildings. He despised, however, all architects.
"There was one, Red," he said earnestly, over his fifth beer, "one only and you’d be too young
to know about him, but that was the only man that knew building. I worked for him when I was
your age."
"Who was that?"
"Henry Cameron was his name. He’s dead, I guess, these many years."
Roark looked at him for a long time, then said: "He’s not dead, Mike," and added: "I’ve worked
for him."
"You did?"
"For almost three years."
They looked at each other silently, and that was the final seal on their friendship.
Weeks later, Mike stopped Roark, one day, at the building, his ugly face puzzled, and asked:
"Say, Red, I heard the super tell a guy from the contractor's that you're stuck-up and stubborn
and the lousiest bastard he's ever been up against. What did you do to him?"
"Nothing."
"What the hell did he mean?"
"I don't know," said Roark. "Do you?"
Mike looked at him, shrugged and grinned.
"No," said Mike.
8 .
EARLY IN May, Peter Keating departed for Washington, to supervise the construction of a
museum donated to the city by a great philanthropist easing his conscience. The museum
building, Keating pointed out proudly, was to be decidedly different: it was not a reproduction
of the Parthenon, but of the Maison Carree at Nfmes.
Keating had been away for some time when an office boy approached Roark's table and
informed him that Mr. Francon wished to see him in his office. When Roark entered the
sanctuary, Francon smiled from behind the desk and said cheerfully: "Sit down, my friend. Sit
down...." but something in Roark's eyes, which he had never seen at close range before,
made Francon's voice shrink and stop, and he added dryly: "Sit down." Roark obeyed.
Francon studied him for a second, but could reach no conclusion beyond deciding that the
man had a most unpleasant face, yet looked quite correctly attentive.
"You're the one who's worked for Cameron, aren't you?" Francon asked. "Yes," said Roark.
"Mr. Keating has been telling me very nice things about you," Francon tried pleasantly and
stopped. It was wasted courtesy; Roark just sat looking at him, waiting. "Listen. ..what's your
name?"
"Roark."
"Listen, Roark. We have a client who is a little. ..odd, but he's an important man, a very
important man, and we have to satisfy him. He's given us a commission for an eight-million-
dollar office building, but the trouble is that he has very definite ideas on what he wants it to
look like. He wants it--" Francon shrugged apologetically, disclaiming all blame for the
preposterous suggestion-"he wants it to look like this." He handed Roark a photograph. It was
a photograph of the Dana Building.
Roark sat quite still, the photograph hanging between his fingers. "Do you know that
building?" asked Francon.
"Yes."
"Well, that's what he wants. And Mr. Keating's away. I've had Bennett and Cooper and
Williams make sketches, but he’s turned them down. So I thought I'd give you a chance."
Francon looked at him, impressed by the magnanimity of his own offer. There was no
reaction. There was only a man who still looked as if he'd been struck on the head.
"Of course," said Francon, "it's quite a jump for you, quite an assignment, but I thought I'd let
you try. Don't be afraid. Mr. Keating and I will go over it afterward. Just draw up the plans and
a good sketch of it. You must have an idea of what the man wants. You know Cameron's
tricks. But of course, we can't let a crude thing like this come out of our office. We must
please him, but we must also preserve our reputation and not frighten all our other clients
away. The point is to make it simple and in the general mood of this, but also artistic. You
know, the more severe kind of Greek. You don't have to use the Ionic order, use the Doric.
Plain pediments and simple moldings, or something like that. Get the idea? Now take this
along and show me what you can do. Bennett will give you all the particulars and. ..What's the
mat-"
Francon's voice cut itself off.
"Mr. Francon, please let me design it the way the Dana Building was designed."
Huh?’
"Let me do it. Not copy the Dana Building, but design it as Henry Cameron would have wanted
it done, as I will."
"You mean modernistic?"
"L.well, call it that."
"Are you crazy?"
"Mr. Francon, please listen to me." Roark's words were like the steps of a man walking a
tightwire, slow, strained, groping for the only right spot, quivering over an abyss, but precise. "I
don't blame you for the things you're doing. I'm Working for you, I'm taking your money, I have
no right to express objections. But this time. ..this time the client is asking for it. You're risking
nothing. He wants it. Think of it, there's a man, one man who sees and understands and
wants it and has the power to build it. Are you going to fight a client for the first time in your
life-and fight for what? To cheat him and to give him the same old trash, when you have so
many others asking for it, and one, only one, who comes with a request like this?"
"Aren't you forgetting yourself?" asked Francon, coldly. "What difference would it make to
you? Just let me do it my way and show it to him. Only show it to him. He's already turned
down three sketches, what if he turns down a fourth? But if he doesn't. ..if he doesn't..." Roark
had never known how to entreat and he was not doing it well; his voice was hard, toneless,
revealing the effort, so that the plea became an insult to the man who was making him plead.
Keating would have given a great deal to see Roark in that moment. But Francon could not
appreciate the triumph he was the first ever to achieve; he recognized only the insult.
"Am I correct in gathering," Francon asked, "that you are criticizing me and teaching me
something about architecture?"
"I'm begging you," said Roark, closing his eyes. "If you weren't a protege of Mr. Keating's, I
wouldn't bother to discuss the matter with you any further. But since you are quite obviously
naive and inexperienced, I shall point out to you that I am not in the habit of asking for the
esthetic opinions of my draftsmen. You will kindly take this photograph-and I do not wish any
building as Cameron might have designed it, I wish the scheme of this adapted to our site-
and you will follow my instructions as to the Classic treatment of the facade."
"I can't do it," said Roark, very quietly. "What? Are you speaking to me? Are you actually
saying: 'Sorry, I can't do it'?"
"I haven't said 'sorry,' Mr. Francon."
"What did you say?"
"That I can't do it."
"Why?"
"You don't want to know why. Don't ask me to do any designing. I'll do any other kind of job
you wish. But not that. And not to Cameron's work."
"What do you mean, no designing? You expect to be an architect some day--or do you?"
"Not like this."
"Oh. ..I see. ..So you can't do it? You mean you won't?"
"If you prefer."
"Listen, you impertinent fool, this is incredible!" Roark got up. "May I go, Mr. Francon?"
"In all my life," roared Francon, "in all my experience, I've never seen anything like it! Are you
here to tell me what you'll do and what you won't do? Are you here to give me lessons and
criticize my taste and pass judgment?'
"I'm not criticizing anything," said Roark quietly. "I'm not passing judgment. There are some
things that I can't do. Let it go at that. May I leave now?"
"You may leave this room and this firm now and from now on! You may go straight to the
devil! Go and find yourself another employer! Try and find him! Go get your check and get
out!"
"Yes, Mr. Francon."
That evening Roark walked to the basement speak-easy where he could always find Mike
after the day's work. Mike was now employed on the construction of a factory by the same
contractor who was awarded most of Francon's biggest jobs. Mike had expected to see Roark
on an inspection visit to the factory that afternoon, and greeted him angrily:
"What’s the matter, Red? Lying down on the job?"
When he heard the news, Mike sat still and looked like a bulldog baring its teeth. Then he
swore savagely.
"The bastards," he gulped between stronger names, "the bastards..."
"Keep still, Mike."
"Well. ..what now, Red?"
"Someone else of the same kind, until the same thing happens again."
#
When Keating returned from Washington he went straight up to Francon's office. He had not
stopped in the drafting room and had heard no news. Francon greeted him expansively:
"Boy, it's great to see you back! What'll you have? A whisky-and-soda or a little brandy?"
"No, thanks. Just give me a cigarette."
"Here.. ..Boy, you look fine! Better than ever. How do you do it, you lucky bastard? I have so
many things to tell you! How did it go down in Washington? Everything all right?" And before
Keating could answer, Francon rushed on: "Something dreadful's happened to me. Most
disappointing. Do you remember Lili Landau? I thought I was all set with her, but last time I
saw her, did I get the cold shoulder! Do you know who's got her? You'll be surprised. Gail
Wynand, no less! The girl's flying high. You should see her pictures and her legs all over his
newspapers. Will it help her show or won't it! What can I offer against that? And do you know
what he's done? Remember how she always said that nobody could give her what she wanted
most-her childhood home, the dear little Austrian village where she was born? Well, Wynand
bought it, long ago, the whole damn village, and had it shipped here-every bit of it!-and had it
assembled again down on the Hudson, and there it stands now, cobbles, church, apple trees,
pigsties and all! Then he springs it on Lili, two weeks ago. Wouldn't you just know it? If the
King of Babylon could get hanging gardens for his homesick lady, why not Gail Wynand? Lili's
all smiles and gratitude-but the poor girl was really miserable. She'd have much preferred a
mink coat. She never wanted the damn village. And Wynand knew it, too. But there it stands,
on the Hudson. Last week, he gave a party for her, right there, in that village-a costume party,
with Mr. Wynand dressed as Cesare Borgia-wouldn't he, though?-and what a party!-if you
can believe what you hear, but you know how it is, you can never prove anything on Wynand.
Then what does he do the next day but pose up there himself with little schoolchildren who’d
never seen an Austrian village-the philanthropist!-and plasters the photos all over his papers
with plenty of sob stuff about educational values, and gets mush notes from women's clubs!
I'd like to know what he'll do with the village when he gets rid of Lili! He will, you know, they
never last long with him. Do you think I'll have a chance with her then?"
"Sure," said Keating. "Sure, you will. How's everything here in the office?"
"Oh, fine. Same as usual. Lucius had a cold and drank up all of my best Bas Armagnac. It's
bad for his heart, and a hundred dollars a case!. ..Besides, Lucius got himself caught in a
nasty little mess. It's that phobia of his, his damn porcelain. Seems he went and bought a
teapot from a fence. He knew it was stolen goods, too. Took me quite a bit of bother to save
us from a scandal. ...Oh, by the way, I fired that friend of yours, what's his name?-Roark."
"Oh," said Keating, and let a moment pass, then asked:
"Why?"
"The insolent bastard! Where did you ever pick him up?"
"What happened?"
"I thought I'd be nice to him, give him a real break. I asked him to make a sketch for the
Farrell Building-you know, the one Brent finally managed to design and we got Farrell to
accept, you know, the simplified Doric--and your friend just up and refused to do it. It seems
he has ideals or something. So I showed him the gate.. ..What's the matter? What are you
smiling at?"
"Nothing. I can just see it."
"Now don't you ask me to take him back!"
"No, of course not."
For several days, Keating thought that he should call on Roark. He did not know what he
would say, but felt dimly that he should say something. He kept postponing it. He was gaining
assurance in his work. He felt that he did not need Roark, after all. The days went by, and he
did not call on Roark, and he felt relief in being free to forget him.
Beyond the windows of his room Roark saw the roofs, the water tanks, the chimneys, the cars
speeding far below. There was a threat in the silence of his room, in the empty days, in his
hands hanging idly by his sides. And he felt another threat rising from the city below, as if each
window, each strip of pavement, had set itself closed grimly, in wordless resistance. It did not
disturb him. He had known and accepted it long ago.
He made a list of the architects whose work he resented least, in the order of their lesser evil,
and he set out upon the search for a job, coldly, systematically, without anger or hope. He
never knew whether these days hurt him; he knew only that it was a thing which had to be
done.
The architects he saw differed from one another. Some looked at him across the desk, kindly
and vaguely, and their manner seemed to say that it was touching, his ambition to be an
architect, touching and laudable and strange and attractively sad as all the delusions of youth.
Some smiled at him with thin, drawn lips and seemed to enjoy his presence in the room,
because it made them conscious of their own accomplishment. Some spoke coldly, as if his
ambition were a personal insult. Some were brusque, and the sharpness of their voices
seemed to say that they needed good draftsmen, they always needed good draftsmen, but
this qualification could not possibly apply to him, and would he please refrain from being rude
enough to force them to express it more plainly.
It was not malice. It was not a judgment passed upon his merit. They did not think he was
worthless. They simply did not care to find out whether he was good. Sometimes, he was
asked to show his sketches; he extended them across a desk, feeling a contraction of shame
in the muscles of his hand; it was like having the clothes torn off his body, and the shame was
not, that his body was exposed, but that it was exposed to indifferent eyes. Once in a while he
made a trip to New Jersey, to see Cameron. They sat together on the porch of a house on a
hill, Cameron in a wheel chair, his hands on an old blanket spread over his knees. "How is it,
Howard? Pretty hard?"
No.
"Want me to give you a letter to one of the bastards?"
"No."
Then Cameron would not speak of it any more, he did not want to speak of it, he did not want
the thought of Roark rejected by their city to become real. When Roark came to him,
Cameron spoke of architecture with the simple confidence of a private possession. They sat
together, looking at he city in the distance, on the edge of the sky, beyond the river. The sky
was growing dark and luminous as blue-green glass; the buildings looked like clouds
condensed on the glass, gray-blue clouds frozen for an instant in straight angles and vertical
shafts, with the sunset caught in the spires....
As the summer months passed, as his list was exhausted and he returned again to the places
that had refused him once, Roark found that a few things were known about him and he heard
the same words-spoken bluntly or timidly or angrily or apologetically-"You were kicked out of
Stanton. You were kicked out of Francon's office." All the different voices saying it had one
note in common: a note of relief in the certainty that the decision had been made for them.
He sat on the window sill, in the evening, smoking, his hand spread on the pane, the city
under his fingers, the glass cold against his skin.
In September, he read an article entitled "Make Way For Tomorrow" by Gordon L. Prescott,
A.G.A. in the Architectural Tribune. The article stated that the tragedy of the profession was
the hardships placed in the way of its talented beginners; that great gifts had been lost in the
struggle, unnoticed; that architecture was perishing from a lack of new blood and new thought,
a lack of originality, vision and courage; that the author of the article made it his aim to search
for promising beginners, to encourage them, develop them and give them the chance they
deserved. Roark had never heard of Gordon L. Prescott, but there was a tone of honest
conviction in the article. He allowed himself to start for Prescott's office with the first hint of
hope.
The reception room of Gordon L. Prescott's office was done in gray, black and scarlet; it was
correct, restrained and daring all at once. A young and very pretty secretary informed Roark
that one could not see Mr. Prescott without an appointment, but that she would be very glad to
make an appointment for next Wednesday at two-fifteen. On Wednesday at two-fifteen, the
secretary smiled at Roark and asked him please to be seated for just a moment. At four forty-
five he was admitted into Gordon L. Prescott's office. Gordon L. Prescott wore a brown
checkered tweed jacket and a white turtle-neck sweater of angora wool. He was tall, athletic
and thirty-five, but his face combined a crisp air of sophisticated wisdom with the soft skin, the
button nose, the small, puffed mouth of a college hero. His face was sun-scorched, his blond
hair clipped short, in a military Prussian haircut. He was frankly masculine, frankly
unconcerned about elegance and frankly conscious of the effect.
He listened to Roark silently, and his eyes were like a stop watch registering each separate
second consumed by each separate word of Roark's. He let the first sentence go by; on the
second he interrupted to say curtly: "Let me see your drawings," as if to make it clear that
anything Roark might say was quite well known to him already.
He held the drawings in his bronzed hands. Before he looked down at them, he said: "Ah, yes,
so many young men come to me for advice, so many." He glanced at the first sketch, but
raised his head before he had seen it. "Of course, it's the combination of the practical and the
transcendental that is so hard for beginners to grasp." He slipped the sketch to the bottom of
the pile. "Architecture is primarily a utilitarian conception, and the problem is to elevate the
principle of pragmatism into the realm of esthetic abstraction. All else is nonsense." He
glanced at two sketches and slipped them to the bottom. "I have no patience with visionaries
who see a holy crusade in architecture for architecture's sake. The great dynamic principle is
the common principle of the human equation." He glanced at a sketch and slipped it under.
"The public taste and the public heart are the final criteria of the artist. The genius is the one
who knows how to express the general. The exception is to tap the unexceptional." He
weighed the pile of sketches in his hand, noted that he had gone through half of them and
dropped them down on the desk.
"Ah, yes," he said, "your work. Very interesting. But not practical. Not mature. Unfocused and
undisciplined. Adolescent. Originality for originality's sake. Not at all in the spirit of the present
day. If you want an idea of the sort of thing for which there is a crying need-here-let me show
you." He took a sketch out of a drawer of the desk. "Here's a young man who came to me
totally unrecommended, a beginner who had never worked before. When you can produce
stuff like this, you won't find it necessary to look for a job. I saw this one sketch of his and I
took him on at once, started him at twenty-five a week, too. There's no question but that he is
a potential genius." He extended the sketch to Roark. The sketch represented a house in the
shape of a grain silo incredibly merged with the simplified, emaciated shadow of the
Parthenon.
"That," said Gordon L. Prescott, "is originality, the new in the eternal. Try toward something
like this. I can't really say that I predict a great deal for your future. We must be frank, I
wouldn't want to give you illusions based on my authority. You have a great deal to learn. I
couldn't venture a guess on what talent you might possess or develop later. But with hard
work, perhaps. ..Architecture is a difficult profession, however, and the competition is stiff, you
know, very stiff. ..And now, if you'll excuse me, my secretary has an appointment waiting for
me...."
#
Roark walked home late on an evening in October. It had been another of the many days that
stretched into months behind him, and he could not tell what had taken place in the hours of
that day, whom he had seen, what form the words of refusal had taken. He concentrated
fiercely on the few minutes at hand, when he was in an office, forgetting everything else; he
forgot these minutes when he left the office; it had to be done, it had been done, it concerned
him no longer. He was free once more on his way home.
A long street stretched before him, its high banks, coming close together ahead, so narrow
that he felt as if he could spread his arms, seize the spires and push them apart. He walked
swiftly, the pavements as a springboard throwing his steps forward.
He saw a lighted triangle of concrete suspended somewhere hundreds of feet above the
ground. He could not see what stood below, supporting it; he was free to think of what he'd
want to see there, what he would have made to be seen. Then he thought suddenly that now,
in this moment, according to the city, according to everyone save that hard certainty within
him, he would never build again, never-before he had begun. He shrugged. Those things
happening to him, in those offices of strangers, were only a kind of sub-reality, unsubstantial
incidents in the path of a substance they could not reach or touch.
He turned into side streets leading to the East River. A lonely traffic light hung far ahead, a
spot of red in a bleak darkness. The old houses crouched low to the ground, hunched under
the weight of the sky. The street was empty and hollow, echoing to his footsteps. He went on,
his collar raised, his hands in his pockets. His shadow rose from under his heels, when he
passed a light, and brushed a wall in a long black arc, like the sweep of a windshield wiper.
9 .
JOHN ERIK SNYTE looked through Roark's sketches, flipped three of them aside, gathered
the rest into an even pile, glanced again at the three, tossed them down one after another on
top of the pile, with three sharp thuds, and said:
"Remarkable. Radical, but remarkable. What are you doing tonight?"
"Why?" asked Roark, stupefied.
"Are you free? Mind starting in at once? Take your coat off, go to the drafting room, borrow
tools from somebody and do me up a sketch for a department store we're remodeling. Just a
quick sketch, just a general idea, but I must have it tomorrow. Mind staying late tonight? The
heat's on and I'll have Joe send you up some dinner. Want black coffee or Scotch or what?
Just tell Joe. Can you stay?"
’Yes," said Roark, incredulously. "I can work all night.
"Fine! Splendid! that's just what I've always needed--a Cameron man. I've got every other
kind. Oh, yes, what did they pay you at Francon's?"
"Sixty-five."
"Well, I can’t splurge like Guy the Epicure. Fifty's tops. Okay? Fine. Go right in. I'll have
Billings explain about the store to you. I want something modern. Understand? Modern,
violent, crazy, to knock their eye out. Don’t restrain yourself. Go the limit. Pull any stunt you
can think of, the goofier the better. Come on!"
John Erik Snyte shot to his feet, flung a door open into a huge drafting room, flew in, skidded
against a table, stopped, and said to a stout man with a grim moon-face: "Billings-Roark. He’s
our modernist. Give him the Benton store. Get him some instruments. Leave him your keys
and show him what to lock up tonight. Start him as of this morning. Fifty. What time was my
appointment with Dolson Brothers? I’m late already. So long, I won't be back tonight."
He skidded out, slamming the door. Billings evinced no surprise. He looked at Roark as if
Roark had always been there. He spoke impassively, in a weary drawl. Within twenty minutes
he left Roark at a drafting table with paper, pencils, instruments, a set of plans and
photographs of the department store, a set of charts and a long list of instructions.
Roark looked at the clean white sheet before him, his fist closed tightly about the thin stem of
a pencil. He put the pencil down, and picked it up again, his thumb running softly up and down
the smooth shaft; he saw that the pencil was trembling. He put it down quickly, and he felt
anger at himself for the weakness of allowing this job to mean so much to him, for the sudden
knowledge of what the months of idleness behind him had really meant. His fingertips were
pressed to the paper, as if the paper held them, as a surface charged with electricity will hold
the flesh of a man who has brushed against it, hold and hurt. He tore his fingers off the paper.
Then he went to work....
John Erik Snyte was fifty years old; he wore an expression of quizzical amusement, shrewd
and unwholesome, as if he shared with each man he contemplated a lewd secret which he
would not mention because it was so obvious to them both. He was a prominent architect; his
expression did not change when he spoke of this fact. He considered Guy Francon an
impractical idealist; he was not restrained by an Classic dogma; he was much more skillful
and liberal: he built anything. He had no distaste for modern architecture and built cheerfully,
when a rare client asked for it, bare boxes with flat roofs, which he called progressive; he built
Roman mansions which he called fastidious; he built Gothic churches which he called
spiritual. He saw no difference among any of them. He never became angry, except when
somebody called him eclectic.
He had a system of his own. He employed five designers of various types and he staged a
contest among them on each commission he received. He chose the winning design and
improved it with bits of the four others. "Six minds," he said, "are better than one."
When Roark saw the final drawing of the Benton Department Store, he understood why Snyte
had not been afraid to hire him. He recognized his own planes of space, his windows, his
system of circulation; he saw, added to it, Corinthian capitals, Gothic vaulting, Colonial
chandeliers and incredible moldings, vaguely Moorish. The drawing was done in water-color,
with miraculous delicacy, mounted on cardboard, covered with a veil of tissue paper. The men
in the drafting room were not allowed to look at it, except from a safe distance; all hands had
to be washed, all cigarettes discarded. John Erik Snyte attached a great importance to the
proper appearance of a drawing for submission to clients, and kept a young Chinese student
of architecture employed solely upon the execution of these masterpieces.
Roark knew what to expect of his job. He would never see his work erected, only pieces of it,
which he preferred not to see; but he would be free to design as he wished and he would have
the experience of solving actual problems. It was less than he wanted and more than he could
expect. He accepted it at that. He met his fellow designers, the four other contestants, and
learned that they were unofficially nicknamed in the drafting room as "Classic,"
Gothic,
"Renaissance" and "Miscellaneous." He winced a little when he was addressed as "Hey,
Modernistic."
#
The strike of the building-trades unions infuriated Guy Francon. The strike had started against
the contractors who were erecting the Noyes-Belmont Hotel, and had spread to all the new
structures of the city. It had been mentioned in the press that the architects of the Noyes-
Belmont were the firm of Francon & Heyer.
Most of the press helped the fight along, urging the contractors not to surrender. The loudest
attacks against the strikers came from the powerful papers of the great Wynand chain.
"We have always stood," said the Wynand editorials, "for the rights of the common man
against the yellow sharks of privilege, but we cannot give our support to the destruction of law
and order." It had never been discovered whether the Wynand papers led the public or the
public led the Wynand papers; it was known only that the two kept remarkably in step. It was
not known to anyone, however, save to Guy Francon and a very few others, that Gail Wynand
owned the corporation which owned the corporation which owned the Noyes-Belmont Hotel.
This added greatly to Francon's discomfort. Gail Wynand's real-estate operations were
rumored to be vaster than his journalistic empire. It was the first chance Francon had ever had
at a Wynand commission and he grasped it avidly, thinking of the possibilities which it could
open. He and Keating had put their best efforts into designing the most ornate of all Rococo
palaces for future patrons who could pay twenty-five dollars per day per room and who were
fond of plaster flowers, marble cupids and open elevator cages of bronze lace. The strike had
shattered the future possibilities; Francon could not be blamed for it, but one could never tell
whom Gail Wynand would blame and for what reason. The unpredictable, unaccountable
shifts of Wynand's favor were famous, and it was well known that few architects he employed
once were ever employed by him again.
Francon's sullen mood led him to the unprecedented breach of snapping over nothing in
particular at the one person who had always been immune from it-Peter Keating. Keating
shrugged, and turned his back to him in silent insolence. Then Keating wandered aimlessly
through the halls, snarling at young draftsmen without provocation. He bumped into Lucius N.
Heyer in a doorway and snapped: "Look where you're going!" Heyer stared after him,
bewildered, blinking.
There was little to do in the office, nothing to say and everyone to avoid. Keating left early and
walked home through a cold December twilight.
At home, he cursed aloud the thick smell of paint from the overheated radiators. He cursed
the chill, when his mother opened a window. He could find no reason for his restlessness,
unless it was the sudden inactivity that left him alone. He could not bear to be left alone.
He snatched up the telephone receiver and called Catherine Halsey. The sound of her clear
voice was like a hand pressed soothingly against his hot forehead. He said: "Oh, nothing
important, dear, I just wondered if you'd be home tonight. I thought I'd drop in after dinner."
"Of course, Peter. I'll be home."
"Swell. About eight-thirty?"
"Yes. ..Oh, Peter, have you heard about Uncle Ellsworth?"
"Yes, God damn it, I've heard about your Uncle Ellsworth!. ..I’m sorry, Katie. ..Forgive me,
darling, I didn't mean to be rude, but I've been hearing about your uncle all day long. I know,
it's wonderful and all that, only look, we're not going to talk about him again tonight!"
"No, of course not. I'm sorry. I understand. I'll be waiting for you."
"So long, Katie."
He had heard the latest story about Ellsworth Toohey, but he did not want to think of it
because it brought him back to the annoying subject of the strike. Six months ago, on the
wave of his success with Sermons in Stone, Ellsworth Toohey had been signed to write "One
Small Voice," a daily syndicated column for the Wynand papers. It appeared in the Banner
and had started as a department of art criticism, but grown into an informal tribune from which
Ellsworth M. Toohey pronounced verdicts on art, literature, New York restaurants,
international crises and sociology-mainly sociology. It had been a great success. But the
building strike had placed Ellsworth M. Toohey in a difficult position. He made no secret of his
sympathy with the strikers, but he had said nothing in his column, for no one could say what
he pleased on the papers owned by Gail Wynand save Gail Wynand. However, a mass
meeting of strike sympathizers had been called for this evening. Many famous men were to
speak, Ellsworth Toohey among them. At least, Toohey's name had been announced.
The event caused a great deal of curious speculation and bets were made on whether Toohey
would dare to appear. "He will," Keating had heard a draftsman insist vehemently, "he'll
sacrifice himself. He's that kind. He's the only honest man in print."
"He won't," another had said. "Do you realize what it means to pull a stunt like that on
Wynand? Once Wynand gets it in for a man, he'll break the guy for sure as hell's fire. Nobody
knows when he'll do it or how he'll do it, but he'll do it, and nobody'll prove a thing on him, and
you're done for once you get Wynand after you." Keating did not care about the issue one way
or another, and the whole matter annoyed him.
He ate his dinner, that evening, in grim silence and when Mrs. Keating began, with an "Oh, by
the way..." to lead the conversation in a direction he recognized, he snapped: "You're not
going to talk about Catherine. Keep still." Mrs. Keating said nothing further and concentrated
on forcing more food on his plate.
He took a taxi to Greenwich Village. He hurried up the stairs. He jerked at the bell. He waited.
There was no answer. He stood, leaning against the wall, ringing, for a long time. Catherine
wouldn't be out when she knew he was coming; she couldn't be. He walked incredulously
down the stairs, out to the street, and looked up at the windows of her apartment. The
windows were dark.
He stood, looking up at the windows as at a tremendous betrayal. Then came a sick feeling of
loneliness, as if he were homeless in a great city; for the moment, he forgot his own address
or its existence. Then he thought of the meeting, the great mass meeting where her uncle was
publicly to make a martyr of himself tonight. That's where she went, he thought, the damn little
fool! He said aloud: "To hell with her!". ..And he was walking rapidly in the direction of the
meeting hall.
There was one naked bulb of light over the square frame of the hall's entrance, a small, blue-
white lump glowing ominously, too cold and too bright. It leaped out of the dark street, lighting
one thin trickle of rain from some ledge above, a glistening needle of glass, so thin and
smooth that Keating thought crazily of stories where men had been killed by being pierced
with an icicle. A few curious loafers stood indifferently in the rain around the entrance, and a
few policemen. The door was open. The dim lobby was crowded with people who could not
get into the packed hall, they were listening to a loud-speaker installed there for the occasion.
At the door three vague shadows were handing out pamphlets to passers-by. One of the
shadows was a consumptive, unshaved young man with a long, bare neck; the other was a
trim youth with a fur collar on an expensive coat; the third was Catherine Halsey.
She stood in the rain, slumped, her stomach jutting forward in weariness, her nose shiny, her
eyes bright with excitement. Keating stopped, staring at her.
Her hand shot toward him mechanically with a pamphlet, then she raised her eyes and saw
him. She smiled without astonishment and said happily:
"Why, Peter! How sweet of you to come here!"
"Katie..." He choked a little. "Katie, what the hell..."
"But I had to, Peter." Her voice had no trace of apology. "You don't understand, but I...”
Get out of the rain. Get inside.
"But I can't! I have to..."
"Get out of the rain at least, you fool!" He pushed her roughly through the door, into a corner
of the lobby.
"Peter darling, you're not angry, are you? You see, it was like this: I didn't think Uncle would let
me come here tonight, but at the last minute he said I could if I wanted to, and that I could
help with the pamphlets. I knew you'd understand, and I left you a note on the living room
table, explaining, and..."
"You left me a note? Inside?"
"Yes. ..Oh. ..Oh, dear me, I never thought of that, you couldn't get in of course, how silly of me,
but I was in such a rush! No, you're not going to be angry, you can't! Don’t you see what this
means to him? Don't you know what he's sacrificing by coming here? And I knew he would. I
told them so, those people who said not a chance, it'll be the end of him-and it might be, but
he doesn't care. That's what he's like. I'm frightened and I'm terribly happy, because what he's
done-it makes me believe in all human beings. But I'm frightened, because you see, Wynand
will..."
"Keep still! I know it all. I'm sick of it. I don't want to hear about your uncle or Wynand or the
damn strike. Let's get out of here."
"Oh, no, Peter! We can't! I want to hear him and..."
"Shut up over there!" someone hissed at them from the crowd.
"We're missing it all," she whispered. "That's Austen Heller speaking. Don't you want to hear
Austen Heller?"
Keating looked up at the loud-speaker with a certain respect, which he felt for all famous
names. He had not read much of Austen Heller, but he knew that Heller was the star
columnist of the Chronicle, a brilliant, independent newspaper, arch-enemy of the Wynand
publications; that Heller came from an old, distinguished family and had graduated from
Oxford; that he had started as a literary critic and ended by becoming a quiet fiend devoted to
the destruction of all forms of compulsion, private or public, in heaven or on earth; that he had
been cursed by preachers, bankers, club-women and labor organizers; that he had better
manners than the social elite whom he usually mocked, and a tougher constitution than the
laborers whom he usually defended; that he could discuss the latest play on Broadway,
medieval poetry or international finance; that he never donated to charity, but spent more of
his own money than he could afford, on defending political prisoners anywhere.
The voice coming from the loud-speaker was dry, precise, with the faint trace of a British
accent.
"...and we must consider," Austen Heller was saying unemotionally, "that since-
unfortunately-we are forced to live together, the most important thing for us to remember is
that the only way in which we can have any law at all is to have as little of it as possible. I see
no ethical standard to which to measure the whole unethical conception of a State, except in
the amount of time, of thought, of money, of effort and of obedience, which a society extorts
from its every member. Its value and its civilization are in inverse ratio to that extortion. There
is no conceivable law by which a man can be forced to work on any terms except those he
chooses to set. There is no conceivable law to prevent him from setting them-just as there is
none to force his employer to accept them. The freedom to agree or disagree is the
foundation of our kind of society-and the freedom to strike is a part of it. I am mentioning this
as a reminder to a certain Petronius from Hell's Kitchen, an exquisite bastard who has been
rather noisy lately about telling us that this strike represents a destruction of law and order."
The loud-speaker coughed out a high, shrill sound of approval and a clatter of applause.
There were gasps among the people in the lobby. Catherine grasped Keating's arm. "Oh,
Peter!" she whispered. "He means Wynand! Wynand was born in Hell's Kitchen. He can
afford to say that, but Wynand will take it out on Uncle Ellsworth!"
Keating could not listen to the rest of Heller's speech, because his head was swimming in so
violent an ache that the sounds hurt his eyes and he had to keep his eyelids shut tightly. He
leaned against the wall.
He opened his eyes with a jerk, when he became aware of the peculiar silence around him.
He had not noticed the end of Heller's speech. He saw the people in the lobby standing in
tense, solemn expectation, and the blank rasping of the loud-speaker pulled every glance into
its dark funnel. Then a voice came through the silence, loudly and slowly:
"Ladies and gentlemen, I have the great honor of presenting to you now Mr. Ellsworth
Monkton Toohey!"
Well, thought Keating, Bennett's won his six bits down at the office. There were a few seconds
of silence. Then the thing which happened hit Keating on the back of the head; it was not a
sound nor a blow, it was something that ripped time apart, that cut the moment from the
normal one preceding it. He knew only the shock, at first; a distinct, conscious second was
gone before he realized what it was and that it was applause. It was such a crash of applause
that he waited for the loud-speaker to explode; it went on and on and on, pressing against the
walls of the lobby, and he thought he could feel the walls buckling out to the street.
The people around him were cheering. Catherine stood, her lips parted, and he felt certain
that she was not breathing at all.
It was a long time before silence came suddenly, as abrupt and shocking as the roar; the loud-
speaker died, choking on a high note. Those in the lobby stood still. Then came the voice.
"My friends," it said, simply and solemnly. "My brothers," it added softly, involuntarily, both full
of emotion and smiling apologetically at the emotion. "I am more touched by this reception
than I should allow myself to be. I hope I shall be forgiven for a trace of the vain child which is
in all of us. But I realize-and in that spirit I accept it-that this tribute was paid not to my
person, but to a principle which chance has granted me to represent in all humility tonight."
It was not a voice, it was a miracle. It unrolled as a velvet banner. It spoke English words, but
the resonant clarity of each syllable made it sound like a new language spoken for the first
time. It was the voice of a giant.
Keating stood, his mouth open. He did not hear what the voice was saying. He heard the
beauty of the sounds without meaning. He felt no need to know the meaning; he could accept
anything, he would be led blindly anywhere.
"...and so, my friends," the voice was saying, "the lesson to be learned from our tragic struggle
is the lesson of unity. We shall unite or we shall be defeated. Our will-the will of the
disinherited, the forgotten, the oppressed-shall weld us into a solid bulwark, with a common
faith and a common goal. This is the time for every man to renounce the thoughts of his petty
little problems, of gain, of comfort, of self-gratification. This is the time to merge his self in a
great current, in the rising tide which is approaching to sweep us all, willing or unwilling, into
the future. History, my friends, does not ask questions or acquiescence. It is irrevocable, as
the voice of the masses that determine it. Let us listen to the call. Let us organize, my
brothers. Let us organize. Let us organize. Let us organize."
Keating looked at Catherine. There was no Catherine; there was only a white face dissolving
in the sounds of the loudspeaker. It was not that she heard her uncle; Keating could feel no
jealousy of him; he wished he could. It was not affection. It was something cold and
impersonal that left her empty, her will surrendered and no human will holding hers, but a
nameless thing in which she was being swallowed.
"Let's get out of here," he whispered. His voice was savage. He was afraid.
She turned to him, as if she were emerging from unconsciousness. He knew that she was
trying to recognize him and everything he implied. She whispered: "Yes. Let's get out." They
walked through the streets, through the rain, without direction. It was cold, but they went on, to
move, to feel the movement, to know the sensation of their own muscles moving.
"We're getting drenched," Keating said at last, as bluntly and naturally as he could; their
silence frightened him; it proved that they both knew the same thing and that the thing had
been real. "Let's find some place where we can have a drink."
"Yes," said Catherine, "let's. It's so cold. ...Isn't it stupid of me? Now I've missed Uncle's
speech and I wanted so much to hear it." It was all right. She had mentioned it. She had
mentioned it quite naturally, with a healthy amount of proper regret. The thing was gone. "But I
wanted to be with you, Peter. ..I want to be with you always." The thing gave a last jerk, not in
the meaning of what she said, but in the reason that had prompted her to say it. Then it was
gone, and Keating smiled; his fingers sought her bare wrist between her sleeve and glove,
and her skin was warm against his....
Many days later Keating heard the story that was being told all over town. It was said that on
the day after the mass meeting Gail Wynand had given Ellsworth Toohey a raise in salary.
Toohey had been furious and had tried to refuse it. "You cannot bribe me, Mr. Wynand," he
said. "I'm not bribing you," Wynand had answered; "don't flatter yourself."
#
When the strike was settled, interrupted construction went forward with a spurt throughout the
city, and Keating found himself spending days and nights at work, with new commissions
pouring into the office. Francon smiled happily at everybody and gave a small party for his
staff, to erase the memory of anything he might have said. The palatial residence of Mr. and
Mrs. Dale Ainsworth on Riverside Drive, a pet project of Keating's, done in Late Renaissance
and gray granite, was complete at last. Mr. and Mrs. Dale Ainsworth gave a formal reception
as a housewarming, to which Guy Francon and Peter Keating were invited, but Lucius N.
Heyer was ignored, quite accidentally, as always happened to him of late. Francon enjoyed
the reception, because every square foot of granite in the house reminded him of the
stupendous payment received by a certain granite quarry in Connecticut. Keating enjoyed the
reception, because the stately Mrs. Ainsworth said to him with a disarming smile: "But I was
certain that you were Mr. Francon's partner! It's Francon and Heyer, of course! How perfectly
careless of me! All I can offer by way of excuse is that if you aren't his partner, one would
certainly say you were entitled to be!" Life in the office rolled on smoothly, in one of those
periods when everything seemed to go well.
Keating was astonished, therefore, one morning shortly after the Ainsworth reception, to see
Francon arrive at the office with a countenance of nervous irritation. "Oh, nothing," he waved
his hand at Keating impatiently, "nothing at all." In the drafting room Keating noticed three
draftsmen, their heads close together, bent over a section of the New York Banner, reading
with a guilty kind of avid interest; he heard an unpleasant chuckle from one of them. When
they saw him the paper disappeared, too quickly. He had no time to inquire into this; a
contractor's job runner was waiting for him in his office, also a stack of mail and drawings to
be approved.
He had forgotten the incident three hours later in a rush of appointments. He felt light, clear-
headed, exhilarated by his own energy. When he had to consult his library on a new drawing
which he wished to compare with its best prototypes, he walked out of his office, whistling,
swinging the drawing gaily.
His motion had propelled him halfway across the reception room, when he stopped short; the
drawing swung forward and flapped back against his knees. He forgot that it was quite
improper for him to pause there like that in the circumstances.
A young woman stood before the railing, speaking to the reception clerk. Her slender body
seemed out of all scale in relation to a normal human body; its lines were so long, so fragile,
so exaggerated that she looked like a stylized drawing of a woman and made the correct
proportions of a normal being appear heavy and awkward beside her. She wore a plain gray
suit; the contrast between its tailored severity and her appearance was deliberately
exorbitant-and strangely elegant. She let the fingertips of one hand rest on the railing, a
narrow hand ending the straight imperious line of her arm. She had gray eyes that were not
ovals, but two long, rectangular cuts edged by parallel lines of lashes; she had an air of cold
serenity and an exquisitely vicious mouth. Her face, her pale gold hair, her suit seemed to
have no color, but only a hint, just on the verge of the reality of color, making the full reality
seem vulgar. Keating stood still, because he understood for the first time what it was that
artists spoke about when they spoke of beauty.
"I'll see him now, if I see him at all," she was saying to the reception clerk. "He asked me to
come and this is the only time I have." It was not a command; she spoke as if it were not
necessary for her voice to assume the tones of commanding.
"Yes, but..." A light buzzed on the clerk's switchboard; she plugged the connection through,
hastily. "Yes, Mr. Francon..." She listened and nodded with relief. "Yes, Mr. Francon." She
turned to the visitor: "Will you go right in, please?"
The young woman turned and looked at Keating as she passed him on her way to the stairs.
Her eyes went past him without stopping. Something ebbed from his stunned admiration. He
had had time to see her eyes; they seemed weary and a little contemptuous, but they left him
with a sense of cold cruelty.
He heard her walking up the stairs, and the feeling vanished, but the admiration remained. He
approached the reception clerk eagerly.
"Who was that?" he asked.
The clerk shrugged:
"That's the boss's little girl."
"Why, the lucky stiff!" said Keating. "He's been holding out on me."
"You misunderstood me," the clerk said coldly. "It's his daughter. It's Dominique Francon."
"Oh," said Keating. "Oh, Lord!"
"Yeah?" the girl looked at him sarcastically. "Have you read this morning's Banner?"
"No. Why?"
"Read it."
Her switchboard buzzed and she turned away from him.
He sent a boy for a copy of the Banner, and turned anxiously to the column, "Your House," by
Dominique Francon. He had heard that she'd been quite successful lately with descriptions of
the homes of prominent New Yorkers. Her field was confined to home decoration, but she
ventured occasionally into architectural criticism. Today her subject was the new residence of
Mr. and Mrs. Dale Ainsworth on Riverside Drive. He read, among many other things, the
following:
"You enter a magnificent lobby of golden marble and you think that this is the City Hall or the
Main Post Office, but it isn't. It has, however, everything: the mezzanine with the colonnade
and the stairway with a goitre and the cartouches in the form of looped leather belts. Only it's
not leather, it's marble. The dining room has a splendid bronze gate, placed by mistake on the
ceiling, in the shape of a trellis entwined with fresh bronze grapes. There are dead ducks and
rabbits hanging on the wall panels, in bouquets of carrots, petunias and string beans. I do not
think these would have been very attractive if real, but since they are bad plaster imitations, it
is all right. ...The bedroom windows face a brick wall, not a very neat wall, but nobody needs to
see the bedrooms. ...The front windows are large enough and admit plenty of light, as well as
the feet of the marble cupids that roost on the outside. The cupids are well fed and present a
pretty picture to the street, against the severe granite of the fagade; they are quite
commendable, unless you just can't stand to look at dimpled soles every time you glance out
to see whether it's raining. If you get tired of it, you can always look out of the central windows
of the third floor, and into the cast-iron rump of Mercury who sits on top of the pediment over
the entrance. It's a very beautiful entrance. Tomorrow, we shall visit the home of Mr. and Mrs.
Smythe-Pickering.
Keating had designed the house. But he could not help chuckling through his fury when he
thought of what Francon must have felt reading this, and of how Francon was going to face
Mrs. Dale Ainsworth. Then he forgot the house and the article. He remembered only the girl
who had written it.
He picked three sketches at random from his table and started for Francon's office to ask his
approval of the sketches, which he did not need.
On the stair landing outside Francon's closed door he stopped. He heard Francon's voice
behind the door, loud, angry and helpless, the voice he always heard when Francon was
beaten.
"...to expect such an outrage! From my own daughter! I'm used to anything from you, but this
beats it all. What am I going to do? How am I going to explain? Do you have any kind of a
vague idea of my position?"
Then Keating heard her laughing; it was a sound so gay and so cold that he knew it was best
not to go in. He knew he did not want to go in, because he was afraid again, as he had been
when he'd seen her eyes.
He turned and descended the stairs. When he had reached the floor below, he was thinking
that he would meet her, that he would meet her soon and that Francon would not be able to
prevent it now. He thought of it eagerly, laughing in relief at the picture of Francon's daughter
as he had imagined her for years, revising his vision of his future; even though he felt dimly
that it would be better if he never met her again.
10 .
RALSTON HOLCOMBE had no visible neck, but his chin took care of that. His chin and jaws
formed an unbroken arc, resting on his chest. His cheeks were pink, soft to the touch, with the
irresilient softness of age, like the skin of a peach that has been scalded. His rich white hair
rose over his forehead and fell to his shoulders in the sweep of a medieval mane. It left
dandruff on the back of his collar.
He walked through the streets of New York, wearing a broad-brimmed hat, a dark business
suit, a pale green satin shirt, a vest of white brocade, a huge black bow emerging from under
his chin, and he carried a staff, not a cane, but a tall ebony staff surmounted by a bulb of solid
gold. It was as if his huge body were resigned to the conventions of a prosaic civilization and
to its drab garments, but the oval of his chest and stomach sallied forth, flying the colors of his
inner soul.
These things were permitted to him, because he was a genius. He was also president of the
Architects' Guild of America. Ralston Holcombe did not subscribe to the views of his
colleagues in the organization. He was not a grubbing builder nor a businessman. He was, he
stated firmly, a man of ideals.
He denounced the deplorable state of American architecture and the unprincipled eclecticism
of its practitioners. In any period of history, he declared, architects built in the spirit of their
own time, and did not pick designs from the past; we could be true to history only in heeding
her law, which demanded that we plant the roots of our art firmly in the reality of our own life.
He decried the stupidity of erecting buildings that were Greek, Gothic or Romanesque; let us,
he begged, be modern and build in the style that belongs to our days. He had found that style.
It was Renaissance.
He stated his reasons clearly. Inasmuch, he pointed out, as nothing of great historical
importance had happened in the world since the Renaissance, we should consider ourselves
still living in that period; and all the outward forms of our existence should remain faithful to
the examples of the great masters of the sixteenth century.
He had no patience with the few who spoke of a modern architecture in terms quite different
from his own; he ignored them; he stated only that men who wanted to break with all of the
past were lazy ignoramuses, and that one could not put originality above Beauty. His voice
trembled reverently on that last word. He accepted nothing but stupendous commissions. He
specialized in the eternal and the monumental. He built a great many memorials and capitols.
He designed for International Expositions.
He built like a composer improvising under the spur of a mystic guidance. He had sudden
inspirations. He would add an enormous dome to the flat roof of a finished structure, or
encrust a long vault with gold-leaf mosaic, or rip off a facade of limestone to replace it with
marble. His clients turned pale, stuttered-and paid. His imperial personality carried him to
victory in any encounter with a client's thrift; behind him stood the stern, unspoken,
overwhelming assertion that he was an Artist. His prestige was enormous.
He came from a family listed in the Social Register. In his middle years he had married a
young lady whose family had not made the Social Register, but made piles of money instead,
in a chewing-gum empire left to an only daughter.
Ralston Holcombe was now sixty-five, to which he added a few years, for the sake of his
friends' compliments on his wonderful physique; Mrs. Ralston Holcombe was forty-two, from
which she deducted considerably.
Mrs. Ralston Holcombe maintained a salon that met informally every Sunday afternoon.
"Everybody who is anybody in architecture drops in on us," she told her friends. "They'd
better," she added.
On a Sunday afternoon in March, Keating drove to the Holcombe mansion-a reproduction of
a Florentine palazzo-dutifully, but a little reluctantly. He had been a frequent guest at these
celebrated gatherings and he was beginning to be bored, for he knew everybody he could
expect to find there. He felt, however, that he had to attend this time, because the occasion
was to be in honor of the completion of one more capitol by Ralston Holcombe in some state
or another.
A substantial crowd was lost in the marble ballroom of the Holcombes, scattered in forlorn
islets through an expanse intended for court receptions. The guests stood about, self-
consciously informal, working at being brilliant. Steps rang against the marble with the echoing
sound of a crypt. The flames of tall candles clashed desolately with the gray of the light from
the street; the light made the candles seem dimmer, the candles gave to the day outside a
premonitory tinge of dusk. A scale model of the new state capitol stood displayed on a
pedestal in the middle of the room, ablaze with tiny electric bulbs.
Mrs. Ralston Holcombe presided over the tea table. Each guest accepted a fragile cup of
transparent porcelain, took two delicate sips and vanished in the direction of the bar. Two
stately butlers went about collecting the abandoned cups.
Mrs. Ralston Holcombe, as an enthusiastic girl friend had described her, was "petite, but
intellectual." Her diminutive stature was her secret sorrow, but she had learned to find
compensations. She could talk, and did, of wearing dresses size ten and of shopping in the
junior departments. She wore high-school garments and short socks in summer, displaying
spindly legs with hard blue veins. She adored celebrities. That was her mission in life. She
hunted them grimly; she faced them with wide-eyed admiration and spoke of her own
insignificance, of her humility before achievement; she shrugged, tight-lipped and rancorous,
whenever one of them did not seem to take sufficient account of her own views on life after
death, the theory of relativity, Aztec architecture, birth control and the movies. She had a great
many poor friends and advertised the fact. If a friend happened to improve his financial
position, she dropped him, feeling that he had committed an act of treason. She hated the
wealthy in all sincerity: they shared her only badge of distinction. She considered architecture
her private domain. She had been christened Constance and found it awfully clever to be
known as "Kiki," a nickname she had forced on her friends when she was well past thirty.
Keating had never felt comfortable in Mrs. Holcombe's presence, because she smiled at him
too insistently and commented on his remarks by winking and saying: "Why, Peter, how
naughty of you!" when no such intention had been in his mind at all. He bowed over her hand,
however, this afternoon as usual, and she smiled from behind the silver teapot. She wore a
regal gown of emerald velvet, and a magenta ribbon in her bobbed hair with a cute little bow in
front. Her skin was tanned and dry, with enlarged pores showing on her nostrils. She handed
a cup to Keating, a square-cut emerald glittering on her finger in the candlelight.
Keating expressed his admiration for the capital and escaped to examine the model. He stood
before it for a correct number of minutes, scalding his lips with the hot liquid that smelled of
cloves. Holcombe, who never looked in the direction of the model and never missed a guest
stopping before it, slapped Keating's shoulder and said something appropriate about young
fellows learning the beauty of the style of the Renaissance. Then Keating wandered off, shook
a few hands without enthusiasm, and glanced at his wrist watch, calculating the time when it
would be permissible to leave. Then he stopped.
Beyond a broad arch, in a small library, with three young men beside her, he saw Dominique
Francon.
She stood leaning against a column, a cocktail glass in her hand. She wore a suit of black
velvet; the heavy cloth, which transmitted no light rays, held her anchored to reality by
stopping the light that flowed too freely through the flesh of her hands, her neck, her face. A
white spark of fire flashed like a cold metallic cross in the glass she held, as if it were a lens
gathering the diffused radiance of her skin.
Keating tore forward and found Francon in the crowd. "Well, Peter!" said Francon brightly.
"Want me to get you a drink? Not so hot," he added, lowering his voice, "but the Manhattans
aren't too bad."
"No," said Keating, "thanks."
"Entre nous," said Francon, winking at the model of the capitol, "it's a holy mess, isn't it?"
"Yes," said Keating. "Miserable proportions. ...That dome looks like Holcombe's face imitating
a sunrise on the roof...." They had stopped in full view of the library and Keating's eyes were
fixed on the girl in black, inviting Francon to notice it; he enjoyed having Francon in a trap.
"And the plan! The plan! Do you see that on the second floor. ..oh," said Francon, noticing.
He looked at Keating, then at the library, then at Keating again.
"Well," said Francon at last, "don't blame me afterward. You've asked for it. Come on."
They entered the library together. Keating stopped, correctly, but allowing his eyes an
improper intensity, while Francon beamed with unconvincing cheeriness:
"Dominique, my dear! May I present?-this is Peter Keating, my own right hand. Peter-my
daughter."
"How do you do," said Keating, his voice soft.
Dominique bowed gravely.
"I have waited to meet you for such a long time, Miss Francon."
"This will be interesting," said Dominique. "You will want to be nice to me, of course, and yet
that won't be diplomatic."
"What do you mean, Miss Francon?"
"Father would prefer you to be horrible with me. Father and I don't get along at all."
"Why, Miss Francon, I..."
"I think it's only fair to tell you this at the beginning. You may want to redraw some
conclusions." He was looking for Francon, but Francon had vanished. "No," she said softly,
"Father doesn't do these things well at all. He's too obvious. You asked him for the
introduction, but he shouldn't have let me notice that. However, it's quite all right, since we
both admit it. Sit down."
She slipped into a chair and he sat down obediently beside her. The young men whom he did
not know stood about for a few minutes, trying to be included in the conversation by smiling
blankly, then wandered off. Keating thought with relief that there was nothing frightening about
her; there was only a disquieting contrast between her words and the candid innocence of the
manner she used to utter them; he did not know which to trust.
"I admit I asked for the introduction," he said. "That's obvious anyway, isn't it? Who wouldn't
ask for it? But don't you think that the conclusions I'll draw may have nothing to do with your
father?"
"Don't say that I'm beautiful and exquisite and like no one you've ever met before and that
you're very much afraid that you're going to fall in love with me. You'll say it eventually, but let's
postpone it. Apart from that, I think we'll get along very nicely."
"But you're trying to make it very difficult for me, aren't you?"
"Yes. Father should have warned you."
"He did."
"You should have listened. Be very considerate of Father. I've met so many of his own right
hands that I was beginning to be skeptical. But you're the first one who's lasted. And who
looks like he's going to last. I've heard a great deal about you. My congratulations."
"I’ve been looking forward to meeting you for years. And I’ve been reading your column with
so much..." He stopped. He knew he shouldn't have mentioned that; and, above all, he
shouldn't have stopped.
"So much...?" she asked gently.
"...so much pleasure," he finished, hoping that she would let it go at that.
"Oh, yes," she said. "The Ainsworth house. You designed it. I'm sorry. You just happened to
be the victim of one of my rare attacks of honesty. I don't have them often. As you know, if
you're read my stuff yesterday."
"I've read it. And-well, I'll follow your example and I'll be perfectly frank. Don't take it as a
complaint--one must never complain against one's critics. But really that capitol of Holcombe's
is much worse in all those very things that you blasted us for. Why did you give him such a
glowing tribute yesterday? Or did you have to?"
"Don't flatter me. Of course I didn't have to. Do you think anyone on the paper pays enough
attention to a column on home decoration to care what I say in it? Besides, I'm not even
supposed to write about capitols. Only I'm getting tired of home decorations."
"Then why did you praise Holcombe?"
"Because that capitol of his is so awful that to pan it would have been an anticlimax. So I
thought it would be amusing to praise it to the sky. It was."
"Is that the way you go about it?"
"That's the way I go about it. But no one reads my column, except housewives who can never
afford to decorate their homes, so it doesn't matter at all."
"But what do you really like in architecture?"
"I don't like anything in architecture."
"Well, you know of course that I won't believe that. Why do you write if you have nothing you
want to say?"
"To have something to do. Something more disgusting than many other things I could do. And
more amusing."
"Come on, that's not a good reason."
"I never have any good reasons."
"But you must be enjoying your work."
"I am. Don't you see that I am?"
"You know, I've actually envied you. Working for a magnificent enterprise like the Wynand
papers. The largest organization in the country, commanding the best writing talent and..."
"Look," she said, leaning toward him confidentially, "let me help you. If you had just met
Father, and he were working for the Wynand papers, that would be exactly the right thing to
say. But not with me. That's what I'd expect you to say and I don't like to hear what I expect. It
would be much more interesting if you said that the Wynand papers are a contemptible dump
heap of yellow journalism and all their writers put together aren't worth two bits."
"Is that what you really think of them?"
"Not at all. But I don't like people who try to say only what they think I think."
"Thanks. I'll need your help. I've never met anyone. ..oh, no, of course, that’s what you didn't
want me to say. But I really meant it about your papers. I've always admired Gail Wynand. I've
always wished I could meet him. What is he like?"
"Just what Austen Heller called him-an exquisite bastard." He winced. He remembered where
he had heard Austen Heller say that. The memory of Catherine seemed heavy and vulgar in
the presence of the thin white hand he saw hanging over the arm of the chair before him.
"But, I mean," he asked, "what’s he like in person?"
"I don’t know. I've never met him."
"You haven't?"
"No."
"Oh, I've heard he’s so interesting!"
"Undoubtedly. When I'm in a mood for something decadent I'll probably meet him."
"Do you know Toohey?"
"Oh," she said. He saw what he had seen in her eyes before, and he did not like the sweet
gaiety of her voice. "Oh, Ellsworth Toohey. Of course I know him. He's wonderful. He's a man
I always enjoy talking to. He's such a perfect black-guard."
"Why, Miss Francon! You're the first person who's ever..."
"I'm not trying to shock you. I meant all of it. I admire him. He's so complete. You don't meet
perfection often in this world one way or the other, do you? And he's just that. Sheer perfection
in his own way. Everyone else is so unfinished, broken up into so many different pieces that
don’t fit together. But not Toohey. He's a monolith. Sometimes, when I feel bitter against the
world, I find consolation in thinking that it's all right, that I'll be avenged, that the world will get
what's coming to it-because there's Ellsworth Toohey."
What do you want to be avenged for?" She looked at him, her eyelids lifted for a moment, so
that her eyes did not seem rectangular, but soft and clear.
"That was very clever of you," she said. "That was the first clever thing you've said."
"Why?"
"Because you knew what to pick out of all the rubbish I uttered. So I'll have to answer you. I'd
like to be avenged for the fact that I have nothing to be avenged for. Now let's go on about
Ellsworth Toohey."
"Well, I've always heard, from everybody, that he's a sort of saint, the one pure idealist, utterly
incorruptible and..."
"That's quite true. A plain grafter would be much safer. But Toohey is like a testing stone for
people. You can learn about them by the way they take him."
"Why? What do you actually mean?" She leaned back in her chair, and stretched her arms
down to her knees, twisting her wrists, palms out, the fingers of her two hands entwined. She
laughed easily.
"Nothing that one should make a subject of discussion at a tea party. Kiki's right. She hates
the sight of me, but she's got to invite me once in a while. And I can't resist coming, because
she's so obvious about not wanting me. You know, I told Ralston tonight what I really thought
of his capitol, but he wouldn't believe me. He only beamed and said that I was a very nice little
girl."
"Well, aren't you?"
"What?"
"A very nice little girl."
"No. Not today. I've made you thoroughly uncomfortable. So I'll make up for it. I'll tell you what
I think of you, because you'll be worrying about that. I think you're smart and safe and obvious
and quite ambitious and you'll get away with it. And I like you. I'll tell Father that I approve of
his right hand very much, so you see you have nothing to fear from the boss's daughter.
Though it would be better if I didn't say anything to Father, because my recommendation
would work the other way with him."
"May I tell you only one thing that I think about you?"
"Certainly. Any number of them."
"I think it would have been better if you hadn't told me that you liked me. Then I would have
had a better chance of its being true."
She laughed.
"If you understand that," she said, "then we'll get along beautifully. Then it might even be true."
Gordon L. Prescott appeared in the arch of the ballroom, glass in hand. He wore a gray suit
and a turtle-neck sweater of silver wool. His boyish face looked freshly scrubbed, and he had
his usual air of soap, tooth paste and the outdoors.
"Dominique, darling!" he cried, waving his glass. "Hello, Keating," he added curtly.
"Dominique, where have you been hiding yourself? I heard you were here and I've had a hell
of a time looking for you!"
"Hello, Gordon," she said. She said it quite correctly; there was nothing offensive in the quiet
politeness of her voice; but following his high note of enthusiasm, her voice struck a tone that
seemed flat and deadly in its indifference-as if the two sounds mingled into an audible
counterpoint around the melodic thread of her contempt.
Prescott had not heard. "Darling," he said, "you look lovelier every time I see you. One
wouldn't think it were possible."
"Seventh time," said Dominique.
"What?"
"Seventh time that you've said it when meeting me, Gordon. I'm counting them."
"You simply won't be serious, Dominique. You'll never be serious."
"Oh, yes, Gordon. I was just having a very serious conversation here with my friend Peter
Keating."
A lady waved to Prescott and he accepted the opportunity, escaping, looking very foolish. And
Keating delighted in the thought that she had dismissed another man for a conversation she
wished to continue with her friend Peter Keating.
But when he turned to her, she asked sweetly: "What was it we were talking about, Mr.
Keating?" And then she was staring with too great an interest across the room, at the wizened
figure of a little man coughing over a whisky glass. "Why," said Keating, "we were..."
"Oh, there's Eugene Pettingill. My great favorite. I must say hello to Eugene."
And she was up, moving across the room, her body leaning back as she walked, moving
toward the most unattractive septuagenarian present.
Keating did not know whether he had been made to join the brotherhood of Gordon L.
Prescott, or whether it had been only an accident.
He returned to the ballroom reluctantly. He forced himself to join groups of guests and to talk.
He watched Dominique Francon as she moved through the crowd, as she stopped in
conversation with others. She never glanced at him again. He could not decide whether he
had succeeded with her or failed miserably.
He managed to be at the door when she was leaving.
She stopped and smiled at him enchantingly.
"No," she said, before he could utter a word, "you can't take me home. I have a car waiting.
Thank you just the same."
She was gone and he stood at the door, helpless and thinking furiously that he believed he
was blushing.
He felt a soft hand on his shoulder and turned to find Francon beside him.
"Going home, Peter? Let me give you a lift."
"But I thought you had to be at the club by seven."
"Oh, that's all right, I'll be a little late, doesn't matter, I'll drive you home, no trouble at all."
There was a peculiar expression of purpose on Francon's face, quite unusual for him and
unbecoming.
Keating followed him silently, amused, and said nothing when they were alone in the
comfortable twilight of Francon's car.
"Well?" Francon asked ominously.
Keating smiled. "You're a pig, Guy. You don't know how to appreciate what you've got. Why
didn't you tell me? She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen."
"Oh, yes," said Francon darkly. "Maybe that's the trouble."
"What trouble? Where do you see any trouble?"
"What do you really think of her, Peter? Forget the looks. You'll see how quickly you'll forget
that. What do you think?"
"Well, I think she has a great deal of character."
"Thanks for the understatement."
Francon was gloomily silent, and then he said with an awkward little note of something like
hope in his voice:
"You know, Peter, I was surprised. I watched you, and you had quite a long chat with her.
That's amazing. I fully expected her to chase you away with one nice, poisonous crack. Maybe
you could get along with her, after all. I've concluded that you just can't tell anything about her.
Maybe. ..You know, Peter, what I wanted to tell you is this: Don't pay any attention to what she
said about my wanting you to be horrible with her."
The heavy earnestness of that sentence was such a hint that Keating's lips moved to shape a
soft whistle, but he caught himself in time. Francon added heavily: "I don't want you to be
horrible with her at all."
"You know, Guy," said Keating, in a tone of patronizing reproach, "you shouldn't have run
away like that."
"I never know how to speak to her." He sighed. "I've never learned to. I can't understand what
in blazes is the matter with her, but something is. She just won't behave like a human being.
You know, she’s been expelled from two finishing schools. How she ever got through college I
can't imagine, but I can tell you that I dreaded to open my mail for four solid years, waiting for
word of the inevitable. Then I thought, well, once she’s on her own I'm through and I don't
have to worry about it, but she's worse than ever."
"What do you find to worry about?"
"I don't. I try not to. I'm glad when I don't have to think of her at all. I can't help it, I just wasn't
cut out for a father. But sometimes I get to feel that it's my responsibility after all, though God
knows I don't want it, but still there it is, I should do something about it, there's no one else to
assume it."
"You've let her frighten you, Guy, and really there's nothing to be afraid of."
"You don't think so?"
"No."
"Maybe you're the man to handle her. I don't regret your meeting her now, and you know that I
didn't want you to. Yes, I think you're the one man who could handle her. You. ..you're quite
determined-aren't you, Peter?-when you're after something?"
"Well," said Keating, throwing one hand up in a careless gesture, "I'm not afraid very often."
Then he leaned back against the cushions, as if he were tired, as if he had heard nothing of
importance, and he kept silent for the rest of the drive. Francon kept silent also.
#
"Boys," said John Erik Snyte, "don't spare yourselves on this. It's the most important thing
we've had this year. Not much money, you understand, but the prestige, the connections! If
we do land it, won't some of those great architects turn green! You see, Austen Heller has told
me frankly that we’re the third firm he’s approached. He would have none of what those big
fellows tried to sell him. So it's up to us, boys. You know, something different, unusual, but in
good taste, and you know, different. Now do your best."
His five designers sat in a semicircle before him. "Gothic" looked bored and "Miscellaneous"
looked discouraged in advance; "Renaissance" was following the course of a fly on the ceiling.
Roark asked:
"What did he actually say, Mr. Snyte?"
Snyte shrugged and looked at Roark with amusement, as if he and Roark shared a shameful
secret about the new client, not worth mentioning.
"Nothing that makes great sense--quite between us, boys," said Snyte. "He was somewhat
inarticulate, considering his great command of the English language in print. He admitted he
knew nothing about architecture. He didn't say whether he wanted it modernistic or period or
what. He said something to the effect that he wanted a house of his own, but he's hesitated
for a long time about building one because all houses look alike to him and they all look like
hell and he doesn't see how anyone can become enthusiastic about any house, and yet he
has the idea that he wants a building he could love. 'A building that would mean something' is
what he said, though he added that he ’didn't know what or how.’ There. That's about all he
said. Not much to go on, and I wouldn't have undertaken to submit sketches if it weren't
Austen Heller. But I grant you that it doesn't make sense. ...What's the matter, Roark?"
"Nothing," said Roark.
This ended the first conference on the subject of a residence for Austen Heller.
Later that day Snyte crowded his five designers into a train, and they went to Connecticut to
see the site Heller had chosen. They stood on a lonely, rocky stretch of shore, three miles
beyond an unfashionable little town; they munched sandwiches and peanuts, and they looked
at a cliff rising in broken ledges from the ground to end in a straight, brutal, naked drop over
the sea, a vertical shaft of rock forming a cross with the long, pale horizontal of the sea.
"There," said Snyte. "That's it." He twirled a pencil in his hand. "Damnable, eh?" He sighed. "I
tried to suggest a more respectable location, but he didn't take it so well so I had to shut up."
He twirled the pencil. "That’s where he wants the house, right on top of that rock." He
scratched the tip of his nose with the point of the pencil. "I tried to suggest setting it farther
back from the shore and keeping the damn rock for a view, but that didn't go so well either."
He bit the eraser between the tips of his teeth. "Just think of the blasting, the leveling one's got
to do on that top." He cleaned his fingernail with the lead, leaving a black mark. "Well, that's
that. ...Observe the grade, and the quality of the stone. The approach will be difficult....! have
all the surveys and the photographs in the office. ...Well.. .Who's got a cigarette?. ..Well, I think
that's about all.. ..I'll help you with suggestions anytime.. ..Well.. .What time is that damn train
back?"
Thus the five designers were started on their task. Four of them proceeded immediately at
their drawing boards. Roark returned alone to the site, many times.
Roark's five months with Snyte stretched behind him like a blank. Had he wished to ask
himself what he had felt, he would have found no answer, save in the fact that he
remembered nothing of these months. He could remember each sketch he had made. He
could, if he tried, remember what had happened to those sketches; he did not try.
But he had not loved any of them as he loved the house of Austen Heller. He stayed in the
drafting room through evening after evening, alone with a sheet of paper and the thought of a
cliff over the sea. No one saw his sketches until they were finished.
When they were finished, late one night, he sat at his table, with the sheets spread before
him, sat for many hours, one hand propping his forehead, the other hanging by his side, blood
gathering in the fingers, numbing them, while the street beyond the window became deep
blue, then pale gray. He did not look at the sketches. He felt empty and very tired.
The house on the sketches had been designed not by Roark, but by the cliff on which it stood.
It was as if the cliff had grown and completed itself and proclaimed the purpose for which it
had been waiting. The house was broken into many levels, following the ledges of the rock,
rising as it rose, in gradual masses, in planes flowing together up into one consummate
harmony. The walls, of the same granite as the rock, continued its vertical lines upward; the
wide, projecting terraces of concrete, silver as the sea, followed the line of the waves, of the
straight horizon.
Roark was still sitting at his table when the men returned to begin their day in the drafting
room. Then the sketches were sent to Snyte's office.
Two days later, the final version of the house to be submitted to Austen Heller, the version
chosen and edited by John Erik Snyte, executed by the Chinese artist, lay swathed in tissue
paper on a table. It was Roark's house. His competitors had been eliminated. It was Roark's
house, but its walls were now of red brick, its windows were cut to conventional size and
equipped with green shutters, two of its projecting wings were omitted, the great cantilevered
terrace over the sea was replaced by a little wrought-iron balcony, and the house was
provided with an entrance of Ionic columns supporting a broken pediment, and with a little
spire supporting a weather vane.
John Erik Snyte stood by the table, his two hands spread in the air over the sketch, without
touching the virgin purity of its delicate colors.
"That is what Mr. Heller had in mind, I'm sure," he said. "Pretty good. ..Yes, pretty
good. ..Roark, how many times do I have to ask you not to smoke around a final sketch?
Stand away. You'll get ashes on it."
Austen Heller was expected at twelve o'clock. But at half past eleven Mrs. Symington arrived
unannounced and demanded to see Mr. Snyte immediately. Mrs. Symington was an imposing
dowager who had just moved into her new residence designed by Mr. Snyte; besides, Snyte
expected a commission for an apartment house from her brother. He could not refuse to see
her and he bowed her into his office, where she proceeded to state without reticence of
expression that the ceiling of her library had cracked and the bay windows of her drawing
room were hidden under a perpetual veil of moisture which she could not combat. Snyte
summoned his chief engineer and they launched together into detailed explanations,
apologies and damnations of contractors. Mrs. Symington showed no sign of relenting when a
signal buzzed on Snyte's desk and the reception clerk's voice announced Austen Heller.
It would have been impossible to ask Mrs. Symington to leave or Austen Heller to wait. Snyte
solved the problem by abandoning her to the soothing speech of his engineer and excusing
himself for a moment. Then he emerged into the reception room, shook Heller's hand and
suggested: "Would you mind stepping into the drafting room, Mr. Heller? Better light in there,
you know, and the sketch is all ready for you, and I didn't want to take the chance of moving
it."
Heller did not seem to mind. He followed Snyte obediently into the drafting room, a tall, broad-
shouldered figure in English tweeds, with sandy hair and a square face drawn in countless
creases around the ironical calm of the eyes.
The sketch lay on the Chinese artist's table, and the artist stepped aside diffidently, in silence.
The next table was Roark's. He stood with his back to Heller; he went on with his drawing, and
did not turn. The employees had been trained not to intrude on the occasions when Snyte
brought a client into the drafting room.
Snyte's fingertips lifted the tissue paper, as if raising the veil of a bride. Then he stepped back
and watched Heller's face. Heller bent down and stood hunched, drawn, intent, saying nothing
for a long time.
"Listen, Mr. Snyte," he began at last. "Listen, I think..." and stopped.
Snyte waited patiently, pleased, sensing the approach of something he didn't want to disturb.
"This," said Heller suddenly, loudly, slamming his fist down on the drawing, and Snyte winced,
"this is the nearest anyone's ever come to it!"
I knew you'd like it, Mr. Heller," said Snyte.
I don't," said Heller.
Snyte blinked and waited.
"It’s so near somehow," said Heller regretfully, "but it's not right. I don't know where, but it's
not. Do forgive me, if this sounds vague, but I like things at once or I don't. I know that I
wouldn't be comfortable, for instance, with that entrance. It’s a lovely entrance, but you won't
even notice it because you've seen it so often."
"Ah, but allow me to point out a few considerations, Mr. Heller. One wants to be modern, of
course, but one wants to preserve the appearance of a home. A combination of stateliness
and coziness, you understand, a very austere house like this must have a few softening
touches. It is strictly correct architecturally."
"No doubt," said Heller. "I wouldn't know about that. I've never been strictly correct in my life."
"Just let me explain this scheme and you'll see that it's..."
"I know," said Heller wearily. "I know. I'm sure you're right. Only..." His voice had a sound of
the eagerness he wished he could feel. "Only, if it had some unity, some. ..some central
idea. ..which is there and isn't.. .if it seemed to live. ..which it doesn't.. .It lacks something and it
has too much. ...If it were cleaner, more clear-cut. ..what's the word I've heard used?-if it were
integrated...."
Roark turned. He was at the other side of the table. He seized the sketch, his hand flashed
forward and a pencil ripped across the drawing, slashing raw black lines over the untouchable
water-color. The lines blasted off the Ionic columns, the pediment, the entrance, the spire, the
blinds, the bricks; they flung up two wings of stone; they rent the windows wide; they splintered
the balcony and hurled a terrace over the sea.
It was being done before the others had grasped the moment when it began. Then Snyte
jumped forward, but Heller seized his wrist and stopped him. Roark's hand went on razing
walls, splitting, rebuilding in furious strokes.
Roark threw his head up once, for a flash of a second, to look at Heller across the table. It
was all the introduction they needed; it was like a handshake. Roark went on, and when he
threw the pencil down, the house-as he had designed it-stood completed in an ordered
pattern of black streaks. The performance had not lasted five minutes.
Snyte made an attempt at a sound. As Heller said nothing, Snyte felt free to whirl on Roark
and scream: "You're fired, God damn you! Get out of here! You're fired!"
"We're both fired," said Austen Heller, winking to Roark. "Come on. Have you had any lunch?
Let's go some place. I want to talk to you."
Roark went to his locker to get his hat and coat. The drafting room witnessed a stupefying act
and all work stopped to watch it: Austen Heller picked up the sketch, folded it over four times,
cracking the sacred cardboard, and slipped it into his pocket.
"But, Mr. Heller..." Snyte stammered, "let me explain. ..It's perfectly all right if that's what you
want, we'll do the sketch over. ..let me explain..."
"Not now," said Heller. "Not now." He added at the door: "I'll send you a check."
Then Heller was gone, and Roark with him; and the door, as Heller swung it shut behind them,
sounded like the closing paragraph in one of Heller's articles. Roark had not said a word.
In the softly lighted booth of the most expensive restaurant that Roark had ever entered,
across the crystal and silver glittering between them, Heller was saying:
"...because that's the house I want, because that's the house I've always wanted. Can you
build it for me, draw up the plans and supervise the construction?"
’Yes," said Roark.
"How long will it take if we start at once?"
"About eight months."
"I'll have the house by late fall?"
"Yes."
"Just like that sketch?"
"Just like that."
"Look, I have no idea what kind of a contract one makes with an architect and you must know,
so draw up one and let my lawyer okay it this afternoon, will you?"
"Yes."
Heller studied the man who sat facing him. He saw the hand lying on the table before him.
Heller's awareness became focused on that hand. He saw the long fingers, the sharp joints,
the prominent veins. He had the feeling that he was not hiring this man, but surrendering
himself into his employment. "How old are you," asked Heller, "whoever you are?"
"Twenty-six. Do you want any references?"
"Hell, no. I have them, here in my pocket. What's your name?"
"Howard Roark."
Heller produced a checkbook, spread it open on the table and reached for his fountain pen.
"Look," he said, writing, "I'll give you five hundred dollars on account. Get yourself an office or
whatever you have to get, and go ahead."
He tore off the check and handed it to Roark, between the tips of two straight fingers, leaning
forward on his elbow, swinging his wrist in a sweeping curve. His eyes were narrowed,
amused, watching Roark quizzically. But the gesture had the air of a salute.
The check was made out to "Howard Roark, Architect."
11 .
HOWARD ROARK opened his own office.
It was one large room on the top of an old building, with a broad window high over the roofs.
He could see the distant band of the Hudson at his window sill, with the small streaks of ships
moving under his fingertips when he pressed them to the glass. He had a desk, two chairs,
and a huge drafting table. The glass entrance door bore the words: "Howard Roark,
Architect." He stood in the hall for a long time, looking at the words. Then he went in, and
slammed his door, he picked up a T-square from the table and flung it down again, as if
throwing an anchor.
John Erik Snyte had objected. When Roark came to the office for his drawing instruments
Snyte emerged into the reception room, shook his hand warmly and said: "Well, Roark! Well,
how are you? Come in, come right in, I want to speak to you!"
And with Roark seated before his desk Snyte proceeded loudly:
"Look, fellow, I hope you've got sense enough not to hold it against me, anything that I
might've said yesterday. You know how it is, I lost my head a little, and it wasn't what you did,
but that you had to go and do it on that sketch, that sketch. ..well, never mind. No hard
feelings?"
"No," said Roark. "None at all."
"Of course, you're not fired. You didn't take me seriously, did you? You can go right back to
work here this very minute."
"What for, Mr. Snyte?"
"What do you mean, what for? Oh, you're thinking of the Heller house? But you're not taking
Heller seriously, are you? You saw how he is, that madman can change his mind sixty times a
minute. He won't really give you that commission, you know, it isn't as simple as that, it isn't
being done that way."
"We’ve signed the contract yesterday."
"Oh, you have? Well, that’s splendid! Well, look, Roark, I'll tell you what we'll do: you bring the
commission back to us and I'll let you put your name on it with mine-'John Erik Snyte &
Howard Roark.’ And we'll split the fee. That’s in addition to your salary-and you're getting a
raise, incidentally. Then we'll have the same arrangement on any other commission you bring
in. And. ..Lord, man, what are you laughing at?"
"Excuse me, Mr. Snyte. I'm sorry."
"I don't believe you understand," said Snyte, bewildered. "Don't you see? It’s your insurance.
You don't want to break loose just yet. Commissions won't fall into your lap like this. Then
what will you do? This way, you'll have a steady job and you'll be building toward independent
practice, if that's what you're after. In four or five years, you'll be ready to take the leap. That's
the way everybody does it. You see?"
"Yes."
"Then you agree?"
"No."
"But, good Lord, man, you've lost your mind! To set up alone now! Without experience,
without connections, without.. .well, without anything at all! I never heard of such a thing. Ask
anybody in the profession. See what they'll tell you. It's preposterous!"
"Probably."
"Listen. Roark, won't you please listen?"
"I'll listen if you want me to, Mr. Snyte. But I think I should tell you now that nothing you can
say will make any difference. If you don't mind that, I don't mind listening."
Snyte went on speaking for a long time and Roark listened, without objecting, explaining or
answering.
"Well, if that's how you are, don't expect me to take you back when you find yourself on the
pavement."
"I don't expect it, Mr. Snyte."
"Don't expect anyone else in the profession to take you in, after they hear what you've done to
me."
"I don't expect that either."
For a few days Snyte thought of suing Roark and Heller. But he decided against it, because
there was no precedent to follow under the circumstances: because Heller had paid him for
his efforts, and the house had been actually designed by Roark; and because no one ever
sued Austen Heller. The first visitor to Roark's office was Peter Keating. He walked in, without
warning, one noon, walked straight across the room and sat down on Roark's desk, smiling
gaily, spreading his arms wide in a sweeping gesture: "Well, Howard!" he said. "Well, fancy
that!" He had not seen Roark for a year. "Hello, Peter," said Roark.
"Your own office, your own name and everything! Already! Just imagine!"
"Who told you, Peter?"
"Oh, one hears things. You wouldn't expect me not to keep track of your career, now would
you? You know what I've always thought of you. And I don't have to tell you that I congratulate
you and wish you the very best."
"No, you don't have to."
"Nice place you got here. Light and roomy. Not quite as imposing as it should be, perhaps, but
what can one expect at the beginning? And then, the prospects are uncertain, aren't they,
Howard?"
"Quite."
"It's an awful chance that you've taken."
"Probably."
"Are you really going to go through with it? I mean, on your
own?"
"Looks that way, doesn't it?"
"Well, it's not too late, you know. I thought, when I heard the story, that you'd surely turn it over
to Snyte and make a smart deal with him."
"I didn't."
"Aren't you really going to?"
"No."
Keating wondered why he should experience that sickening feeling of resentment; why he had
come here hoping to find the story untrue, hoping to find Roark uncertain and willing to
surrender. That feeling had haunted him ever since he’d heard the news about Roark; the
sensation of something unpleasant that remained after he'd forgotten the cause. The feeling
would come back to him, without reason, a blank wave of anger, and he would ask himself:
now what the hell?-what was it I heard today? Then he would remember: Oh, yes, Roark-
Roark's opened his own office. He would ask himself impatiently: So what?-and know at the
same time that the words were painful to face, and humiliating like an insult.
"You know, Howard, I admire your courage. Really, you know, I've had much more experience
and I've got more of a standing in the profession, don't mind my saying it— I’m only speaking
objectively--but I wouldn't dare take such a step."
"No, you wouldn't."
"So you've made the jump first. Well, well. Who would have thought it?. ..I wish you all the luck
in the world."
"Thank you, Peter."
"I know you'll succeed. I'm sure of it."
"Are you?"
"Of course! Of course, I am. Aren't you?"
"I haven't thought of it."
"You haven't thought of it?"
"Not much."
"Then you're not sure, Howard? You aren't?"
"Why do you ask that so eagerly?"
"What? Why.. .no, not eagerly, but of course, I'm concerned, Howard, it's bad psychology not
to be certain now, in your position. So you have doubts?"
"None at all."
"But you said..."
"I'm quite sure of things, Peter."
"Have you thought about getting your registration?"
"I've applied for it."
"You've got no college degree, you know. They'll make it difficult for you at the examination."
"Probably."
"What are you going to do if you don't get the license?"
"I'll get it."
"Well, I guess I'll be seeing you now at the A.G.A., if you don’t go high hat on me, because
you'll be a full-fledged member and I'm only a junior."
"I'm not joining the A.G.A."
"What do you mean, you're not joining? You're eligible now."
"Possibly."
"You'll be invited to join."
"Tell them not to bother."
"What!"
"You know, Peter, we had a conversation just like this seven years ago, when you tried to talk
me into joining your fraternity at Stanton. Don't start it again."
"You won't join the A.G.A. when you have a chance to?"
"I won't join anything, Peter, at any time."
"But don't you realize how it helps?"
"In what?"
In being an architect.
"I don't like to be helped in being an architect."
"You're just making things harder for yourself."
"I am."
"And it will be plenty hard, you know."
"I know."
"You'll make enemies of them if you refuse such an invitation."
"I'll make enemies of them anyway."
The first person to whom Roark had told the news was Henry Cameron. Roark went to New
Jersey the day after he signed the contract with Heller. It had rained and he found Cameron in
the garden, shuffling slowly down the damp paths, leaning heavily on a cane. In the past
winter, Cameron had improved enough to walk a few hours each day. He walked with effort,
his body bent.
He looked at the first shoots of green on the earth under his feet. He lifted his cane, once in a
while, bracing his legs to stand firm for a moment; with the tip of the cane, he touched a folded
green cup and watched it spill a glistening drop in the twilight. He saw Roark coming up the
hill, and frowned. He had seen Roark only a week ago, and because these visits meant too
much to both of them, neither wished the occasion to be too frequent.
"Well?" Cameron asked gruffly. "What do you want here again?"
"I have something to tell you."
"It can wait."
"I don't think so."
"Well?"
"I’m opening my own office. I've just signed for my first building."
Cameron rotated his cane, the tip pressed into the earth, the shaft describing a wide circle, his
two hands bearing down on the handle, the palm of one on the back of the other. His head
nodded slowly, in rhythm with the motion, for a long time, his eyes closed. Then he looked at
Roark and said:
"Well, don't brag about it."
He added: "Help me to sit down." It was the first time Cameron had ever pronounced this
sentence; his sister and Roark had long since learned that the one outrage forbidden in his
presence was any intention of helping him to move.
Roark took his elbow and led him to a bench. Cameron asked harshly, staring ahead at the
sunset:
"What? For whom? How much?"
He listened silently to Roark's story. He looked for a long time at the sketch on cracked
cardboard with the pencil lines over the watercolor. Then he asked many questions about the
stone, the steel, the roads, the contractors, the costs. He offered no congratulations. He made
no comment.
Only when Roark was leaving, Cameron said suddenly:
"Howard, when you open your office, take snapshots of it-and show them to me."
Then he shook his head, looked away guiltily, and swore.
"I'm being senile. Forget it."
Roark said nothing.
Three days later he came back. "You're getting to be a nuisance," said Cameron. Roark
handed him an envelope, without a word. Cameron looked at the snapshots, at the one of the
broad, bare office, of the wide window, of the entrance door. He dropped the others, and held
the one of the entrance door for a long time.
"Well," he said at last, "I did live to see it."
He dropped the snapshot.
"Not quite exactly," he added. "Not in the way I had wanted to, but I did. It's like the shadows
some say we'll see of the earth in that other world. Maybe that’s how I'll see the rest of it. I'm
learning."
He picked up the snapshot.
"Howard," he said. "Look at it."
He held it between them.
"It doesn't say much. Only 'Howard Roark, Architect.' But it's like those mottoes men carved
over the entrance of a castle and died for. It's a challenge in the face of something so vast and
so dark, that all the pain on earth-and do you know how much suffering there is on earth?-all
the pain comes from that thing you are going to face. I don't know what it is, I don't know why
it should be unleashed against you. I know only that it will be. And I know that if you carry
these words through to the end, it will be a victory, Howard, not just for you, but for something
that should win, that moves the world-and never wins acknowledgment. It will vindicate so
many who have fallen before you, who have suffered as you will suffer. May God bless you-or
whoever it is that is alone to see the best, the highest possible to human hearts. You're on
your way into hell, Howard."
#
Roark walked up the path to the top of the cliff where the steel hulk of the Heller house rose
into a blue sky. The skeleton was up and the concrete was being poured; the great mats of
the terraces hung over the silver sheet of water quivering far below; plumbers and electricians
had started laying their conduits.
He looked at the squares of sky delimited by the slender lines of girders and columns, the
empty cubes of space he had torn out of the sky. His hands moved involuntarily, filling in the
planes of walls to come, enfolding the future rooms. A stone clattered from under his feet and
went bouncing down the hill, resonant drops of sound rolling in the sunny clarity of the
summer air.
He stood on the summit, his legs planted wide apart, leaning back against space. He looked
at the materials before him, the knobs of rivets in steel, the sparks in blocks of stone, the
weaving spirals in fresh, yellow planks.
Then he saw a husky figure enmeshed in electric wires, a bulldog face spreading into a huge
grin and china-blue eyes gloating in a kind of unholy triumph.
"Mike!" he said incredulously.
Mike had left for a big job in Philadelphia months ago, long before the appearance of Heller in
Snyte's office, and Mike had never heard the news-or so he supposed.
"Hello, Red," said Mike, much too casually, and added: "Hello, boss."
Mike, how did you...?'
"You're a hell of an architect. Neglecting the job like that. It's my third day here, waiting for you
to show up."
"Mike, how did you get here? Why such a come-down?" He had never known Mike to bother
with small private residences.
"Don't play the sap. You know how I got here. You didn't think I'd miss it, your first house, did
you? And you think it's a come-down? Well, maybe it is. And maybe it's the other way around."
Roark extended his hand and Mike's grimy fingers closed about it ferociously, as if the
smudges he left implanted in Roark's skin said everything he wanted to say. And because he
was afraid that he might say it, Mike growled:
"Run along, boss, run along. Don't clog up the works like that."
Roark walked through the house. There were moments when he could be precise,
impersonal, and stop to give instructions as if this were not his house but only a mathematical
problem; when he felt the existence of pipes and rivets, while his own person vanished.
There were moments when something rose within him, not a thought nor a feeling, but a wave
of some physical violence, and then he wanted to stop, to lean back, to feel the reality of his
person heightened by the frame of steel that rose dimly about the bright, outstanding
existence of his body as its center. He did not stop. He went on calmly. But his hands
betrayed what he wanted to hide. His hands reached out, ran slowly down the beams and
joints. The workers in the house had noticed it. They said: "That guy’s in love with the thing.
He can't keep his hands off."
The workers liked him. The contractor's superintendents did not. He had had trouble in finding
a contractor to erect the house. Several of the better firms had refused the commission. "We
don't do that kinda stuff."
"Nan, we won't bother. Too complicated for a small job like that."
"Who the hell wants that kind of house? Most likely we'll never collect from the crank
afterwards. To hell with it."
"Never did anything like it. Wouldn't know how to go about it. I'll stick to construction that is
construction." One contractor had looked at the plans briefly and thrown them aside, declaring
with finality: "It won't stand."
"It will," said Roark. The contractor drawled indifferently. "Yeah? And who are you to tell me,
Mister?"
He had found a small firm that needed the work and undertook it, charging more than the job
warranted-on the ground of the chance they were taking with a queer experiment. The
construction went on, and the foremen obeyed sullenly, in disapproving silence, as if they
were waiting for their predictions to come true and would be glad when the house collapsed
about their heads. Roark had bought an old Ford and drove down to the job more often than
was necessary. It was difficult to sit at a desk in his office, to stand at a table, forcing himself
to stay away from the construction site. At the site there were moments when he wished to
forget his office and his drawing board, to seize the men's tools and go to work on the actual
erection of the house, as he had worked in his childhood, to build that house with his own
hands.
He walked through the structure, stepping lightly over piles of planks and coils of wire, he
made notes, he gave brief orders in a harsh voice. He avoided looking in Mike's direction. But
Mike was watching him, following his progress through the house. Mike winked at him in
understanding, whenever he passed by. Mike said once:
"Control yourself, Red. You're open like a book. God, it's indecent to be so happy!"
Roark stood on the cliff, by the structure, and looked at the countryside, at the long, gray
ribbon of the road twisting past along the shore. An open car drove by, fleeing into the country.
The car was overfilled with people bound for a picnic. There was a jumble of bright sweaters,
and scarves fluttering in the wind; a jumble of voices shrieking without purpose over the roar
of the motor, and overstressed hiccoughs of laughter; a girl sat sidewise, her legs flung over
the side of the car; she wore a man's straw hat slipping down to her nose and she yanked
savagely at the strings of a ukulele, ejecting raucous sounds, yelling "Hey!" These people
were enjoying a day of their existence; they were shrieking to the sky their release from the
work and the burdens of the days behind them; they had worked and carried the burdens in
order to reach a goal--and this was the goal.
He looked at the car as it streaked past. He thought that there was a difference, some
important difference, between the consciousness of this day in him and in them. He thought
that he should try to grasp it. But he forgot. He was looking at a truck panting up the hill,
loaded with a glittering mound of cut granite.
#
Austen Heller came to look at the house frequently, and watched it grow, curious, still a little
astonished. He studied Roark and the house with the same meticulous scrutiny; he felt as if
he could not quite tell them apart.
Heller, the fighter against compulsion, was baffled by Roark, a man so impervious to
compulsion that he became a kind of compulsion himself, an ultimatum against things Heller
could not define. Within a week, Heller knew that he had found the best friend he would ever
have; and he knew that the friendship came from Roark's fundamental indifference. In the
deeper reality of Roark's existence there was no consciousness of Heller, no need for Heller,
no appeal, no demand. Heller felt a line drawn, which he could not touch; beyond that line,
Roark asked nothing of him and granted him nothing. But when Roark looked at him with
approval, when Roark smiled, when Roark praised one of his articles, Heller felt the strangely
clean joy of a sanction that was neither a bribe nor alms.
In the summer evenings they sat together on a ledge halfway up the hill, and talked while
darkness mounted slowly up the beams of the house above them, the last sunrays retreating
to the tips of the steel uprights.
"What is it that I like so much about the house you're building for me, Howard?"
"A house can have integrity, just like a person," said Roark, "and just as seldom."
"In what way?"
"Well, look at it. Every piece of it is there because the house needs it--and for no other reason.
You see it from here as it is inside. The rooms in which you'll live made the shape. The
relation of masses was determined by the distribution of space within. The ornament was
determined by the method of construction, an emphasis of the principle that makes it stand.
You can see each stress, each support that meets it. Your own eyes go through a structural
process when you look at the house, you can follow each step, you see it rise, you know what
made it and why it stands. But you've seen buildings with columns that support nothing, with
purposeless cornices, with pilasters, moldings, false arches, false windows. You've seen
buildings that look as if they contained a single large hall, they have solid columns and single,
solid windows six floors high. But you enter and find six stories inside. Or buildings that
contain a single hall, but with a facade cut up into floor lines, band courses, tiers of windows.
Do you understand the difference? Your house is made by its own needs. Those others are
made by the need to impress. The determining motive of your house is in the house. The
determining motive of the others is in the audience."
"Do you know that that's what I've felt in a way? I've felt that when I move into this house, I'll
have a new sort of existence, and even my simple daily routine will have a kind of honesty or
dignity that I can't quite define. Don't be astonished if I tell you that I feel as if I'll have to live up
to that house."
I intended that," said Roark.
"And, incidentally, thank you for all the thought you seem to have taken about my comfort.
There are so many things I notice that had never occurred to me before, but you've planned
them as if you knew all my needs. For instance, my study is the room I'll need most and
you've given it the dominant spot-and, incidentally, I see where you've made it the dominant
mass from the outside, too. And then the way it connects with the library, and the living room
well out of my way, and the guest rooms where I won't hear too much of them-and all that.
You were very considerate of me."
"You know," said Roark. "I haven't thought of you at all. I thought of the house." He added:
"Perhaps that’s why I knew how to be considerate of you."
#
The Heller house was completed in November of 1926.
In January of 1 927 the Architectural Tribune published a survey of the best American homes
erected during the past year. It devoted twelve large, glossy pages to photographs of the
twenty-four houses its editors had selected as the worthiest architectural achievements. The
Heller house was not mentioned.
The real-estate sections of the New York papers presented, each Sunday, brief accounts of
the notable new residences in the vicinity. There was no account of the Heller house.
The year book of the Architects' Guild of America, which presented magnificent reproductions
of what it chose as the best buildings of the country, under the title "Looking Forward," gave
no reference to the Heller house.
There were many occasions when lecturers rose to platforms and addressed trim audiences
on the subject of the progress of American architecture. No one spoke of the Heller house.
In the club rooms of the A.G.A. some opinions were expressed.
"It's a disgrace to the country," said Ralston Holcombe, "that a thing like that Heller house is
allowed to be erected. It's a blot on the profession. There ought to be a law."
"That's what drives clients away," said John Erik Snyte. "They see a house like that and they
think all architects are crazy."
"I see no cause for indignation," said Gordon L. Prescott. "I think it's screamingly funny. It
looks like a cross between a filling station and a comic-strip idea of a rocket ship to the moon."
"You watch it in a couple of years," said Eugene Pettingill, "and see what happens. The thing'll
collapse like a house of cards."
"Why speak in terms of years?" said Guy Francon. "Those modernistic stunts never last more
than a season. The owner will get good and sick of it and he'll come running home to a good
old early Colonial."
The Heller house acquired fame throughout the countryside surrounding it. People drove out
of their way to park on the road before it, to stare, point and giggle. Gas-station attendants
snickered when Heller's car drove past. Heller's cook had to endure the derisive glances of
shopkeepers when she went on her errands. The Heller house was known in the
neighborhood as "The Booby Hatch."
Peter Keating told his friends in the profession, with an indulgent smile: "Now, now, you
shouldn't say that about him. I've known Howard Roark for a long time, and he’s got quite a
talent, quite. He’s even worked for me once. He’s just gone haywire on that house. He'll learn.
He has a future. ...Oh, you don't think he has? You really don't think he has?"
Ellsworth M. Toohey, who let no stone spring from the ground of America without his
comment, did not know that the Heller house had been erected, as far as his column was
concerned. He did not consider it necessary to inform his readers about it, if only to damn it.
He said nothing.
12 .
A COLUMN entitled "Observations and Meditations" by Alvah Scarret appeared daily on the
front page of the New York Banner. It was a trusted guide, a source of inspiration and a
molder of public philosophy in small towns throughout the country. In this column there had
appeared, years ago, the famous statement: "We'd all be a heap sight better off if we'd forget
the highfalutin notions of our fancy civilization and mind more what the savages knew long
before us: to honor our mother." Alvah Scarret was a bachelor, had made two millions dollars,
played golf expertly and was editor-in-chief of the Wynand papers.
It was Alvah Scarret who conceived the idea of the campaign against living conditions in the
slums and "Landlord Sharks," which ran in the Banner for three weeks. This was material
such as Alvah Scarret relished. It had human appeal and social implications. It lent itself to
Sunday-supplement illustrations of girls leaping into rivers, their skirts flaring well above their
knees. It boosted circulation. It embarrassed the sharks who owned a stretch of blocks by the
East River, selected as the dire example of the campaign. The sharks had refused to sell
these blocks to an obscure real-estate company; at the end of the campaign they surrendered
and sold. No one could prove that the real-estate company was owned by a company owned
by Gail Wynand.
The Wynand papers could not be left without a campaign for long. They had just concluded
one on the subject of modern aviation. They had run scientific accounts of the history of
aviation in the Sunday Family Magazine supplement, with pictures ranging from Leonardo da
Vinci's drawings of flying machines to the latest bomber; with the added attraction of Icarus
writhing in scarlet flames, his nude body blue-green, his wax wings yellow and the smoke
purple; also of a leprous hag with flaming eyes and a crystal ball, who had predicted in the
Xlth century that man would fly; also of bats, vampires and werewolves.
They had run a model plane construction contest; it was open to all boys under the age of ten
who wished to send in three new subscriptions to the Banner. Gail Wynand, who was a
licensed pilot, had made a solo flight from Los Angeles to New York, establishing a
transcontinental speed record, in a small, specially built craft costing one hundred thousand
dollars. He had made a slight miscalculation on reaching New York and had been forced to
land in a rocky pasture; it had been a hair-raising landing, faultlessly executed; it had just so
happened that a battery of photographers from the Banner were present in the neighborhood.
Gail Wynand had stepped out of the plane. An ace pilot would have been shaken by the
experience. Gail Wynand had stood before the cameras, an immaculate gardenia in the lapel
of his flying jacket, his hand raised with a cigarette held between two fingers that did not
tremble. When questioned about his first wish on returning to earth, he had expressed the
desire to kiss the most attractive woman present, had chosen the dowdiest old hag from the
crowd and bent to kiss her gravely on the forehead, explaining that she reminded him of his
mother.
Later, at the start of the slum campaign, Gail Wynand had said to Alvah Scarret; "Go ahead.
Squeeze all you can out of the thing," and had departed on his yacht for a world cruise,
accompanied by an enchanting aviatrix of twenty-four to whom he had made a present of his
transcontinental plane.
Alvah Scarret went ahead. Among many other steps of his campaign he assigned Dominique
Francon to investigate the condition of homes in the slums and to gather human material.
Dominique Francon had just returned from a summer in Biarritz; she always took a whole
summer's vacation and Alvah Scarret granted it, because she was one of his favorite
employees, because he was baffled by her and because he knew that she could quit her job
whenever she pleased.
Dominique Francon went to live for two weeks in the hall bedroom of an East-Side tenement.
The room had a skylight, but no windows; there were five flights of stairs to climb and no
running water. She cooked her own meals in the kitchen of a numerous family on the floor
below; she visited neighbors, she sat on the landings of fire escapes in the evenings and went
to dime movies with the girls of the neighborhood.
She wore frayed skirts and blouses. The abnormal fragility of her normal appearance made
her look exhausted with privation in these surroundings; the neighbors felt certain that she had
TB. But she moved as she had moved in the drawing room of Kiki Holcombe-with the same
cold poise and confidence. She scrubbed the floor of her room, she peeled potatoes, she
bathed in a tin pan of cold water. She had never done these things before; she did them
expertly. She had a capacity for action, a competence that clashed incongruously with her
appearance. She did not mind this new background; she was indifferent to the slums as she
had been indifferent to the drawing rooms.
At the end of two weeks she returned to her penthouse apartment on the roof of a hotel over
Central Park, and her articles on life in the slums appeared in the Banner. They were a
merciless, brilliant account.
She heard baffled questions at a dinner party. "My dear, you didn't actually write those
things?"
"Dominique, you didn't really live in that place?"
"Oh, yes," she answered. "The house you own on East Twelfth Street, Mrs. Palmer," she said,
her hand circling lazily from under the cuff of an emerald bracelet too broad and heavy for her
thin wrist, "has a sewer that gets clogged every other day and runs over, all through the
courtyard. It looks blue and purple in the sun, like a rainbow."
"The block you control for the Claridge estate, Mr. Brooks, has the most attractive stalactites
growing on all the ceilings," she said, her golden head leaning to her corsage of white
gardenias with drops of water sparkling on the lusterless petals.
She was asked to speak at a meeting of social workers. It was an important meeting, with a
militant, radical mood, led by some of the most prominent women in the field. Alvah Scarret
was pleased and gave her his blessing. "Go to it, kid," he said, "lay it on thick. We want the
social workers." She stood in the speaker's pulpit of an unaired hall and looked at a flat sheet
of faces, faces lecherously eager with the sense of their own virtue. She spoke evenly, without
inflection. She said, among many other things: "The family on the first floor rear do not bother
to pay their rent, and the children cannot go to school for lack of clothes. The father has a
charge account at a corner speak-easy. He is in good health and has a good job. ...The couple
on the second floor have just purchased a radio for sixty-nine dollars and ninety-five cents
cash. In the fourth floor front, the father of the family has not done a whole day's work in his
life, and does not intend to. There are nine children, supported by the local parish. There is a
tenth one on its way..." When she finished there were a few claps of angry applause. She
raised her hand and said: "You don't have to applaud. I don't expect it." She asked politely:
"Are there any questions?" There were no questions.
When she returned home she found Alvah Scarret waiting for her. He looked incongruous in
the drawing room of her penthouse, his huge bulk perched on the edge of a delicate chair, a
hunched gargoyle against the glowing spread of the city beyond a solid wall of glass. The city
was like a mural designed to illuminate and complete the room: the fragile lines of spires on a
black sky continued the fragile lines of the furniture; the lights glittering in distant windows
threw reflections on the bare, lustrous floor; the cold precision of the angular structures
outside answered the cold, inflexible grace of every object within. Alvah Scarret broke the
harmony. He looked like a kindly country doctor and like a cardsharp. His heavy face bore the
benevolent, paternal smile that had always been his passkey and his trademark. He had the
knack of making the kindliness of his smile add to, not detract from his solemn appearance of
dignity; his long, thin, hooked nose did detract from the kindliness, but it added to the dignity;
his stomach, cantilevered over his legs, did detract from the dignity, but it added to the
kindliness. He rose, beamed and held Dominique's hand. "Thought I'd drop in on my way
home," he said. "I've got something to tell you. How did it go, kid?"
"As I expected it."
She tore her hat off and threw it down on the first chair in sight. Her hair slanted in a flat curve
across her forehead and fell in a straight line to her shoulders; it looked smooth and tight, like
a bathing cap of pale, polished metal. She walked to the window and stood looking out over
the city. She asked without turning: "What did you want to tell me?"
Alvah Scarret watched her pleasurably. He had long since given up any attempts beyond
holding her hand when not necessary or patting her shoulder; he had stopped thinking of the
subject, but he had a dim, half-conscious feeling which he summed up to himself in the words:
You never can tell.
"I've got good news for you, child," he said. "I've been working out a little scheme, just a bit of
reorganization, and I've figured where I'll consolidate a few things together into a Women's
Welfare Department. You know, the schools, the home economics, the care of babies, the
juvenile delinquents and all the rest of it— all to be under one head. And I see no better woman
for the job than my little girl."
"Do you mean me?" she asked, without turning.
"No one else but. Just as soon as Gail comes back, I'll get his okay."
She turned and looked at him, her arms crossed, her hands holding her elbows. She said:
"Thank you, Alvah. But I don't want it."
"What do you mean, you don't want it?"
"I mean that I don't want it."
"For heaven's sake, do you realize what an advance that would be?"
"Toward what?"
"Your career."
"I never said I was planning a career."
"But you don't want to be running a dinky back-page column forever!"
"Not forever. Until I get bored with it."
"But think of what you could do in the real game! Think of what Gail could do for you once you
come to his attention!"
"I have no desire to come to his attention."
"But, Dominique, we need you. The women will be for you solid after tonight."
"I don't think so."
"Why, I've ordered two columns held for a yarn on the meeting and your speech."
She reached for the telephone and handed the receiver to him. She said:
"You'd better tell them to kill it."
"Why?"
She searched through a litter of papers on a desk, found some typewritten sheets and handed
them to him. "Here's the speech I made tonight," she said.
He glanced through it. He said nothing, but clasped his forehead once. Then he seized the
telephone and gave orders to run as brief an account of the meeting as possible, and not to
mention the speaker by name.
"All right," said Dominique, when he dropped the receiver. "Am I fired?"
He shook his head dolefully. "Do you want to be?"
"Not necessarily."
"I'll squash the business," he muttered. "I'll keep it from Gail."
"If you wish. I don't really care one way or the other."
"Listen, Dominique-oh I know, I'm not to ask any questions-only why on earth are you always
doing things like that?"
"For no reason on earth."
"Look, you know, I've heard about that swank dinner where you made certain remarks on this
same subject. And then you go and say things like these at a radical meeting."
"They're true, though, both sides of it, aren't they?"
"Oh, sure, but couldn't you have reversed the occasions when you chose to express them?"
"There wouldn't have been any point in that."
"Was there any in what you've done?"
"No. None at all. But it amused me."
"I can't figure you out, Dominique. You've done it before. You go along so beautifully, you do
brilliant work and just when you're about to make a real step forward--you spoil it by pulling
something like this. Why?"
"Perhaps that is precisely why."
"Will you tell me--as a friend, because I like you and I'm interested in you--what are you really
after?"
"I should think that's obvious. I'm after nothing at all."
He spread his hands open, shrugging helplessly.
She smiled gaily.
"What is there to look so mournful about? I like you, too, Alvah, and I'm interested in you. I
even like to talk to you, which is better. Now sit still and relax and I'll get you a drink. You need
a drink, Alvah."
She brought him a frosted glass with ice cubes ringing in the silence. "You're just a nice child,
Dominique," he said.
"Of course. That's what I am."
She sat down on the edge of a table, her hands flat behind her, leaning back on two straight
arms, swinging her legs slowly. She said:
"You know, Alvah, it would be terrible if I had a job I really wanted."
"Well, of all things! Well, of all fool things to say! What do you mean?"
"Just that. That it would be terrible to have a job I enjoyed and did not want to lose."
"Why?"
"Because I would have to depend on you--you're a wonderful person, Alvah, but not exactly
inspiring and I don't think it would be beautiful to cringe before a whip in your hand-oh, don't
protest, it would be such a polite little whip, and that's what would make it uglier. I would have
to depend on our boss Gail--he's a great man, I'm sure, only I'd just as soon never set eyes on
him."
"Whatever gives you such a crazy attitude? When you know that Gail and I would do anything
for you, and I personally..."
"It's not only that, Alvah. It's not you alone. If I found a job, a project, an idea or a person I
wanted-l'd have to depend on the whole world. Everything has strings leading to everything
else. We're all so tied together. We're all in a net, the net is waiting, and we're pushed into it
by one single desire. You want a thing and it's precious to you. Do you know who is standing
ready to tear it out of your hands? You can't know, it may be so involved and so far away, but
someone is ready, and you're afraid of them all. And you cringe and you crawl and you beg
and you accept them-just so they'll let you keep it. And look at whom you come to accept."
"If I'm correct in gathering that you're criticizing mankind in general..."
"You know, it's such a peculiar thing-our idea of mankind in general. We all have a sort of
vague, glowing picture when we say that, something solemn, big and important. But actually
all we know of it is the people we meet in our lifetime. Look at them. Do you know any you'd
feel big and solemn about? There's nothing but housewives haggling at pushcarts, drooling
brats who write dirty words on the sidewalks, and drunken debutantes. Or their spiritual
equivalent. As a matter of fact, one can feel some respect for people when they suffer. They
have a certain dignity. But have you ever looked at them when they're enjoying themselves?
That's when you see the truth. Look at those who spend the money they've slaved for-at
amusement parks and side shows. Look at those who're rich and have the whole world open
to them. Observe what they pick out for enjoyment. Watch them in the smarter speak-easies.
That's your mankind in general. I don't want to touch it."
"But hell! That's not the way to look at it. That's not the whole picture. There's some good in
the worst of us. There's always a redeeming feature."
"So much the worse. Is it an inspiring sight to see a man commit a heroic gesture, and then
learn that he goes to vaudeville shows for relaxation? Or see a man who's painted a
magnificent canvas--and learn that he spends his time sleeping with every slut he meets?"
"What do you want? Perfection?"
"-or nothing. So, you see, I take the nothing."
"That doesn't make sense."
"I take the only desire one can really permit oneself. Freedom, Alvah, freedom."
"You call that freedom?"
"To ask nothing. To expect nothing. To depend on nothing."
"What if you found something you wanted?"
"I won't find it. I won't choose to see it. It would be part of that lovely world of yours. I'd have to
share it with all the rest of you-and I wouldn't. You know, I never open again any great book
I've read and loved. It hurts me to think of the other eyes that have read it and of what they
were. Things like that can't be shared. Not with people like that."
"Dominique, it's abnormal to feel so strongly about anything."
"That's the only way I can feel. Or not at all."
"Dominique, my dear," he said, with earnest, sincere concern, "I wish I'd been your father.
What kind of a tragedy did you have in your childhood?"
"Why, none at all. I had a wonderful childhood. Free and peaceful and not bothered too much
by anybody. Well, yes, I did feel bored very often. But I'm used to that."
"I suppose you're just an unfortunate product of our times. That's what I've always said. We're
too cynical, too decadent. If we went back in all humility to the simple virtues..."
"Alvah, how can you start on that stuff? That's only for your editorials and..." She stopped,
seeing his eyes; they looked puzzled and a little hurt. Then she laughed. "I'm wrong. You
really do believe all that. If it's actually believing, or whatever it is you do that takes its place.
Oh, Alvah! That's why I love you. That's why I'm doing again right now what I did tonight at the
meeting."
"What?" he asked, bewildered.
"Talking as I am talking-to you as you are. It's nice, talking to you about such things. Do you
know, Alvah, that primitive people made statues of their gods in man's likeness? Just think of
what a statue of you would look like--of you nude, your stomach and all."
"Now what's that in relation to?"
"To nothing at all, darling. Forgive me." She added: "You know, I love statues of naked men.
Don't look so silly. I said statues. I had one in particular. It was supposed to be Helios. I got it
out of a museum in Europe. I had a terrible time getting it--it wasn't for sale, of course. I think I
was in love with it, Alvah. I brought it home with me."
"Where is it? I’d like to see something you like, for a change."
"It's broken."
"Broken? A museum piece? How did that happen?"
"I broke it."
"How?"
"I threw it down the air shaft. There’s a concrete floor below."
"Are you totally crazy? Why?"
"So that no one else would ever see it."
"Dominique!"
She jerked her head, as if to shake off the subject; the straight mass of her hair stirred in a
heavy ripple, like a wave through a half-liquid pool of mercury. She said:
"I'm sorry, darling. I didn't want to shock you. I thought I could speak to you because you're the
one person who's impervious to any sort of shock. I shouldn't have. It's no use, I guess."
She jumped lightly off the table.
"Run on home, Alvah," she said. "It's getting late. I'm tired. See you tomorrow."
#
Guy Francon read his daughter's articles; he heard of the remarks she had made at the
reception and at the meeting of social workers. He understood nothing of it, but he understood
that it had been precisely the sequence of events to expect from his daughter. It preyed on his
mind, with the bewildered feeling of apprehension which the thought of her always brought
him. He asked himself whether he actually hated his daughter.
But one picture came back to his mind, irrelevantly, whenever he asked himself that question.
It was a picture of her childhood, of a day from some forgotten summer on his country estate
in Connecticut long ago. He had forgotten the rest of that day and what had led to the one
moment he remembered. But he remembered how he stood on the terrace and saw her
leaping over a high green hedge at the end of the lawn. The hedge seemed too high for her
little body; he had time to think that she could not make it, in the very moment when he saw
her flying triumphantly over the green barrier. He could not remember the beginning nor the
end of that leap; but he still saw, clearly and sharply, as on a square of movie film cut out and
held motionless forever, the one instant when her body hung in space, her long legs flung
wide, her thin arms thrown up, hands braced against the air, her white dress and blond hair
spread in two broad, flat mats on the wind, a single moment, the flash of a small body in the
greatest burst of ecstatic freedom he had ever witnessed in his life.
He did not know why that moment remained with him, what significance, unheeded at the
time, had preserved it for him when so much else of greater import had been lost. He did not
know why he had to see that moment again whenever he felt bitterness for his daughter, nor
why, seeing it, he felt that unbearable twinge of tenderness. He told himself merely that his
paternal affection was asserting itself quite against his will. But in an awkward, unthinking way
he wanted to help her, not knowing, not wanting to know what she had to be helped against.
So he began to look more frequently at Peter Keating. He began to accept the solution which
he never quite admitted to himself. He found comfort in the person of Peter Keating, and he
felt that Keating's simple, stable wholesomeness was just the support needed by the
unhealthy inconstancy of his daughter.
Keating would not admit that he had tried to see Dominique again, persistently and without
results. He had obtained her telephone number from Francon long ago, and he had called her
often. She had answered, and laughed gaily, and told him that of course she'd see him, she
knew she wouldn't be able to escape it, but she was so busy for weeks to come and would he
give her a ring by the first of next month?
Francon guessed it. He told Keating he would ask Dominique to lunch and bring them
together again. "That is," he added, "I'll try to ask her. She'll refuse, of course." Dominique
surprised him again: she accepted, promptly and cheerfully.
She met them at a restaurant, and she smiled as if this were a reunion she welcomed. She
talked gaily, and Keating felt enchanted, at ease, wondering why he had ever feared her. At
the end of a half hour she looked at Francon and said:
"It was wonderful of you to take time off to see me, Father. Particularly when you're so busy
and have so many appointments."
Francon's face assumed a look of consternation. "My God, Dominique, that reminds me!"
"You have an appointment you forgot?" she asked gently. "Confound it, yes! It slipped my
mind entirely. Old Andrew Colson phoned this morning and I forgot to make a note of it and he
insisted on seeing me at two o'clock, you know how it is, I just simply can't refuse to see
Andrew Colson, confound itl-today of all..." He added, suspiciously: "How did you know it?"
"Why, I didn't know it at all. It's perfectly all right, Father. Mr. Keating and I will excuse you,
and we'll have a lovely luncheon together, and I have no appointments at all for the day, so
you don't have to be afraid that I'll escape from him."
Francon wondered whether she knew that that had been the excuse he'd prepared in advance
in order to leave her alone with Keating. He could not be sure. She was looking straight at
him; her eyes seemed just a bit too candid. He was glad to escape.
Dominique turned to Keating with a glance so gentle that it could mean nothing but contempt.
"Now let's relax," she said. "We both know what Father is after, so it's perfectly all right. Don't
let it embarrass you. It doesn't embarrass me. It's nice that you've got Father on a leash. But I
know it's not helpful to you to have him pulling ahead of the leash. So let's forget it and eat our
lunch."
He wanted to rise and walk out; and knew, in furious helplessness, that he wouldn't. She said:
"Don't frown, Peter. You might as well call me Dominique, because we'll come to that anyway,
sooner or later. I'll probably see a great deal of you, I see so many people, and if it will please
Father to have you as one of them-why not?'
For the rest of the luncheon she spoke to him as to an old friend, gaily and openly; with a
disquieting candor which seemed to show that there was nothing to conceal, but showed that
it was best to attempt no probe. The exquisite kindliness of her manner suggested that their
relationship was of no possible consequence, that she could not pay him the tribute of
hostility. He knew that he disliked her violently. But he watched the shape of her mouth, the
movements of her lips framing words; he watched the way she crossed her legs, a gesture
smooth and exact, like an expensive instrument being folded; and he could not escape the
feeling of incredulous admiration he had experienced when he had seen her for the first time.
When they were leaving, she said:
"Will you take me to the theater tonight, Peter? I don't care what play, any one of them. Call
for me after dinner. Tell Father about it. It will please him."
"Though, of course, he should know better than to be pleased," said Keating, "and so should I,
but I'll be delighted just the same, Dominique."
"Why should you know better?"
"Because you have no desire to go to a theater or to see me tonight."
"None whatever. I'm beginning to like you, Peter. Call for me at half past eight."
When Keating returned to the office, Francon called him upstairs at once.
"Well?" Francon asked anxiously.
"What's the matter, Guy?" said Keating, his voice innocent. "Why are you so concerned?"
"Well, I. J'm just. ..frankly, I'm interested to see whether you two could get together at all. I
think you'd be a good influence for her. What happened?"
"Nothing at all. We had a lovely time. You know your restaurants--the food was
wonderful. ..Oh, yes, I'm taking your daughter to a show tonight."
"No!"
"Why, yes."
"How did you ever manage that?"
Keating shrugged. "I told you one mustn't be afraid of Dominique."
"I'm not afraid, but. ..Oh, is it 'Dominique' already? My congratulations, Peter.. ..I'm not afraid,
it's only that I can't figure her out. No one can approach her. She’s never had a single girl
friend, not even in kindergarten. There’s always a mob around her, but never a friend. I don’t
know what to think. There she is now, living all alone, always with a crowd of men around
and..."
"Now, Guy, you mustn't think anything dishonorable about your own daughter."
"I don't! That's just the trouble--that I don’t. I wish I could. But she's twenty-four, Peter, and
she's a virgin-1 know, I'm sure of it. Can't you tell just by looking at a woman? I'm no moralist,
Peter, and I think that's abnormal. It's unnatural at her age, with her looks, with the kind of
utterly unrestricted existence that she leads. I wish to God she'd get married. I honestly
do. ...Well, now, don’t repeat that, of course, and don’t misinterpret it, I didn't mean it as an
invitation."
"Of course not."
"By the way, Peter, the hospital called while you were out. They said poor Lucius is much
better. They think he'll pull through." Lucius N. Heyer had had a stroke, and Keating had
exhibited a great deal of concern for his progress, but had not gone to visit him at the hospital.
"I'm so glad," said Keating.
"But I don't think he'll ever be able to come back to work. He's getting old, Peter.. ..Yes, he's
getting old. ...One reaches an age when one can't be burdened with business any longer." He
let a paper knife hang between two fingers and tapped it pensively against the edge of a desk
calendar. "It happens to all of us, Peter, sooner or later. ...One must look ahead...."
#
Keating sat on the floor by the imitation logs in the fireplace of his living room, his hands
clasped about his knees, and listened to his mother's questions on what did Dominique look
like, what did she wear, what had she said to him and how much money did he suppose her
mother had actually left her.
He was meeting Dominique frequently now. He had just returned from an evening spent with
her on a round of night clubs. She always accepted his invitations. He wondered whether her
attitude was a deliberate proof that she could ignore him more completely by seeing him often
than by refusing to see him. But each time he met her, he planned eagerly for the next
meeting. He had not seen Catherine for a month. She was busy with research work which her
uncle had entrusted to her, in preparation for a series of his lectures.
Mrs. Keating sat under a lamp, mending a slight tear in the lining of Peter's dinner jacket,
reproaching him, between questions, for sitting on the floor in his dress trousers and best
formal shirt. He paid no attention to the reproaches or the questions. But under his bored
annoyance he felt an odd sense of relief; as if the stubborn stream of her words were pushing
him on and justifying him. He answered once in a while: "Yes. ...No. ...I don't know.. ..Oh, yes,
she's lovely. She's very lovely.. ..It's awfully late, Mother. I'm tired. I think I'll go to bed...." The
doorbell rang.
"Well," said Mrs. Keating. "What can that be, at this hour?" Keating rose, shrugging, and
ambled to the door. It was Catherine. She stood, her two hands clasped on a large, old,
shapeless pocketbook. She looked determined and hesitant at once. She drew back a little.
She said: "Good evening, Peter. Can I come in? I've got to speak to you."
"Katie! Of course! How nice of you! Come right in. Mother, it's Katie."
Mrs. Keating looked at the girl's feet which stepped as if moving on the rolling deck of a ship;
she looked at her son, and she knew that something had happened, to be handled with great
caution.
"Good evening, Catherine," she said softly.
Keating was conscious of nothing save the sudden stab of joy he had felt on seeing her; the
joy told him that nothing had changed, that he was safe in certainty, that her presence
resolved all doubts. He forgot to wonder about the lateness of the hour, about her first,
uninvited appearance in his apartment.
"Good evening, Mrs. Keating," she said, her voice bright and hollow. "I hope I'm not disturbing
you, it's late probably, is it?"
"Why, not at all, child," said Mrs. Keating.
Catherine hurried to speak, senselessly, hanging on to the sound of words:
"I'll just take my hat off. ...Where can I put it, Mrs. Keating? Here on the table? Would that be
all right?. ..No, maybe I'd better put it on this bureau, though it's a little damp from the street,
the hat is, it might hurt the varnish, it's a nice bureau, I hope it doesn't hurt the varnish...."
"What's the matter, Katie?" Keating asked, noticing at last.
She looked at him and he saw that her eyes were terrified. Her lips parted; she was trying to
smile. "Katie!" he gasped. She said nothing. "Take your coat off. Come here, get yourself
warm by the fire.
He pushed a low bench to the fireplace, he made her sit down. She was wearing a black
sweater and an old black skirt, school-girlish house garments which she had not changed for
her visit. She sat hunched, her knees drawn tight together. She said, her voice lower and
more natural, with the first released sound of pain in it:
"You have such a nice place. ...So warm and roomy.. ..Can you open the windows any time you
want to?"
"Katie darling," he said gently, "what happened?"
"Nothing. It's not that anything really happened. Only I had to speak to you. Now. Tonight."
He looked at Mrs. Keating. "If you'd rather..."
"No. It's perfectly all right. Mrs. Keating can hear it. Maybe it's better if she hears it." She
turned to his mother and said very simply: "You see, Mrs. Keating, Peter and I are engaged."
She turned to him and added, her voice breaking: "Peter, I want to be married now, tomorrow,
as soon as possible."
Mrs. Keating's hand descended slowly to her lap. She looked at Catherine, her eyes
expressionless. She said quietly, with a dignity Keating had never expected of her:
"I didn't know it, I am very happy, my dear."
"You don't mind? You really don't mind at all?" Catherine asked desperately.
"Why, child, such things are to be decided only by you and my son."
"Katie!" he gasped, regaining his voice. "What happened? Why as soon as possible?"
"Oh! oh, it did sound as if.. .as if I were in the kind of trouble girls are supposed to..." She
blushed furiously. "Oh, my God! No! It’s not that! You know it couldn't be! Oh, you couldn't
think, Peter, that L.that..."
"No, of course not," he laughed, sitting down on the floor by her side, slipping an arm around
her. "But pull yourself together. What is it? You know I'd marry you tonight if you wanted me
to. Only what happened?"
"Nothing. I'm all right now. I'll tell you. You'll think I'm crazy. I just suddenly had the feeling that
I’d never marry you, that something dreadful was happening to me and I had to escape from
it."
"What was happening to you?"
"I don't know. Not a thing. I was working on my research notes all day, and nothing had
happened at all. No calls or visitors. And then suddenly tonight, I had that feeling, it was like a
nightmare, you know, the kind of horror that you can't describe, that's not like anything normal
at all. Just the feeling that I was in mortal danger, that something was closing in on me, that I'd
never escape it, because it wouldn't let me and it was too late."
"That you'd never escape what?"
"I don't know exactly. Everything. My whole life. You know, like quicksand. Smooth and
natural. With not a thing that you can notice about it or suspect. And you walk on it easily.
When you've noticed, it's too late.. ..And I felt that it would get me, that I'd never marry you,
that I had to run, now, now or never. Haven't you ever had a feeling like that, just fear that you
couldn't explain?"
"Yes," he whispered.
"You don't think I'm crazy?"
"No, Katie. Only what was it exactly that started it? Anything in particular?"
"Well. ..it seems so silly now." She giggled apologetically. "It was like this: I was sitting in my
room and it was a little chilly, so I didn't open the window. I had so many papers and books on
the table, I hardly had room to write and every time I made a note my elbow'd push something
off. There were piles of things on the floor all around me, all paper, and it rustled a little,
because I had the door to the living room half open and there was a little draft, I guess. Uncle
was working too, in the living room. I was getting along fine, I'd been at it for hours, didn't even
know what time it was. And then suddenly it got me. I don't know why. Maybe the room was
stuffy, or maybe it was the silence, I couldn't hear a thing, not a sound in the living room, and
there was that paper rustling, so softly, like somebody being choked to death. And then I
looked around and. ..and I couldn't see Uncle in the living room, but I saw his shadow on the
wall, a huge shadow, all hunched, and it didn't move, only it was so huge!"
She shuddered. The thing did not seem silly to her any longer. She whispered:
"That's when it got me. It wouldn't move, that shadow, but I thought all that paper was moving,
I thought it was rising very slowly off the floor, and it was going to come to my throat and I was
going to drown. That’s when I screamed. And, Peter, he didn't hear. He didn't hear it! Because
the shadow didn't move. Then I seized my hat and coat and I ran. When I was running
through the living room, I think he said: 'Why, Catherine, what time is it?-Where are you
going?' Something like that, I'm not sure. But I didn't look back and I didn't answer-1 couldn't. I
was afraid of him. Afraid of Uncle Ellsworth who's never said a harsh word to me in his
life!. ..That was all, Peter. I can't understand it, but I'm afraid. Not so much any more, not here
with you, but I'm afraid...." Mrs. Keating spoke, her voice dry and crisp: "Why, it's plain what
happened to you, my dear. You worked too hard and overdid it, and you just got a mite
hysterical."
"Yes. ..probably..."
"No," said Keating dully, "no, it wasn't that...." He was thinking of the loud-speaker in the lobby
of the strike meeting. Then he added quickly: "Yes, Mother's right. You're killing yourself with
work, Katie. That uncle of yours-l'll wring his neck one of these days."
"Oh, but it's not his fault! He doesn't want me to work. He often takes the books away from me
and tells me to go to the movies. He's said that himself, that I work too hard. But I like it. I think
that every note I make, every little bit of information-it's going to be taught to hundreds of
young students, all over the country, and I think it's me who's helping to educate people, just
my own little bit in such a big cause-and I feel proud and I don't want to stop. You see? I’ve
really got nothing to complain about. And then. ..then, like tonight... I don’t know what’s the
matter with me."
"Look, Katie, well get the license tomorrow morning and then we'll be married at once,
anywhere you wish."
"Let's, Peter," she whispered. "You really don't mind? I have no real reasons, but I want it. I
want it so much. Then I'll know that everything's all right. We'll manage. I can get a job if
you. ..if you're not quite ready or..."
"Oh, nonsense. Don't talk about that. Well manage. It doesn't matter. Only let's get married
and everything else will take care of itself."
"Darling, you understand? You do understand?"
"Yes, Katie."
"Now that it's all settled," said Mrs. Keating, "I'll fix you a cup of hot tea, Catherine. You'll need
it before you go home." She prepared the tea, and Catherine drank it gratefully and said,
smiling:
I... I've often been afraid that you wouldn't approve, Mrs. Keating.
"Whatever gave you that idea," Mrs. Keating drawled, her voice not in the tone of a question.
"Now you run on home like a good girl and get a good night's sleep."
"Mother, couldn't Katie stay here tonight? She could sleep with you."
"Well, now, Peter, don't get hysterical. What would her uncle think?"
"Oh, no, of course not. I'll be perfectly all right, Peter. I'll go home."
"Not if you..."
"I'm not afraid. Not now. I'm fine. You don't think that I'm really scared of Uncle Ellsworth?"
"Well, all right. But don't go yet."
"Now, Peter," said Mrs. Keating, "you don’t want her to be running around the streets later
than she has to."
"I'll take her home."
"No," said Catherine. "I don't want to be sillier than I am. No, I won't let you."
He kissed her at the door and he said: "I'll come for you at ten o'clock tomorrow morning and
well go for the license."
"Yes, Peter," she whispered.
He closed the door after her and he stood for a moment, not noticing that he was clenching
his fists. Then he walked defiantly back to the living room, and he stopped, his hands in his
pockets, facing his mother. He looked at her, his glance a silent demand. Mrs. Keating sat
looking at him quietly, without pretending to ignore the glance and without answering it.
Then she asked:
"Do you want to go to bed, Peter?"
He had expected anything but that. He felt a violent impulse to seize the chance, to turn, leave
the room and escape. But he had to learn what she thought; he had to justify himself.
"Now, Mother, I'm not going to listen to any objections."
"I've made no objections," said Mrs. Keating.
"Mother, I want you to understand that I love Katie, that nothing can stop me now, and that's
that."
"Very well, Peter."
"I don't see what it is that you dislike about her."
"What I like or dislike is of no importance to you any more."
"Oh yes, Mother, of course it is! You know it is. How can you say that?"
"Peter, I have no likes or dislikes as far as I’m concerned. I have no thought for myself at all,
because nothing in the world matters to me, except you. It might be old-fashioned, but that’s
the way I am. I know I shouldn't be, because children don’t appreciate it nowadays, but I can’t
help it."
"Oh, Mother, you know that I appreciate it! You know that I wouldn't want to hurt you."
"You can't hurt me, Peter, except by hurting yourself. And that. ..that's hard to bear."
"How am I hurting myself?"
"Well, if you won't refuse to listen to me..."
"I've never refused to listen to you!"
"If you do want to hear my opinion, I'll say that this is the funeral of twenty-nine years of my
life, of all the hopes I've had for you."
"But why? Why?"
"It's not that I dislike, Catherine, Peter. I like her very much. She's a nice girl-if she doesn't let
herself go to pieces often and pick things out of thin air like that. But she's a respectable girl
and I'd say she'd make a good wife for anybody. For any nice, plodding, respectable boy. But
to think of it for you, Peter! For you!"
"But..."
"You're modest, Peter. You're too modest. That's always been your trouble. You don't
appreciate yourself. You think you're just like anybody else."
"I certainly don't! and I won't have anyone think that!"
"Then use your head! Don't you know what's ahead of you? Don't you see how far you've
come already and how far you're going? You have a chance to become-well, not the very
best, but pretty near the top in the architectural profession, and..."
"Pretty near the top? Is that what you think? If I can't be the very best, if I can't be the one
architect of this country in my day-1 don't want any damn part of it!"
"Ah, but one doesn't get to that, Peter, by falling down on the job. One doesn't get to be first in
anything without the strength to make some sacrifices."
"But..."
"Your life doesn't belong to you, Peter, if you're really aiming high. You can't allow yourself to
indulge every whim, as ordinary people can, because with them it doesn't matter anyway. It's
not you or me or what we feel. Peter. It's your career. It takes strength to deny yourself in
order to win other people's respect."
"You just dislike Katie and you let your own prejudice..."
"Whatever would I dislike about her? Well, of course, I can't say that I approve of a girl who
has so little consideration for her man that she'll run to him and upset him over nothing at all,
and ask him to chuck his future out the window just because she gets some crazy notion. That
shows what help you can expect from a wife like that. But as far as I'm concerned, if you think
that I'm worried about myself-well, you're just blind, Peter. Don't you see that for me
personally it would be a perfect match? Because I'd have no trouble with Catherine, I could
get along with her beautifully, she'd be respectful and obedient to her mother-in-law. While, on
the other hand, Miss Francon..."
He winced. He had known that this would come. It was the one subject he had been afraid to
hear mentioned.
"Oh yes, Peter," said Mrs. Keating quietly, firmly, "we've got to speak of that. Now, I'm sure I
could never manage Miss Francon, and an elegant society girl like that wouldn't even stand
for a dowdy, uneducated mother like me. She'd probably edge me out of the house. Oh, yes,
Peter. But you see, it's not me that I'm thinking of."
"Mother," he said harshly, "that part of it is pure drivel-about my having a chance with
Dominique. That hell-cat-l'm not sure she'd ever look at me."
'You're slipping, Peter. There was a time when you wouldn't have admitted that there was
anything you couldn't get."
"But I don’t want her, Mother."
"Oh, you don't, don't you? Well, there you are. Isn't that what I've been saying? Look at
yourself! There you've got Francon, the best architect in town, just where you want him! He's
practically begging you to take a partnership-at your age, over how many other, older men's
heads? He's not permitting, he's asking you to marry his daughter! And you'll walk in tomorrow
and you'll present to him the little nobody you've gone and married! Just stop thinking of
yourself for a moment and think of others a bit. How do you suppose he'll like that? How will
he like it when you show him the little guttersnipe that you've preferred to his daughter?"
"He won't like it," Keating whispered.
"You bet your life he won't! You bet your life he'll kick you right out on the street! He'll find
plenty who'll jump at the chance to take your place. How about that Bennett fellow?"
"Oh, no!" Keating gasped so furiously that she knew she had struck right. "Not Bennett!"
"Yes," she said triumphantly. "Bennett! That's what it'll be-Francon & Bennett, while you'll be
pounding the pavements looking for a job! But you'll have a wife! Oh, yes, you'll have a wife!"
"Mother, please..." he whispered, so desperately that she could allow herself to go on without
restraint.
"This is the kind of a wife you'll have. A clumsy little girl who won't know where to put her
hands or feet. A sheepish little thing who'll run and hide from any important person that you'll
want to bring to the house. So you think you're so good? Don't kid yourself, Peter Keating! No
great man ever got there alone. Don’t you shrug it off, how much the right woman's helped the
best of them. Your Francon didn't marry a chambermaid, you bet your life he didn't! Just try to
see things through other people's eyes for a bit. What will they think of your wife? What will
they think of you? You don't make your living building chicken coops for soda jerkers, don't
you forget that! You've got to play the game as the big men of this world see it. You've got to
live up to them. What will they think of a man who's married to a common little piece of
baggage like that? Will they admire you? Will they trust you? Will they respect you?"
"Shut up!" he cried.
But she went on. She spoke for a long time, while he sat, cracking his knuckles savagely,
moaning once in a while: "But I love her. ...I can't, Mother! I can't. ...I love her...."
She released him when the streets outside were gray with the light of morning. She let him
stumble off to his room, to the accompaniment of the last, gentle, weary sounds of her voice:
"At least, Peter, you can do that much. Just a few months. Ask her to wait just a few months.
Heyer might die any moment and then, once you're a partner, you can marry her and you
might get away with it. She won't mind waiting just that little bit longer, if she loves you. ...Think
it over, Peter.. ..And while you're thinking it over, think just a bit that if you do this now, you'll be
breaking your mother's heart. It's not important, but take just a tiny notice of that. Think of
yourself for an hour, but give one minute to the thought of others...."
He did not try to sleep. He did not undress, but sat on his bed for hours, and the thing clearest
in his mind was the wish to find himself transported a year ahead when everything would have
been settled, he did not care how.
He had decided nothing when he rang the doorbell of Catherine's apartment at ten o'clock. He
felt dimly that she would take his hand, that she would lead him, that she would insist-and
thus the decision would be made.
Catherine opened the door and smiled, happily and confidently, as if nothing had happened.
She led him to her room, where broad shafts of sunlight flooded the columns of books and
papers stacked neatly on her desk. The room was clean, orderly, the pile of the rug still striped
in bands left by a carpet sweeper. Catherine wore a crisp organdy blouse, with sleeves
standing stiffly, cheerfully about her shoulders; little fluffy needles glittered through her hair in
the sunlight. He felt a brief wrench of disappointment that no menace met him in her house; a
wrench of relief also, and of disappointment.
"I'm ready, Peter," she said. "Get me my coat."
"Did you tell your uncle?" he asked.
"Oh, yes. I told him last night. He was still working when I got back."
"What did he say?"
"Nothing. He just laughed and asked me what I wanted for a wedding present. But he laughed
so much!"
"Where is he? Didn't he want to meet me at least?"
"He had to go to his newspaper office. He said he'd have plenty of time to see more than
enough of you. But he said it so nicely!"
"Listen, Katie, I... there's one thing I wanted to tell you." He hesitated, not looking at her. His
voice was flat. "You see, it's like this: Lucius Heyer, Francon's partner, is very ill and they don't
expect him to live. Francon's been hinting quite openly mat I'm to take Heyer's place. But
Francon has the crazy idea that he wants me to marry his daughter. Now don't misunderstand
me, you know there's not a chance, but I can't tell him so. And I thought...! thought that if we
waited. ..for just a few weeks. ..I'd be set with the firm and then Francon could do nothing to me
when I come and tell him that I'm married. ...But, of course it's up to you." He looked at her and
his voice was eager. "If you want to do it now, we'll go at once."
"But, Peter," she said calmly, serene and astonished. "But of course. We'll wait."
He smiled in approval and relief. But he closed his eyes.
"Of course, we'll wait," she said firmly. "I didn't know this and it's very important. There's really
no reason to hurry at all."
"You're not afraid that Francon's daughter might get me?"
She laughed. "Oh, Peter! I know you too well."
"But if you'd rather..."
"No, it's much better. You see, to tell you the truth, I thought this morning that it would be
better if we waited, but I didn't want to say anything if you had made up your mind. Since you'd
rather wait, I'd much rather too, because, you see, we got word this morning that Uncle's
invited to repeat this same course of lectures at a terribly important university on the West
Coast this summer. I felt horrible about leaving him flat, with the work unfinished. And then I
thought also that perhaps we were being foolish, we're both so young. And Uncle Ellsworth
laughed so much. You see, it's really wiser to wait a little."
"Yes. Well, that's fine. But, Katie, if you feel as you did last night..."
"But I don't! I'm so ashamed of myself. I can't imagine what ever happened to me last night. I
try to remember it and I can't understand. You know how it is, you feel so silly afterward.
Everything's so clear and simple the next day. Did I say a lot of awful nonsense last night?"
"Well, forget it. You're a sensible little girl. We're both sensible. And we'll wait just a while, it
won't be long."
"Yes, Peter."
He said suddenly, fiercely:
Insist on it now, Katie.
And then he laughed stupidly, as if he had not been quite serious.
She smiled gaily in answer. "You see?" she said, spreading her hands out.
"Well..." he muttered. "Well, all right, Katie. We'll wait. It's better, of course. L.l'll run along
then. I'll be late at the office." He felt he had to escape her room for the moment, for that day.
"I'll give you a ring. Let's have dinner together tomorrow."
"Yes, Peter. That will be nice."
He went away, relieved and desolate, cursing himself for the dull, persistent feeling that told
him he had missed a chance which would never return; that something was closing in on them
both and they had surrendered. He cursed, because he could not say what it was that they
should have fought. He hurried on to his office where he was being late for an appointment
with Mrs. Moorehead.
Catherine stood in the middle of the room, after he had left, and wondered why she suddenly
felt empty and cold; why she hadn't known until this moment that she had hoped he would
force her to follow him. Then she shrugged, and smiled reproachfully at herself, and went
back to the work on her desk.
13 .
ON A DAY in October, when the Heller house was nearing completion, a lanky young man in
overalls stepped out of a small group that stood watching the house from the road and
approached Roark.
"You the fellow who built the Booby Hatch?" he asked, quite diffidently.
"If you mean this house, yes," Roark answered.
"Oh, I beg your pardon, sir. It's only that that's what they call the place around here. It's not
what I'd call it. You see, I've got a building job. ..well, not exactly, but I'm going to build a filling
station of my own about ten miles from here, down on the Post Road. I'd like to talk to you."
Later, on a bench in front of the garage where he worked, Jimmy Gowan explained in detail.
He added: "And how I happened to think of you, Mr. Roark, is that I like it, that funny house of
yours. Can't say why, but I like it. It makes sense to me. And then again I figured everybody's
gaping at it and talking about it, well, that's no use to a house, but that'd be plenty smart for a
business, let them giggle, but let them talk about it. So I thought I'd get you to build it, and then
they'll all say I'm crazy, but do you care? I don't."
Jimmy Gowan had worked like a mule for fifteen years, saving money for a business of his
own. People voiced indignant objections to his choice of architect; Jimmy uttered no word of
explanation or self-defense; he said politely: "Maybe so, folks, maybe so," and proceeded to
have Roark build his station.
The station opened on a day in late December. It stood on the edge of the Boston Post Road,
two small structures of glass and concrete forming a semicircle among the trees: the cylinder
of the office and the long, low oval of the diner, with the gasoline pumps as the colonnade of a
forecourt between them. It was a study in circles; there were no angles and no straight lines; it
looked like shapes caught in a flow, held still at the moment of being poured, at the precise
moment when they formed a harmony that seemed too perfect to be intentional. It looked like
a cluster of bubbles hanging low over the ground, not quite touching it, to be swept aside in an
instant on a wind of speed; it looked gay, with the hard, bracing gaiety of efficiency, like a
powerful airplane engine.
Roark stayed at the station on the day of its opening. He drank coffee in a clean, white mug,
at the counter of the diner, and he watched the cars stopping at the door. He left late at night.
He looked back once, driving down the long, empty road. The lights of the station winked,
flowing away from him. There it stood, at the crossing of two roads, and cars would be
streaming past it day and night, cars coming from cities in which there was no room for
buildings such as this, going to cities in which there would be no buildings such as this. He
turned his face to the road before him, and he kept his eyes off the mirror which still held,
glittering softly, dots of light that moved away far behind him....
He drove back to months of idleness. He sat in his office each morning, because he knew that
he had to sit there, looking at a door that never opened, his fingers forgotten on a telephone
that never rang. The ash trays he emptied each day, before leaving, contained nothing but the
stubs of his own cigarettes.
"What are you doing about it, Howard?" Austen Heller asked him at dinner one evening.
"Nothing."
"But you must."
"There's nothing I can do."
"You must learn how to handle people."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I don't know how. I was born without some one particular sense."
"It's something one acquires."
"I have no organ to acquire it with. I don't know whether it's something I lack, or something
extra I have that stops me. Besides, I don't like people who have to be handled."
"But you can't sit still and do nothing now. You've got to go after commissions."
"What can I tell people in order to get commissions? I can only show my work. If they don't
hear that, they won't hear anything I say. I'm nothing to them, but my work-my work is all we
have in common. And I have no desire to tell them anything else."
"Then what are you going to do? You're not worried?"
"No. I expected it. I'm waiting."
"For what?"
"My kind of people."
"What kind is that?"
"I don't know. Yes, I do know, but I can't explain it. I've often wished I could. There must be
some one principle to cover it, but I don’t know what it is."
"Honesty?"
"Yes. ..no, only partly. Guy Francon is an honest man, but it isn't that. Courage? Ralston
Holcombe has courage, in his own manner. ...I don't know. I'm not that vague on other things.
But I can tell my kind of people by their faces. By something in their faces. There will be
thousands passing by your house and by the gas station. If out of those thousands, one stops
and sees it--that's all I need."
"Then you do need other people, after all, don't you, Howard?"
"Of course. What are you laughing at?"
"I've always thought that you were the most anti-social animal I've ever had the pleasure of
meeting."
"I need people to give me work. I'm not building mausoleums. Do you suppose I should need
them in some other way? In a closer, more personal way?"
"You don't need anyone in a very personal way."
"No."
"You're not even boasting about it."
"Should I?"
You can't. You're too arrogant to boast."
"Is that what I am?"
"Don't you know what you are?"
"No. Not as far as you're seeing me, or anyone else."
Heller sat silently, his wrist describing circles with a cigarette. Then Heller laughed, and said:
"That was typical."
"What?"
"That you didn't ask me to tell you what you are as I see you. Anybody else would have."
"I'm sorry. It wasn't indifference. You're one of the few friends I want to keep. I just didn't think
of asking."
"I know you didn't. That's the point. You're a self-centered monster, Howard. The more
monstrous because you're utterly innocent about it."
"That's true."
"You should show a little concern when you admit that."
"Why?"
"You know, there’s a thing that stumps me. You're the coldest man I know. And I can't
understand why-knowing that you're actually a fiend in your quiet sort of way-why I always
feel, when I see you, that you're the most life-giving person I've ever met."
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know. Just that."
The weeks went by, and Roark walked to his office each day, sat at his desk for eight hours,
and read a great deal. At five o'clock, he walked home. He had moved to a better room, near
the office; he spent little; he had enough money for a long time to come.
On a morning in February the telephone rang in his office. A brisk, emphatic feminine voice
asked for an appointment with Mr. Roark, the architect. That afternoon, a brisk, small, dark-
skinned woman entered the office; she wore a mink coat and exotic earrings that tinkled when
she moved her head. She moved her head a great deal, in sharp little birdlike jerks. She was
Mrs. Wayne Wilmot of Long Island and she wished to build a country house. She had selected
Mr. Roark to build it, she explained, because he had designed the home of Austen Heller. She
adored Austen Heller; he was, she stated, an oracle to all those pretending just the tiniest bit
to the title of progressive intellectual, she thought-"don't you?"-and she followed Heller like a
zealot, "yes, literally, like a zealot." Mr. Roark was very young, wasn't he?-but she didn't mind
that, she was very liberal and glad to help youth. She wanted a large house, she had two
children, she believed in expressing their individuality- "don't you?"-and each had to have a
separate nursery, she had to have a library-"! read to distraction"-a music room, a
conservatory-"we grow lilies-of-the-valley, my friends tell me it's my flower"-a den for her
husband, who trusted her implicitly and let her plan the house-"because I'm so good at it, if I
weren't a woman I'm sure I'd be an architect"-servants' rooms and all that, and a three-car
garage. After an hour and a half of details and explanations, she said:
"And of course, as to the style of the house, it will be English Tudor. I adore English Tudor."
He looked at her. He asked slowly:
"Have you seen Austen Heller's house?"
"No, though I did want to see it, but how could I?— I've never met Mr. Heller, I'm only his fan,
just that, a plain, ordinary fan, what is he like in person?-you must tell me, I'm dying to hear
it— no, I haven't seen his house, it's somewhere up in Maine, isn't it?"
Roark took photographs out of the desk drawer and handed them to her.
"This," he said, "is the Heller house."
She looked at the photographs, her glance like water skimming off their glossy surfaces, and
threw them down on the desk.
"Very interesting," she said. "Most unusual. Quite stunning. But, of course, that's not what I
want. That kind of a house wouldn't express my personality. My friends tell me I have the
Elizabethan personality."
Quietly, patiently, he tried to explain to her why she should not build a Tudor house. She
interrupted him in the middle of a sentence.
"Look here, Mr. Roark, you're not trying to teach me something, are you? I'm quite sure that I
have good taste, and I know a great deal about architecture, I've taken a special course at the
club. My friends tell me that I know more than many architects. I’ve quite made up my mind
that I shall have an English Tudor house. I do not care to argue about it."
"You'll have to go to some other architect, Mrs. Wilmot."
She stared at him incredulously.
"You mean, you're refusing the commission?"
"Yes."
"You don't want my commission?"
"No."
"But why?"
"I don't do this sort of thing."
"But I thought architects..."
"Yes. Architects will build you anything you ask for. Any other architect in town will."
"But I gave you first chance."
"Will you do me a favor, Mrs. Wilmot? Will you tell me why you came to me if all you wanted
was a Tudor house?"
"Well, I certainly thought you'd appreciate the opportunity. And then, I thought I could tell my
friends that I had Austen Heller's architect."
He tried to explain and to convince. He knew, while he spoke, that it was useless, because his
words sounded as if they were hitting a vacuum. There was no such person as Mrs. Wayne
Wilmot; there was only a shell containing the opinions of her friends, the picture post cards
she had seen, the novels of country squires she had read; it was this that he had to address,
this immateriality which could not hear him or answer, deaf and impersonal like a wad of
cotton.
"I'm sorry," said Mrs. Wayne Wilmot, "but I'm not accustomed to dealing with a person utterly
incapable of reason. I'm quite sure I shall find plenty of bigger men who'll be glad to work for
me. My husband was opposed to my idea of having you, in the first place, and I'm sorry to see
that he was right. Good day, Mr. Roark."
She walked out with dignity, but she slammed the door. He slipped the photographs back into
the drawer of his desk.
Mr. Robert L. Mundy, who came to Roark's office in March, had been sent by Austin Heller.
Mr. Mundy's voice and hair were gray as steel, but his eyes were blue, gentle and wistful. He
wanted to build a house in Connecticut, and he spoke of it tremulously, like a young
bridegroom and like a man groping for his last, secret goal.
"It's not just a house, Mr. Roark," he said with timid diffidence, as if he were speaking to a
man older and more prominent than himself, "it's like. ..like a symbol to me. It's what I've been
waiting and working for all these years. It’s so many years now....l must tell you this, so you'll
understand. I have a great deal of money now, more than I care to think about. I didn't always
have it. Maybe it came too late. I don't know. Young people think that you forget what happens
on the way when you get there. But you don't. Something stays. I'll always remember how I
was a boy--in a little place down in Georgia, that was--and how I ran errands for the harness
maker, and the kids laughed when carriages drove by and splashed mud all over my pants.
That's how long ago I decided that some day I'd have a house of my own, the kind of house
that carriages stop before. After that, no matter how hard it got to be at times, I'd always think
of that house, and it helped. Afterward, there were years when I was afraid of it--l could have
built it, but I was afraid. Well, now the time has come. Do you understand, Mr. Roark? Austen
said you'd be just the man who'd understand."
"Yes," said Roark eagerly, "I do."
"There was a place," said Mr. Mundy, "down there, near my home town. The mansion of the
whole county. The Randolph place. An old plantation house, as they don't build them any
more. I used to deliver things there sometimes, at the back door. That's the house I want, Mr.
Roark. Just like it. But not back there in Georgia. I don't want to go back. Right here, near the
city. I've bought the land. You must help me to have it landscaped just like the Randolph
place. We'll plant trees and shrubs, the kind they have in Georgia, the flowers and everything.
We'll find a way to make them grow. I don't care how much it costs. Of course, we'll have
electric lights and garages now, not carriages. But I want the electric lights made like candles
and I want the garages to look like the stables. Everything, just as it was. I have photographs
of the Randolph place. And I've bought some of their old furniture."
When Roark began to speak Mr. Mundy listened, in polite astonishment. He did not seem to
resent the words. They did not penetrate.
"Don’t you see?" Roark was saying. "It's a monument you want to build, but not to yourself.
Not to your own life or your own achievement. To other people. To their supremacy over you.
You're not challenging that supremacy. You're immortalizing it. You haven't thrown it off—
you're putting it up forever. Will you be happy if you seal yourself for the rest of your life in that
borrowed shape? Or if you strike free, for once, and build a new house, your own? You don't
want the Randolph place. You want what it stood for. But what it stood for is what you've
fought all your life."
Mr. Mundy listened blankly. And Roark felt again a bewildered helplessness before unreality:
there was no such person as Mr. Mundy; there were only the remnants, long dead, of the
people who had inhabited the Randolph place; one could not plead with remnants or convince
them.
"No," said Mr. Mundy, at last. "No. You may be right, but that's not what I want at all. I don't
say you haven't got your reasons, and they sound like good reasons, but I like the Randolph
place."
"Why?"
"Just because I like it. Just because that's what I like."
When Roark told him that he would have to select another architect, Mr. Mundy said
unexpectedly:
"But I like you. Why can't you build it for me? What difference would it make to you?"
Roark did not explain.
Later, Austen Heller said to him: "I expected it. I was afraid you'd turn him down. I'm not
blaming you, Howard. Only he's so rich. It could have helped you so much. And, after all,
you've got to live."
"Not that way," said Roark.
#
In April Mr. Nathaniel Janss, of the Janss-Stuart Real Estate Company, called Roark to his
office. Mr. Janss was frank and blunt. He stated that his company was planning the erection of
a small office building-thirty stories-on lower Broadway, and that he was not sold on Roark
as the architect, in fact he was more or less opposed to him, but his friend Austen Heller had
insisted that he should meet Roark and talk to him about it; Mr. Janss did not think very much
of Roark's stuff, but Heller had simply bullied him and he would listen to Roark before deciding
on anyone, and what did Roark have to say on the subject?
Roark had a great deal to say. He said it calmly, and this was difficult, at first, because he
wanted that building, because what he felt was the desire to wrench that building out of Mr.
Janss at the point of a gun, if he'd had one. But after a few minutes, it became simple and
easy, the thought of the gun vanished, and even his desire for the building; it was not a
commission to get and he was not there to get it; he was only speaking of buildings.
"Mr. Janss, when you buy an automobile, you don't want it to have rose garlands about the
windows, a lion on each fender and an angel sitting on the roof. Why don’t you?"
"That would be silly," stated Mr. Janss.
"Why would it be silly? Now I think it would be beautiful. Besides, Louis the Fourteenth had a
carriage like that and what was good enough for Louis is good enough for us. We shouldn't go
in for rash innovations and we shouldn't break with tradition."
"Now you know damn well you don't believe anything of the sort!"
"I know I don't. But that's what you believe, isn't it? Now take a human body. Why wouldn't you
like to see a human body with a curling tail with a crest of ostrich feathers at the end? And with
ears shaped like acanthus leaves? It would be ornamental, you know, instead of the stark,
bare ugliness we have now. Well, why don't you like the idea? Because it would be useless
and pointless. Because the beauty of the human body is that it hasn't a single muscle which
doesn't serve its purpose; that there's not a line wasted; that every detail of it fits one idea, the
idea of a man and the life of a man. Will you tell me why, when it comes to a building, you
don't want it to look as if it had any sense or purpose, you want to choke it with trimmings, you
want to sacrifice its purpose to its envelope-not knowing even why you want that kind of an
envelope? You want it to look like a hybrid beast produced by crossing the bastards of ten
different species until you get a creature without guts, without heart or brain, a creature all
pelt, tail, claws and feathers? Why? You must tell me, because I’ve never been able to
understand it."
"Well," said Mr. Janss, "I've never thought of it that way." He added, without great conviction:
"But we want our building to have dignity, you know, and beauty, what they call real beauty."
"What who calls what beauty?"
"Well-I-I..."
"Tell me, Mr. Janss, do you really think that Greek columns and fruit baskets are beautiful on
a modern, steel office building?"
"I don't know that I’ve ever thought anything about why a building was beautiful, one way or
another," Mr. Janss confessed, "but I guess that’s what the public wants."
"Why do you suppose they want it?"
"I don't know."
"Then why should you care what they want?"
"You’ve got to consider the public."
"Don't you know that most people take most things because that's what's given them, and
they have no opinion whatever? Do you wish to be guided by what they expect you to think
they think or by your own judgment?"
"You can't force it down their throats."
"You don't have to. You must only be patient. Because on your side you have reason-oh, I
know, it's something no one really wants to have on his side--and against you, you have just a
vague, fat, blind inertia."
"Why do you think that I don't want reason on my side?"
"It's not you, Mr. Janss. It's the way most people feel. They have to take a chance, everything
they do is taking a chance, but they feel so much safer when they take it on something they
know to be ugly, vain and stupid."
"That's true, you know," said Mr. Janss.
At the conclusion of the interview, Mr. Janss said thoughtfully: "I can't say that it doesn't make
sense, Mr. Roark. Let me think it over. You'll hear from me shortly."
Mr. Janss called him a week later. "It's the board of directors that will have to decide. Are you
willing to try, Roark? Draw up the plans and some preliminary sketches. I'll submit them to the
board. I can't promise anything. But I'm for you and I'll fight them on it."
Roark worked on the plans for two weeks of days and nights. The plans were submitted. Then
he was called before the board of directors of the Janss-Stuart Real Estate Company. He
stood at the side of a long table and he spoke, his eyes moving slowly from face to face. He
tried not to look down at the table, but on the lower rim of his vision there remained the white
spot of his drawings spread before the twelve men. He was asked a great many questions.
Mr. Janss jumped up at times to answer instead, to pound the table with his fist, to snarl:
"Don't you see? Isn't it clear?. ..What of it, Mr. Grant? What if no one has ever built anything
like it?. ..Gothic, Mr. Hubbard? Why must we have Gothic?. ..I've a jolly good mind to resign if
you turn this down!"
Roark spoke quietly. He was the only man in the room who felt certain of his own words. He
felt also that he had no hope. The twelve faces before him had a variety of countenances, but
there was something, neither color nor feature, upon all of them, as a common denominator,
something that dissolved their expressions, so that they were not faces any longer but only
empty ovals of flesh. He was addressing everyone. He was addressing no one. He felt no
answer, not even the echo of his own words striking against the membrane of an eardrum. His
words were falling down a well, hitting stone salients on their way, and each salient refused to
stop them, threw them farther, tossed them from one another, sent them to seek a bottom that
did not exist.
He was told that he would be informed of the board's decision. He knew that decision in
advance. When he received the letter, he read it without feeling. The letter was from Mr.
Janss and it began: "Dear Mr. Roark, I am sorry to inform you that our board of directors find
themselves unable to grant you the commission for..." There was a plea in the letter's brutal,
offensive formality: the plea of a man who could not face him.
#
John Fargo had started in life as a pushcart peddler. At fifty he owned a modest fortune and a
prosperous department store on lower Sixth Avenue. For years he had fought successfully
against a large store across the street, one of many inherited by a numerous family. In the fall
of last year the family had moved that particular branch to new quarters, farther uptown. They
were convinced that the center of the city's retail business was shifting north and they had
decided to hasten the downfall of their former neighborhood by leaving their old store vacant,
a grim reminder and embarrassment to their competitor across the street. John Fargo had
answered by announcing that he would build a new store of his own, on the very same spot,
next door to his old one; a store newer and smarter than any the city had seen; he would, he
declared, keep the prestige of his old neighborhood.
When he called Roark to his office he did not say that he would have to decide later or think
things over. He said: "You're the architect." He sat, his feet on his desk, smoking a pipe,
snapping out words and puffs of smoke together. "I'll tell you what space I need and how
much I want to spend. If you need more-say so. The rest is up to you. I don't know much
about buildings. But I know a man who knows when I see him. Go ahead."
Fargo had chosen Roark because Fargo had driven, one day, past Gowan's Service Station,
and stopped, and gone in, and asked a few questions. After that, he bribed Heller's cook to
show him through the house in Heller's absence. Fargo needed no further argument.
#
Late in May, when the drafting table in Roark's office was buried deep in sketches for the
Fargo store, he received another commission.
Mr. Whitford Sanborn, the client, owned an office building that had been built for him many
years ago by Henry Cameron. When Mr. Sanborn decided that he needed a new country
residence he rejected his wife's suggestions of other architects; he wrote to Henry Cameron.
Cameron wrote a ten-page letter in answer; the first three lines of the letter stated that he had
retired from practice; the rest of it was about Howard Roark. Roark never learned what had
been said in that letter; Sanborn would not show it to him and Cameron would not tell him. But
Sanborn signed him to build the country residence, in spite of Mrs. Sanborn's violent
objections.
Mrs. Sanborn was the president of many charity organizations and this had given her an
addiction to autocracy such as no other avocation could develop. Mrs. Sanborn wished a
French chateau built upon their new estate on the Hudson. She wished it to look stately and
ancient, as if it had always belonged to the family; of course, she admitted, people would know
that it hadn't, but it would appear as if it had.
Mr. Sanborn signed the contract after Roark had explained to him in detail the kind of a house
he was to expect; Mr. Sanborn had agreed to it readily, had not wished even to wait for
sketches. "But of course, Fanny," Mr. Sanborn said wearily, "I want a modern house. I told you
that long ago. That’s what Cameron would have designed."
"What in heaven's name does Cameron mean now?" she asked. "I don't know, Fanny. I know
only that there's no building in New York like the one he did for me."
The arguments continued for many long evenings in the dark, cluttered, polished mahogany
splendor of the Sanborns' Victorian drawing room. Mr. Sanborn wavered. Roark asked, his
arm sweeping out at the room around them: "Is this what you want?"
"Well, if you're going to be impertinent..." Mrs. Sanborn began, but Mr. Sanborn exploded:
"Christ, Fanny! He's right! That's just what I don't want! That's just what I'm sick of!"
Roark saw no one until his sketches were ready. The house-of plain fieldstone, with great
windows and many terraces--stood in the gardens over the river, as spacious as the spread of
water, as open as the gardens, and one had to follow its lines attentively to find the exact
steps by which it was tied to the sweep of the gardens, so gradual was the rise of the terraces,
the approach to and the full reality of the walls; it seemed only that the trees flowed into the
house and through it; it seemed that the house was not a barrier against the sunlight, but a
bowl to gather it, to concentrate it into brighter radiance than that of the air outside.
Mr. Sanborn was first to see the sketches. He studied them, and then he said: "I...I don't know
quite how to say it, Mr. Roark. It's great. Cameron was right about you."
After others had seen the sketches Mr. Sanborn was not certain of this any longer. Mrs.
Sanborn said that the house was awful. And the long evening arguments were resumed. "Now
why, why can't we add turrets there, on the corners?" Mrs. Sanborn asked. "There's plenty of
room on those flat roofs." When she had been talked out of the turrets, she inquired: "Why
can't we have mullioned windows? What difference would that make? God knows, the
windows are large enough-though why they have to be so large I fail to see, it gives one no
privacy at all— but I'm willing to accept your windows, Mr. Roark, if you're so stubborn about it,
but why can't you put mullions on the panes? It will soften things, and it gives a regal air, you
know, a feudal sort of mood."
The friends and relatives to whom Mrs. Sanborn hurried with the sketches did not like the
house at all. Mrs. Walling called it preposterous, and Mrs. Hooper-crude. Mr. Melander said
he wouldn't have it as a present. Mrs. Applebee stated that it looked like a shoe factory. Miss
Davitt glanced at the sketches and said with approval: "Oh, how very artistic, my dear! Who
designed it?. ..Roark?. ..Roark?. ..Never heard of him. ...Well, frankly, Fanny, it looks like
something phony."
The two children of the family were divided on the question. June Sanborn, aged nineteen,
had always thought that all architects were romantic, and she had been delighted to learn that
they would have a very young architect; but she did not like Roark's appearance and his
indifference to her hints, so she declared that the house was hideous and she, for one, would
refuse to live in it. Richard Sanborn, aged twenty-four, who had been a brilliant student in
college and was now slowly drinking himself to death, startled his family by emerging from his
usual lethargy and declaring that the house was magnificent. No one could tell whether it was
esthetic appreciation or hatred of his mother or both.
Whitford Sanborn swayed with every new current. He would mutter: "Well, now, not mullions,
of course, that's utter rubbish, but couldn't you give her a cornice, Mr. Roark, to keep peace in
the family? Just a kind of a crenelated cornice, it wouldn't spoil anything. Or would it?"
The arguments ended when Roark declared that he would not build the house unless Mr.
Sanborn approved the sketches just as they were and signed his approval on every sheet of
the drawings. Mr. Sanborn signed.
Mrs. Sanborn was pleased to learn, shortly afterward, that no reputable contractor would
undertake the erection of the house. "You see?" she stated triumphantly. Mr. Sanborn refused
to see. He found an obscure firm that accepted the commission, grudgingly and as a special
favor to him. Mrs. Sanborn learned that she had an ally in the contractor, and she broke social
precedent to the extent of inviting him for tea. She had long since lost all coherent ideas about
the house; she merely hated Roark. Her contractor hated all architects on principle.
The construction of the Sanborn house proceeded through the months of summer and fall,
each day bringing new battles. "But, of course, Mr. Roark, I told you I wanted three closets in
my bedroom, I remember distinctly, it was on a Friday and we were sitting in the drawing room
and Mr. Sanborn was sitting in the big chair by the window and I was. ..What about the plans?
What plans? How do you expect me to understand plans?"
"Aunt Rosalie says she can't possibly climb a circular stairway, Mr. Roark. What are we going
to do? Select our guests to fit your house?"
"Mr. Hulburt says that kind of ceiling won't hold. ...Oh yes, Mr. Hulburt knows a lot about
architecture. He's spent two summers in Venice."
"June, poor darling, says her room will be dark as a cellar. ...Well, that's the way she feels, Mr.
Roark. Even if it isn't dark, but if it makes her feel dark, it's the same thing." Roark stayed up
nights, redrafting the plans for the alterations which he could not avoid. It meant days of
tearing down floors, stairways, partitions already erected; it meant extras piling up on the
contractor's budget. The contractor shrugged and said: "I told you so. That's what always
happens when you get one of those fancy architects. You wait and see what this thing will cost
you before he gets through."
Then, as the house took shape, it was Roark who found that he wanted to make a change.
The eastern wing had never quite satisfied him. Watching it rise, he saw the mistake he had
made and the way to correct it; he knew it would bring the house into a more logical whole. He
was making his first steps in building and they were his first experiments. He could admit it
openly. But Mr. Sanborn refused to allow the change; it was his turn. Roark pleaded with him;
once the picture of that new wing had become clear in Roark's mind he could not bear to look
at the house as it stood. "It's not that I disagree with you," Mr. Sanborn said coldly, "in fact, I
do think you're right. But we cannot afford it. Sorry."
"It will cost you less than the senseless changes Mrs. Sanborn has forced me to make."
"Don't bring that up again."
"Mr. Sanborn," Roark asked slowly, "will you sign a paper that you authorize this change
provided it costs you nothing?"
"Certainly. If you can conjure up a miracle to work that."
He signed. The eastern wing was rebuilt. Roark paid for it himself. It cost him more than the
fee he received. Mr. Sanborn hesitated: he wanted to repay it. Mrs. Sanborn stopped him. "It's
just a low trick," she said, "just a form of high-pressure. He's blackmailing you on your better
feelings. He expects you to pay. Wait and see. He'll ask for it. Don't let him get away with
that." Roark did not ask for it. Mr. Sanborn never paid him.
When the house was completed, Mrs. Sanborn refused to live in it. Mr. Sanborn looked at it
wistfully, too tired to admit that he loved it, that he had always wanted a house just like it. He
surrendered. The house was not furnished. Mrs. Sanborn took herself, her husband and her
daughter off to Florida for the winter, "where," she said, "we have a house that's a decent
Spanish, thank Godl-because we bought it ready-made. This is what happens when you
venture to build for yourself, with some half-baked idiot of an architect!" Her son, to
everybody's amazement, exhibited a sudden burst of savage will power: he refused to go to
Florida; he liked the new house, he would live nowhere else. So three of the rooms were
furnished for him. The family left and he moved alone into the house on the Hudson. At night,
one could see from the river a single rectangle of yellow, small and lost, among the windows
of the huge, dead house.
The bulletin of the Architects' Guild of America carried a small item:
"A curious incident, which would be amusing if it were not deplorable, is reported to us about a
home recently built by Mr. Whitford Sanborn, noted industrialist. Designed by one Howard
Roark and erected at a cost of well over $1 00,000, this house was found by the family to be
uninhabitable. It stands now, abandoned, as an eloquent witness to professional
incompetence."
14.
LUCIUS N. Heyer stubbornly refused to die. He had recovered from the stroke and returned to
his office, ignoring the objections of his doctor and the solicitous protests of Guy Francon.
Francon offered to buy him out. Heyer refused, his pale, watering eyes staring obstinately at
nothing at all. He came to his office every two or three days; he read the copies of
correspondence left in his letter basket according to custom; he sat at his desk and drew
flowers on a clean pad; then he went home. He walked, dragging his feet slowly; he held his
elbows pressed to his sides and his forearms thrust forward, with the fingers half closed, like
claws; the fingers shook; he could not use his left hand at all. He would not retire. He liked to
see his name on the firm's stationery.
He wondered dimly why he was no longer introduced to prominent clients, why he never saw
the sketches of their new buildings, until they were half erected. If he mentioned this, Francon
protested: "But, Lucius, I couldn't think of bothering you in your condition. Any other man
would have retired, long ago."
Francon puzzled him mildly. Peter Keating baffled him. Keating barely bothered to greet him
when they met, and then as an afterthought; Keating walked off in the middle of a sentence
addressed to him; when Heyer issued some minor order to one of the draftsmen, it was not
carried out and the draftsman informed him that the order had been countermanded by Mr.
Keating. Heyer could not understand it; he always remembered Keating as the diffident boy
who had talked to him so nicely about old porcelain. He excused Keating at first; then he tried
to mollify him, humbly and clumsily; then he conceived an unreasoning fear of Keating. He
complained to Francon. He said, petulantly, assuming the tone of an authority he could never
have exercised: "That boy of yours, Guy, that Keating fellow, he's getting to be impossible.
He's rude to me. You ought to get rid of him."
"Now you see, Lucius," Francon answered dryly, "why I say that you should retire. You're
overstraining your nerves and you're beginning to imagine things."
Then came the competition for the Cosmo-Slotnick Building.
Cosmo-Slotnick Pictures of Hollywood, California, had decided to erect a stupendous home
office in New York, a skyscraper to house a motion-picture theater and forty floors of offices. A
world-wide competition for the selection of the architect had been announced a year in
advance. It was stated that Cosmo-Slotnick were not merely the leaders in the art of the
motion picture, but embraced all the arts, since all contributed to the creation of the films; and
architecture being a lofty, though neglected, branch of esthetics, Cosmo-Slotnick were ready
to put it on the map.
With the latest news of the casting of I'll Take a Sailor and the shooting of Wives for Sale,
came stories about the Parthenon and the Pantheon. Miss Sally O'Dawn was photographed
on the steps of the Rheims Cathedral-in a bathing suit, and Mr. Pratt ("Pardner") Purcell gave
an interview, stating that he had always dreamed of being a master builder, if he hadn't been a
movie actor. Ralston Holcombe, Guy Francon and Gordon L. Prescott were quoted on the
future of American architecture-in an article written by Miss Dimples Williams, and an
imaginary interview quoted what Sir Christopher Wren would have said about the motion
picture. In the Sunday supplements there were photographs of Cosmo-Slotnick starlets in
shorts and sweaters, holding T-squares and slide-rules, standing before drawing boards that
bore the legend: "Cosmo-Slotnick Building" over a huge question mark.
The competition was open to all architects of all countries; the building was to rise on
Broadway and to cost ten million dollars; it was to symbolize the genius of modern technology
and the spirit of the American people; it was announced in advance as "the most beautiful
building in the world." The jury of award consisted of Mr. Shupe, representing Cosmo, Mr.
Slotnick, representing Slotnick. Professor Peterkin of the Stanton Institute of Technology, the
Mayor of the City of New York, Ralston Holcombe, president of the A.G.A., and Ellsworth M.
Toohey.
"Go to it, Peter!" Francon told Keating enthusiastically. "Do your best. Give me all you've got.
This is your great chance. You'll be known the world over if you win. And here's what we'll do:
we'll put your name on our entry, along with the firm's. If we win, you'll get one fifth of the prize.
The grand prize is sixty thousand dollars, you know."
"Heyer will object" said Keating cautiously.
"Let him object. That's why I'm doing it. He might get it through his head what's the decent
thing for him to do. And I. ..well, you know how I feel, Peter. I think of you as my partner
already. I owe it to you. You've earned it. This might be your key to it."
Keating redrew his project five times. He hated it. He hated every girder of that building before
it was born. He worked, his hand trembling. He did not think of the drawing under his hand. He
thought of all the other contestants, of the man who might win and be proclaimed publicly as
his superior. He wondered what that other one would do, how the other would solve the
problem and surpass him. He had to beat that man; nothing else mattered; there was no Peter
Keating, there was only a suction chamber, like the kind of tropical plant he'd heard about, a
plant that drew an insect into its vacuum and sucked it dry and thus acquired its own
substance.
He felt nothing but immense uncertainty when his sketches were ready and the delicate
perspective of a white marble edifice lay, neatly finished, before him. It looked like a
Renaissance palace made of rubber and stretched to the height of forty stories. He had
chosen the style of the Renaissance because he knew the unwritten law that all architectural
juries liked columns, and because he remembered Ralston Holcombe was on the jury. He had
borrowed from all of Holcombe's favorite Italian palaces. It looked good. ..it might be good. ..he
was not sure. He had no one to ask.
He heard these words in his own mind and he felt a wave of blind fury. He felt it before he
knew the reason, but he knew the reason almost in the same instant: there was someone
whom he could ask. He did not want to think of that name; he would not go to him; the anger
rose to his face and he felt the hot, tight patches under his eyes. He knew that he would go.
He pushed the thought out of his mind. He was not going anywhere. When the time came, he
slipped his drawings into a folder and went to Roark's office.
He found Roark alone, sitting at the desk in the large room that bore no signs of activity.
"Hello, Howard!" he said brightly. "How are you? I'm not interrupting anything, am I?"
"Hello, Peter," said Roark. "You aren't."
"Not awfully busy, are you?"
"No."
"Mind if I sit down for a few minutes?"
"Sit down."
"Well, Howard, you've been doing great work. I've seen the Fargo Store. It's splendid. My
congratulations."
"Thank you."
"You've been forging straight ahead, haven't you? Had three commissions already?"
"Four."
"Oh, yes, of course, four. Pretty good. I hear you've been having a little trouble with the
Sanborns."
"I have."
"Well, it's not all smooth sailing, not all of it, you know. No new commissions since? Nothing?"
"No. Nothing."
"Well, it will come. I've always said that architects don't have to cut one another's throat,
there's plenty of work for all of us, we must develop a spirit of professional unity and co-
operation. For instance, take that competition-have you sent your entry in already?"
"What competition?"
"Why, the competition. The Cosmo-Slotnick competition."
"I'm not sending any entry."
"You're. ..not? Not at all?"
"No."
"Why?"
"I don't enter competitions."
"Why, for heaven's sake?"
"Come on, Peter. You didn't come here to discuss that."
"As a matter of fact I did think I'd show you my own entry, you understand I'm not asking you
to help me, I just want your reaction, just a general opinion."
He hastened to open the folder.
Roark studied the sketches. Keating snapped: "Well? Is it all right?"
"No. It's rotten. And you know it."
Then, for hours, while Keating watched and the sky darkened and lights flared up in the
windows of the city, Roark talked, explained, slashed lines through the plans, untangled the
labyrinth of the theater's exits out windows, unraveled halls, smashed useless arches,
straightened stairways. Keating stammered once: "Jesus, Howard! Why don't you enter the
competition, if you can do it like this?" Roark answered: "Because I can’t. I couldn't if I tried. I
dry up. I go blank. I can't give them what they want. But I can straighten someone else’s damn
mess when I see it:"
It was morning when he pushed the plans aside. Keating whispered:
"And the elevation?"
"Oh, to hell with your elevation! I don't want to look at your damn Renaissance elevations!" But
he looked. He could not prevent his hand from cutting lines across the perspective. "All right,
damn you, give them good Renaissance if you must and if there is such a thing! Only I can't
do that for you. Figure it out yourself. Something like this. Simpler. Peter, simpler, more direct,
as honest as you can make of a dishonest thing. Now go home and try to work out something
on this order."
Keating went home. He copied Roark's plans. He worked out Roark's hasty sketch of the
elevation into a neat, finished perspective. Then the drawings were mailed, properly
addressed to:
#
"The Most Beautiful Building in the World" Competition
Cosmo-Slotnick Pictures, Inc.
New York City.
#
The envelope, accompanying the entry, contained the names: "Francon & Heyer, architects,
Peter Keating, associated designer."
#
Through the months of that winter Roark found no other chances, no offers, no prospects of
commissions. He sat at his desk and forgot, at times, to turn on the lights in the early dusk. It
was as if the heavy immobility of all the hours that had flowed through the office, of its door, of
its air were beginning to seep into his muscles. He would rise and fling a book at the wall, to
feel his arm move, to hear the burst of sound. He smiled, amused, picked up the book, and
laid it neatly back on the desk. He turned on the desk lamp. Then he stopped, before he had
withdrawn his hands from the cone of light under the lamp, and he looked at his hands; he
spread his fingers out slowly. Then he remembered what Cameron had said to him long ago.
He jerked his hands away. He reached for his coat, turned the lights off, locked the door and
went home.
As spring approached he knew that his money would not last much longer. He paid the rent
on his office promptly on the first of each month. He wanted the feeling of thirty days ahead,
during which he would still own the office. He entered it calmly each morning. He found only
that he did not want to look at the calendar when it began to grow dark and he knew that
another day of the thirty had gone. When he noticed this, he made himself look at the
calendar. It was a race he was running now, a race between his rent money and. ..he did not
know the name of the other contestant. Perhaps it was every man whom he passed on the
street.
When he went up to his office, the elevator operators looked at him in a queer, lazy, curious
sort of way; when he spoke, they answered, not insolently, but in an indifferent drawl that
seemed to say it would become insolent in a moment. They did not know what he was doing
or why; they knew only that he was a man to whom no clients ever came. He attended,
because Austen Heller asked him to attend, the few parties Heller gave occasionally; he was
asked by guests: "Oh, you're an architect? You'll forgive me, I haven't kept up with
architecture-what have you built?" When he answered, he heard them say: "Oh, yes,
indeed," and he saw the conscious politeness of their manner tell him that he was an architect
by presumption. They had never seen his buildings; they did not know whether his buildings
were good or worthless; they knew only that they had never heard of these buildings.
It was a war in which he was invited to fight nothing, yet he was pushed forward to fight, he
had to fight, he had no choice--and no adversary.
He passed by buildings under construction. He stopped to look at the steel cages. He felt at
times as if the beams and girders were shaping themselves not into a house, but into a
barricade to stop him; and the few steps on the sidewalk that separated him from the wooden
fence enclosing the construction were the steps he would never be able to take. It was pain,
but it was a blunted, unpenetrating pain. It's true, he would tell himself; it's not, his body would
answer, the strange, untouchable healthiness of his body.
The Fargo Store had opened. But one building could not save a neighborhood; Fargo's
competitors had been right, the tide had turned, was flowing uptown, his customers were
deserting him. Remarks were made openly on the decline of John Fargo, who had topped his
poor business judgment by an investment in a preposterous kind of a building; which proved,
it was stated, that the public would not accept these architectural innovations. It was not stated
that the store was the cleanest and brightest in the city; that the skill of its plan made its
operation easier than had ever been possible; that the neighborhood had been doomed
before its erection. The building took the blame.
Athelstan Beasely, the wit of the architectural profession, the court jester of the A.G.A., who
never seemed to be building anything, but organized all the charity balls, wrote in his column
entitled "Quips and Quirks" in the A.G.A. Bulletin:
"Well, lads and lassies, here's a fairy tale with a moral: seems there was, once upon a time, a
little boy with hair the color of a Hallowe'en pumpkin, who thought that he was better than all
you common boys and girls. So to prove it, he up and built a house, which is a very nice
house, except that nobody can live in it, and a store, which is a very lovely store, except that
it's going bankrupt. He also erected a very eminent structure, to wit: a dogcart on a mud road.
This last is reported to be doing very well indeed, which, perhaps, is the right field of endeavor
for that little boy."
At the end of March Roark read in the papers about Roger Enright. Roger Enright possessed
millions, an oil concern and no sense of restraint. This made his name appear in the papers
frequently. He aroused a half-admiring, half-derisive awe by the incoherent variety of his
sudden ventures. The latest was a project for a new type of residential development-an
apartment building, with each unit complete and isolated like an expensive private home. It
was to be known as the Enright House. Enright had declared that he did not want it to look like
anything anywhere else. He had approached and rejected several of the best architects in
town.
Roark felt as if this newspaper item were a personal invitation; the kind of chance created
expressly for him. For the first time he attempted to go after a commission. He requested an
interview with Roger Enright. He got an interview with a secretary. The secretary, a young
man who looked bored, asked him several questions about his experience; he asked them
slowly, as if it required an effort to decide just what it would be appropriate to ask under the
circumstances, since the answers would make no difference whatever; he glanced at some
photographs of Roark's buildings, and declared that Mr. Enright would not be interested.
In the first week of April, when Roark had paid his last rental for one more month at the office,
he was asked to submit drawings for the new building of the Manhattan Bank Company. He
was asked by Mr. Weidler, a member of the board of directors, who was a friend of young
Richard Sanborn. Weidler told him: "I've had a stiff fight, Mr. Roark, but I think I've won. I’ve
taken them personally through the Sanborn house, and Dick and I explained a few things.
However, the board must see the drawings before they make a decision. So it's not quite
certain as yet, I must tell you frankly, but it's almost certain. They've turned down two other
architects. They're very much interested in you. Go ahead. Good luck!"
Henry Cameron had had a relapse and the doctor warned his sister that no recovery could be
expected. She did not believe it. She felt a new hope, because she saw that Cameron, lying
still in bed, looked serene and-almost happy, a word she had never found it possible to
associate with her brother.
But she was frightened, one evening, when he said suddenly: "Call Howard. Ask him to come
here." In the three years since his retirement he had never called for Roark, he had merely
waited for Roark's visits.
Roark arrived within an hour. He sat by the side of Cameron's bed, and Cameron talked to
him as usual. He did not mention the special invitation and did not explain. The night was
warm and the window of Cameron's bedroom stood open to the dark garden. When he
noticed, in a pause between sentences, the silence of the trees outside, the unmoving silence
of late hours, Cameron called his sister and said: "Fix the couch in the living room for Howard.
He's staying here." Roark looked at him and understood. Roark inclined his head in
agreement; he could acknowledge what Cameron had just declared to him only by a quiet
glance as solemn as Cameron's.
Roark remained at the house for three days. No reference was made to his staying here-nor
to how long he would have to stay. His presence was accepted as a natural fact requiring no
comment. Miss Cameron understood-and knew that she must say nothing. She moved about
silently, with the meek courage of resignation.
Cameron did not want Roark's continuous presence in his room. He would say: "Go out, take
a walk through the garden, Howard. It's beautiful, the grass is coming up." He would lie in bed
and watch, with contentment, through the open window, Roark's figure moving among the
bare trees that stood against a pale blue sky.
He asked only that Roark eat his meals with him. Miss Cameron would put a tray on
Cameron's knees, and serve Roark's meal on a small table by the bed. Cameron seemed to
take pleasure in what he had never had nor sought: a sense of warmth in performing a daily
routine, the sense of family.
On the evening of the third day Cameron lay back on his pillow, talking as usual, but the words
came slowly and he did not move his head. Roark listened and concentrated on not showing
that he knew what went on in the terrible pauses between Cameron's words. The words
sounded natural, and the strain they cost was to remain Cameron's last secret, as he wished.
Cameron spoke about the future of building materials. "Watch the light metals industry,
Howard.. ..In a few. ..years. ..you'll see them do some astounding things.. ..Watch the plastics,
there's a whole new era. ..coming from that. ...You'll find new tools, new means, new
forms.. ..You'll have to show. ..the damn fools. ..what wealth the human brain has made for
them. ..what possibilities.. ..Last week I read about a new kind of composition tile. ..and I've
thought of a way to use it where nothing. ..else would do. ..take, for instance, a small
house. ..about five thousand dollars..."
After a while he stopped and remained silent, his eyes closed. Then Roark heard him whisper
suddenly:
"Gail Wynand..."
Roark leaned closer to him, bewildered.
"I don't.. .hate anybody any more. ..only Gail Wynand. ..No, I've never laid eyes on him.. ..But he
represents. ..everything that’s wrong with the world. ..the triumph. ..of overbearing vulgarity.. ..It’s
Gail Wynand that you'll have to fight, Howard...."
Then he did not speak for a long time. When he opened his eyes again, he smiled. He said:
"I know. ..what you're going through at your office just now...." Roark had never spoken to him
of that. "No. ..don't deny and. ..don't say anything....! know.. ..But.. .it's all right.. ..Don't be
afraid. ...Do you remember the day when I tried to fire you?. ..Forget what I said to you then.. ..It
was not the whole story.. ..This is. ..Don't be afraid.. ..It was worth it...."
His voice failed and he could not use it any longer. But the faculty of sight remained
untouched and he could lie silently and look at Roark without effort. He died half an hour later.
#
Keating saw Catherine often. He had not announced their engagement, but his mother knew,
and it was not a precious secret of his own any longer. Catherine thought, at times, that he
had dropped the sense of significance in their meetings. She was spared the loneliness of
waiting for him; but she had lost the reassurance of his inevitable returns.
Keating had told her: "Let's wait for the results of that movie competition, Katie. It won't be
long, they’ll announce the decision in May. If I win— I’ll be set for life. Then we’ll be married.
And that's when I'll meet your uncle-and he'll want to meet me. And I've got to win."
"I know you'll win."
"Besides, old Heyer won't last another month. The doctor told us that we can expect a second
stroke at any time and that will be that. If it doesn't get him to the graveyard, it’ll certainly get
him out of the office."
"Oh, Peter, I don't like to hear you talk like that. You mustn't be so. ..so terribly selfish."
"I'm sorry, dear. Well. ..yes, I guess I'm selfish. Everybody is."
He spent more time with Dominique. Dominique watched him complacently, as if he
presented no further problem to her. She seemed to find him suitable as an inconsequential
companion for an occasional, inconsequential evening. He thought that she liked him. He
knew that this was not an encouraging sign.
He forgot at times that she was Francon's daughter; he forgot all the reasons that prompted
him to want her. He felt no need to be prompted. He wanted her. He needed no reasons now
but the excitement of her presence.
Yet he felt helpless before her. He refused to accept the thought that a woman could remain
indifferent to him. But he was not certain even of her indifference. He waited and tried to
guess her moods, to respond as he supposed she wished him to respond. He received no
answer.
On a spring night they attended a ball together. They danced, and he drew her close, he
stressed the touch of his fingers on her body. He knew that she noticed and understood. She
did not withdraw; she looked at him with an unmoving glance that was almost expectation.
When they were leaving, he held her wrap and let his fingers rest on her shoulders; she did
not move or draw the wrap closed; she waited; she let him lift his hands. Then they walked
together down to the cab.
She sat silently in a corner of the cab; she had never before considered his presence
important enough to require silence. She sat, her legs crossed, her wrap gathered tightly, her
fingertips beating in slow rotation against her knee. He closed his hand softly about her
forearm. She did not resist; she did not answer; only her fingers stopped beating. His lips
touched her hair; it was not a kiss, he merely let his lips rest against her hair for a long time.
When the cab stopped, he whispered: "Dominique. ..let me come up. ..for just a moment..."
"Yes," she answered. The word was flat, impersonal, with no sound of invitation. But she had
never allowed it before. He followed her, his heart pounding.
There was one fragment of a second, as she entered her apartment, when she stopped,
waiting. He stared at her helplessly, bewildered, too happy. He noticed the pause only when
she was moving again, walking away from him, into the drawing room. She sat down, and her
hands fell limply one at each side, her arms away from her body, leaving her unprotected. Her
eyes were half closed, rectangular, empty.
"Dominique..." he whispered, "Dominique. ..how lovely you are!..."
Then he was beside her, whispering incoherently:
"Dominique. ..Dominique, I love you. ..Don't laugh at me, please don't laugh!. ..My whole
life. ..anything you wish. ..Don't you know how beautiful you are?.. .Dominique.. .1 love you..."
He stopped with his arms around her and his face over hers, to catch some hint of response
or resistance; he saw nothing. He jerked her violently against him and kissed her lips.
His arms fell open. He let her body fall back against the seat, and he stared at her, aghast. It
had not been a kiss; he had not held a woman in his arms; what he had held and kissed had
not been alive. Her lips had not moved in answer against his; her arms had not moved to
embrace him; it was not revulsion-he could have understood revulsion. It was as if he could
hold her forever or drop her, kiss her again or go further to satisfy his desire--and her body
would not know it, would not notice it. She was looking at him, past him. She saw a cigarette
stub that had fallen off a tray on a table beside her, she moved her hand and slipped the
cigarette back into the tray.
"Dominique," he whispered stupidly, "didn't you want me to kiss you?"
"Yes." She was not laughing at him; she was answering simply and helplessly.
"Haven't you ever been kissed before?"
"Yes. Many times."
"Do you always act like that?"
"Always. Just like that."
"Why did you want me to kiss you?"
"I wanted to try it."
"You're not human, Dominique."
She lifted her head, she got up and the sharp precision of the movement was her own again.
He knew he would hear no simple, confessing helplessness in her voice; he knew the intimacy
was ended, even though her words, when she spoke, were more intimate and revealing than
anything she had said; but she spoke as if she did not care what she revealed or to whom:
"I suppose I'm one of those freaks you hear about, an utterly frigid woman. I'm sorry, Peter.
You see? You have no rivals, but that includes you also. A disappointment, darling?"
"You. ..you'll outgrow it.. .some day..."
"I'm really not so young, Peter. Twenty-five. It must be an interesting experience to sleep with
a man. I've wanted to want it. I should think it would be exciting to become a dissolute woman.
I am, you know, in everything but in fact.... Peter, you look as if you were going to blush in a
moment, and that's very amusing."
"Dominique! Haven't you ever been in love at all? Not even a little?"
"I haven't. I really wanted to fall in love with you. I thought it would be convenient. I'd have no
trouble with you at all. But you see? I can't feel anything. I can't feel any difference, whether
it's you or Alvah Scarret or Lucius Heyer."
He got up. He did not want to look at her. He walked to a window and stood, staring out, his
hands clasped behind his back. He had forgotten his desire and her beauty, but he
remembered now that she was Francon's daughter.
"Dominique, will you marry me?"
He knew he had to say it now; if he let himself think of her, he would never say it; what he felt
for her did not matter any longer; he could not let it stand between him and his future; and
what lie felt for her was growing into hatred.
"You're not serious?" she asked.
He turned to her. He spoke rapidly, easily; he was lying now, and so he was sure of himself
and it was not difficult:
"I love you, Dominique. I'm crazy about you. Give me a chance. If there's no one else, why
not? You'll learn to love me-because I understand you. I'll be patient. I'll make you happy."
She shuddered suddenly, and then she laughed. She laughed simply, completely; he saw the
pale form of her dress trembling; she stood straight, her head thrown back, like a string
shaking with the vibrations of a blinding insult to him; an insult, because her laughter was not
bitter or mocking, but quite simply gay.
Then it stopped. She stood looking at him. She said earnestly:
"Peter, if I ever want to punish myself for something terrible, if I ever want to punish myself
disgustingly-l'll marry you." She added: "Consider it a promise."
"I'll wait-no matter what reason you choose for it."
Then she smiled gaily, the cold, gay smile he dreaded.
"Really, Peter, you don't have to do it, you know. You'll get that partnership anyway. And we'll
always be good friends. Now its time for you to go home. Don't forget, you're taking me to the
horse show Wednesday. Oh, yes, we're going to the horse show Wednesday. I adore horse
shows. Good night, Peter."
He left and walked home through the warm spring night. He walked savagely. If, at that
moment, someone had offered him sole ownership of the firm of Francon & Heyer at the price
of marrying Dominique, he would have refused it. He knew also, hating himself, that he would
not refuse, if it were offered to him on the following morning.
15 .
THIS was fear. This was what one feels in nightmares, thought Peter Keating, only then one
awakens when it becomes unbearable, but he could neither awaken nor bear it any longer. It
had been growing, for days, for weeks, and now it had caught him: this lewd, unspeakable
dread of defeat. He would lose the competition, he was certain that he would lose it, and the
certainty grew as each day of waiting passed. He could not work; he jerked when people
spoke to him; he had not slept for nights.
He walked toward the house of Lucius Heyer. He tried not to notice the faces of the people he
passed, but he had to notice; he had always looked at people; and people looked at him, as
they always did. He wanted to shout at them and tell them to turn away, to leave him alone.
They were staring at him, he thought, because he was to fail and they knew it.
He was going to Heyer's house to save himself from the coming disaster in the only way he
saw left to him. If he failed in that competition-and he knew he was to fail-Francon would be
shocked and disillusioned; then if Heyer died, as he could die at any moment, Francon would
hesitate--in the bitter aftermath of a public humiliation-to accept Keating as his partner; if
Francon hesitated, the game was lost. There were others waiting for the opportunity: Bennett,
whom he had been unable to get out of the office; Claude Stengel, who had been doing very
well on his own, and had approached Francon with an offer to buy Heyer's place. Keating had
nothing to count on, except Francon's uncertain faith in him. Once another partner replaced
Heyer, it would be the end of Keating's future. He had come too close and had missed. That
was never forgiven.
Through the sleepless nights the decision had become clear and hard in his mind: he had to
close the issue at once; he had to take advantage of Francon's deluded hopes before the
winner of the competition was announced; he had to force Heyer out and take his place; he
had only a few days left.
He remembered Francon's gossip about Heyer's character. He looked through the files in
Heyer's office and found what he had hoped to find. It was a letter from a contractor, written
fifteen years ago; it stated merely that the contractor was enclosing a check for twenty
thousand dollars due Mr. Heyer. Keating looked up the records for that particular building; it
did seem that the structure had cost more than it should have cost. That was the year when
Heyer had started his collection of porcelain.
He found Heyer alone in his study. It was a small, dim room and the air in it seemed heavy, as
if it had not been disturbed for years. The dark mahogany paneling, the tapestries, the
priceless pieces of old furniture were kept faultlessly clean, but the room smelt, somehow, of
indigence and of decay. There was a single lamp burning on a small table in a corner, and five
delicate, precious cups of ancient porcelain on the table. Heyer sat hunched, examining the
cups in the dim light, with a vague, pointless enjoyment. He shuddered a little when his old
valet admitted Keating, and he blinked in vapid bewilderment, but he asked Keating to sit
down.
When he heard the first sounds of his own voice, Keating knew he had lost the fear that had
followed him on his way through the streets; his voice was cold and steady. Tim Davis, he
thought, Claude Stengel, and now just one more to be removed.
He explained what he wanted, spreading upon the still air of the room one short, concise,
complete paragraph of thought, perfect as a gem with clean edges.
"And so, unless you inform Francon of your retirement tomorrow morning," he concluded,
holding the letter by a corner between two fingers, "this goes to the A.G.A."
He waited. Heyer sat still, with his pale, bulging eyes blank and his mouth open in a perfect
circle. Keating shuddered and wondered whether he was speaking to an idiot.
Then Heyer's mouth moved and his pale pink tongue showed, flickering against his lower
teeth.
"But I don't want to retire." He said it simply, guilelessly, in a little petulant whine.
'You will have to retire.
"I don't want to. I'm not going to. I'm a famous architect. I've always been a famous architect. I
wish people would stop bothering me. They all want me to retire. I'll tell you a secret." He
leaned forward; he whispered slyly: "You may not know it, but I know, he can't deceive me;
Guy wants me to retire. He thinks he's outwitting me, but I can see through him. That's a good
one on Guy." He giggled softly.
"I don't think you understood me. Do you understand this?" Keating pushed the letter into
Heyer’s half-closed fingers.
He watched the thin sheet trembling as Heyer held it. Then it dropped to the table and Heyer’s
left hand with the paralyzed fingers jabbed at it blindly, purposelessly, like a hook. He said,
gulping:
"You can't send this to the A.G.A. They'll have my license taken away."
"Certainly," said Keating, "they will."
"And it will be in the papers."
"In all of them."
"You can't do that."
"I'm going to-unless you retire."
Heyer's shoulders drew down to the edge of the table. His head remained above the edge,
timidly, as if he were ready to draw it also out of sight.
"You won't do that please you won't," Heyer mumbled in one long whine without pauses.
"You're a nice boy you're a very nice boy you won't do it will you?"
The yellow square of paper lay on the table. Heyer's useless left hand reached for it, crawling
slowly over the edge. Keating leaned forward and snatched the letter from under his hand.
Heyer looked at him, his head bent to one side, his mouth open. He looked as if he expected
Keating to strike him; with a sickening, pleading glance that said he would allow Keating to
strike him.
"Please," whispered Heyer, "you won't do that, will you? I don't feel very well. I've never hurt
you. I seem to remember, I did something very nice for you once."
"What?" snapped Keating. "What did you do for me?"
"Your name's Peter Keating. ..Peter Keating.. .1 remember.. .1 did something nice for
you.. ..You're the boy Guy has so much faith in. Don't trust Guy. I don't trust him. But I like you.
We'll make you a designer one of these days." His mouth remained hanging open on the
word. A thin strand of saliva trickled down from the corner of his mouth. "Please. ..don't..."
Keating's eyes were bright with disgust; aversion goaded him on; he had to make it worse
because he couldn't stand it.
"You'll be exposed publicly," said Keating, the sounds of his voice glittering. "You'll be
denounced as a grafter. People will point at you. They'll print your picture in the papers. The
owners of that building will sue you. They'll throw you in jail."
Heyer said nothing. He did not move. Keating heard the cups on the table tinkling suddenly.
He could not see the shaking of Heyer's body. He heard a thin, glassy ringing in the silence of
the room, as if the cups were trembling of themselves.
"Get out!" said Keating, raising his voice, not to hear that sound. "Get out of the firm! What do
you want to stay for? You're no good. You've never been any good.
The yellow face at the edge of the table opened its mouth and made a wet, gurgling sound like
a moan.
Keating sat easily, leaning forward, his knees spread apart, one elbow resting on his knee, the
hand hanging down, swinging the letter.
"I..." Heyer choked. "I..."
"Shut up! You've got nothing to say, except yes or no. Think fast now. I'm not here to argue
with you."
Heyer stopped trembling. A shadow cut diagonally across his face. Keating saw one eye that
did not blink, and half a mouth, open, the darkness flowing in through the hole, into the face,
as if it were drowning.
"Answer me!" Keating screamed, frightened suddenly. "Why don't you answer me?"
The half-face swayed and he saw the head lurch forward; it fell down on the table, and went
on, and rolled to the floor, as it cut off; two of the cups fell after it, cracking softly to pieces on
the carpet. The first thing Keating felt was relief to see that the body had followed the head
and lay crumpled in a heap on the floor, intact. There had been no sound; only the muffled,
musical bursting of porcelain.
He'll be furious, thought Keating, looking down at the cups. He had jumped to his feet, he was
kneeling, gathering the pieces pointlessly; he saw that they were broken beyond repair. He
knew he was thinking also, at the same time, that it had come, that second stroke they had
been expecting, and that he would have to do something about it in a moment, but that it was
all right, because Heyer would have to retire now.
Then he moved on his knees closer to Heyer's body. He wondered why he did not want to
touch it. "Mr. Heyer," he called. His voice was soft, almost respectful. He lifted Heyer's head,
cautiously. He let it drop. He heard no sound of its falling. He heard the hiccough in his own
throat. Heyer was dead.
He sat beside the body, his buttocks against his heels, his hands spread on his knees. He
looked straight ahead; his glance stopped on the folds of the hangings by the door; he
wondered whether the gray sheen was dust or the nap of velvet and was it velvet and how old-
fashioned it was to have hangings by a door. Then he felt himself shaking. He wanted to
vomit. He rose, walked across the room and threw the door open, because he remembered
that there was the rest of the apartment somewhere and a valet in it, and he called, trying to
scream for help.
#
Keating came to the office as usual. He answered questions, he explained that Heyer had
asked him, that day, to come to his house after dinner; Heyer had wanted to discuss the
matter of his retirement. No one doubted the story and Keating knew that no one ever would.
Heyer's end had come as everybody had expected it to come. Francon felt nothing but relief.
"We knew he would, sooner or later," said Francon. "Why regret that he spared himself and all
of us a prolonged agony?"
Keating's manner was calmer than it had been for weeks. It was the calm of blank stupor. The
thought followed him, gentle, unstressed, monotonous, at his work, at home, at night: he was
a murderer. ..no, but almost a murderer. ..almost a murderer. ..He knew that it had not been an
accident; he knew he had counted on the shock and the terror; he had counted on that second
stroke which would send Heyer to the hospital for the rest of his days. But was that all he had
expected? Hadn't he known what else a second stroke could mean? Had he counted on that?
He tried to remember. He tried, wringing his mind dry. He felt nothing. He expected to feel
nothing, one way or another. Only he wanted to know. He did not notice what went on in the
office around him. He forgot that he had but a short time left to close the deal with Francon
about the partnership.
A few days after Heyer's death Francon called him to his office.
"Sit down, Peter," he said with a brighter smile than usual. "Well, I have some good news for
you, kid. They read Lucius's will this morning. He had no relatives left, you know. Well, I was
surprised, I didn't give him enough credit, I guess, but it seems he could make a nice gesture
on occasion. He’s left everything to you.. ..Pretty grand, isn't it? Now you won't have to worry
about investment when we make arrangements for. ..What's the matter, Peter?. ..Peter, my
boy, are you sick?"
Keating's face fell upon his arm on the corner of the desk. He could not let Francon see his
face. He was going to be sick; sick, because through the horror, he had caught himself
wondering how much Heyer had actually left....
The will had been made out five years ago; perhaps in a senseless spurt of affection for the
only person who had shown Heyer consideration in the office; perhaps as a gesture against
his partner; it had been made and forgotten. The estate amounted to two hundred thousand
dollars, plus Heyer's interest in the firm and his porcelain collection.
Keating left the office early, that day, not hearing the congratulations. He went home, told the
news to his mother, left her gasping in the middle of the living room, and locked himself in his
bedroom. He went out, saying nothing, before dinner. He had no dinner that night, but he
drank himself into a ferocious lucidity, at his favorite speak-easy. And in that heightened state
of luminous vision, his head nodding over a glass but his mind steady, he told himself that he
had nothing to regret; he had done what anyone would have done; Catherine had said it, he
was selfish; everybody was selfish; it was not a pretty thing, to be selfish, but he was not alone
in it; he had merely been luckier than most; he had been, because he was better than most;
he felt fine; he hoped the useless questions would never come back to him again; every man
for himself, he muttered, falling asleep on the table.
The useless questions never came back to him again. He had no time for them in the days
that followed. He had won the Cosmo-Slotnick competition.
#
Peter Keating had known it would be a triumph, but he had not expected the thing that
happened. He had dreamed of a sound of trumpets; he had not foreseen a symphonic
explosion.
It began with the thin ringing of a telephone, announcing the names of the winners. Then
every phone in the office joined in, screaming, bursting from under the fingers of the operator
who could barely control the switchboard; calls from every paper in town, from famous
architects, questions, demands for interviews, congratulations. Then the flood rushed out of
the elevators, poured through the office doors, the messages, the telegrams, the people
Keating knew, the people he had never seen before, the reception clerk losing all sense, not
knowing whom to admit or refuse, and Keating shaking hands, an endless stream of hands
like a wheel with soft moist cogs flapping against his fingers. He did not know what he said at
that first interview, with Francon's office full of people and cameras; Francon had thrown the
doors of his liquor cabinet wide-open. Francon gulped to all these people that the Cosmo-
Slotnick building had been created by Peter Keating alone; Francon did not care; he was
magnanimous in a spurt of enthusiasm; besides, it made a good story.
It made a better story than Francon had expected. From the pages of newspapers the face of
Peter Keating looked upon the country, the handsome, wholesome, smiling face with the
brilliant eyes and the dark curls; it headed columns of print about poverty, struggle, aspiration
and unremitting toil that had won their reward; about the faith of a mother who had sacrificed
everything to her boy's success; about the "Cinderella of Architecture."
Cosmo-Slotnick were pleased; they had not thought that prize-winning architects could also be
young, handsome and poor-well, so recently poor. They had discovered a boy genius;
Cosmo-Slotnick adored boy geniuses; Mr. Slotnick was one himself, being only forty-three.
Keating's drawings of the "most beautiful skyscraper on earth" were reproduced in the papers,
with the words of the award underneath: "...for the brilliant skill and simplicity of its plan. ..for its
clean, ruthless efficiency. ..for its ingenious economy of space. ..for the masterful blending of
the modern with the traditional in Art. ..to Francon & Heyer and Peter Keating...
Keating appeared in newsreels, shaking hands with Mr. Shupe and Mr. Slotnick, and the
subtitle announced what these two gentlemen thought of his building. Keating appeared in
newsreels, shaking hands with Miss Dimples Williams, and the subtitle announced what he
thought of her current picture. He appeared at architectural banquets and at film banquets, in
the place of honor, and he had to make speeches, forgetting whether he was to speak of
buildings or of movies. He appeared at architectural clubs and at fan clubs. Cosmo-Slotnick
put out a composite picture of Keating and of his building, which could be had for a self-
addressed, stamped envelope, and two bits. He made a personal appearance each evening,
for a week, on the stage of the Cosmo Theater, with the first run of the latest Cosmo-Slotnick
special; he bowed over the footlights, slim and graceful in a black tuxedo, and he spoke for
two minutes on the significance of architecture. He presided as judge at a beauty contest in
Atlantic City, the winner to be awarded a screen test by Cosmo-Slotnick. He was
photographed with a famous prize-fighter, under the caption: "Champions." A scale model of
his building was made and sent on tour, together with the photographs of the best among the
other entries, to be exhibited in the foyers of Cosmo-Slotnick theaters throughout the country.
Mrs. Keating had sobbed at first, clasped Peter in her arms and gulped that she could not
believe it. She had stammered, answering questions about Petey, and she had posed for
pictures, embarrassed, eager to please. Then she became used to it. She told Peter,
shrugging, that of course he had won, it was nothing to gape at, no one else could have won.
She acquired a brisk little tone of condescension for the reporters. She was distinctly annoyed
when she was not included in the photographs taken of Petey. She acquired a mink coat.
Keating let himself be carried by the torrent. He needed the people and the clamor around
him. There were no questions and no doubts when he stood on a platform over a sea of
faces; the air was heavy, compact, saturated with a single solvent-admiration; there was no
room for anything else. He was great; great as the number of people who told him so. He was
right; right at the number of people who believed it. He looked at the faces, at the eyes; he
saw himself born in them, he saw himself being granted the gift of life. That was Peter
Keating, that, the reflection in those staring pupils, and his body was only its reflection.
He found time to spend two hours with Catherine, one evening. He held her in his arms and
she whispered radiant plans for their future; he glanced at her with contentment; he did not
hear her words; he was thinking of how it would look if they were photographed like this
together and in how many papers it would be syndicated.
He saw Dominique once. She was leaving the city for the summer. Dominique was
disappointing. She congratulated him, quite correctly; but she looked at him as she had
always looked, as if nothing had happened. Of all architectural publications, her column had
been the only one that had never mentioned the Cosmo-Slotnick competition or its winner.
"I'm going to Connecticut," she told him. "I'm taking over Father's place down there for the
summer. He's letting me have it all to myself. No, Peter, you can't come to visit me. Not even
once. I'm going there so I won't have to see anybody." He was disappointed, but it did not spoil
the triumph of his days. He was not afraid of Dominique any longer. He felt confident that he
could bring her to change her attitude, that he would see the change when she came back in
the fall.
But there was one thing which did spoil his triumph; not often and not too loudly. He never
tired of hearing what was said about him; but he did not like to hear too much about his
building. And when he had to hear it, he did not mind the comments on "the masterful
blending of the modern with the traditional" in its facade; but when they spoke of the plan-and
they spoke so much of the plan-when he heard about "the brilliant skill and simplicity.. .the
clean, ruthless efficiency. ..the ingenious economy of space..." when he heard it and thought
of. ..He did not think it. There were no words in his brain. He would not allow them. There was
only a heavy, dark feeling-and a name.
For two weeks after the award he pushed this thing out of his mind, as a thing unworthy of his
concern, to be buried as his doubting, humble past was buried. All winter long he had kept his
own sketches of the building with the pencil lines cut across them by another's hands; on the
evening of the award he had burned them; it was the first thing he had done.
But the thing would not leave him. Then he grasped suddenly that it was not a vague threat,
but a practical danger; and he lost all fear of it. He could deal with a practical danger, he could
dispose of it quite simply. He chuckled with relief, he telephoned Roark's office, and made an
appointment to see him.
He went to that appointment confidently. For the first time in his life he felt free of the strange
uneasiness which he had never been able to explain or escape in Roark's presence. He felt
safe now. He was through with Howard Roark.
#
Roark sat at the desk in his office, waiting. The telephone had rung once, that morning, but it
had been only Peter Keating asking for an appointment. He had forgotten now that Keating
was coming. He was waiting for the telephone. He had become dependent on that telephone
in the last few weeks. He was to hear at any moment about his drawings for the Manhattan
Bank Company.
His rent on the office was long since overdue. So was the rent on the room where he lived. He
did not care about the room; he could tell the landlord to wait; the landlord waited; it would not
have mattered greatly if he had stopped waiting. But it mattered at the office. He told the rental
agent that he would have to wait; he did not ask for the delay; he only said flatly, quietly, that
there would be a delay, which was all he knew how to do. But his knowledge that he needed
his alms from the rental agent, that too much depended on it, and made it sound like begging
in his own mind. That was torture. All right, he thought, it's torture. What of it?
The telephone bill was overdue for two months. He had received the final warning. The
telephone was to be disconnected in a few days. He had to wait. So much could happen in a
few days.
The answer of the bank board, which Weidler had promised him long ago, had been
postponed from week to week. The board could reach no decision; there had been objectors
and there had been violent supporters; there had been conferences; Weidler told him
eloquently little, but he could guess much; there had been days of silence, of silence in the
office, of silence in the whole city, of silence within him. He waited.
He sat, slumped across the desk, his face on his arm, his fingers on the stand of the
telephone. He thought dimly that he should not sit like that; but he felt very tired today. He
thought that he should take his hand off that phone; but he did not move it. Well, yes, he
depended on that phone, he could smash it, but he would still depend on it; he and every
breath in him and every bit of him. His fingers rested on the stand without moving. It was this
and the mail; he had lied to himself also about the mail; he had lied when he had forced
himself not to leap, as a rare letter fell through the slot in the door, not to run forward, but to
wait, to stand looking at me white envelope on the floor, then to walk to it slowly and pick it up.
The slot in the door and the telephone-there was nothing else left to him of the world.
He raised his head, as he thought of it, to look down at the door, at the foot of the door. There
was nothing. It was late in the afternoon, probably past the time of the last delivery. He raised
his wrist to glance at his watch; he saw his bare wrist; the watch had been pawned. He turned
to the window; there was a clock he could distinguish on a distant tower; it was half past four;
there would be no other delivery today.
He saw that his hand was lifting the telephone receiver. His fingers were dialing the number.
"No, not yet," Weidler's voice told him over the wire. "We had that meeting scheduled for
yesterday, but it had to be called off. ...I'm keeping after them like a bulldog.. ..I can promise
you that well have a definite answer tomorrow. I can almost promise you. If not tomorrow,
then it will have to wait over the week end, but by Monday I promise it for certain.. ..You've
been wonderfully patient with us, Mr. Roark. We appreciate it." Roark dropped the receiver.
He closed his eyes. He thought he would allow himself to rest, just to rest blankly like this for a
few minutes, before he would begin to think of what the date on the telephone notice had been
and in what way he could manage to last until Monday.
Hello, Howard," said Peter Keating.
He opened his eyes. Keating had entered and stood before him, smiling. He wore a light tan
spring coat, thrown open, the loops of its belt like handles at his sides, a blue cornflower in his
buttonhole. He stood, his legs apart, his fists on his hips, his hat on the back of his head, his
black curls so bright and crisp over his pale forehead that one expected to see drops of spring
dew glistening on them as on the cornflower.
"Hello, Peter," said Roark.
Keating sat down comfortably, took his hat off, dropped it in the middle of the desk, and
clasped one hand over each knee with a brisk little slap.
"Well, Howard, things are happening, aren't they?"
"Congratulations."
"Thanks. What’s the matter, Howard? You look like hell. Surely, you're not overworking
yourself, from what I hear?"
This was not the manner he had intended to assume. He had planned the interview to be
smooth and friendly. Well, he decided, he'd switch back to that later. But first he had to show
that he was not afraid of Roark, that he'd never be afraid again.
"No, I'm not overworking."
"Look, Howard, why don't you drop it?"
That was something he had not intended saying at all. His mouth remained open a little, in
astonishment.
"Drop what?"
"The pose. Oh, the ideals, if you prefer. Why don't you come down to earth? Why don't you
start working like everybody else? Why don't you stop being a damn fool?" He felt himself
rolling down a hill, without brakes. He could not stop.
"What's the matter, Peter?"
"How do you expect to get along in the world? You have to live with people, you know. There
are only two ways. You can join them or you can fight them. But you don't seem to be doing
either."
"No. Not either."
"And people don't want you. They don't want you! Aren't you afraid?"
"No."
"You haven't worked for a year. And you won't. Who'll ever give you work? You might have a
few hundreds left-and then it's the end."
"That's wrong, Peter. I have fourteen dollars left, and fifty-seven cents."
"Well? And look at me! I don't care if it's crude to say that myself. That's not the point. I'm not
boasting. It doesn't matter who says it. But look at me! Remember how we started? Then look
at us now. And then think that it's up to you. Just drop that fool delusion that you're better than
everybody else-and go to work. In a year, you'll have an office that'll make you blush to think
of this dump. You'll have people running after you, you'll have clients, you'll have friends, you'll
have an army of draftsmen to order around!. ..Hell! Howard, it's nothing to me-what can it
mean to me?-but this time I'm not fishing for anything for myself, in fact I know that you'd
make a dangerous competitor, but I've got to say this to you. Just think, Howard, think of it!
You'll be rich, you'll be famous, you'll be respected, you'll be praised, you'll be admired-you'll
be one of us!.. .Well?. ..Say something! Why don't you say something?"
He saw that Roark's eyes were not empty and scornful, but attentive and wondering. It was
close to some sort of surrender for Roark, because he had not dropped the iron sheet in his
eyes, because he allowed his eyes to be puzzled and curious--and almost helpless.
"Look, Peter. I believe you. I know that you have nothing to gain by saying this. I know more
than that. I know that you don't want me to succeed--it's all right, I'm not reproaching you, I've
always known it-you don't want me ever to reach these things you're offering me. And yet
you're pushing me on to reach them, quite sincerely. And you know that if I take your advice,
I'll reach them. And it's not love for me, because that wouldn't make you so angry-and so
frightened.. ..Peter, what is it that disturbs you about me as I am?"
"I don't know..." whispered Rearing.
He understood that it was a confession, that answer of his, and a terrifying one. He did not
know the nature of what he had confessed and he felt certain that Roark did not know it either.
But the thing had been bared; they could not grasp it, but they felt its shape. And it made them
sit silently, facing each other, in astonishment, in resignation.
"Pull yourself together, Peter," said Roark gently, as to a comrade. "We'll never speak of that
again."
Then Keating said suddenly, his voice clinging in relief to the bright vulgarity of its new tone:
"Aw hell, Howard, I was only talking good plain horse sense. Now if you wanted to work like a
normal person-"
"Shut up!" snapped Roark.
Keating leaned back, exhausted. He had nothing else to say. He had forgotten what he had
come here to discuss.
"Now," said Roark, "what did you want to tell me about the competition?"
Keating jerked forward. He wondered what had made Roark guess that. And then it became
easier, because he forgot the rest in a sweeping surge of resentment.
"Oh, yes!" said Keating crisply, a bright edge of irritation in the sound of his voice. "Yes, I did
want to speak to you about that. Thanks for reminding me. Of course, you'd guess it, because
you know that I'm not an ungrateful swine. I really came here to thank you, Howard. I haven't
forgotten that you had a share in that building, you did give me some advice on it. I'd be the
first one to give you part of the credit."
"That's not necessary."
"Oh, it's not that I'd mind, but I'm sure you wouldn't want me to say anything about it. And I'm
sure you don't want to say anything yourself, because you know how it is, people are so funny,
they misinterpret everything in such a stupid way.. ..But since I'm getting part of the award
money, I thought it's only fair to let you have some of it. I'm glad that it comes at a time when
you need it so badly."
He produced his billfold, pulled from it a check he had made out in advance and put it down
on the desk. It read: "Pay to the order of Howard Roark-the sum of five hundred dollars."
"Thank you, Peter," said Roark, taking the check.
Then he turned it over, took his fountain pen, wrote on the back: "Pay to the order of Peter
Keating," signed and handed the check to Keating.
"And here's my bribe to you, Peter," he said. "For the same purpose. To keep your mouth
shut."
Keating stared at him blankly.
"That's all I can offer you now," said Roark. "You can't extort anything from me at present, but
later, when I’ll have money, I'd like to ask you please not to blackmail me. I'm telling you
frankly that you could. Because I don't want anyone to know that I had anything to do with that
building."
He laughed at the slow look of comprehension on Keating's face.
"No?" said Roark. "You don't want to blackmail me on that?. ..Go home, Peter. You're perfectly
safe. I'll never say a word about it. It's yours, the building and every girder of it and every foot
of plumbing and every picture of your face in the papers."
Then Keating jumped to his feet. He was shaking.
"God damn you!" he screamed. "God damn you! Who do you think you are? Who told you that
you could do this to people? So you're too good for that building? You want to make me
ashamed of it? You rotten, lousy, conceited bastard! Who are you? You don't even have the
wits to know that you're a flop, an incompetent, a beggar, a failure, a failure, a failure! And you
stand there pronouncing judgment! You, against the whole country! You against everybody!
Why should I listen to you? You can't frighten me. You can't touch me. I have the whole world
with me!. ..Don't stare at me like that! I've always hated you! You didn't know that, did you? I've
always hated you! I always will! I'll break you some day, I swear I will, if it's the last thing I do!"
"Peter," said Roark, "why betray so much?"
Keating's breath failed on a choked moan. He slumped down on a chair, he sat still, his hands
clasping the sides of the seat under him.
After a while he raised his head. He asked woodenly:
"Oh God, Howard, what have I been saying?"
"Are you all right now? Can you go?"
"Howard, I'm sorry. I apologize, if you want me to." His voice was raw and dull, without
conviction. "I lost my head. Guess I'm just unstrung. I didn't mean any of it. I don't know why I
said it. Honestly, I don't."
"Fix your collar. It's unfastened."
"I guess I was angry about what you did with that check. But I suppose you were insulted, too.
I'm sorry. I'm stupid like that sometimes. I didn't mean to offend you. We'll just destroy the
damn thing."
He picked up the check, struck a match, cautiously watched the paper burn till he had to drop
the last scrap.
"Howard, well forget it?"
"Don't you think you'd better go now?"
Keating rose heavily, his hands poked about in a few useless gestures, and he mumbled:
"Well. ..well, good night, Howard. I... I'll see you soon. ...It's because so much's happened to me
lately.. ..Guess I need a rest. ...So long, Howard...."
When he stepped out into the hall and closed the door behind him, Keating felt an icy sense of
relief. He felt heavy and very tired, but drearily sure of himself. He had acquired the
knowledge of one thing: he hated Roark. It was not necessary to doubt and wonder and
squirm in uneasiness any longer. It was simple. He hated Roark. The reasons? It was not
necessary to wonder about the reasons. It was necessary only to hate, to hate blindly, to hate
patiently, to hate without anger; only to hate, and let nothing intervene, and not let oneself
forget, ever.
#
The telephone rang late on Monday afternoon.
"Mr. Roark?" said Weidler. "Can you come right over? I don't want to say anything over the
phone, but get here at once." The voice sounded clear, gay, radiantly premonitory.
Roark looked at the window, at the clock on the distant tower. He sat laughing at that clock, as
at a friendly old enemy; he would not need it any longer, he would have a watch of his own
again. He threw his head back in defiance to that pale gray dial hanging high over the city.
He rose and reached for his coat. He threw his shoulders back, slipping the coat on; he felt
pleasure in the jolt of his muscles.
In the street outside, he took a taxi which he could not afford.
The chairman of the board was waiting for him in his office, with Weidler and with the vice-
president of the Manhattan Bank Company. There was a long conference table in the room,
and Roark's drawings were spread upon it. Weidler rose when he entered and walked to meet
him, his hand outstretched. It was in the air of the room, like an overture to the words Weidler
uttered, and Roark was not certain of the moment when he heard them, because he thought
he had heard them the instant he entered.
"Well, Mr. Roark, the commission's yours," said Weidler.
Roark bowed. It was best not to trust his voice for a few minutes.
The chairman smiled amiably, inviting him to sit down. Roark sat down by the side of the table
that supported his drawings. His hand rested on the table. The polished mahogany felt warm
and living under his fingers; it was almost as if he were pressing his hand against the
foundations of his building; his greatest building, fifty stories to rise in the center of Manhattan.
"I must tell you," the chairman was saying, "that we've had a hell of a fight over that building of
yours. Thank God it's over. Some of our members just couldn't swallow your radical
innovations. You know how stupidly conservative some people are. But we've found a way to
please them, and we got their consent. Mr. Weidler here was really magnificently convincing
on your behalf."
A great deal more was said by the three men. Roark barely heard it. He was thinking of the
first bite of machine into earth that begins an excavation. Then he heard the chairman saying:
"...and so it's yours, on one minor condition." He heard that and looked at the chairman.
"It's a small compromise, and when you agree to it we can sign the contract. It's only an
inconsequential matter of the building's appearance. I understand that you modernists attach
no great importance to a mere facade, it's the plan that counts with you, quite rightly, and we
wouldn't think of altering your plan in any way, it's the logic of the plan that sold us on the
building. So I'm sure you won't mind."
"What do you want?"
"It's only a matter of a slight alteration in the facade. I'll show you. Our Mr. Parker's son is
studying architecture and we had him draw us up a sketch, just a rough sketch to illustrate
what we had in mind and to show the members of the board, because they couldn't have
visualized the compromise we offered. Here it is."
He pulled a sketch from under the drawings on the table and handed it to Roark.
It was Roark's building on the sketch, very neatly drawn. It was his building, but it had a
simplified Doric portico in front, a cornice on top, and his ornament was replaced by a stylized
Greek ornament.
Roark got up. He had to stand. He concentrated on the effort of standing. It made the rest
easier. He leaned on one straight arm, his hand closed over the edge of the table, the tendons
showing under the skin of his wrist.
"You see the point?" said the chairman soothingly. "Our conservatives simply refused to
accept a queer stark building like yours. And they claim that the public won't accept it either.
So we hit upon the middle course. In this way, though it's not traditional architecture of course,
it will give the public the impression of what they're accustomed to. It adds a certain air of
sound, stable dignity--and that's what we want in a bank, isn't it? It does seem to be an
unwritten law that a bank must have a Classic portico--and a bank is not exactly the right
institution to parade law-breaking and rebellion. Undermines that intangible feeling of
confidence, you know. People don't trust novelty. But this is the scheme that pleased
everybody. Personally, I wouldn't insist on it, but I really don't see that it spoils anything. And
that's what the board has decided. Of course, we don't mean that we want you to follow this
sketch. But it gives you our general idea and you'll work it out yourself, make your own
adaptation of the Classic motive to the facade."
Then Roark answered. The men could not classify the tone of his voice; they could not decide
whether it was too great a calm or too great an emotion. They concluded that it was calm,
because the voice moved forward evenly, without stress, without color, each syllable spaced
as by a machine; only the air in the room was not the air that vibrates to a calm voice.
They concluded that there was nothing abnormal in the manner of the man who was
speaking, except the fact that his right hand would not leave the edge of the table, and when
he had to move the drawings, he did it with his left hand, like a man with one arm paralyzed.
He spoke for a long time. He explained why this structure could not have a Classic motive on
its facade. He explained why an honest building, like an honest man, had to be of one piece
and one faith; what constituted the life source, the idea in any existing thing or creature, and
why-if one smallest part committed treason to that idea-the thing of the creature was dead;
and why the good, the high and the noble on earth was only that which kept its integrity.
The chairman interrupted him:
"Mr. Roark, I agree with you. There's no answer to what you're saying. But unfortunately, in
practical life, one can't always be so flawlessly consistent. There's always the incalculable
human element of emotion. We can't fight that with cold logic. This discussion is actually
superfluous. I can agree with you, but I can't help you. The matter is closed. It was the board's
final decision-after more than usually prolonged consideration, as you know."
"Will you let me appear before the board and speak to them?"
"I'm sorry, Mr. Roark, but the board will not re-open the question for further debate. It was
final. I can only ask you to state whether you agree to accept the commission on our terms or
not. I must admit that the board has considered the possibility of your refusal. In which case,
the name of another architect, one Gordon L. Prescott, has been mentioned most favorably as
an alternative. But I told the board that I felt certain you would accept."
He waited. Roark said nothing.
"You understand the situation, Mr. Roark?"
"Yes," said Roark. His eyes were lowered. He was looking down at the drawings.
"Well?"
Roark did not answer.
"Yes or no, Mr. Roark?"
Roark's head leaned back. He closed his eyes.
"No," said Roark.
After a while the chairman asked:
"Do you realize what you're doing?"
"Quite," said Roark.
"Good God!" Weidler cried suddenly. "Don't you know how big a commission this is? You're a
young man, you won't get another chance like this. And. ..all right, damn it, I'll say it! You need
this! I know how badly you need it!"
Roark gathered the drawings from the table, rolled them together and put them under his arm.
"It's sheer insanity!" Weidler moaned. "I want you. We want your building. You need the
commission. Do you have to be quite so fanatical and selfless about it?"
"What?" Roark asked incredulously.
"Fanatical and selfless."
Roark smiled. He looked down at his drawings. His elbow moved a little, pressing them to his
body. He said:
"That was the most selfish thing you've ever seen a man do."
He walked back to his office. He gathered his drawing instruments and the few things he had
there. It made one package and he carried it under his arm. He locked the door and gave the
key to the rental agent. He told the agent that he was closing his office. He walked home and
left the package there. Then he went to Mike Donnigan's house.
"No?" Mike asked, after one look at him.
"No," said Roark.
"What happened?"
"I'll tell you some other time."
"The bastards!"
"Never mind that, Mike."
"How about the office now?"
"I've closed the office."
"For good?"
"For the time being."
"God damn them all, Red! God damn them!"
"Shut up. I need a job, Mike. Can you help me?"
"Me?"
"I don't know anyone in those trades here. Not anyone that would want me. You know them
all."
"In what trades? What are you talking about?"
"In the building trades. Structural work. As I've done before."
"You mean-a plain workman's job?"
"I mean a plain workman's job."
"You're crazy, you God-damn fool!"
"Cut it, Mike. Will you get me a job?"
"But why in hell? You can get a decent job in an architect's office. You know you can."
"I won't, Mike. Not ever again."
"Why?"
"I don't want to touch it. I don't want to see it. I don't want to help them do what they're doing."
"You can get a nice clean job in some other line."
"I would have to think on a nice clean job. I don't want to think. Not their way. It will have to be
their way, no matter where I go. I want a job where I won't have to think."
"Architects don't take workmen's jobs."
"That's all this architect can do."
"You can learn something in no time."
"I don't want to learn anything."
"You mean you want me to get you into a construction gang, here, in town?"
"That's what I mean."
"No, God damn you! I can’t! I won't! I won't do it!"
"Why?"
"Red, to be putting yourself up like a show for all the bastards in this town to see? For all the
sons of bitches to know they brought you down like this? For all of them to gloat?"
Roark laughed.
"I don't give a damn about that, Mike. Why should you?"
"Well, I'm not letting you. I'm not giving the sons of bitches that kinda treat."
"Mike," Roark said softly, "there's nothing else for me to do."
"Hell, yes, there is. I told you before. You'll be listening to reason now. I got all the dough you
need until..."
"I'll tell you what I've told Austen Heller: If you ever offer me money again, that'll be the end
between us."
"But why?"
"Don't argue, Mike."
"But..."
"I'm asking you to do me a bigger favor. I want that job. You don't have to feel sorry for me. I
don't."
"But. ..but what'll happen to you, Red?"
'Where?'
"I mean. ..your future?"
"I'll save enough money and I'll come back. Or maybe someone will send for me before then."
Mike looked at him. He saw something in Roark's eyes which he knew Roark did not want to
be there.
"Okay, Red," said Mike softly.
He thought it over for a long time. He said:
"Listen, Red, I won't get you a job in town. I just can't. It turns my stomach to think of it. But I'll
get you something in the same line."
"All right. Anything. It doesn't make any difference to me."
"I've worked for all of that bastard Francon's pet contractors for so long I know everybody ever
worked for him. He’s got a granite quarry down in Connecticut. One of the foremen's a great
pal of mine. He’s in town right now. Ever worked in a quarry before?"
"Once. Long ago."
"Think you'll like that?"
"Sure."
"I'll go see him. We won't be telling him who you are, just a friend of mine, that's all."
"Thanks, Mike."
Mike reached for his coat, and then his hands fell back, and he looked at the floor.
"Red..."
"It will be all right, Mike."
Roark walked home. It was dark and the street was deserted. There was a strong wind. He
could feel the cold, whistling pressure strike his cheeks. It was the only evidence of the flow
ripping the air. Nothing moved in the stone corridor about him. There was not a tree to stir, no
curtains, no awnings; only naked masses of stone, glass, asphalt and sharp corners. It was
strange to feel that fierce movement against his face. But in a trash basket on a corner a
crumpled sheet of newspaper was rustling, beating convulsively against the wire mesh. It
made the wind real.
#
In the evening, two days later, Roark left for Connecticut.
From the train, he looked back once at the skyline of the city as it flashed into sight and was
held for some moments beyond the windows. The twilight had washed off the details of the
buildings. They rose in thin shafts of a soft, porcelain blue, a color not of real things, but of
evening and distance. They rose in bare outlines, like empty molds waiting to be filled. The
distance had flattened the city. The single shafts stood immeasurably tall, out of scale to the
rest of the earth. They were of their own world, and they held up to the sky the statement of
what man had conceived and made possible. They were empty molds. But man had come so
far; he could go farther. The city on the edge of the sky held a question-and a promise.
#
Little pinheads of light flared up about the peak of one famous tower, in the windows of the
Star Roof Restaurant. Then the train swerved around a bend and the city vanished.
That evening, in the banquet hall of the Star Roof Restaurant, a dinner was held to celebrate
the admittance of Peter Keating to partnership in the firm to be known henceforward as
Francon & Keating.
At the long table that seemed covered, not with a tablecloth, but with a sheet of light, sat Guy
Francon. Somehow, tonight, he did not mind the streaks of silver that appeared on his
temples; they sparkled crisply against the black of his hair and they gave him an air of
cleanliness and elegance, like the rigid white of his shirt against his black evening clothes. In
the place of honor sat Peter Keating. He leaned back, his shoulders straight, his hand closed
about the stem of a glass. His black curls glistened against his white forehead. In that one
moment of silence, the guests felt no envy, no resentment, no malice. There was a grave
feeling of brotherhood in the room, in the presence of the pale, handsome boy who looked
solemn as at his first communion. Ralston Holcombe had risen to speak. He stood, his glass
in hand. He had prepared his speech, but he was astonished to hear himself saying
something quite different, in a voice of complete sincerity. He said:
"We are the guardians of a great human function. Perhaps of the greatest function among the
endeavors of man. We have achieved much and we have erred often. But we are willing in all
humility to make way for our heirs. We are only men and we are only seekers. But we seek for
truth with the best there is in our hearts. We seek with what there is of the sublime granted to
the race of men. It is a great quest. To the future of American Architecture!"
Part Two: ELLSWORTH M. TOOHEY
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